Miss you

 Song of the day;;

→ Foals - Mountain at My Gates

I see a mountain at my gates

I see it more and more each day

What I give, it takes away

Whether I go or when I stay

I see a mountain at my gates

I see it more and more each day

I see a fire out by the lake

I'll drive my car without the brakes

I see a mountain in my way

It's looming larger by the day

I see a darkness in my fate

I'll drive my car without the brakes

Oh, gimme some time

Show me the foothold from which I can climb

Yeah, when I feel low

You show me a signpost for where I should go

I see a mountain at my gates

I see it more and more each day

And my desire wears a dark dress

Ah, each day I see you less

Oh, gimme some time

Show me the foothold from which I can climb

Yeah, when I feel low

You show me a signpost for where I should go

Through lanes and stone rows

Black granite, wind blows

Fire lake and far flame

Go now but come again

Dark clouds gather 'round

Will I run or stand my ground?

Oh, when I come to climb

Show me the mountain so far behind

Yeah, it's farther away

Its shadow gets smaller day after day

Yeah, gimme my lungs

Gimme my love

Gimme my choice

You keep me coming around

Will I stay?

Gimme my lungs

Gimme my voice

You keep me coming around

Gimme my lungs

Gimme my, gimme my, gimme my, gimme my, come on

Gimme my, gimme my, gimme my, gimme my way

Will I stay?

Gimme my lungs

Gimme my choice

You keep me coming 'round

--

On muuten aivan todella perseestä, kun täällä on satanu vettä monta päivää putkeen, lämmintä on keskimäärin 5 astetta joka päivä ja kaikki lumet on hävinneet pois. Laitettiin tänään joulukuusi tunnelmaa tuomaan.

Black honey

 Song of the day;;

→ Foals - Into the Surf

If you come again

I'll be sure to send

The tide to come meet you

And if I come again

Please be sure to send

The moon to come meet me

I'll eat up all your pain, take in all the blame

Be that someone to complain to

I'll be like water when you rise

Plant a jasmine in the night

Where I return

There's a moon pool on fire

Into the surf again

There's a moon pool in bloom

If you come again

I'll be sure to send

The tide to come meet you

And if I come again

Please be sure to send

The moon to come meet me

There's a lighthouse in the dark, a garden in the past

Under bruisings of a night sky

Be like water, when I rise

Plant a jasmine in the night

When I return

There's a moon pool on fire

Into the surf again

There's a moon pool in bloom

There's a serpent on the beach

If I'm out of reach

Place a garland in the sea for me

When the tide comes rolling in

Please be sure to send

A blood moon for me

A garland in the sea

And if I don't make it home

Wrap the jasmine 'round my bones

Blood moon for me

A garland in the sea

And if I don't make it home

Wrap the jasmine 'round my bones

Garland in the sea

A blood moon for me

And if I don't make it home

Wrap the jasmine 'round my bones

A garland in the sea

A blood moon for me

And if I don't make it home

Wrap the jasmine 'round my bones

A garland in the sea

A blood moon for me

I think I'm okay

 Song of the day;;

→ Foals - The Runner

Shadow, see how far I go

(Step by step, I'll keep it up, I won't slow, I gotta go)

Walk through the embers, through the rows

(With every shadow step I take, I'll make sure that I won't break)

Show them all just what I know

(While the years, they come and go, I won't let myself get slow)

'Cause they all just come and go

(With every step that I will take, I'll make sure that I won't break)

Oh, if I fall down, fall down

Then I know to keep on running

Oh, if I fall down, fall down

Then I know to keep on running

And if it hurts, don't let it show

(Step by step, I'll keep it up, I won't slow, I gotta go)

While the seasons come and go

(With every shadow step I take, I'll make sure that I won't break)

Shadow chiaroscuro

(While the years, they come and go, I won't let myself get slow)

When I, when I fall down, fall down

Then I know to keep on running

Oh, when I fall down, fall down

Won't you come to keep me running?

Yeah, I keep on running

Well, I keep on running

Loneliness of the long distance runner

Shadow, come closer, so I'll go on further

Loneliness of the long distance runner

Shadow, come closer, so I'll go on further

Loneliness of the long distance runner

Shadow, come closer, so I'll go on further

Loneliness of the long distance runner

Shadow, come closer, so I'll go on further

Oh, when I fall down, fall down

Then I know to keep on running

Oh, if I fall down, fall down

Then I know to keep on running (Woah)

Fall down, when I slow down (Keep on running)

Slow down (Keep on running)

Oh, I slow down (Keep on running)

When I fall down, keep on running

Keep on running

Keep on running

Keep on running

--

Unohdin eilen postata, hups. Käytiin tänään porukoitten kanssa jouluostoksilla, löysin siskon ja Runtin lahjojen (porukoille käytiin ostamassa eilen) lisäksi itelleni uuden joulupaidan sekä uudeksi vuodeksi muutaman asuvaihtoehdon.

Phantom limb

 Song of the day;;

→ Foals - White Onions

I see a lair, I see a lair, I see a lair

Whoa

I fight for air, I fight for air, I fight for air

Whoa

I see a lair, I see a lair, I see a lair

Whoa

You keep me there, you keep me there, you keep me there

Whoa

It's getting late now, my head goes ka-boom

No escape from this room and I'll wait for a wave

To come wash away, lead me out of this place

I fight for air, don't keep me there

Don't keep me there, I fight for air

I see a maze, I see a maze, I see a maze

Whoa

I break the cage, I break the cage, I break the cage

Whoa

I'm in a maze, I'm in a maze, I'm in a maze

Whoa

I break the cage, I break the cage, I break the cage

Whoa

I see a lair, I see a lair, I see a lair

Whoa

I fight for air, I fight for air, I fight for air

Whoa

I see a lair, I see a lair, I see a lair

Whoa

I see you there, I see you there, I see you there

Whoa

--

Ihanaa, huomenna on joulukuun eka päivä!!!

Fresh bruises

 Song of the day;;

→ Foals - Inhaler

Sticks and stones

Don't break my bones

You're make-believe

It's lock 'n' load

It's a dead end road

For you and me

And I'm rusted gold

I'm stripped and sold

I'm make believe

And I'm up for rent

My head is spent

I guarantee

So can you not go away

If just for one day?

Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Impossible, possible

How do you feel now?

How do you feel now in a war?

War sends out for you

And throw your fortune away

And I can't get enough space

Space

Space

Get enough space

I'm pale and coy

A mama's boy

I'm make believe

I shimmy-shake

I wake 'n' bake

I'm over me

My lungs defeat

I cannot breathe

Don't follow me

And you push and shove

I've had enough

You best believe

So can you not go away

If just for one day?

Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh

Impossible, possible

How do you feel now?

How do you feel now in a war?

War sends out for you

And throw your fortune away

And I can't get enough space

Space

I can't get enough space

Space

Can't get enough space

Can't get enough

Space

--

Ostin tänään Tokmannista maailman söpöimmän torkkupeiton. Siinä on semmosia joulukoiria, oli ihan pakko ostaa se, kun näin sen. Viltit on kivoja muutenkin. Sain tänään pestyä pyykit sekä järjesteltyä mun meikkejä. Pitäis keksiä parempi säilytysjärjestelmä huulituotteille, kun niitä on jostain syystä kertynyt aivan helvetisti vuosien varrella. Mulla on niille sellaset pienet rasiat, mut ne ei ihan aja asiaansa niin kuin mä olin alun perin visioinut. Kyllä ne välttää, mut silti... Huomenna pitää käydä kaupassa.

Bloody nose

 Song of the day;;

→ Foals - Exits

Now the sea eats the sky

But they say it's a lie

There's no birds left to fly

We'll hide out

Oh, the weather's against us

Houses underground

The flowers upside down

In our dreams

In the eye of the storm

The land where you were born

Try to make no sound

We hide out

'Cause they watch us in sleep

The language that we speak

And the secrets that we keep

In our dreams, in our dreams, in our dreams

In our dreams, in our dreams, in our dreams

I said I'm so sorry

To have kept you waiting around

I wish I could've come up

I could've shouted out loud

They got exits covered

All the exits underground

I wish I could figure it out

But the world's upside down

In a world upside down

Oh, to dream this all off

In the islands of the mind

The places they can't find

We'll hide out

And the black sky came down

And the cities underground

The flowers upside down

In our dreams

Oh, to meet you again

To pass you on the stairs

To see you everywhere

In my dreams

'Cause they watch us in sleep

And the language that we speak

And the secrets that we keep

To ourselves in our dreams, in our dreams

In our dreams, in our dreams, in our dreams

I said I'm so sorry

To have kept you waiting around

I wish I could've come up

I could've shouted out loud

They got exits covered

All the exits underground

I wish I could figure it out

But the world's upside down

I said I'm so sorry

That the world has fallen down

I wish I could do something more

I could shout it out loud

They got exits covered

All the exits underground

I wish I could figure it out

But the world's upside down

In a world upside down

(Up)

(Upside down, oh)

(Upside down, oh)

(Upside down, oh)

Back to the days of yore, when we were sure of a good long summer

I hope you could be found out of ground, our long lost brother

We share all of our dreams into the screen but not with each other

Back to the days of yore, when we were sure of a good long summer

I hope you could be found out of ground, our long lost brother

We share all of our dreams into the screen but not with each other

Back to the days of yore, when we were sure of a good long summer

Stairway to heaven

 Song of the day;;

→ Foals - On the Luna

When I was a latchkey kid on the Luna

A free-from-guilt born Babyboomer

Can't you pick me up a little bit sooner?

I’ve been waiting all day, all day

When I was wasting my days at the Lido

I was picking my teeth with a biro

I was keeping it cool with Cryo

Waiting all day, all day

Agitator, extricator, won't you come evacuator?

Infiltrator, hesitater, won't you come emancipator?

A day in the life of

A day in the life of

A day in the life of

A day in the life of

When I was a Kung-Fu kid on the Luna

I was moonin' at the Bella Luna

Trump clogging up my computer

But I’m watching all day, all day

They say that heaven is other people

But the other side's defo evil

Please don’t let there be a sequel

'Cause I’m watching all day, all day

Agitator, extricator, won't you come evacuator?

Infiltrator, hesitater, won't you come emancipator?

A day in the life of

A day in the life of

A day in the life of

A day in the life of

We had it all, but we didn’t stop to think about it

We had it all, but we didn’t stop to think about it

We had it all, but we didn’t stop to think about it

I’ve had a wild one, I’ve had a wild one

A day in the life of

A day in the life of

A day in the life of

A day in the life of

When I was a Kung-Fu kid on the Luna

I was moonin' at the Bella Luna

Trump clogging up my computer

I'm worried all day, all day

--

Äiti tulee tänne huomenna!! Sairaanhoitajan aika peruuntui tältä päivältä ja jouduin perumaan huomisen fysioterapian kun en oo varma olisinko kerenny mennä sinne. Huomenna pitää käydä apteekissa. Kohta pääsen sitten hemmottelemaan Runttia!

Blind eye halo

 Song of the day;;

→ Foals - 2001

Oh, now the sun is up

High in the sky

Lost in the sugar rush

Violet sky

Beachside candy cane

Blue tongues in summer rain

Oh my God

Brighton rock

Oh, now the sun is up

Eyes like the sky

Lost in a sugar rush

Violet high

No need for novocaine

Blue tongues in summer rain

Oh my God

Brighton rock

I've been waiting all day inside

Waiting for a summer sky

When we run wild

We'll come up for air and go under again

I've been waiting all day inside

Waiting for a summer sky

When we run wild

We'll come up for air and go under again

Oh my God

Brighton rock

Oh, now the lights come up

Your eyes don't lie

Blue when you call mе up

We all know why

Raspberry candy cane

Bluе tongues in summer rain

Oh my God

Brighton rock

I've been waiting all day inside

Waiting for a summer sky

When we run wild

We'll come up for air and go under again

I've been waiting all day inside (Inside)

Waiting for the summer sky

When we run wild

We'll come up for air and go under again

Come up for air and go under again

Come up for air and go under again

Under and up for air

Under and up for air

Under and up for air

Under and up for air

I've been waiting all day inside

Waiting for the summer sky

When we run wild

We'll come up for air and go under again

I've been waiting all day inside (Inside)

Waiting for that summer sky

When we run wild

We'll come up for air and go under again

I've been waiting all day inside (Inside)

Waiting for the summer sky

Forever below and when we go under we'll come up for air

I've been waiting all day inside (Inside)

Waiting for that summer sky

When we run wild

We'll come up for air and go under again

I've

Whenever, wherever

 Song of the day;;

→ Foals - Tron

Away, away from this system, there is

Another country place we could go

Away, away from this system, there is

Another country place we could go

Away, away from this system, there is

A flower shop by which I mean to say

Away, away from this system, there is

Another country place we could go

Away, away, away, away, away, away, away

If something won't heal, our children can't help you out

If something won't heal, our children can't help you out

If something won't heal, a compass can't help you out

If something won't heal, our children can't help you out

Away, away from this system, there is

A flower shop by which I mean to say

Away, away from this system, there is

Another country place we could go

Away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away, away

Waste is a waste

Waste is a waste

Waste is a, waste is a, waste is a waste

Waste is a waste

Waste is a waste

Waste is a, waste is, waste is a waste

Waste is a waste

Waste is a waste

Waste is a, waste is, waste is a waste

If something won't heal, our children can't help us out

If something won't heal, our children can't help us out

If something won't heal, a compass can't help you out

This love is foreign, why don't you quieten down?

Suedehead

Song of the day;;

→ Foals - After Glow

I know I could not last very long at all

Without you here to break my fall

I know I could not stand alone for very long

Without you here to take my coat

'Cause you were better than whatever came before

But you ran out and left me on the 100th floor

Get out and go and find everyone who cared for you

They won't be there to see you tomorrow

Get out, don't forget everything you cared for

For it won't be nothing more tomorrow

No, I could not do the things I did before

Leave you waiting there by that open door

You were better than whatever came before

Without you here and my heart broken to the core

Get out and go and find everyone who cared for you

They won't be there to see you tomorrow

Get out, don't forget everything you cared for

For it won't be nothing more tomorrow

No, I could not stand to be alone for long

There's something missing in the ever after glow

You were better than whatever came before

Without you here to save me, to save me from the dark

Get out and go and find everyone who cared for you

They won't be here to see you tomorrow

Get out, don't forget everything you cared for

For it won't be nothing more tomorrow

In conflict

Song of the day;;

→ Foals - Black Gold

Top of the world, bottom of the ocean

Top of the world, bottom of the ocean

They built you up and broke you down again

So now you hope to be pacific

'Cause the future is not what you see

It's not where you've been to at all

The future is not what you see

It's not where you've been to at all

The future is not what it used to be, used to be

The future is not what it used to be, used to be

Top of the world, bottom of the ocean

Top of the world, bottom of the ocean

They lift you up and found the ground again

So now you know to be pacific

'Cause the future is not what you see

It's not where you've been to at all

The future is not what you see

It's not where you've been to at all

The future is not what it used to be, used to be

The future is not what it used to be, used to be

They buried the gold, your ancestry's sold and left

Just the residue

They buried the gold, your ancestry's sold and left

Just the mist of you

They buried the gold, your ancestry's sold and left

Just the residue

They buried the gold, your ancestry's sold and left

Just the mist of you

Now what's happened to you, look what's happened to you

What's happened to you

Now that spring is finally here

Your hollow heart, your hollow heart

Drive through the forest and into the night

Away from the city, away from the light

Hollow heart, your hollow heart

You know

And we're worlds apart

And we're worlds apart

They gouge you out, they dug you in

They took the name right out of your mouth

Hollow heart, your hollow heart

You know

Worlds apart

And we're worlds apart

Into yourself past of it

Into yourself past of it

Into yourself past of it

Into yourself past of it

Into yourself

Into yourself

Into yourself

Into yourself

Into yourself

Into yourself

Sleeping with a friend

Song of the day;;

→ Foals - Alabaster

She's up in the sky

She's up in the domes

She's up in the sky, up in the dome

I knew a girl who came from Villa Luz

Had a house filled with

Religious regret and infinite debt

Heaven's pressure

She's a light in the dark

She's out of the door

She's up n the sky, up in the domes

Alabaster lover

(You go and get gone)

We make each other

(You go and get gone)

Alabaster lover

(You go and get gone)

We make each other

(You go and get gone)

She's up in the sky and the sky is on fire

She set the whole neighbourhood to life

Then the people, they'll read out all their names

Run away, run away, run away

And with victory, the whole world would be ours

We will build nothing in it

Nothing in it

Alabaster lover

(You go and get gone)

We could make each other

(You go and get gone)

Alabaster lover

(You go and get gone)

We made each other

(You go and get gone)

Alabaster lover

We made each other

Welcome home, son

Song of the day;;

→ Foals - Spanish Sahara

So I walked into the haze
And a million dirty ways
Now I see you lying there
Like a lilo losing air, air

Black rocks and shoreline sand
Still that summer I cannot bear
And I wipe the sand of my arms
The Spanish Sahara, the place that you'd wanna
Leave the horror here

Forget the horror here
Forget the horror here
Leave it all down here
It's future rust and then it's future dust

Forget the horror here
Forget the horror here
Leave it all down here
It's future rust and then it's future dust

Now the waves, they drag you down
Carry you to broken ground
Though I find you in the sand
Wipe you clean with dirty hands

So goddamn this boiling space
The Spanish Sahara, the place that you'd wanna
Leave the horror here

Forget the horror here
Forget the horror here
Leave it all down here
It's future rust and then it's future dust

I'm the fury in your head

I'm the fury in your bed

I'm the ghost in the back of your head

'Cause I am

I'm the fury in your head

I'm the fury in your bed

I'm the ghost in the back of your head

'Cause I am

I'm the fury in your head

I'm the fury in your bed

I'm the ghost in the back of your head

'Cause I am

Forget the horror here
Forget the horror here
Leave it all down here
It's future rust and it's future dust

Choir of furies in your head

Choir of furies in your bed

I'm the ghost in the back of your head

'Cause I am

Choir of furies in your head

Choir of furies in your bed

I'm the ghost in the back of your head

'Cause I am

Choir of furies in your head

Choir of furies in your bed

I'm the ghost in the back of your head

'Cause I am

--

Tää biisi on jotenkin niin täynnä kaikkia feelsejä ja muita tunteita... Tämäkin siis kuuluu sille päättymättömälle listalle niistä biiseistä, jotka saa mut pillittään. Ps. koeviikko ohi!

Love lockdown

Song of the day;;

→ Foals - Moon

Now I see you, trouble, it's coming up ahead

Black dogs running through the fields, they're dripping red

The world is quiet, there is nothing left unsaid

A million image, million capture, million dead

And all the birds fall out of the sky in two by twos

And my teeth fall out, my head into the snow

I am you now and you are me instead

Then I see there is blood on your wedding dress

And all of the old walk down and I'm feeling unsure

When I'm sleeping in my own place, I'm not home

It is perfect, it is beautiful and still

And it is silent, it is white and it is good

And all by the fooling round with daisy chains on our heads

It is coming now, my friend, and it's the end

--

Ahh. Ihanat lyriikat tässä biisissä. Tykkään.

Sad and beautiful world

Song of the day;;

→ Foals - My Number

You don't have my number, we don't need each other now

We don't need the city, the creed or the culture now

'Cause I feel, I feel alive, I feel, I feel alive

I feel the streets are all pulling me down

So people of the city, I don't need your counsel now

And I don't need your good advice, you don't have my lover's touch

You don't have my number, we don't need each other now

The creed or the culture, we can move beyond it now

Now the wolf is knocking at my door, bang-banging, ask for more

Stand here, we stand tall, we could move beyond these walls

I don't need your counsel, I don't need these city streets

I don't need that good advice 'cause we can move beyond it now

You don't have my number, we don't need each other now

The creed or the culture, you don't have my lover's touch

'Cause I feel, I feel alive, I feel, I feel alive

I feel the streets are all far from there

Do you even hear me? Do you even know my name?

Can you see the ocean now? You don't have my lover's touch

You don't have my number, you don't have my number

People, can you hear me? Are you even listening now?

'Cause you don't have my number, we don't need each other now

You can't steal my thunder 'cause you don't have my lover's touch

You don't have my number and I don't need no one else

And I don't need these city streets, the creed or the culture now

Hear me calling

Song of the day;;

→ Foals - Olympic Airways

Sun's up we wait

All day

Sun's up we wait

All day all day

The hell outside kept away

If only we could move away

From here

This is how

We build a place

An aviary for today

An aviary for today

Let's disappear till tomorrow

Let's disappear till tomorrow

Dis-a-ppe-ar

Dis-a-ppe-ar

Dis-a-ppe-ar ar ar ar

Blow up these play parades

Let's go

To an aviary far from home

To an aviary far from home

A one hand clap is me and you

And you and you and you

While the hell outside kept away

If only we moved away

Dis-a-ppe-ar

Dis-a-ppe-ar

Dis-a-ppe-ar ar ar ar

Last vacation was the same

We got moved away

Last vacation was the same

We got moved away

Last vacation was the same

We got moved away

Sun down now we have built

Our place

An aviary forever

An aviary forever

Forever forever

Re-a-ppe-ar

Re-a-ppe-ar

Re-a-ppe-ar

Re-a-ppe-ar

--

Today was a good day, I reckon, I'm not sure 'ow I did on my religion exam, but I am very pleased with the results of the other exams. I got a 6 from physics, a 7 from history, a 7+ from maths and a 9- (!!!) from philosophy. So yeah, I'm 'appy with those results. And the exam week is over, finally... December begins next week, I'm starting to get excited.

I have a doctor's appointment next Wednesday, and we're going to talk about my medication (still, not working) and probably change it. Also I think the doctor will tell me about the psychotherapy-thing since we 'aven't really progressed anywhere.