New divide

Song of the day;;

→ Mayday Parade - It Is What It Is

Yesterday I flew across the world

And started a revolution

But truth be told I’m trying to find myself

In a lovesick evolution

Oh, somebody tell me I’m fine

And that I’m gonna be alright

Oh, 'cause nobody’s looking to die

When they’re happy inside

But it is what it is

And it hurts, make it fast

Well, it is what it is

It gets worse and it lasts

I never had the chance to promise I’d never let go

But you let go

But it is what it is

And it hurts, make it fast

Today’s the day I’m coming home again

But I’m further and further away now

I won’t leave my bed cause a part of me is dead

I forgot to face all your pictures down

Oh, somebody tell me I’m fine

And that I’m gonna be alright

Oh, 'cause nobody’s looking to die

When they’re happy inside

But it is what it is

And it hurts, make it fast

Well, it is what it is

It gets worse and it lasts

I never had the chance to promise I’d never let go

But you let go

But it is what it is

And it hurts, make it fast

I’ll never get the chance to promise I’d never let go

I’ll never get the chance cause you’ll forever be the reason why

I’m not happy inside

But it is what it is

And it hurts, make it fast

Well, it is what it is

It gets worse and it lasts

I never had the chance to promise I’d never let go

But you let go

But it is what it is

And it hurts, make it fast

But it is what it is

And it hurts, make it fast

Well, it is what it is

It gets worse and it lasts

Sukie in the graveyard

Song of the day;;

→ Mayday Parade - Everything's An Illusion

I try to sleep but my eyes are open

I can't think 'cause my heart is broken

And there's a bottle right next to me

I'll down a few drinks just to take the pain away

I wanna say all the things I need to say

I won't lie, I'll just tell them honestly

If god can take a friend away from me

Then I can say all I want and he won't do anything

My tongue is weak and every time I try to speak I can't say nothing at all

Sleep well, my friend

There will be another moment we'll meet again

Just let it go

Sleep well, goodnight

You're something to remember

I wish that you were here by my side

I spend hours trying to make it through the day

I don't know if I'll ever be the same

It's hard enough when you're all alone

In the city that you love, now Atlanta's just a burial ground

My tongue is weak and every time I try to speak I can't say nothing

Nothing at all

It's hard to think when losing someone only makes you wanna scream

And now that you're gone

Sleep well, my friend

There will be another moment we'll meet again

Just let it go

Sleep well, goodnight

You're something to remember

I wish that you were here by my side

Rest in pieces, I can't believe this

A mother shouldn't witness her son die at twenty-four

(Please take notice, these words are hopeless

It's ripping me apart and I can't take it anymore)

I will hold my tongue for the rest of my life

I can't keep this up anymore

Sleep well, my friend

There will be another moment we'll meet again

Just let it go

Sleep well, goodnight

You're something to remember

I wish that you were here by my side

By my side

By my side

By my side

Sleep well, goodnight

You're something I'll remember

I wish that you were here by my side

Lynn's theme

Song of the day;;

→ Mayday Parade - 12 Through 15

How you are fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning

How you are cut down to the ground

You who weakened the nations

I will ascend above the heights of the clouds

I will be like the Most High

Yet you shall be brought down to Sheol, to the lowest depths of the pit

Hey

The walls keep coming down

But I'll stand brave

Love is just and empty word you say

I found loyalty and it was pain

And you hate

God keeps coming down 'cause you're afraid

Lucifer just might be your middle name

You're the only angel that got away

And we're all alone now

With nothing to stand in our way

Don't swear that it's over

If love is our secret

I know you won't keep it

We're taking this easy

'Cause darling, that's what dreams are made of

This story is probably made up

So why don't you go back to sleep?

Hey

The walls keep tumbling down

But I'll stand brave

Maybe I'm the one who's in your way

I'm the only reason love got away, love got away

And we're all alone

Yeah, I'll be alright

With nothing to stand in our way

Hell, I'll be just fine

Don't swear that it's over

With you by my side

If love is our secret

Don't leave me guessing

I know you won't keep it

We're taking this easy, we're taking this easy

'Cause darling, that's what dreams are made of

This story is probably made up

So why don't you go back to sleep?

Just like you never could

Why don't you dream about me?

Just like you always should

'Cause I'm the reason you're alone now

Quit blaming everything on your hometown

Why would you say that?

I think you're better off

When you're on your own

You said you'd keep me close

'Cause I'm the closest thing that you've ever known

You said the problem's in your heart

But the problem's who you are

So leave me alone now

I'd rather be lonely

When I scream and shout

And let it out

We're taking this easy, we're taking this easy

'Cause darling, that's what dreams are made of

This story is probably made up

So why don't you go back to sleep?

Just like you never could

Why don't you dream about me?

Yeah, I'll be alright

Just like you always should

'Cause I'm the reason you're all alone now

Hell, I'll be just fine

Quit blaming everything on your hometown

With you by my side

Don't leave me guessing

Why would you say that?

Luanne

Song of the day;;

→ Mayday Parade - Hold Onto Me

I know I've got my problems and it starts with me

She saw something inside that I can't see

And late at nigh, yeah, she'll comfort me

Hold onto me, hold onto me

I got a nervous habit and I drink too much

She said she hates her life and wants to change her ways

She wakes in the night and whispers

Oh so quiet

Hold onto me, hold onto me

Don't you ever leave, don't you ever leave

I know I've got my problems and it's probably me

So hold onto me, hold onto me

Stayed up too late and it hurts to breathe

Said it's 4 am, girl, go back to sleep

Sometimes at night I can hear her dreams

Come rescue me, come rescue me

Don't you ever leave, don't you ever leave

I know we got our problems and it's probably me

So hold onto me, hold onto me

I'm a drifter's body in an open sea

And I've seen my reflection staring right back at me

With no place to go and you're left all alone

There's no place like home

Hold onto me, hold onto me

Just stay with me, just stay with me

I know we got our problems and you'll probably leave

So hold onto me, hold onto me

I could never leave, I will never leave

So hold onto me, hold onto me

Kathleen

Song of the day;;

→ Mayday Parade - No Heroes Allowed

Now it's hard to see with all these flashing cameras in my face

But I love the way they play, throwing shadows on the stage

Wonder where you are and what you think about this place

I can't help but miss the days and I'll write on every page

My hero, she's the last real dreamer I know

And I can tell you all about her

I don't think I'll fall asleep 'til I roll over

Can we just start over again

And I can tell you all about

 I don't think I'll fall asleep 'til then

And now I just had this dream that we were on my bed again

Makin' love the way we did, tell me how I could forget

This can't be healthy now, the way I dream about your kiss

But this just wasn't any kiss, I hope you're still not over this

Not at least 'til I get over you

My hero, she's the last real dreamer I know

And I can tell you all about her

I don't think I'll fall asleep 'til I roll over

Can we just start over again

And I can tell you all about

 I don't think I'll fall asleep 'til then

And now I've been left alone while you are lost in outer space

Spreading love another way and we'll meet again someday

I've taken all I can and I keep thinkin' just the same

I guess I'll die another day, but I'm sure I'll be on my way

Maybe I'll collapse and float away

Please, go home

My hero, she's the last real dreamer I know

And I can tell you all about her

I don't think I'll fall asleep 'til I roll over

Can we just start over again

And I can tell you all about

 I don't think I'll fall asleep 'til then

Eleanor put your boots on

Song of the day;;

→ Mayday Parade - When You See My Friends

I'm burned out like a bright light

I wasn't ready for this

You're adorable as hell, but I'm glancing at your wrist

Oh, please have faith, I can be so cavalier

And when they start to ask questions, I'll make sure to be clear

When you see my friends, tell 'em hi for me

Tell 'em what you think about the way you handled everything

You turned and all you left me with was this broken key

So tell me what you think

And give it up for the long nights and all those terrible fights

Were you honest with yourself, every version of yourself?

Did you get lost on the side of the road?

If you keep acting this way I swear I'll never come home

When you see my friends, tell 'em hi for me

Tell 'em what you think about the way you handled everything

We walk alone on this broken road for eternity

So give me company and help me sing this lonely melody

You turned and all you left me with was this broken key

So tell me what you think

Sign me up, no regrets, make a man out of me

And I won't say a word and I'll give all the things that you want and I need

Just to give me some peace

At the bottom of the ocean there's a place for you and me

Lead the way straight ahead

You gave me the time of my life and it cut like a knife to the bone

When you see my friends, tell 'em hi for me

Tell 'em what you think about the way you handled everything

So neat and clean, well, the world is full of such pretty things

So do your best for me

Dear Prudence

Song of the day;;

→ Mayday Parade - Call Me Hopeless, But Not Romantic

I can't believe that so much time was spent on my own

Just trying to figure it out all alone

Don't show emotion, let this go

I can't pretend that everything is still okay

Until you rightfully say what you said

The night you left me here for dead, for dead

Why do you cry when you're falling asleep?

And girl, how can you love without ever losing it all?

Don't put your faith in this when you won't believe it

Where did you go?

How will you find yourself when your hand to hold is letting go?

Where did you go?

How will you tell yourself you're losing hope?

Losing hope

Is it just me or has this time we've spent come undone?

I know forever is not what you want

I'll pack my bags and brush it off, brush it off

Why do you cry when you're falling asleep?

And girl, how can you love without ever losing it all?

Don't put your faith in this when you won't believe it

Where did you go?

How will you find yourself when your hand to hold is letting go?

Where did you go?

How will you tell yourself you're losing hope?

Tell me that you're alright

Yeah, like I really care

Why do we fight sometimes

Just like we always do?

Try and make up your mind

I'll make it up for you

Try and make up your mind, your mind, your mind

Where did you go?

How will you find yourself when your hand to hold is letting go?

Where did you go?

How will you tell yourself you're losing hope, losing hope?

Where did you go?

How will you find yourself when your hand to hold is letting go?

Where did you go?

How will you tell yourself you're losing hope, losing hope?

Standing in the way of control

Song of the day;;

→ Mayday Parade - Repent And Repeat

Oh no, I think I did it once again

And will they find me out?

This time is different than the last

If I can just rewind the time it takes to undo all I've chased

I can bring it back again and through her eyes I see the light

And oh, there's a plan for me, I've seen it before

Through the crack of an unlocked door

Just a glimpse but I saw it still

I couldn't tell you there's a monster for all, oh

And please, if you don't want me to stay

Then there's nothing left to say

I promise I'll go back again and make things right this time

And if you believe in me, then stand and fight

Stay a while and try to analyse my brain

Describing all the pills you say

Will help forget mistakes I've made

I could bring it back again and through her eyes I see the light

And oh, there's a plan for me, I've seen it before

Through the crack of an unlocked door

Just a glimpse but I saw it still

I couldn't tell you there's a monster for all, oh

And please, if you don't want me to stay

Then there's nothing left to say

I promise I'll go back again and make things right this time

And if you believe in me, then stand and

Find a way, make it through okay

All your happy days are gone

And all I'm saying is

You're not ready, you're not ready yet

Oh, there's a plan for me, I've seen it before

Through the crack of an unlocked door

Just a glimpse but I saw it, yeah

I couldn't tell you there's a monster for all, oh

And please, if you don't want me to stay

Then there's nothing left to say

I promise I'll go back again and make things right this time

And if you believe in me, then stand and fight

Desert reign

Song of the day;;

→ Mayday Parade - Anywhere But Here

Tonight is the one thing left

And I haven't said it yet, I'm falling

And the writings on the wall

Today was misery

And I just can't believe this happened

And I finally broke down

She held onto my heart

But now my only star is falling

It's burning to the ground

Now I'm crying out

Secret love, my escape

Take me far far away

Secret love, are you there?

Will you answer my prayer?

Please take me anywhere but here

Anywhere but here

You're all I've got right now

No one else figures out this feeling

And how lonely it can get

These words can cut right through

'Cause all along I knew you're sorry

But you haven't said it yet

But I won't forget

Secret love, my escape

Take me far far away

Secret love, are you there?

Will you answer my prayer?

Please take me anywhere but here

When we're together

Thoughts of her disappear

If I fell to pieces

You'd heal this pain I feel

Secret love, my escape

Take me far far away

Secret love, are you there?

Will you answer my prayer?

Secret love, my escape

Take me far far away

Secret love, are you there?

Will you answer my prayer?

Please take me anywhere but here

Anywhere but here

--

Finally. Today it is, Degrassi's 14th season will finally begin, and I'll get to watch it tomorrow. Holy fuck, I cannot wait. I've been waiting for this.

Pyramids and stargates

Song of the day;;

→ Mayday Parade - Terrible Things

By the time I was your age I'd give anything

To fall in love truly was all I could think of

That's when I met your mother, the girl of my dreams

The most beautiful woman that I'd ever seen

She said, ''Boy, can I tell you a wonderful thing?

I can't help but to notice, you're staring at me

I know I  shouldn't say this, but I really believe

I can tell by your eyes that you're in love with me.''

Now, son, I'm only telling you this

Because life can do terrible things

Now, most of the time we'd have too much to drink

And we'd laugh at the stars and we'd share everything

Too young to notice and too dumb to care

Love was a story that couldn't compare

I said, ''Girl, can I tell you a wonderful thing?

I made you a present with paper and string

Open with care now, I'm asking you, please

You know that I love you, will you marry me?''

Now, son, I'm only telling you this

Because life can do terrible things

You'll learn, one day, I'll hope and I'll pray

That God shows you differently

She said, ''Boy, can I tell you a terrible thing?

It seems that I'm sick and I've only got weeks

Please, don't be sad now, I really believe

You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me.''

Slow, so slow I fell to the ground on my knees

So don't fall in love, there's just too much to lose

If you're given the choice, then I beg you to choose

To walk away, walk away, don't let her get you

I can't bear to see the same thing happen to you

Now, son, I'm only telling you this

Because life can do terrible things