Youth

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - The City Sleeps In Flames

The empire will fall like they planned on

Can we even last through the night?

We watch as the skyscrapers crumble

Under the burning blue sky

That blinds our eyes

This is our last chance

To make things right

Or we're lost forever

Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight

We'll try to find a place to sleep

It's going on days that we've been awake

A sadness that I've never seen

I said your name and you looked the other way

Because these are my last words

And this is my last breath

I'd give you everything

If there was something left

I have nothing left to prove

And I will live with my regrets

I'd give you everything

If there was something left

The disconnecting count of days

Are fading away, the lives that we made

Teardrops were spilled from your blue eyes

Intentions were wrong, I apologise

The empire is falling like they planned on

And we lost it all, the city sleeps in flames

Lost

Time

Everything's gonna be fine, right?

Everything's gonna be fine, right?

Everything's gonna be fine, right?

I can't find a way to live in this life

The empire will fall like they planned on

Can we even last through the night?

We watch as the skyscrapers crumble

Under the burning blue sky

That blinds our eyes

Because these are my last words

And this is my last breath

I'd give you everything

If there was something left

I have nothing left to prove

And I will live with my regrets

I'd give you everything

If there was something left

Because these are my last words

And this is my last breath

I'd give you everything

But I've got nothing left

Things we lost in the fire

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - The Only Medicine

I wash it down just to block out all the sound

I never thought I'd be alone, well, look at me now

Sleepless nights, painful goodbyes

Who the hell was I kidding?

The room starts to spin

All alone and bleeding once again

Can you help me make this, make this fucking end?

Oh my god, there must be something

Something to take the pain away

And so there's nothing you can give me

It's probably better off that way

Just forget, all I ever wanted was to forget

Bloodshot eyes and a starless sky

Who the hell are we kidding?

You look so content, I guess the bright side hasn't found me yet

Pull me out so I can catch my breath

Oh my god, there must be something

Something to take the pain away

And so there's nothing you can give me

It's probably better off that way

I live my life in the shadows of the things I try to hide

Oh my god, there must be something

Something to take the pain away

And so there's nothing you can give me

It's probably better off that way

Warning call

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - The World As We Know It

Time is becoming

More precious than gold

All those times wasted alone

Starving children, the poison waters

And the suffocating skies

We won't get another chance this time

We won't get a second chance this time

You'll be lucky if you make it out alive

Haven't we lost our minds?

What the hell were we all thinking?

Now they're choosing sides

This is the world

This is the world

A virus known as rage

Is brutally destroying

And spreading all over the place

A bleeding culture

A dying nation

When the money controls the tide

We won't get another chance this time

We won't get a second chance this time

You'll be lucky if you make it out alive

Haven't we lost our minds?

What the hell were we all thinking?

Now they're choosing sides

Well, this is the world as we know it

Have we lost our minds?

The tension is rising and rising

And the world is at stake

Take back what belongs to you, by god

Before it's too late

Take it back

Take it back

Take it back

So close your eyes

And paint the picture

The sunset staring back

Won't last forever, forever

Just close your eyes

And paint the picture

'Cause the world we could've had

Would have been better, much better

Just close your eyes

And paint the picture

'Cause the sunset staring back

Won't last forever, forever

She's American

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - What's Said Is Done

We watch these days go by

The seasons changed and faded away

And the things I've learned to love grow old and die

(No reason why, no reason why, no reason why, no reason why)

'Cause life's too short to spend alone in misery

Everybody seems to look the same

I feel so alone and now my head is bowed in shame again

So I look to the heart of the devil for answers

This path is like a loaded gun

But what's said is done

You don't have to say a word

I'm so afraid to ask

I turn my back, block out the past

Find me something true that isn't sad

I'm so afraid to ask

This solace never seems to last

I turn away as the sunshine fades to black

I spend my nights and days

Locked away there all the same

I don't know how much more I can take

(What's left to say, what's left to say, what's left to say, what's left to say)

'Cause life's too short to spend alone in misery

This path is like a loaded gun

But what's said is done

You don't have to say a word

This path is like a loaded gun

But what's said is done

You don't have to say a word

This path is like a loaded gun

But what's said is done

You don't have to say a word

To say a word, to say a word

I'm so afraid to ask

I turn my back, block out the past

Find me something true that isn't sad

I'm so afraid to ask

This solace never seems to last

I turn away as the sunshine fades to black

I'm so afraid to ask

I turn my back, block out the past

Find me something true that isn't sad

This path is like a loaded gun

But what's said is done

You don't have to say a word

Somebody else

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Just A Taste

Forgive and forget

It's just a memory

It won't get me very far this time

Is what I've done to you unforgivable?

Silence fills the room and I get the message

Emptiness is all that's left this time

Is what I meant to you that forgettable?

Better than, better than me of course

You're always right

You're always on the ball

Better than, better than everything

I've done for you 'cause now you can finally sleep

Can you smile too?

I took it as a threat

You meant it as the doctrine

Of everything that was and would become

I don't have to ask, you don't miss me at all

You made it so obvious

When you slowly walked away

And then I prayed in vain

I would've traded everything

Even for just a taste

I'll live with the loneliness

But I'll never forget

I was never your best bet

Better than, better than me of course

You're always right

You're always on the ball

Better than, better than everything

I've done for you 'cause now you can finally sleep

Can you smile too?

Now you can sleep, can you smile too?

Can you smile now that I'm gone?

--

Joskus ihan pelottaa, kun näiden biisien sanat käy niin hyvin omaan elämään... Huhhuh. Tai ehkä mä vaan ylianalysoin ja ylimietin kaikkea?

Falling

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - My Darkest Hour

Let me up

Let me out

I am suffocating

I can't live without this all behind me

Is this almost over now?

The longest night, my darkest hour

Where you will find me

Pale, lost and dying

From the truth

You left me at the altar

My heart in my hand

I am tired and broken 

Haunted by memories of

The life you've stolen

I am tired and broken

You left me at the altar

My heart in my hand (You left me, I won't forget)

In my hand (You left me and I won't forget)

Let me up

Let me out

My lips are trembling

And I cannot make a sound

My love betrays me

Is this almost over now?

The walls caved in

The roof fell down

And I am finally

Tired of the lying

And the cloud

That follows you

You left me at the altar

My heart in my hand

I am tired and broken 

Haunted by memories of

The life you've stolen

I am tired and broken

You left me at the altar

My heart in my hand (You left me, I won't forget)

In my hand (You left me with my heart in my hand, I won't forget)

You left me breathless

You left me scared

But your love has never kept me warm when you weren't here

And now my only hope is to take back what you've stolen

(My life will go on without you)

And now my only hope is to take back what you've stolen

(My life will go on without you)

You left me at the altar

My heart in my hand

I am tired and broken 

Haunted by memories of

The life you've stolen

(You left me, I won't forget)

You've stolen

(You left me, I won't forget)

You've stolen

(You left me, I won't forget)

You've stolen

(You left me in the end, I will not forget)

--

1000. postaus!! Pitäiskö väsätä joku spessu?

T-shirt weather

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Drowning You In Fear

Stand up

You know you have the right to

Speak out

For the things that you believe

If you let them

They will stab you in the back over again

Take your integrity

How long will you let this go on?

They're drowning you in fear

Speak up

Your voice just isn't breaking enough

It's time now

It's gone on way too long

If you let them

They will tear you into little pieces

I think there's something wrong

How long will you let this go on?

They're drowning you in fear

You're letting your hopes go straight to hell

And I know the end is near

The time will come

The time will come

The time will come

You will be sorry for what you've done

The time will come

How long will you let this go on?

They're drowning you in fear

You're letting your hopes go straight to hell

And I know the end is near, is near

You say you're sorry for what it's worth

Anything

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - The Bright Side Of Suffering

I swear that if I could I'd take it all

Take it all away

All the sorrow and the pain

I'm not responsible, you always say

But you need your space

And this always ends the same

Hey, is your heart still beating?

I can't stop the bleeding

I've lost you completely

Hey, gather all the heartache

I'll hold it in my hand

Just to lose it all again

If there's a bright side to this suffering

Can you help me see?

It's getting harder to believe

You always said that this would not last long

But it's gone on and on and on

And I just can't make it stop

Hey, is your heart still beating?

I can't stop the bleeding

I've lost you completely

Hey, gather all the heartache

I'll hold it in my hand

Just to lose it all again

They're right this time

I won't pretend to smile

Because inside

I'm black and I'm hollow

This time you took this way too far

This time you took this way too far

This time you took this way too far

This time you took this way too far

This time you took this way too far

I'm sick and tired

Inside, inside I'm black and hollow

Find a sign tonight

Inside I'm black and hollow

Find a sign tonight

And now there's nothing left to show for

I'm dying to find

What's missing from my life

And now the tables have turned

And this is only temporary

I'm dying to find

What's missing from my life

And now the tables have turned

This pain is only temporary

Golden touch

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Empty Glasses

Faded pictures of the life that I once loved

With the flash, the moments gone

I gave up all I had for

Something that never brought me any comfort now

I've been lost too long

Deny it, but I am alone here

I always feared this place

I never thought it'd end this way

Deny it, but I am alone

Another nameless face

Deny it, but I am alone here

I always feared this place

I never thought it'd end this way

Deny it, but I am alone

Please don't forget my name

Deny it, but I am alone

Empty pages haunt me and

I can't move on

The words I never said were wrong

I never needed to feel connected

And now I'm only loved by empty glasses

It's gone on too long

I need a find a way to just move on

Deny it, but I am alone here

I always feared this place

I never thought it'd end this way

Deny it, but I am alone

Another nameless face

Deny it, but I am alone here

I always feared this place

I never thought it'd end this way

Deny it, but I am alone

Please don't forget my name

Deny it, but I am alone

I'm tired of you wishing me the best of luck

It's a long ride home, a long ride home

Deny it, but I am alone here

I always feared this place

I never thought it'd end this way

Deny it, but I am alone

Another nameless face

Deny it, but I am alone here

I always feared this place

I never thought it'd en this way

Deny it, but I am alone

Please don't forget my name

Deny it, but I am alone

The good news

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Faith In The Knife

It's getting colder

Each and every day

The nights get longer

I slowly fade

Find me some beauty

In this empty place

Before you know it

I'll be gone without a trace

Give me a reason to

 Wake up and face the lie

I've been searching for

A way out of this life

How will I make it through

This long and bitter night?

(With no hope that I'll find a sign)

(No hope that I'll find a sign)

When things like breathing

Feel like a waste

It seems like leaving's

The only way

The past intentions

They never got me by

I can't escape this

It has overcome my mind

The past intentions

They never got me by

I can't escape this

It has overcome my mind

It has overcome my mind

Overcome my mind

It has overcome my mind

Overcome my mind

It has overcome my mind

Overcome my mind

Give me a reason to

 Wake up and face the lie

I've been searching for

A way out of this life

How will I make it through

This long and bitter night?

(With no hope that I'll find a sign)

(No hope that I'll find a sign)

Give me a reason to

 Wake up and face the lie

I've been searching for

A way out of this life

How will I make it through

This long and bitter night?

(With no hope that I'll find a sign)

(No hope that I'll find a sign)

(No hope that I'll find a sign)

(No hope that I'll find a sign)

Come on

Nothing this good

Could last forever

(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

I put all my faith in this knife

(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

The blood spills as the tears fall from your eyes

I hope for the best

There's nothing left

A fire, it burns inside

A fire burns inside

Let's celebrate a romance in it all

(Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight)

I put all my faith in this knife

(Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight)

The blood spills as the tears fall from your eyes

--

Koeviikko ohi ja maanantaina uusi jakso. Paljon helpompi onneks!

Miracle aligner

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - A Breath Of Sunshine

Lost myself in an endless goodnight

Kept the time by the patterns of the streetlight

Couldn't get it right

I could never get it right

Sadly, this is a wasted conversation

Lost on you. lost on you

This is a test of my patience

Your blue eyes are so cruel

I can't escape all the things we said

I'm taking years off my life with the weight of regret

Now there's nothing left

There is nothing left to lose

Shouldn't I feel alive?

I swear that I tried

To be alright

To sleep at night

Shouldn't I feel alive?

The night fades with a breath of sunshine

I'll do my best to adjust to the morning light

I can't keep my place

Feels like I've been awake for days

Sadly, you turn away and now I'm faced

With the harsh truth, the harsh truth

My cold heart is a place where

True love cannot bloom

Shouldn't I feel alive?

I swear that I tried

To be alright

To sleep at night

Shouldn't I feel alive?

There's static on the airwaves

I'll try to find the light through all this haze

I can't find the words that I'm trying to say

So try to forget me as I walk away

There's static on the airwaves, there's static on the airwaves

(I'll try to find the light through all this haze)

There's static on the airwaves, there's static on the airwaves

(I'll try to find the)

So try to forget me as I walk away

Shouldn't I feel alive?

I swear that I tried

To be alright

To sleep at night

Shouldn't I feel alive?

Shouldn't I feel alive?

I swear that I tried

To be alright

To sleep at night

Shouldn't I feel alive?

Alright

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Degenerates

Do you think you're made of gold?

Invincible?

You think you can handle it?

You will learn from this

I'm telling you, friend

This is something worth fighting for

Does it not seem contradicting

To sit back and watch them take more?

Caught like a deer in the headlights, you're stuck now

You're bound by your fears

I suggest you break free or

You'll forever be damned here

We are merely degenerates waiting for you

To come sweep us off of our feet

They keep marching on

Spilling blood like savages

Taking lives while your cigarette burns, burns

You can't tell me, my friend

That that wasn't worth dying for

Gave it all and received nothing

May as well have let them take more

Dig deep, find the courage to speak

Are you really still bound by your fear?

This is all just a dream now

You can't speak and you're damned here

We are merely degenerates waiting for you

To come sweep us off of our feet

They keep marching on

Spilling blood like savages

Taking lives while your cigarette burns, burns

This is our fight for freedom

This is our way of saying

This is our day

We've been waiting for this one day all our lives

This is nothing short of predictable

Stop holding your head down

Give it up

Get a hold of yourself now

Or give it up

You're like a deer in the headlights

You've given up

To save your life

We've been waiting, yeah, waiting all our lives

This is nothing short of predictable

Stop holding your head down

Give it up

Get a hold of yourself now

Or give it up

You're like a deer in the headlights

You've given up

To save your life

Find the will to save your life

I bet you look good on the dancefloor

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Holding On

There goes the sun

Just trying to find your way anywhere

But you've come to find you're alone

It's getting dark and you've lost your way

I haven't let you go, as long as you know that

I'm losing what's left of my dignity

But I'll fight 'til the end for her heart

I'll never give up  on what's possible

For better, for worse, this love must be cursed

Just try to keep your head down

But you come to find that trust has come and gone

Everyone out there is listening

But you don't care at all and you're probably glad to know

I'm losing what's left of my dignity

But I'll fight 'til the end for her heart

I'll never give up on what's possible

For better, for worse, this love must be cursed

You already let it pass through your lips

You can't take it back now

You already let it pass through your lips

You can't take it back

You already let it pass through your lips

You can't take it back now

You already let it pass through your lips

You can't take it back now

I'm losing what's left of my dignity

But I'll fight 'til the end for her heart

I'll never give upon what's possible

For better, for worse, this love must be cursed

I'm holding on to hope

This love must be cursed

I'm holding on to hope

This love must be cursed

I'm holding on

I'm afraid to say she never made it home

Couldn't keep her head on

She was so close

I'm afraid to say she never made it home

I'm afraid to say she never made it home

I'm afraid to say she never made it home

I'm afraid to say she never made it home

Couldn't keep her head on

I'm afraid to say she never made it home

Arabella

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - The Deep End

And don't tell me, I'm afraid of waking up alone

But it's waking up to find you've gone

Well, you make it clear

I had my chances

Only one way left to go

So I'll follow it down

She goes straight

Straight for the deep end

Doesn't hesitate to dive right in

Be careful now

Be careful now

So she's trading my love for comfort

Gives it all away

So much for that happy ending

Now you make it clear

You've got your options

Only one way left to go

So I'll follow it down

She can't hold her own

Who would have known

She is misery's company

She's got no place to go

No place to call home

She's got misery's company

She goes straight

Straight for the deep end

Doesn't hesitate to dive right in

Be careful now

Be careful now

Be careful

Be careful now

She only comes to me in my dreams

So sleep becomes routine

It's not healthy, it's what makes you right

It's not healthy, it's what makes you

She only comes to me in my dreams

So sleep becomes addicting

It's not healthy, it's not what makes you right

It's not healthy, it's what makes you

Hold her strings to haunt my dreams

It's not healthy, it's what makes you right

It's not healthy, it's what makes you

She goes straight

Straight for the deep end

Doesn't hesitate to dive right in

She goes straight

Straight for the deep end

Doesn't hesitate to dive right in

Be careful now

Be careful now

Be careful

--

Huomenna ruotsin YO-koe. Ahdistaa yllättävän vähän ottaen huomioon, etten oo liikoja lukenu...

Junk of the heart (Happy)

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Faces

Would you agree that we're far from alright?

(We fall below the line, we fall below the standards)

If only you could see what we see through these eyes

(This plague is spreading, it will sink under your skin)

I won't believe the horror that I see

Is more than poison inside me

Let's tear away these faces we hide behind

Cutting through the airwaves

Open up our minds

Show ourselves to the world tonight

Cause we are no longer in disguise

Well, I'm aware of your lies, how do you sleep at night?

(It's all a matter of time, I think they're catching on)

You dream of wars that I refuse to fight

(While people disappear, another broken heart)

I won't believe the horror that I see

Is more than poison inside me

I won't let go, though the plague is spreading

I won't let go

Let's tear away these faces we hide behind

Cutting through the airwaves

Open up our minds

Show ourselves to the world tonight

Cause we are no longer in disguise

We can save ourselves

(Rise up)

You can't stop us

We can save our souls

(Rise up)

We don't need your help

We can save ourselves

(Rise up)

You can't stop us

Let's tear away these faces we hide behind

Cutting through the airwaves

Open up our minds

Show ourselves to the world tonight

Cause we are no longer in disguise

Tear away these faces

Tear away these faces

Tear away these faces

We're no longer in disguise

--

Huomenna vika päivä ennen koeviikkoa!

Moving to New York

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - A Pistol To My Temple

If I flew into a mountain

Burn myself to nothing

That would be something

Would it be enough?

A pistol to my temple

Pull the trigger like it's nothing

That would be something

But it's never enough

This is all an illusion

What do you take me for?

It makes no difference what I do for you

I would give you my life but it just won't ever be enough

I hurt someone that loved you

And said that I felt nothing

That would be something

Would it be enough?

I had everything you wanted

And chose to give you nothing

That would be something

This is all too much

This is all an illusion

What do you take me for?

It makes no difference what I do for you

I would give you my life but it just won't ever be enough

It makes no difference what I do for you

I would give you my life but it just won't ever be enough

I'm burning alive

With a pistol to my temple

If we don't believe this reason for living

Then we'll never know, do I want to know?

If we don't believe this reason for living

Then we'll never know, do I want to know?

If we just give up, give into the pressure, we're losing it all

We're losing control

It makes no difference what I do for you

I would give you my life but it just won't ever be enough

It makes no difference what I do for you

I would give you my life but it just won't ever be enough

(I'll give it all up for you)

Are we ready? (Wreck)

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Star Crossed

Star crossed lovers

They say we're not meant to be

'Cause the stars in the sky and the fashion that they are aligned

I say if the future's been drawn out, there's no point in living

I won't give up my love so that fate can have its way

If the stars say that you couldn't love me

Are you telling me that you would listen?

If the words make their way from your mouth

Don't ask my permission

All is forgiven

Star crossed lovers, we do what we want to

Some learn the hard way

We all learn through consequence

I say if the future's been drawn out, then nobody's living

I won't give you up, love, so fate can have its way

Its way

If the stars say that you couldn't love me

Are you telling me that you would listen?

If the words make their way from your mouth

Don't ask my permission

All is forgiven

Is it over? (Over)

The stars keep this fire from burning out

Is it over? (Over)

Are you saying that you'd really listen?

Is it over?

The stars keep this fire

Is it over?

The stars keep this fire

If the stars say that you couldn't love me

Are you telling me that you would listen?

If the words make their way from your mouth

Don't ask my permission

All is forgiven

If the stars say that you cannot love

The stars keep this fire from burning out

If the stars say that you cannot love me

Here comes the rain again

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Derailed

Derailed

We failed to keep our love on course

Now we lost what was left of any chance that we had

What a way to go out

Derailed

I'm afraid I failed to keep you by my side

The mistakes we made will keep us drifting farther apart

What a way to go out

--

Ruotsin preli huomenna!!! en halua

Cool for cats

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Breathe

--

Huomenna ruotsin YO-kuuntelu. Ahistaa, mutta yllättävän vähän. Pitäis varmaan vähän ahkerammin ruveta siihen kirjalliseen kokeeseen lukemaan...

Kingston Town

Song of the day;;

→ Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Set Sail

Through a stranger's eyes

I take a good look at my life

Only to find that I'm not living

I'm not alive

I wanna live to tell the tale

I wanna wake up before my ship sets sail

Don't wanna try to be anyone else

I just wanna try to find myself

We all know life could end in an instant

We all just disappear

So let me put this into perspective

Let me make this clear

I wanna live to tell the tale

I wanna wake up before my ship sets sail

Don't wanna try to be anyone else

I just wanna try to find myself

I've grown tired of the same old fucking story

I think I'm ready for a change

If there's a higher power up there watching over me

Could you give me a sign today, today?

'Cause I've grown tired, I've grown tired

I think I'm ready for a change

I wanna live to tell the tale

I wanna wake up before my ship sets sail

Don't wanna try to be anyone else

I wanna find myself, I wanna find myself

I wanna wake up (I wanna find myself)

I just wanna wake up (I wanna find myself)

--

Koko viime syksyn ja talven yritin saada flunssaa, mutta epäonnistuin näyttävästi. Nyt sitten kun mulla on tulossa YO-kirjotukset ja kaikki, niin enköhän vaan ottanut ja tullut kipeeksi. Toivottavasti ei nyt mene kuumetta nostaan, koska mä vannon että siitä ei seuraa mitään hyvää...