Monster

 Song of the day;;

→ The War On Drugs - Pain

Go to bed now, I can tell

Pain is on the way out now

Look away, a domino falls away

I know it's hard lookin' in

Knowin' that tomorrow you'll be back again

Hang your head and let me in, I've been waitin'

So long

I was staring into the light

When I saw you in the distance and knew that you'd be mine

Am I moving back in time? Just standin' still?

I met a man with a broken back

He had a fear in his eyes that I could understand

I can't even shake the hand without breakin' it

I've been pullin' on a wire, but it just won't break

I've been turnin' up the dial, but I hear no sound

I resist what I cannot change

And I wanna find what can't be found

I'm aware you're tired and lost

Like a demon in a doorway, waiting to be born

But I'm here all alone, just beggin'

Pull me close and let me hold you in

Give me the deeper understanding of who I am

Yeah, I'm moving back again, I'm waiting here

I'm just pullin' on a wire, but it just won't break

I've been turnin' up a dial, but I hear no sound

I resist what I cannot change

Own it in your own way, yeah

Yeah, I wanna find what can't be found

--

Miten helvetissä voi olla jo tän vuoden vika päivä? Viettäkää kaikki turvallinen uusi vuosi! Katotaan jos jaksaisin vääntää jonkinlaista vuosikertausta, kuten tapana muistaakseni on ollu. Tosin aiempina vuosina oon tainnu tehä sen ennen vuoden vaihtumista...

The part that hurts the most (Is me)

 Song of the day;;

→ The War On Drugs - Burning

On a drive, I'm takin' back roads

High against where the rivers are flowin'

I didn't think that our love had grown

You had me dead to rights

Hey, I'm trying to get some rest

To keep on movin'

How you been? You looking back?

You tried to change your burnin' boat

Until you realized what you were up against

I spent all those nights just trying to take you in

'Til you released me

Cross the bridge to redefine your pain

When the answer's in your heart

Wide awake, I rearrange the way I listen in the dark

Dreamin', startin'

Up again

So if you look, you'll find yourself

You're not the demon in the dark

But you and I, yeah, we've been through that

Oh, can you rectify all the time it took you

Away from choosin'?

So as you find yourself flyin' high up there

When you release me from your heart again (Woo)

I'm just a burnin' man tryin' to keep the shit

From turnin' over again

Cross the rich, derivative of pain

Crush the burnin' in your heart

Wide awake to redefine the way you listen in the dark

Dreamin', startin'

Like a stranded kid in a doorway

Just burnin'

Yeah, if I take the light of day

--

Terapia olikin peruttu tältä päivältä. Kiva sinänsä, ettei tarvinnu lähtiä mihinkään, mutta toisaalta olin jo valmistautunu siihen, niin vähän harmitti. Sain kuitenkin tiskattua ja kaupassakin kävin, joten huomenna ei oikiasti tarvi tehä yhtään mitään (joo, tiedän, luentopäiväkirjan deadline on edelleen perjantaina mut enköhän mä jotain keksi). Hyvää joulukuuta muuten! Mulla on nyt tänä vuonna tuollainen Muumi-teekalenteri, ekassa luukussa oli Muumimamman voimajuomaa. Se oli tosi hyvää. Kotona mua odottaa sellanen euron halpissuklaakalenteri, mikä on ihan jees. Sellanenkin mulla on muuten melkeinpä joka vuosi ollu, joten kyllähän se pitää edelleen olla. Helvetti muuten että kun erehdyin kääntämään huoneeni patterin päiväksi täysille niin olipa muuten yöllä kuin olis hiessä uinu, aivan helvetin kuuma. Sitten päivällä paleltaa.

Living dead superstars

Song of the day;;

→ The War On Drugs - Under the Pressure

Well, the comedown here was easy
Like the arrival of a new day
But a dream like this gets wasted
Without you

Under the pressure is where we are
Under the pressure is where we are

You're the only one
Like an illusion

When it all breaks down and we're runaways
Standing in the wake of our pain
And we stare straight into nothing
But we call it all the same
You were raised on a promise
Found that over time
Better come around to the new way
Or watch as it all breaks down here

Under the pressure is where we are

Well the break down
Stole it all the way across
Stranded on
When you come here and I'm wasted
Lying on a hill, dancin' in the rain
Hidin' in the back, loosening my grip
I'm just wading in the water
Just trying not to crack, under the pressure

Here without you

Song of the day;;

→ The War On Drugs - Pain

Go to bed now I can tell

Pain is on the way out now

Look away, a domino falls away

I know it's hard lookin' in

Knowin' that tomorrow you'll be back again

Hang your head and let me in, I'm waitin'

So long

I was staring into the light

When I saw you in the distance, I knew that you'd be mine

Am I movin' back in time?

Just standin' still?

I met a man with a broken back

He had a fear in his eyes that I could understand

I can't even shake the pain without breakin'

I've been pullin' on a wire, but it just won't break

I've been turnin' up the dial, but I hear no sound

I resist what I cannot change

And I wanna find what can't be found

I'm aware you're tired and lost

Like a demon in a doorway, waiting to be born

But I'm here all alone, just beggin'

Pull me close and let me hold you in

Give me the deeper understanding of who I am

Yeah, I'm going back again, I'm waiting here

I'm just pullin' on a wire, but it just won't break

I've been turnin' up a dial, but I hear no sound

I resist what I cannot change, own it in your own way

Yeah, I wanna find what can't be found