BLOOD RED ROSES.

Song of the day;; → The Cure - Pictures Of You I've been looking so long at these pictures of you That I almost believe that they're real I've been living so long with my pictures of you That I almost believe that the pictures are All I can feel Remembering You standing quiet in the rain As I rant to your heart to be near And we kissed as the sky fell in Holding you close How I always held close in your fear Remembering You running soft through the night You were bigger and brighter and whiter than snow And screamed at the make-believe Screamed at the sky And you finally found all your courage To let it all go Remembering You fallen into my arms Crying for the death of your heart You were stone white So delicate Lost in the cold You were always so lost in the dark Remembering You, how you used to be Slow drowned You were angels So much more than everything Hold for the last time, then slip away qui

Song of the day;; → Falling In Reverse - Keep Holding On I thought I had myself all figured out But I spent my whole life holding myself down And it seems to be that sort of thing I keep doing constantly Addicted to the pain I cause myself My head is floating somewhere in the clouds While I'm paid to entertain a lovely crowd They sing my songs and feel my pain 'Cause pain is what creates my fame A vicious cycle, some day I'll get out I can't believe I'm standing here at all I can't believe I made it this far On my way with a smile on my face See the top and I'm not falling off And all I need is a microphone, I'll sing About the things that have been hurting me It's safe to say, all the kids, I relate To their lives, so just keep holding on It's hard enough, try walking in my shoes To be picked on by my peers who much abuse And I'm tired of not fitting in, true friends is my final wish Just

Viime aikoina mun läpi on kulkenut niin monta tunnetta ja olotilaa, että mä en osaa edes nimetä kaikkia niitä. On ollut iloa, jännitystä, surua, yksinäisyyttä ja toivottomuutta, näin muutaman nyt kuitenkin tunnistaakseni. Mä en oikeastaan koskaan, vaikka hyvin tunteellinen (ja ylitunteellinenkin, köh köh) ihminen olenkin, ole osannut käsitellä tunteitani hyvin. Ehkä siitä just johtuu se, että mä en osaa tuoda tunteitani tai olotilaani oikein sanallisesti esille kunnolla. Mä en ole toisaalta tottunut siihen, sillä meillä kotona ei koskaan olla keskusteltu tunnetiloista syvällisesti, eikä mun porukat ole koskaan mun koko elämäni aikana kysyneet multa, että olenko mä kunnossa tai muuta vastaavaa. Ja ei, se ei silti tarkota että ne ei välittäis - ne ei vaan toimi sillälailla. Musta tuntuu siltä, että mulla ei enää nykyään ole ketään, kelle puhua. Ja musta tuntuu myös siltä, että keskustelua ei synnykään, jos mä en itse aloita sitä. Nämä ei todellakaan oikeasti, ainakaan todennäköisest

Song of the day;; → The Smiths - This Charming Man Punctured bicycle On a hillside desolate Will nature make a man of me yet? When in this charming car This charming man Why pamper life's complexities When the leather runs smooth on the passenger seat? I would go out tonight But I haven't got a stitch to wear This main said, it's gruesome That someone so handsome should care A jumped-up pantry boy Who never knew his place He said, return the rings He knows so much about these things He knows so much about these things I would go out tonight But I haven't got a stitch to wear This main said, it's gruesome That someone so handsome should care This charming man This charming man A jumped-up pantry boy Who never knew his place He said, return the rings He knows so much about these things He knows so much about these things He knows so much about these things --- Oisko sitä tekstipostaus

Song of the day;; → Falling In Reverse - Drifter As I'm thrown into an empty room, or should I say a box I try to turn around to leave but the door, it slams and locks So I sit here and I think about all the evil things I've done I lost where I was going 'cause I forgot where I came from I surrender, put my weapons down I can't remember what I'm doing in this town It's time for me to pack my bags, I'll always be alone The only thing I've ever known is out there on the road I'm a drifter, I'm a drifter Now every time I look straight into my father's eyes I see how hurt and broken down he is from all the times He had to watch the son he raised follow in his steps The onl option that he ever had was to hope for the best I surrender, put my weapons down I can't remember what I'm doing in this town It's time for me to pack my bags, I'll always be alone The only thing I've ever know

Song of the day;; →  White Lies - To Lose My Life He said to lose my life or lose my love That's the nightmare I've been running from So let me hold you in my arms a while I was always careless as a child And there's a part of me that still believes My soul will soar above the trees But a desperate fear flows through my blood That a dead love's buried beneath the mud Let's grow old together And die at the same time Let's grow old together And die at the same time I've said I've got no time, I have to go And I was more right than I will ever know He said my heart is faded, well, mine's regret And left him crying next to the chapel steps Let's grow old together And die at the same time Let's grow old together And die at the same time He said, let's grow old together And die at the same time Let's grow old together And die at the same time He said He said to lose my life or lose my love That's th

Song of the day;; → Falling In Reverse - Where Have You Been Where have you been? My life's not the same without you in it My love, I've watched you disappear Right before my eyes Right before I told you how I feel No, I must thank you now For the things you've done You helped me fight my demons Like a mother to her son Whoa, where have you been? My life's not the same without you in it Whoa, forever I'll wait Your love and affection is all that I crave I long for your kiss and your memory still remains My heavy heart you carried on your back And right before your eyes I stood back up and picked up all the slack My love, I have done my best to hold my head up high I'll never be the same without you in my life Whoa, where have you been? My life's not the same without you in it Whoa, forever I'll wait Your love and affection is all that I crave I long for your kiss and your memory still remains

Song of the day;; → The Neighbourhood - Daddy Issues Take you like a drug I taste you on my tongue You ask me what I'm thinking about I tell you what I'm thinking about Whatever you're thinking about Tell me something that I'll forget And you might have to tell me again It's crazy what you do for a friend Go ahead and cry, little girl Nobody does it like you do I know how much it matters to you I know that you got daddy issues And if you were my little girl I'd do whatever I could do I'd run away and hide with you I love that you got daddy issues And I do too I tried to write your name in the rain But the rain never came So I made with the sun The shade always comes at the worst times You ask me what I'm thinking about I'll tell you what I'm thinking about Whatever you're thinking about Tell me something that I'll forget And you might have to tell me again It's crazy what you do for a friend Go ahe

Song of the day;; → Falling In Reverse - Goddamn My words cut just like razor blades And I'm just like a hand grenade You pulled the pin, now you're too late Excuse me while I detonate You live the life of luxury Deep down inside your misery Subsides and thrives for company Now morally, you're crumbling Goddamn, need some help I can't help myself 'Cause my girlfriend's in love with someone else Goddamn, it's too bad Really wished it would last Always wanting what I'll never have, so goddamn My nerves are right on edge today And I just might cave in and break I mist forgive, I hesitate Excuse me while I separate You lived the life and lied to me I gave you almost everything I wore my heart upon my sleeve I gave you almost all of me Goddamn, need some help I can't help myself 'Cause my girlfriend's in love with someone else Goddamn, it's too bad Really wished it would last

Song of the day;; → Digitalism - Pogo Yeah, woah-hoh The sun is in the air The sun is in the air The sun is in the air Now where has it been I mean the good old wild days Became a bit too lame Just take a look at my place It's such a mess But I'll be out of this space a s soon as you tell me where the night is You have to set up Bring it on Forward Yeah, woah-hoh The sun is in the air Woah-hoh The sun is in the Yeah, woah-hoh The sun is in the air It's been quite a while since I could experience your brightness Now you've got a brighter smile and I think I'm going to like it Talking about the better things, you know how to maximise Everything around you will become supersized You have to set up Away from What matters And get it prepared Forward Yeah, woah-hoh The sun is in the air Woah-hoh The sun is in the Yeah, woah-hoh The sun is in the air Yeah, woah-hoh The sun is in the air

Song of the day;; → Thirteen Senses - Into The Fire Come on, come on Put your hands into the fire Explain, explain As I turn, I meet the power This time, this time Turning white and senses dying Pull up, pull up From one extreme to another From the summer to the spring From the mountain to the air From Samaritan to sin And it's waiting on the air Come on, come on Put your hands into the fire Explain, explain As I turn, I meet the power This time, this time Turning white and senses dying Pull up, pull up From one extreme to another From the summer to the spring From the mountain to the air From Samaritan to sin And it's waiting on the air Now I'm low, I'm looking out, I'm looking in Way down, the lights are dimmer Now I'm low, I'm looking out, I'm looking in Way down, the lights are dimmer Come on, come on Put your hands into the fire Come on, come on -- Siis mitä, olen laittanu tänne jo ties kuin monta Thir

Song of the day;; → Kaiser Chiefs - Roses All of the people All of those ordinary lives Building on the outskirts Of my mind They ride the Iron Pilgrim To holidays for the head If plans were hand grenades We'd all be dead It's dark Dark where the roses grow There's something that you should know Before you see the light It's dark Dark where the roses grow There's places I have to go Before I see the light Playing all five stages The festival of grief God and problems What can stop them realise The bottles in the drug store Were all just piss and ink The flags you wore Are rags under the sink It's dark Dark where the roses grow There's something that you should know Before you see the light It's dark Dark where the roses grow There's places I have to go Before I see the light It's dark Dark where the roses grow There's something that you should know

Song of the day;; → Josh Woodward - Fight The Sea Rotting driftwood on the foreign shores Spilling out into the ocean floor And the memory's all you left without a trace Paralysed with the thoughts receding The current sweeps you with its silent bleeding Through the heart into the darkest place Turn around, there's nothing to see here Run away, no reason to be here It's the ghost who never goes away Turn around and leave this behind now See the ground as it bleeds into the sky now You fight the sea, you're always going to drown All the secrets that you're holding All the memories you hide All the frail thoughts that echo in the corners of your mind They won't even last a moment They will soon be swept away When the ocean takes you in its arms and carries you away You carry all the burdens on the cross around your neck You take whatever's left that you salvage from the wreck And that haunted past wi

Song of the day;; → Message To Bears - You Are A Memory I was calling For the last time We've been here before They found the pictures in the snow I can tell your eyes Looked beneath the blue I walk underneath the trees For the first time I was calling For the last time We've been here before Found the pictures in the snow Found the pictures in the snow I walk underneath the trees For the first time I was calling For the last time We've been here before They found the pictures in the snow I can tell your eyes Looked beneath the blue I walk underneath the trees For the first time

Song of the day;; → Scary Kids Scaring Kids - The City Sleeps In Flames The empire will fall like they planned on Can we even last through the night? We watch as the skyscrapers crumble Under the burning blue sky That blinds our eyes This is our last chance To make things right Or we're lost forever Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight We'll try to find a place to sleep It's going on days that we've been awake A sadness that I've never seen I said your name and you looked the other way Because these are my last words And this is my last breath I'd give you everything If there was something left I have nothing left to prove And I will live with my regrets I'd give you everything If there was something left The disconnecting count of days Are fading away, the lives that we made Teardrops were spilled from your blue eyes Intentions were wrong, I apologise The empire is falling like they planned

Song of the day;; → Franz Ferdinand - Michael This is where I'll be So heavenly So come and dance with me, Michael So sexy, I'm sexy So come and dance with me, Michael I'm all that you see, you wanna see So come and dance with me, Michael So close now, so close now So come and dance with me So come and dance with me So come and dance with me Michael, you're the boy with all the leather hips Sticky hair, sticky hips, stubble on my sticky lips Michael, you're the only one I'd ever want, only one I'd ever want, only one I'd ever want Beautiful boys on a beautiful dance floor Michael, you're dancing like a beautiful dance whore Michael waiting on a silver platter now And nothing matters now This is what I am, I am a man So come and dance with me, Michael So strong now, it's strong now So come and dance with me, Michael I'm all that you see, you wanna see So come and dance with m

Song of the day;; → Scary Kids Scaring Kids - The Only Medicine I wash it down just to block out all the sound I never thought I'd be alone, well, look at me now Sleepless nights, painful goodbyes Who the hell was I kidding? The room starts to spin All alone and bleeding once again Can you help me make this, make this fucking end? Oh my god, there must be something Something to take the pain away And so there's nothing you can give me It's probably better off that way Just forget, all I ever wanted was to forget Bloodshot eyes and a starless sky Who the hell are we kidding? You look so content, I guess the bright side hasn't found me yet Pull me out so I can catch my breath Oh my god, there must be something Something to take the pain away And so there's nothing you can give me It's probably better off that way I live my life in the shadows of the things I try to hide Oh my god, there must be somet

Song of the day;; → Matthew Perryman Jones - Looking For You Again Your breakdown was easy to see And it took you away, further from me Shifting through mishaps and photographs I think of you much more than I should More than I should And I'm falling down Like it's holy ground I'm looking for you again I'm looking for you again Slow regrets That live in the dark And I wrote them all down But I know them by heart I've counted the cost of this loneliness And I've paid for the crime And one day I'll die With you in my mind And I'm falling down Like it's holy ground I'm looking for you again I'm looking for you again I'm not letting you go again I'm not letting this story end I'm not letting you go again, love, no And I'm falling down Like it's holy ground I'm looking for you again I'm looking for you again

Song of the day;; → Scary Kids Scaring Kids - The World As We Know It Time is becoming More precious than gold All those times wasted alone Starving children, the poison waters And the suffocating skies We won't get another chance this time We won't get a second chance this time You'll be lucky if you make it out alive Haven't we lost our minds? What the hell were we all thinking? Now they're choosing sides This is the world This is the world A virus known as rage Is brutally destroying And spreading all over the place A bleeding culture A dying nation When the money controls the tide We won't get another chance this time We won't get a second chance this time You'll be lucky if you make it out alive Haven't we lost our minds? What the hell were we all thinking? Now they're choosing sides Well, this is the world as we know it Have we lost our minds? The tension is rising and r

Song of the day;; → The Antlers - Kettering I wish that I had known in That first minute we met The unpayable debt That I owed you Because you'd been abused By the bone that refused you And you hired me To make up for that Walking in that room When you had tubes in your arms Those singing morphine alarms Out of tune They had you sleeping and eating And I didn't believe them When they called you A hurricane thundercloud When I was checking vitals I suggested a smile You didn't talk for a while You were freezing You said you hated my tone It made you feel so alone So you told me I had to leaving But something kept me standing By that hospital bed I should have quit but instead I took care of you You made me sleep all uneven And I didn't believe them When they told me that there Was no saving you

Song of the day;; → Scary Kids Scaring Kids - What's Said Is Done We watch these days go by The seasons changed and faded away And the things I've learned to love grow old and die (No reason why, no reason why, no reason why, no reason why) 'Cause life's too short to spend alone in misery Everybody seems to look the same I feel so alone and now my head is bowed in shame again So I look to the heart of the devil for answers This path is like a loaded gun But what's said is done You don't have to say a word I'm so afraid to ask I turn my back, block out the past Find me something true that isn't sad I'm so afraid to ask This solace never seems to last I turn away as the sunshine fades to black I spend my nights and days Locked away there all the same I don't know how much more I can take (What's left to say, what's left to say, what's left to say, what's left to say) 'Caus

Song of the day;; → Jaymes Young - Moondust I'm building this house on the moon Like a lost astronaut Looking at you like a star From a place the world forgot And there's nothing that I can do Except bury my love for you The brightness of the sun will give me just enough To bury my love in the moon dust I long to hear your voice but I still make the choice To bury my love in the moon dust Nothing can breathe in the space Colder than the darkest sea I have dreams about the days driving through your sunset breeze But the first thing that I will do Is bury my love for you The brightness of the sun will give me just enough To bury my love in the moon dust I long to hear your voice but I still make the choice To bury my love in the moon dust I'm a castaway and men reap what they sow And I say what I know to be true Yeah, I'm living far away on the face of the moon I've buried my love to give the world to you

Song of the day;; → Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Just A Taste Forgive and forget It's just a memory It won't get me very far this time Is what I've done to you unforgivable? Silence fills the room and I get the message Emptiness is all that's left this time Is what I meant to you that forgettable? Better than, better than me of course You're always right You're always on the ball Better than, better than everything I've done for you 'cause now you can finally sleep Can you smile too? I took it as a threat You meant it as the doctrine Of everything that was and would become I don't have to ask, you don't miss me at all You made it so obvious When you slowly walked away And then I prayed in vain I would've traded everything Even for just a taste I'll live with the loneliness But I'll never forget I was never your best bet Better than, better than me of course You're alw

Song of the day;; → Radiohead - Street Spirit (Fade Out) Rows of houses, all bearing down on me I can feel their blue hands touching me All these things into position All these things we'll one day swallow whole And fade out again and fade out This machine will, will not communicate These thoughts and the strain I am under Be a world, child, form a circle Before we all go under And fade out again and fade out again Cracked eggs, dead birds Scream as they fight for life I can feel death, can see its beady eyes All these things into position All these things we'll one day swallow whole And fade out again and fade out again Immerse your soul in love Immerse your soul in love

Song of the day;; → Scary Kids Scaring Kids - My Darkest Hour Let me up Let me out I am suffocating I can't live without this all behind me Is this almost over now? The longest night, my darkest hour Where you will find me Pale, lost and dying From the truth You left me at the altar My heart in my hand I am tired and broken  Haunted by memories of The life you've stolen I am tired and broken You left me at the altar My heart in my hand (You left me, I won't forget) In my hand (You left me and I won't forget) Let me up Let me out My lips are trembling And I cannot make a sound My love betrays me Is this almost over now? The walls caved in The roof fell down And I am finally Tired of the lying And the cloud That follows you You left me at the altar My heart in my hand I am tired and broken  Haunted by memories of The life you've stolen I am tired and broken You left me at the altar

Song of the day;; → Funki Porcini - This Ain't The Way To Live -- Kyllä on taas itseinho niin huipussaan että ei mitään järkeä... Ja mä kun luulin jo, että olisin edes vähän edennyt. No, en näköjään.

Song of the day;; → Scary Kids Scaring Kids - Drowning You In Fear Stand up You know you have the right to Speak out For the things that you believe If you let them They will stab you in the back over again Take your integrity How long will you let this go on? They're drowning you in fear Speak up Your voice just isn't breaking enough It's time now It's gone on way too long If you let them They will tear you into little pieces I think there's something wrong How long will you let this go on? They're drowning you in fear You're letting your hopes go straight to hell And I know the end is near The time will come The time will come The time will come You will be sorry for what you've done The time will come How long will you let this go on? They're drowning you in fear You're letting your hopes go straight to hell And I know the end is near, is near You say you're sor

Song of the day;; → Echo & The Bunnymen - The Killing Moon Under blue moon I saw you So soon you'll take me Up in your arms Too late to beg you or cancel it Though I know it must be the killing time Unwillingly mine Fate Up against your will Through the thick and thin He will wait until You give yourself to him In starlit nights I saw you So cruelly you kissed me Your lips a magic world Your sky all hung with jewels The killing moon Will come too soon Fate Up against your will Through the thick and thin He will wait until You give yourself to him Under blue moon I saw you So soon you'll take me Up in your arms Too late to beg you or cancel it Though I know it must be the killing time Unwillingly mine Fate Up against your will Through the thick and thin He will wait until You give yourself to him Fate Up against your will Through the thick and thin He will wait until You give yours

Song of the day;; → Scary Kids Scaring Kids - The Bright Side Of Suffering I swear that if I could I'd take it all Take it all away All the sorrow and the pain I'm not responsible, you always say But you need your space And this always ends the same Hey, is your heart still beating? I can't stop the bleeding I've lost you completely Hey, gather all the heartache I'll hold it in my hand Just to lose it all again If there's a bright side to this suffering Can you help me see? It's getting harder to believe You always said that this would not last long But it's gone on and on and on And I just can't make it stop Hey, is your heart still beating? I can't stop the bleeding I've lost you completely Hey, gather all the heartache I'll hold it in my hand Just to lose it all again They're right this time I won't pretend to smile Because inside I'm black and I