BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → Hands Like Houses - Division Symbols I won't ask for a second I won't ask for a chance I won't look to the heavens I found hell where I stand And I feel like I am fighting a lost cause Just to be heard I can't hear from the howling Drowning every single word Let me count the ways you kill me, you kill me Let me count the ways you Drag me down with every word Out of your mouth, the things we sing out loud When no one's listening Drag me down with every word Out of your mouth, the things we sing out loud Let me count the ways you kill me You kill me And I feel like I'm floating Faced down in a crowd Caught up in the current In an ocean of sounds How did this room become so crowded With no walls to keep us in How did we end up here Surrounded on all sides Yet so alone Let me count the ways you kill me You kill me Let me count the ways you Drag me down with every word Out of your mouth, the things we sing out loud When no one's listening Dr

  Song of the day;; → Brian Eno - Weightless -- Joo, se tekstipostaus tais vähän unohtua. Upsista. Yritän muistaa joku päivä. Mut hei, huomenna on elokuun vika päivä ja orientaatioviikko alkaa! Koko viikko on tietääkseni etänä, joten vielä ei ole kampukselle asiaa. Katotaan sitten, kun selviää kurssit yms.

  Song of the day;; → All Time Low & blackbear - Monsters Why do all the monsters come out at night? Why do we sleep where we want to hide? Why do I run back to you, like I don't mind if you fuck up my life? Another day, 'nother headache in this hangover hotel Gettin' used to the rhythm, yeah, I know this beat too well Tunnel visions got me feeling like you're the only one I see But I know what's missing when I'm swimmin' In my lonely luxury I'm wondering, why do all the monsters come out at night? Why do we sleep where we want to hide? Why do I run back to you, like I don't mind if you fuck up my life? Why am I a sucker for all your lies? Strung out like laundry on every line Why do I come back to you, like I don't mind if you fuck up my life? I'm addicted to the way you hurt, the way you contradict me I swear everything look worse at night, I think I'm overthinking I don't care who I might hurt along the way, I'm fuckin'

  Song of the day;; → Parkway Drive - Prey I got an axe to grind, a crooked mind You better watch your back I got an axe to grind, a crooked mind You better watch your back Starved like a vampire chasing a vein Cruel disposition, sickness I crave Attention, attention, welcome to the stage Your new sacrifice, come sharpen your teeth Prey, we are all prey for the sorrow Prey, we are all prey for the sorrow, our sorrow Prey, prey, we're prey for the sorrow Prey, prey, prey for the sorrow I got an axe to grind, a crooked mind You better watch your back I got an axe to grind, a crooked mind You better watch your back Sick validation, gut full of pills Self-medication, it's making me ill Attention, attention, it's all eyes on me I'll burn at the stake while you ache for the kill Prey, we are all prey for the sorrow Prey, we are all prey for the sorrow, our sorrow Prey for the sorrow, our sorrow Prey, prey, we're prey for the sorrow Prey, prey, prey for the sorrow Our new

  Song of the day;; → Manic Street Preachers - Motorcycle Emptiness Culture sucks down words Itemise loathing and feed yourself smiles Organise your safe tribal war Hurt maim kill and enslave the ghetto Each day living out a lie Life sold cheaply forever, ever, ever Under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness Under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness Life lies a slow suicide Orthodox dreams and symbolic myths From feudal serf to spender This wonderful world of purchase power Just like lungs sucking on air Survivals natural as sorrow, sorrow, sorrow Under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness Under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness All we want from you are the kicks you’ve given us All we want from you are the kicks you’ve given us All we want from you are the kicks you’ve given us All we want from you are the kicks you’ve given us Under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness Under neon loneliness motorcycle emptiness Drive away and it's the same Everywhere death row, everyone's

  Song of the day;; → Dawn Huntley - The Edge of Love

  Song of the day;; → To Octavia - They Tell Me They're With Me They tell me they're with me and I'll be alright But I'm done with feeling like I am alone in the night Hey, I've got a new trick Watch me as I make myself disappear Wait, I'm gonna be sick I've gotta get out, get out, get away from here Tell me, did you forget my face? Can you see me still? Am I all over the place? Tell me, do you still have a light? Or did you lose it when you lent it out to somebody else last night? I'm scared to death Of being by myself Once again I found my friends They're in my head All my friends are in my head By any chance You have a minute? You like to play this game but I think I can win it I love the way You cheat death I think those words of yours have everyone here impressed Not a friend No drama You wear your scars out like a suit of armour You said I feel bad, I'm going home Why can't anyone just leave me the fuck alone? This here is as far as I&#

  Song of the day;; → Blondie - Call Me Colour me your colour, baby Colour me your car Colour me your colour, darling I know who you are Come up off your colour chart I know where you are coming from Call me (call me) on the line Call me, call me any, anytime Call me (call me) I'll arrive You can call me any day or night Call me Cover me with kisses, baby Cover me with love Roll me in designer sheets I'll never get enough Emotions come, I don't know why Cover up love's alibi Call me (call me) on the line Call me, call me any, anytime Call me (call me) I'll arrive When you are ready we can share the wine Call me Oooh, he speaks the languages of love Oooh, amore, chiamami, chiamami Oooh, appelle-moi mon cheri, appelle-moi Anytime, anyplace, anywhere, any way Anytime, anyplace, anywhere, any day, any way Call me (call me) my love Call me, call me any, anytime Call me (call me) for a ride Call me, call me for some overtime Call me (call me) my love Call me, call me in a

  Song of the day;; → Johann Sebastian Bach & Piotr Anderszewski - Suite française No. 5, BWV 816: Suite française No. 5, BWV 816: I. Allemande -- Vähän vielä huomenna tarvii järjestellä tavaroita niin eiköhän tää kaaos ala sitten helpottaa.

  Song of the day;; → The Amity Affliction - Drag the Lake Kick it Drag the lake You won't find me I've been tempting fate With my heart beside me I am the stone below the water Cold and hard to touch Just when you think I can't get lower I turn my back and fuck it up You can drag the lake But you won't find me You can drag the lake But you won't find me So come and drag the lake You'll see I've done some diving I had some extra weight With no one to untie me I am the stone below the water Cold and hard to touch Just when you think I can't get lower I turn my back and fuck it up You can drag the lake But you won't find me You can drag the lake But you won't find me I'll stare into the sun To burn out what I've done I'll tear myself apart To see what I've become Nothing wrong with my depression My sick and miserable obsession If I can only get some space If I could only learn my lesson (If I could only learn my lesson) (If I could

  Song of the day;; → The Associates - Party Fears Two I'll have a shower and then phone my brother up Within the hour I'll smash another cup Please don't start saying that or I'll start believing you If I start believing you I'll know that this party fears two And what if this party fears two The alcohol loves you while turning you blue View it from here from closer to near Awake me Don't turn around I won't have to look at you And what's not found is all that I see in you My manners are failing me I'm left feeling ugly And you say it's wonderful to live with I never will So what if this party fears two The alcohol loves you while turning you blue View it from here from closer to near Awake me I'm standing still and you say I dress to well Still standing still I might but it's hard to tell Even a slight remark makes nonsense and turns to shark Have I done something wrong What wrongs the wrong that's always in wrong I'll have a sh

  Song of the day;; → Elisa Mosel - Your Song

  Song of the day;; → House Vs Hurricane - Forfeiture Insincere your passions are Just a paper mache of all your insecurities Is is really unfair of me to point this out? But it isn't too late for you to turn yourself around Stand up, and take responsibility for the things you call your own It's all about what you're willing to give Are you fulfilled with this surreal way of living? Just stand up and be counted (You'd rather be loved for someone that you're not Than hated for who you really are Hopefully one day you find yourself) We walk alone, we stand alone It's all about what you're willing to sacrifice in order to make you better than you are It's all about what you're willing to sacrifice in order to make you worth the breaths you take You're wasting half your days Nobody can rescue you You are your only help

  Song of the day;; → Empire of the Sun - Walking on a Dream Walking on a dream How can I explain? Talking to myself Will I see again? We are always running for the thrill of it, thrill of it Always pushing up the hill, searching for the thrill of it On and on and on we are calling out, out again Never looking down, I'm just in awe of what's in front of me Is it real now? Two people become one I can feel it Two people become one Thought I'd never see The love you found in me Now it's changing all the time Living in a rhythm where the minute's working over time We are always running for the thrill of it, thrill of it Always pushing up the hill, searching for the thrill of it On and on and on we are calling out, out again Never looking down, I'm just in awe of what's in front of me Is it real now? Two people become one I can feel it Two people become one Is it real now? Two people become one I can feel it Two people become one Catch me, I'm falling down Ca

  Song of the day;; → Franz Bengtsson & Franz Gordon - A Heart Made of Yarn -- Toteutinpa sitten pitkäaikaisen haaveeni ja ostin PS4 (sekä Kingdom Hearts III. En vieläkään voi uskoa, että mä pääsin vihdoin pelaamaan sitä!!!!). Tuntuuhan se näin opiskelijana aina vähän pahalta käyttää noin paljon rahaa kerralla, mutta... No jaa. Mun on kuitenkin nostettava varmaan viimeistään joulun jälkeen taas lainaa, joten antaa nyt olla. Onpahan sitten tekemistä, kun joutuu syksyn mittaan etäilemään. Ajattelin muutaman pelin vielä hommata, luultavasti aika pitkälti PlayStation Storen kautta, kun ne on halvempia sieltä ostettuna kuin fyysisinä kopioina. 

  Song of the day;; → Inertia & Lizi Blanco - Reminisce Lately I've been wondering 'Bout where you've been And everything that you'd say to me When I was in the dark and struggling Look how far we've come Do you think of me when You're chasing the dreams that keep you awake? Does it help you sleep Knowing that there's something left of me inside of you? Lately I've been wondering If you're missin' me 'Cause I'm moving on and I'm doing fine But every now and then you come across my mind Can we make this right? Do you think of me when You're chasing the dreams that keep you awake? Does it help you sleep Knowing that there's something left of me inside of you? If it went another way I could've been the one to make you see But close to you is far away I could've been the one who set you free If I knew then what I could do I wouldn't let myself get closer to you Why did you keep the worst of me alive? Left here to k

Song of the day;; → San Cisco - About You Clichés, are what we say When words don't even matter Sweet tooth For a liar I only wish I never met her Confusion, I know we're losin' Touch, with one another So keep up You'll need some good luck Running from what you can't imagine This is not about me It's more about you and what you're going through This is not about us This is more about how you're doing what you wanna do I hope you  realise That this is real life You're not looking for some truth You're selecting the proof To suit you And I can take you out of the stratosphere Oh, up there the air is clear I can take you anywhere you like You know I never get it right You know, oh woah oh oh You're driving this one so take it slow This is not about me It's more about you and what you're going through This is not about us This is more about how you're doing what you wanna do You never really ever care He was never really ever there Wh

  Song of the day;; → Guiseppe Amilcare - Alla fine insieme (Together at Last) -- Vihdoin mun uudet lasit tuli! Aina ihana päästä näkemään kunnolla. Tähän biisiin ei nyt tule linkkiä, koska en löytäny sitä YouTubesta eikä tää näköjään anna enää laittaa noita Spotifyn kautta, joten...

  Song of the day;; → Vatic - Departure A crowded room shadowed by a sea of faces A narcoleptic man looks to me and he says You'll see the worst of me in time And I struggle to find the space to say that I'll be fine Just to get me through the night I can't see through these lights I can't see through the night I can't see through these lights Just get me through tonight There's nothing left to me but crooked smiles and laboured misery And I struggle to find the space to say that I'll be fine And if I say that I am sorry Could I start again or change the end to this story? Nothing but a head out of this crowd I find myself down on the ground And I can't find the joy in anything I create Am I making any sense? Call me a medic 'cause we know how quick we'll fold When the truth is that we never thought we'd grow this old With heavy hearts of gold we live and die in spite of everything Do I speak in tongues? Am I making any sense? I know I'm

  Song of the day;; → The Black Skirts - Hollywood 오, 지금 밟고 있는 땅이 꺼질 것만 같아 내 손을 놓는 순간 녹아 없어질 걸요 넌 영화 속에 살고 그런 너를 지켜보네 조명을 내려줘요 잔털 하나 없는 너의 가느다란 목에 숨쉴때 나 몸이 떨려와 그 만큼이나 좋아 하얀 마음 때 묻으면 안 되니까 사랑해줘요 처음만 있구요 끝은 아득하네요 Baby, I just don't know what to say You were my dream and now it all feels so real You're real, yeah Heavy drinks and light-hearted jokes Quit my day job just to stay up all night with you We are going to Hollywood and never coming back, coming back Maybe we'll turn to gold 붉은 머리칼이 일렁이며 내게 손짓했어요 겁내지 말라고 어서 뛰어들래요 타버리면 어때요 다 바스러져 없어질 텐데 나 안 돌아가요 여기 남겨두세요 Don't stop action friction Live in a fiction, baby Hollywood Don't stop action friction Live in a fiction, baby Hollywood -- Ai saatana että mua himottais kauhiasti ostaa PS4... Nyt kun PS5 on tulossa niin nelosen hinta alkaa olla jo sen verran alhainen, että pystyisin sellaisen jopa hommaamaan, etenkin sitten kun joudun taas lainaa nostamaan... Saa nähä. Tein jo yhden impulsiivisen oston tänään, kun tilasin (k

  Song of the day;; → Palaye Royale - Lonely So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry, Mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home My life don't mean that much to me So I'm living for you, yeah, I'm living for you And you can't stand the sight of me So what's the point of this fucked up catastrophe? I'm waiting for my time to start As I waste it, as I waste it I pop these pills to waste some time As I'm fadin', as I'm fadin' This shit messes with my head The only home I know is my bed Too lazy for a suicide I just watch the days pass Hoping to die So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry, Mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home So sick and tired of being alone So long, farewell, I'm on my own I'm sorry, Mom, I've got to go I dug this grave I call my home Daydreaming of my funeral Like who would show, bet no one would go He

  Song of the day;; → Lune - Ghost Dying with regret in our minds I am a ghost Living in fear My head begins to spin Every failure is another scar that I have to wear on my skin Do I suffer the pain of a life on our knees? Or risk it all to fulfill our hearts with our hopes and our dreams Remember my face I wanna know that it didn’t go to waste Remember my face I wanna know that it didn't go to waste Your life passed by at your fingertips Why live life when you can just pretend? Distraction at your fingertips Digital disconnect Another way I’ve pushed away my friends Push away your friends till there’s nothing left Digital disconnect Opportunities missed Watch your passion fall through your fingertips Hide away in shame I’ve given myself a new name I am a ghost Remember my name

  Song of the day;; → Helgi Jonsson - Hundred Miles Hundred miles away I’m breathing  The same air that I used to breathe Hundreds miles of back reeling Away from where it dawned on me   It will be sweeter for the way I just don’t know how long Hundred miles of pave visions For every day, every mile is longer, it seems   It’s woven into my being, like the thread into these clothes Woven no one can see the strings, that pull me down these roads But flowing through the seasons, just with nothing waits to stay I‘m hundred miles away   It will be sweeter for the way I just don’t know how long Hundred miles of pave visions For every day, every mile is longer, it seems It’s woven into my being, like the thread into these clothes Woven no one can see the lines, that lead me down these roads But flowing through the seasons, just with nothing waits to stay   It’s woven into my being, like the thread into these clothes Woven no one can see the lines, that lead me down these roads But flowing thr

  Song of the day;; → The Decemberists - A Beginning Song Let's commence to coordinate our sights Get them square to rights Get them square to rights Condescend to calm this riot in your mind Find yourself in time Find yourself in time If I am waiting Should I be waiting? If I am wanting Should I be wanting? When all around me All around me Document the world inside your skin The tenor of your shins The timbre of your limbs Now commence to kick each brick apart To centre on your heart Starting with your heart (bright heart) If I am waiting Should I be waiting? If I am wanting Should I be wanting? When all around me All around me When all around me When all around me When all around me If I am waiting Should I be waiting? If I am wanting Should I be wanting? If I am hopeful Should I be hopeful? When all around me All around me Is the sunlight Is the shadows Is the quiet Is the word Is the beating heart Is the ocean Is the boys Is you My sweet love (my sweet love) Oh, my love (oh my

  Song of the day;; → Tapestry - Never Felt The Same Pull back on the trigger again I’m over noticing Every little rhythm you left Your toxic melody I just fell in love with the way that you loved me A bitter taste you left in me I bled the wound but you were in too deep I loved you but what did I know? I was just afraid of ending up alone Give back the peace you stole Unstitch the doubt you’ve sown A life complete I’ll never know Discoloured eyes Void of light By the cold inside your heart Always tearing me apart Now I’m blind and bitter What if I’m broken forever? Can I learn to stitch it back the same? Now my world is grey The face of your ghost still haunting me What if I’m broken forever? Scraping my knees, cutting my hands To crawl my way on back to you Like catching a disease Pouring salt in open wounds For you, I served my time Now there's peace I’ll never know Your poison, it runs deep Always caught in your undertow I’m falling back again I’m fading in and out Discoloured

Song of the day;; → Valdimar - Yfir Borgina Ó hve ég er orðinn einn En fel það fyrir þér Hljótt harm minn ber Veit hvað gerir mér gott en illa get Hætt við götunnar seið Eyk mína neyð Ég reika af stað en þungt er skref Því sprottið upp hefur borg Með mannlaus torg Sem birgir mér sýn og heftir för Húsin hratt fjölga sér Ég fastur er Ef ég gæti komist út til þín Yfir borgina Og fundið leið Til að komast aftur heim til þín Í gegnum borgina Ég brýt mér leið Reyni að elta þann veg sem vinsæll er En flljótt hann leikur mig grátt Ég tapa átt Ó hve ég er orðinn einn Vildi ég væri með þér Nú harm minn kveð Ef ég gæti komist út til þín Yfir borgina Og fundið leið Til að komast aftur heim til þín Í gegnum borgina Ég brýt mér leið Ef ég gæti komist heim til þín Yfir borgina -- Vittu että voi yhdellä ihmisellä olla niin maan perkeleesti vaatteita. Ai niin, rupesin tossa pari päivää sitten kattomaan taas Narutoa alusta. Mulla on ollut se agendassa jo usiamman vuoden, mutta nyt vasta sain ihtiäni nis

Song of the day;; → Milo Greene - 1957 Your house that sits behind me is covered in ivy green The windows that we watch from are old and chipping at the beam Takes me away, takes me away, takes me away Takes me away, takes me away, takes me away The scent you wear moves in lines from your apartment into mine, mine You act like you don't know me My god, you tempt my anxious mind, mind Takes me away, takes me away, takes me away Takes me away, takes me away, takes me away Would it be much better if I knew nothing about you? Would it be much better if I knew nothing about you? Would it be much better if I knew nothing about you? Would it be much better if I knew nothing about you? I'll go I'll go I'll go I I'll go I'll go I'll go I I'll go I'll go I'll go I I'll go I'll go I'll go I I'll go I'll go I'll go I I'll go I'll go I'll go I I'll go I'll go I'll go I I'll go I'll go I'll go I Takes

Song of the day;; → Polaris - The Remedy Heavy hangs the air Heavy lies the beating heart Bloodshot, staring with a blank gaze Deadbeat, carrying a dead weight Dead-set on living like tomorrow was to blame And through these holes you'd see the blackest soul inside of me One foot stuck in the past, one planted in my grave Running circles, old habits die hard Each lesson learned never seemed to get too far Call me reckless, call me stuck in my ways I'm torn between the remedies for everything Bloodshot, staring with a blank gaze Deadbeat, carrying a dead weight Dry mouth, taste it like a cut vein Blackout, it all ends the same So stay away, stay away Can you tell when I lie right through my teeth? No escape, no escape Like a chain, in a way we are all bound to our fate Don't let it bury me, me We call this therapy Running circles, old habits die hard Each lesson learned never seemed to get too far Call me reckless, call me stuck in my ways I'm torn between the remedies fo

Song of the day;; → Valdimar - Of seint Situr hljóð og teiknar mynd Í móðuna Rúðuþurrkan hamast við Rigninguna Þú hvíslar því Að þú sért þreytt Að þú sért þreytt Og afsökunnarbeiðnin mín Var veik og kom of seint Of seint, of seint, of seint Of seint, of seint, of seint Of seint, of seint, of seint Of seint, of seint Ég set skrjóðinn aftur í gang Keyri stefnulaust eitthvert Annað Og þú strokar myndina út Horfir ákveðið eitthvert Annað Miðsöðin ískrar í þögninni Og naglarnir bryðja blautan klakann Á veginum, áveginum Við mætumst í baksýnisspeglinum Skiptumst á ósögðum orðum Reynum að fylla Í eyðurnar Allt of seint

Song of the day;; → Arctic Monkeys - Teddy Picker They've sped up to the point where they provoke The punchline before they have told the joke Plenty of desperation to be seen Staring at the television screen They've sped up to the point where they provoke You to tell the fucking punchline before you have told the joke Well sorry, sunshine, it doesn't exist It wasn't in the Top 100 list And it's the thousandth time that it's even bolder Don't be surprised when you get bent over They told you, but you were dying for it She saw it and she grabbed it and it wasn't what it seemed The kids all dream of making it, whatever that means Another variation on a theme A tangle on the television and the magazine D'you reckon that they do it for a joke? D'you reckon that they make 'em take an oath That says that we are defenders of any poser Or professional pretender around And when did your list replace the twist and turn Like a fist replaced a kiss? Don&

Song of the day;; → Northlane - Bloodline I can't escape you No matter how far I run (Can't escape you) I can't erase you From who I've become (You're a part of me) Memories coursing through my veins Like the scars in yours, my roots remain I was raised in hell I made it out by myself I was raised to bleed Bad blood runs wild and free Bad blood runs wild and free Bad blood runs wild and free I thought you were dreaming (I thought you were dreaming) Eyes rolled to the stars Sinking slowly in muddy water Set beneath the tar, you left me in dark We grew up scared, bruised and battered Youth torn and tattered As long as you were sky high Nothing fucking mattered Hotel homes in the Cross Under the bridge and lost With your heads in the clouds above You call this love? You call this love? I was raised in hell I made it out by myself I was raised to bleed Bad blood runs wild and free I thought you were dreaming (Hell raised me) I thought you were dreaming Bad blood runs wi