BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → The Gloom In The Corner - Misanthropic (Las plagas de la mente Yo soy a quien temes, ha ha ha) They call me Sherlock Bones Hellhound for the devil's throne, uh I’ll kill every last one of you If it means I get to feel something Hail to the king Hell walks this earth And it dwells beneath my skin Born of a dying mother and violent father I'll do my best to snuff out your existence I was there when the rain fell When the reaper screamed fear me And helped him out as well That boy did well, but I could've done better So if you hear me coming Don't run, you won't get far Tell me what it's like, tell me what it’s like Tell me what it's like being me, motherfucker It’s like kicking rocks in the yard with intentions to harm If death's on your heels, you won't get far The devil's on my back The target's on my head Humanity's on my chest constricting my breath Disdain, with a foul taste Noose as a necklace I can't praise

  Song of the day;; → The fin. - Till Dawn We're heading to the light But it's just passing through us There's nothing to be sad There's nothing to be sad As words are threw into the air I expect what is the next We just keep driving till dawn We just keep driving till dawn Till the dawn We're heading to the light But it's just passing through us There's nothing to be sad There's nothing to be sad As words are throw into the air I wonder what's in your eyes We just keep driving till dawn We just keep driving till dawn Till the dawn

  Song of the day;; → PRINCESS PRINCESS - M いつも一緒にいたかった となりで笑ってたかった 季節はまた変わるのに 心だけ立ち止まったまま あなたのいない右側に 少しは慣れたつもりでいたのに どうしてこんなに涙が出るの もう叶わない想いなら あなたを忘れる勇気だけ欲しいよ You are only in my fantasy 今でも覚えているあなたの言葉 肩の向こうに見えた景色さえも So once again Leavin’ for the place without your love 星が森へ帰るように 自然に消えてちいさな仕草も はしゃいだあの時の私も いつも一緒にいたかった となりで笑ってたかった 季節はまた変わるのに 心だけ立ち止まったまま 出会った秋の　写真には はにかんだ笑顔ただ嬉しくて こんな日がくると思わなかった 瞬きもしないで あなたを胸にやきつけてた恋しくて You are only in my fantasy あなたの声聞きたくて 消せないアドレスMのページを 指でたどってるだけ So once again Leavin’ for the place without your love 夢見て目が覚めた 黒いジャケット後ろ姿が 誰かと見えなくなっていく So once again You are only in my fantasy 星が森へ帰るように 自然に消えて　ちいさな仕草も　いつまでも あなたしか見えない　私も -- Nyt on kolmas piikki saatu! Homma suju aika kätevästi, olin varannu ajan noin yheks mut olin lievästi ajoissa, pääsin kuitenkin heti piikitettäväksi joten ei haittaa. Hassua on se, että kahdesta edellisestä rokotuksesta, jotka oli Modernaa kumpikin, sain ihan kunnollisia sivuoireita, mut nyt mulle laitettiin Comirnatya eikä oikiastaan oo (ai

  Song of the day;; → Diamond Construct - Psychosis I never meant to end up this way Depending everyday fucking seems the same Am I to blame, what can I say? What's the price anyway? Everything you say Broken ties, suicide Going out my fucking mind Right now I'm fuckin' sick of this shit Every day that I'm bitchin' it Leanin' on my side with a stitch When you call and I'm drinking it The problem solved itself, self destruct again Here we go again, mother fuck it up I just can't give it up up up up Here we go let's give it up, give it up Hey, it's the scene to your horror film Roll the credits, roll the tears for the hero you loved all these years Hold my eyes to watch again I never liked that film anyway You better shake off all the shit that you've been through 'Cause it won't it just won't it don't wait for you Shake off all the shit that you've been through 'Cause it won't it just won't it don't wait for

  Song of the day;; → The Moth & The Flame - Empire & the Sun These walls don't run from anything These walls don't run from anything They stand Still ‘Cause you're the empire and the sun And you're the voice that calls me home And you're the place that makes me wanna stay But you're the walls I cannot climb You, you I'm a house on fire, and everyone is leaving I'm a house on fire, and everyone is leaving Me 'Cause you're the empire and the sun And you're the voice that calls me home And you're the place that makes me wanna stay But you're the walls I cannot climb You, you I could never love someone who could love someone like me I could never love someone who could love someone like me I could never love someone who could love someone like me I could never love someone who could love someone like me I could never love someone who could love someone like me Someone like me Like me 'Cause you're the empire and the sun A

  Song of the day;; → Junko Ohashi - Sweet Love 朝焼けの中であなたの寝顔みてると なぜか 信じられないの 幸せすぎて不安になるわ 胸が熱くなる その髪にふれただけで 愛を確かめながら そっと唇重ねてみるの ああ こんなにも輝いて見える街の風景 そう ゆるやかに流れてく時を感じてる今 I'm just falling love with you めぐり逢えたから憂鬱な雨の日も 好きよ 街灯り揺れて 心まできらめいてるみたい 甘いささやきに 息もつけないほどなの 2人抱き合ったまま 濡れていいのよ 離れたくない ああ いつまでも降りしきる雨に時を忘れて もう これ以上なにも望まないあなたがいれば I'm just falling love with you You-uh-uh もしもこの恋に 終わりがあるとしても きっと忘れはしない 人を愛するステキなことを ああ こんなにも輝いて見える街の風景 そう ゆるやかに流れていくときを感じている今 I'm just falling love with you You-uh-uh-hmm Falling in love with you You-uh-uh

  Song of the day;; → Void Of Vision - Year Of The Rat Why won't you stop lying through your teeth? Is it cause you might just forget how to breathe? A small price to pay for a life in between I bear the cost for the day that you'll forget me And could you ever believe just how far it could be? This is the distance between you and me Dance through the dark Life underneath a black sun Death from above Watching it all fucking fall apart Lady Luck abandons you She left to every inch of misery unto you From the greatest view I'll watch you fall hard enough For you to fall through Dance through the dark Life underneath a black sun Death from above Watching it all fucking fall apart I wait with bated breath to hear the truth leak out in the words you said (In solitude behind a cigarette) You can bury the past, no ghosts will find you As long as you live a lie, I'll haunt you Lady Luck abandons you

  Song of the day;; → The Technicolors - Tonight You Are Mine In a sense I'm such a mess Watching you The air is cold, so hard to breathe Still your breath is all I see Reflect the sun Light the one that I could never be Thought I heard you call my name Thought that I could take the blame If you could have it all, why do you want me? So let me slip inside your ultraviolet disguise The daylight holds you close But tonight you are mine Mine, mine In a sense I'm nothing less Than who you claim to be But you're dressed in pixels clear as crystals On my mind Just one more time If you could have it all, why do you want me? So let me slip inside your ultraviolet disguise The daylight holds you close But tonight you are mine Mine, mine Don't be so naive You know that you are all I see And I cannot believe The monopoly that bleeds From your pores to the shores of the sea So let me slip inside your ultraviolet disguise The daylight holds you close But tonight you are mine Mine, m

  Song of the day;; → Ryo Natoyama - Yasashisa Ni Tsutsumaretanara

  Song of the day;; → Lord - On a Night Like This Don't say it's like a fantasy When you know this is how it should be You kiss me, I'm falling Can you hear me calling? You touch me, I want you Feels like I've always known you On a night like this I wanna stay forever, stay forever On a night like this Just wanna be together On a night like this Now I'm getting closer to you Hold me, I just can't be without you You kiss me, I'm falling It's your name I'm calling You touch me, I want you Feels like I've always known you On a night like this I wanna stay forever, stay forever On a night like this Just wanna be together On a night like this Seams I've known you a lifetime Now it's time to make you mine On a night like this On a night like this I wanna stay forever, stay forever On a night like this Just wanna be together On a night like this

  Song of the day;; → Bells - Lights -- Tänään oli se eka fysioterapiakäynti ja se meni ihan hyvin, löysin jopa paikalle ihan helposti. Nyt ekalla kerralla se terapeutti (joka muuten vaikuttaa tosi mukavalta) kyseli multa kaikenlaista ja kertoi niistä käytännön asioista. Varattiin seuraava aika ens perjantaiksi (mikä tbh vähän vaikeuttaa mun suunnitelmia tuon kolmannen rokotuksen suhteen mutta tämähän nyt on sitten taas vaan järjestelykysymys), jolloin lähetään sitten tekemään jotain. 

  Song of the day;; → SCALLER - North Star Dream is a comforting illusion Reality's a nightmare monster Hate is a powerful emotion Forgiveness leads you to the north star I set my house in order Before I let myself out the door I'm chasing what is matter Don't wanna change the world All you want is everything All you need is more Who will cry when I die? Who will cry when I die? If all I want is everything If all I need is more Dream is a comforting illusion Reality's a nightmare monster Hate is a powerful emotion Forgiveness leads you to the north star Dream is a comforting illusion All you want is everything All you need is more If all I want is everything If all I need is more All you want is everything All you need is more -- Huomenna ois se eka psykofyysinen fysioterapiakäynti. Ei muuten mitään, mutta ahistaa aivan vittuna kun en tiiä mihin pitää mennä. Jospa sieltä vaikka huomenna tulis sitä viestiä (ettei tarvi ainakaan soittaa sinne).

  Song of the day;; → Chaos Divine - Africa I hear the drums echoing tonight But she hears only whispers of some quiet conversation She's coming in twelve-thirty flight Her moonlit wings reflect the stars that guide me towards salvation I stopped an old man along the way Hoping to find some old forgotten words or ancient melodies He turned to me as if to say Hurry boy, it's waiting there for you It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you There's nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do I bless the rains down in Africa Gonna take some time to do the things we never had, woah The wild dogs cry out in the night As they grow restless longing for some solitary company I know that I must do what's right As sure as Kilimanjaro rises like Olympus above the Serengeti And I seek to cure what's deep inside Frightened of this thing that I've become It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you There's nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do

  Song of the day;; → Ryan Vail - Distorting

  Song of the day;; → Payung Teduh - Menuju Senja Harum mawar di taman Menusuk hingga ke dalam sukma Yang menjadi tumpuan rindu cinta bersama Di sore itu menuju senja Bersama hati yang terluka Tertusuk pilu, menganga luka itu Di antara senyum yang menapaki jejak kenangan Di sore yang gelap ditutupi awan Bersama setangkup bunga Cerita yang kian merambat di dinding penantian Ada yang mati saat itu dalam kerinduan (dalam kerinduan) Yang tak terobati Harum mawar di taman Menusuk hingga ke dalam sukma Dan menjadi tumpuan rindu cinta bersama Di sore itu menuju senja Baru saja ku beranjak Beberapa saat sebelum itu Ada yang mati menunggu sore Menuju senja bersama.. Harum mawar di taman Menusuk hingga ke dalam sukma Dan menjadi tumpuan rindu cinta bersama Di sore itu menuju senja -- Hyvää ystävänpäivää kaikille! Sain Kelalta tänään päätöksen sairauspäivärahasta, eli ei tarvi nyt huolehtia taloudesta ainakaan tässä sairausloman aikana. Ihan kiva, että on yks stressin aihe edes vähemmän. Huomenna

  Song of the day;; → Pelican - Ephemeral

  Song of the day;; → Jeans Wilder - Gravity Bong Oh baby I know what I said, girl But please stay I want you to be here When the smoke all fades away I feel so stupid I feel like I’m drowning I know that we’ll make it But still I feel sick I’m crazy about my baby But you make it so hard for me I sigh and I smile And try not to kill myself Oh baby I know what I said, girl But please stay I want you to be here When the smoke all fades away I feel so stupid I feel like I’m drowning I know that we’ll make it But still I feel sick I’m crazy about my baby But you make it so hard for me I sigh and I smile And try not to kill myself

  Song of the day;; → Gunnar Andreas Kristinsson & Siggi String Quartet - Moonbow

  Song of the day;; → Cult of Luna - What I Leave Behind Sickness spreads throughout us Farther, deeper Like fire it hides Far below A wild beast awakens To darken the sun Its eyes rule the fear Fear that follows you Like a shadow A shadow that darkens the sun Falling from the sky Buried underground An undefined form Of our own demise Sickness spreads throughout us Farther, deeper Like fire it hides Far below Farther, deeper Farther, deeper Falling from the sky Buried underground An undefined form Of our own demise Oh, father Is this your god's will? Oh, mother You let the black sun rise Oh, son This is the gift I offer Oh, daughter I see embers in your eyes -- Aamulla taas ahisti. Mietin että johtuukohan se vielä tosta lääkkeestä, kun noissahan on monissa se, että ne ensin pahentaa ahistusta ennen ku ne alkaa toimia... En tiiä.

  Song of the day;; → James Spiteri - Travelling -- Jaa että sellanen päivä taas vaihteeksi. Nukuin ensinnäkin ihan vitun paskasti, näin outoja ja ahistavia unia, heräilin pitkin aamua koska täällä on taas jossain joku saatanan huoneistoremontti ja pakkohan se nyt on jumalauta heti kaheksalta ruveta poraamaan, varmaan oottaavat muna soikeena millon kello lyö tasan että saa iskiä poran seinään ja huudattaa sitä niin maan perkeleellisellä antaumuksella. Olo on ollu koko päivän ihan helvetin zombimainen, sellanen että ei oikein mikään tunnu missään. Paitsi sitten kun alko ahdistamaan niin helvetisti että se tuntuu jaloissa vieläkin (mulla nimittäin aina etenkin voimakkaan ahistuksen jälkeen on jalat aina kipiät ja sellaset tosi raskaan tuntuset), en meinannu saaja päikkäreillä nukahettua ollenkaan kun koski jalkoihin. Enpä siis saanu tänään juuri muuta tehtyä ko pelailtua videopelejä ja katottua Netflixiä, yrityksenä siis kohdistaa ajatukset johonkin kivaan tekemiseen ettei ahistais. Se o

  Song of the day;; → Tóti Guðnason - DÝRIÐ -- Ai että, huomenna ei tarvi tehä mitään kun tänään sain tiskattua, käytyä kaupassa, pestyä vessan ja vietyä roskat. Sain kans ens viikon perjantaille ensimmäisen ajan sinne psykofyysiseen fysioterapiaan. Nyt kun vielä sais johonkin hyvään väliin sen kolmannen rokotteen kun pitäis vielä labroissakin käydä tässä kuussa. Lääkäriaika tuli ja se on samana päivänä ku tuo silmänpohjakuvaus ja ne sattuu just tietääkseni sillein että oon kotona, joten pitää perua ne molemmat, jee...

  Song of the day;; → Alcest - Sapphire

  Song of the day;; → Brambles - In the Androgynous Dark -- Ai että mä rakastan tätä kappaletta.

  Song of the day;; → Arny Margret - intertwined Our pasts are intertwined Few years and you'll be fine While the trees wear the weather We're no longer together Well thought out words The dark and the birds They call you at four When you walk through the door The emptiness got emptier The drink took your temper While I that never dream Saw the days that once gleamed Gradually I tried to disappear While afraid of my fear But it always reminds me And I don't wanna be reminded I don't wanna see you again I've done it again and again Oh, they always keep askin' Why am I talking? I don't wanna go there again A hundred times and then I'll know what it means And I'll know it was me Our pasts are intertwined Few years and it'll be fine While the trees wear the weather We're no longer together

  Song of the day;; → Plan 4 - En la Eternidad En la eternidad solo encontrarás vacío Si es donde escapas de lo duro que pega esta realidad Permanentemente, van muriendo nuestras libertades En esta picadora de deseos y de voluntades Cadenas en nuestro existir Que ahora debemos romper En la eternidad solo encontrarás vacío Si es donde escapas de lo duro que pega esta realidad Una historia llena de ignorancia y falsos inmortales Los peores miedos y predicciones ahora son reales En la eternidad solo encontrarás vacío Si es donde escapas de lo duro que pega esta realidad A la deriva estamos, a las derivas del sol pero guiados para fracasar Pero guiados para fracasar Vivir para ganar hoy y preparar con honor nuestra misión En la eternidad solo habrá otro gran vacío ¿Alguien puede cambiar el destino esta vez? En la eternidad No dejes tu fe, la lucha es acá En la eternidad No vas a escapar del karma del hombre Vivir para ganar, nuestra misión Vivir para ganar, nuestra misión en la Tierra hoy

  Song of the day;; → Hammock - Maybe They Will Sing For Us Tomorrow

  Song of the day;; → Pavlos Sidiropoulos - O Babis O Flou Μια ιστορία θα σας πω Για τον Μπάμπη, τον Μπάμπη τον φλου Που του ‘λεγες "Βρε Μπάμπη, τι τρέχει εδώ Σού ‘λεγε Φλου, φίλε μου όλα είναι φλου Πάντα πιωμένος κι άνεργος Ήταν ωραίος ο Μπάμπης ο φλου Μουρμουράει μόνος και διαρκώς Σού ‘λεγε Φλου, φίλε μου όλα είναι φλου Πείραζε όποιον του ‘ρχότανε Χωρίς να το σκεφτεί Κι άμα ψιλοβαριότανε Άραζε όπου ‘βρισκε να λιαστεί Πείραζε όποιον του ‘ρχότανε Χωρίς να το σκεφτεί Κι άμα ψιλοβαριότανε Άραζε όπου ‘βρισκε να λιαστεί Πείραζε τις μελαχρινές Ήταν ωραίος ο Μπάμπης ο φλου Τσιμπολογούσε τις ξανθιές Ήταν ωραίος ο Μπάμπης ο φλου Κι όταν τον μπουζουριάζανε Ψόφιος κοριός ο Μπάμπης ο φλου Κι αν τον πολυρωτάγανε Σού ‘λεγε Φλου, φίλε μου όλα είναι φλου Πείραζε όποιον του ‘ρχότανε Χωρίς να το σκεφτεί Κι άμα ψιλοβαριότανε Άραζε όπου ‘βρισκε να λιαστεί

  Song of the day;; → Nord Frost - Nocte Caelum -- Sain tänään luennon jälkeen sekä tiskattua että pestyä pyykkiä. Tuli jotenkin pitkästä aikaa sellainen olo, että sain jotain aikaiseksi. Oli kiva mennä päikkäreille, kun ei ollu koko ajan sellanen fiilis, että pitää jotain tehdä. Huomenna pitää käydä kaupassa koska kaikki loppuu.