BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → Crown The Empire - The Fallout I felt my heart rate begin to Choke out the fucking noise like I was cursed It felt like storms were directly overhead And where I went it poured And in a flash came the flood That washed over my eyes Now I could see inside the room of the blind I lost myself inside And as I fell into the black I left my past to die Tonight, we'll sail to the edge of the world And watch the stars fall down You'll put your head in my arms as we wonder Is there anything we could've done? Why not try starting revolution? And in the morning find a new sunrise Tonight, we'll sail to the edge of the world And watch the stars fall down As our world ignites What will we do? Will we just sit back and watch? I'm sick of apathy dictating how I think and how I talk I'd like to know as I lay down to die I still control the way I think, before they make up my mind As I gaze up towards the sky I feel lost in the world of the blinding lights

  Song of the day;; → Stefano Guzzetti - The Road To You

  Song of the day;; → Deskant - C-Four

  Song of the day;; → Crown The Empire - Machines We hold onto the lies to feel free So shackled by smiles, so empty We're scared of the war so we've forgotten who we are We've traded in hope for safety We're raised in the smoke Insisting that we're all too tired for light the fire and shake the earth But if all we are is just machines Let's become a miracle and break free from these chains We must be more than just machines So let them hear our hearts So let them hear our hearts So let them hear our hearts So let them hear our hearts Yeah Where will you run, when there's no place left for you to hide? When you're faced with the flood Will you stand for the future and swallow your pride? Where will you run? Will you run? Sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who dares to dream I scream at the top of my lungs I hope that I'm proven wrong But if all we are is just machines Let's become a miracle and break free from these chains We must be more

  Song of the day;; → Shakey Graves - Mansion Door Above, below Under a lonely star Head to toe, hand in hand It gets a whole lot better If your telephone rings at night Would you put some time aside To shut your eyes and fall apart Under the light of a lonely star My one and only lonely star Above, below Under a lonely star Another day to sit around and dream As far as I can see As long as memory I'll be watching from afar Under the light of a lonely star My one and only lonely star Fire burning Clean-cut flowers in the yard Daylight turning All the sleeping statues into girls I feel nothing Sleep is never coming I hear laughter from afar Must be the song of a lonely star If you knew what would happen Then you'd never set foot in the mansion door So many voices singing all of your praises It gets a whole lot better It gets a whole lot better I hope it gets a whole lot better If you leave, please don't go far I need the light of a lonely star My one and only lonely star My

  Song of the day;; → Josef Falkensköld - X Marks the Spot -- Tänään oli lääkäri. Meni ihan hyvin, lääkäri oli sitä mieltä että voin hakea nyt sitten sitä psykofyysistä fysioterapiaa Kelan vaativana lääkinnällisenä kuntoutuksena, laitan siitä huomenna hakemuksen menemään (toivotaan vaan ettei Kelalla mene sataa vuotta käsitellä sitä...). Hämmentävintä oli se, kun lääkäri yhtäkkiä täysin puskista kysy multa, että oonko ikinä ajatellut, että mulla voisi olla joku autismikirjon höiriö. Pakko myöntää ettei oo koskaan ees käynyt mielessä, eikä kukaan lääkäri tai hoitaja tai vastaava oo koskaan aiemmin ees maininnut asiasta. Lueskelin sitten kämpille päästyäni asiasta lisää ja kyllähän mä tunnistan itsestäni joitain piirteitä, mitä siellä lueteltiin. Tavallaan myös se vois selittää joitain asioista, ja varmaan se lääkäri joko mun tiedoista ja tai musta itsestäni tai niiden yhdistelmästä on huomannut, että ehkä mulla vois olla jotain kirjoon kuuluvia piirteitä. Lieviä, ehkä, mut kuuluvia kuit

  Song of the day;; → The Offspring - Gone Away Maybe in another life I could find you there Pulled away before your time I can't deal, it's so unfair And it feels, and it feels like Heaven is so far away And it feels, yeah, it feels like The world has grown cold Now that you've gone away Leavin' flowers on your grave To show that I still care Black roses and Hail Mary's Can't bring back what's taken from me I reach to the sky and call out your name And if I could trade, I would And it feels, and it feels like Heaven is so far away And it stings, yeah, it stings, now The world is so cold Now that you've gone away Gone away, gone away Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah ooh Yeah ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh, oh yeah I'll save your soul, woah Yeah, yeah, ooh I reach to the sky and call out your name Oh, please let me trade, I would And it feels, and it feels like Heaven is so far away And it feels, yeah, it feels like The world has grown cold Now that you've gone awa

  Song of the day;; → flora cash - Sadness Is Taking Over When we were frozen, you, you took the cold away When we were primal love, you took the old away And I now we go to bed and then you turn away Do you remember all we sacrificed, the pain? Sadness is taking over Your eyes, your eyes Your mouth, your mouth Sadness is taking over Your life, your life Your mind, your mind And it's like nothing ever happened Don't you tell me And it’s like nothing ever happened Don't you play with me Minutes, hours, seconds, eons go I don't, I don't, we don't need to know We don't have it, every answer still Could it be that we don't own the will? Sadness is taking over Your eyes, your eyes Your mouth, your mouth Sadness is taking over Your life, your life Your mind, your mind And it's like nothing ever happened Don't you tell me And it’s like nothing ever happened Don't you play with me See life in the right light It's a bright ride, ain't it baby?

  Song of the day;; → Rockin' For Decades - Make Me Crash

  Song of the day;; → Sleeping With Sirens - Bloody Knuckles Yeah Pack your bags 'cause we got no reason to lay low What was my line? Fuck it Two, three, go Sing La-la-la You always said I'd be a disappointment That I'd be nothing and I'd probably lose it all You thought that I would trip and fall But you'll never see me beg or crawl Can't take it, won't fake it, punch a hole through the wall, try to break it Can't change it, rearrange it, so I guess that I'll just have to face it This is bloody knuckles and I'll show you how to play It's the only way to escape from all the pain, yeah We bought a one-way ticket 'cause we're sick of it all Pack your bags we're going At the bottom, but we got no reason to lay low Like you care anyway, no Here, take one last breath Take all you can till there's nothing left We'll never do what you say, no Until we drop dead, never let go Another day, another disappointment My head is tripping

  Song of the day;; → Max Richter - Vladimir's Blues

  Song of the day;; → Playtown - Sneaky Town

  Song of the day;; → Citizen Soldier - Face to Face I fought the devil and I'll live to tell I fought the devil and I'll live to tell I fought the devil and I'll live to tell I fought the devil and I'll live to tell What a terrifying place Left alone here in my head Remember every last mistake I can't forgive, I can't forget But if I face my darkest days Will I finally make my peace? With the past I buried deep inside The darkest part of me No, I will not be defined By the life I left behind You're gonna see I'd rather die on my feet than live on my knees I'm face to face with the devil I am not afraid My life is worth the struggle My scars are my warpaint Face to face with the devil Pray, it's not too late My past will not define me I'm face to face I fought the devil and I'll live to tell I fought the devil and I'll live to tell No one ever held my hand Always me against the world At war with monsters in my head Kept digging down &

  Song of the day;; → Hollow Coves - Ran Away There was a time when I saw you As someone that I could hold on to I wanted to be there for you Now we've slowly grown apart You had the whole world handed to you But you started to change and threw it away For a lie that was caught in the shadows Pulling you away from home Leaving all you've ever known You ran away And you lost your way You ran away And it's not the same After all of these things that we've been through Now I feel like I don't even know you You're the shell of a man that I once knew Trying to find his way back home Hoping that ache the will go You ran away And you lost your way You ran away And it's not the same My broken home And these weary bones You've come and you've gone Now I'm all alone My broken home And these weary bones You've come and you've gone Now I'm all alone You ran away And you lost your way You ran away And it's not the same -- No eipä ollutkaan hoi

  Song of the day;; → Across The Great Valley - Under a Cloud -- Sain tiskattua tänään. Huomenna on sitten sairaanhoitajan aika ja torstaina pitää käydä kaupassa. Loppuviikko onkin sitten tyhjää täynnä, joten tulee varmaan pelailtua jonkin verran. Maanantaina pitäis varmaan pestä pyykkiä ja imuroidakin vois.

  Song of the day;; → Bullet For My Valentine - Knives Let the madness begin Livin' with snakes, feedin’ the hate, kill the betrayal Shedding of skin, bitter within, cower in shame Venomous tongue, blacken the lungs, inducing the pain Inducing the pain, with constant pushing, provoking reactions Bring out the knives to cut and divide Another scar for memories Bring out the knives to cut and divide Let 'em breathe, watch 'em burn in the fire Digging a hole, bury the trust, lay it to rest Swallow the dirt, breathe in the dust, savour the taste Hammer the nails, nothing to say, walking away Walking away, from constant screaming, provoking its madness Bring out the knives to cut and divide Another scar for memories Bring out the knives to cut and divide Let ’em breathe, watch 'em burn in the fire Bring out the knives (Knives) to cut and divide Another scar for memories Bring out the knives to cut and divide Let 'em breathe, watch 'em burn in the fire Bring out the k

  Song of the day;; → Dustin O'Halloran - We Move Lightly -- Sain kuin sainkin järjesteltyä ton vaatekaapin! No okei, puuttuu vielä pari hyllyä mutta niillä nyt ei oo mikään tulipalokiire. Huomenna pitää tiskata... Tää biisi kuuluu mun ehdottomiin suosikkeihin näin btw, rakastan tätä.

  Song of the day;; → spring gang - Get Up on That Horse -- Sain paidat (paitsi neuleet kun ne on toisessa kaapissa) ja alaosat laiteltua, huomenna olis tarkotus sitten järjestellä neuleet sekä mahollisesti nuo muutama sattumanvaraista vaatetta täynnä oleva hyllykkö ja ehkä alusvaatteet ja sukat jos kerkiän kun pitää käydä kaupassakin jossain vaiheessa. Maanantaina pitäis varmaan tiskata ja keskiviikkona on sairaanhoitajan aika.

  Song of the day;; → Dead by April - Heartbeat Failing Cannot get rid of the pain, setting me ablaze inside Can no longer feel my heartbeat, it is kind of hard to describe There's blood within my tears and I'm fighting to survive There's a darkness following me and I need you here Heartbeat failing One thought and my mind ignites Sends a shiver down my spine It was us against the world Isn't it beautiful when two hearts align? We built something out of nothing Turned it into perfection then depression You, deceivеd and lied (Showed me what hеll is like) Showed me the face of death, face of death You're the pain I can feel stabbing my own shadow You're the tears I'm trying to stop when I'm all alone Need to know where you are, can you hear it now? This is my heartbeat, heartbeat failing Heartbeat failing Everything was so beautiful, I loved the feeling of it Sometimes love can be unbearable, but that's the beauty of it And then the epic showdown came

  Song of the day;; → Arcade Fire - Creature Comfort Some boys hate themselves Spend their lives resenting their fathers Some girls hate their bodies Stand in the mirror and wait for the feedback Saying God, make me famous If You can't, just make it painless Just make it painless Assisted suicide She dreams about dying all the time She told me she came so close Filled up the bathtub and put on our first record God, make me famous If You can't, just make it painless Just make it painless It goes on and on, I don't know what I want On and on, I don't know if I want it On and on, I don't know what I want On and on, I don't know if I want it (On and on I don't know what I want) (On and on I don't know if I want it) (On and on I don't know what I want) (On and on I don't know if I want it) Some girls hate themselves Hide under the covers with sleeping pills and Some girls cut themselves Stand in the mirror and wait for the feedback Some boys get too m

  Song of the day;; → Arthur Benson - Charmed Encounter -- Huomenna sairaanhoitajan aika.

  Song of the day;; → Dead by April - Let It Go The snow glows white on the mountain tonight Not a footprint to be seen A kingdom of isolation And it looks like I'm the queen The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside Couldn't keep it in, Heaven knows I tried Don't let them in, don't let them see Be the good girl you always have to be Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know Well, now they know Let it go, let it go Can't hold it back anymore Let it go, let it go Turn away and slam the door I don't care what they're going to say Let the storm rage on! The cold never bothered me anyway It's funny how some distance Makes everything seem small And the fears that once controlled me Can't get to me at all It's time to see what I can do To test the limits and break through No right, no wrong, no rules for me I'm free, yeah Let it go, let it go I'm one with the wind and sky Let it go, let it go You'll never see me cry Here I

  Song of the day;; → Royal Blood - I Only Lie When I Love You I only lie when I love you I only crawl when I hit the ground You only cry when I love you I only lie when I make a sound Go ahead, muck about I got my conscience twisted Pull your hair, make me shout It's just that you insisted I was good for nothing Like you were onto something I only lie when I love you I only crawl when I hit the ground You only cry when I love you I only lie when I make a sound I only lie when I I only lie when I I only lie when I I only lie when I I only lie when I love you I only crawl when I hit the ground You only cry when I love you I only lie when I make a sound Go ahead, pull the plug Broken finger, sticky trigger Now I can't get it off my chest And now I'm wishing you were someone else You know I'm up to something Diagnosed, no disease Got a suspicion but you just can't find it up your sleeve And now I beg the truth be told from someone else All of that fuss for nothing I on

  Song of the day;; → Gavin Luke - A New Man

  Song of the day;; → Dead by April - Bulletproof Go I'm standing here without protection Got no shield Need no healing I feel empowered, energized I'm ready Devour Try to bring me down Come bring me down I am ready Let's go You can see that my heart's still beating strong In the blood of my enemies I'm crawling alone I've risen from the ashes One thousand times before Because I'm bullet, bulletproof Bulletproof Empty-handed Never lost a fight Completely undefeated And you think I'm scared? You won't succeed You want me dead But I won't bleed Try to bring me down Come bring me down I'm ready Devour You can see that my heart's still beating strong In the blood of my enemies I'm crawling alone I've risen from the ashes One thousand times before Because I'm bullet, bulletproof Bulletproof I look at you You're the enemy I'll crush you I'll do it breathlessly My choice of words Is my weaponry Face the dark Circle the fl

  Song of the day;; → Franz Ferdinand - Lazy Boy I’m a lazy boy I’m a lazy boy, I’m a lazy boy Never getting up in time I enjoy being a lazy boy Lying in your bed Thinking of how a lazy boy loves you Am I gonna get up? Am I gonna get up, get up? Never Am I gonna get up? Am I gonna get up, get up? Never Am I gonna get up? Am I gonna get up, get up? Never Am I gonna get up? Am I gonna get up, get up? Never I’m a lazy boy, I’m a lazy boy Always be a lazy boy I’m a lazy boy, yes, a lazy boy Lazy in the evening boy Ah, and a lazy boy loves you Am I gonna get up? Am I gonna get up, get up? Never Am I gonna get up? Am I gonna get up, get up? Never Am I gonna get up? Am I gonna get up, get up? Never Never, never, never I’m a lazy boy, I’m a lazy boy Always be a lazy boy I’m a lazy boy, yes, a lazy boy Lazy in the morning boy I’m a lazy boy, I’m a lazy boy Such a lazy, lazy, boy I’m a lazy boy, yes, a lazy boy Lazy in the evening boy I’m a lazy boy, what a lazy boy Yes, he is a lazy boy Ah, and

  Song of the day;; → Jon Björk - Blurred Memories

  Song of the day;; → Dead by April - Collapsing It's everlasting and I can never win How can I explain the unexplainable? I am screaming out loud, my words are inaudible Something is clearly wrong in my system It feels like a big cataclysm I stare at my own re-reflec-flection But you cannot see this infection It's all collapsing Feels like an endless downward spiral It's all collapsing Consuming me from the inside out It's everlasting It's everlasting, I can never win It's all collapsing now Feeling worthless, can't find my purpose Can't see no future, only fire It must be my broken DNA-code Because this brain is about to implodе It's easy to become suicidal Whеn living is nothing but brutal It's all collapsing Feels like an endless downward spiral It's all collapsing Consuming me from the inside out It's everlasting It's everlasting, I can never win It's all collapsing now I stare at my own reflection I know it's invisible t

  Song of the day;; → Future Islands - Ancient Water Ancient like the water Dissolves my selfish leanings and all the others Guide me You beside me With conviction, my lost invention My child is starving But you keep me, you keep me I’ve been locked and you’re the key You keep me, you keep me You keep me ’til I’m ready to be free Too many wasted days and nights Obsessed with the flickering bits of my life Forgetting what giving and living can be, what it can mean First forgiving myself and stepping outside of my own apathy To see, I just want to be Patient like the forest Stood through thousands fallen Watched the changing evening a million times or more Lead me to the water Take me to the other side And know how much it means, to me 'Cause you keep me, you keep me I’ve been locked and you’re the key Too many wasted days and nights Obsessed with the flickering bits of my life I’ve forgotten what giving and living can be, what it can mean First steps to being better is doing the sma

  Song of the day;; → Gavin Luke - A Whisper in the Dark

  Song of the day;; → Motörhead - Stay Clean I can tell, seen before Know the way, I know the law I can't believe, can't obey Can't agree with all the things I hear you say Oh no, ask me why I can't go on with all the filthy white lies Stay clean, stay clean Stay clean, stay clean Don't you know all the time You got yours And you know that I have mine? Grab a hold, don't let go Don't let them rob you Of the only thing you know Oh no, no one else Got the right to make you Sorry for yourself Stay clean, stay clean Stay clean, stay clean So you see, the only proof Of what you are, is in the way You see the truth Don't be scared, live to win Although they're always gonna tell you it's a sin In the end, you're on your own And there is no one That can stop you being alone Stay clean, stay clean Stay clean, stay clean It's your only hope -- Hyvää uutta vuotta kaikille! Oon vielä täällä kotona perjantaihin tai lauantaihin saakka ja lähen sitten t