Never again

 Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Intergalactic Casanova

Anything or anyone for a price

Name a target, hit the night

Do you wanna push your luck?

Do you wanna push your luck?

You will end up dead or moonstruck, honey

Any place or any time, roll the dice

Neon hell or paradise

Do you wanna push your luck?

'Cause when the deal is struck

Do not stand between the man and the money

Intergalactic casanova

Riding the wave of a supernova

No amount of heads, no amount of hearts

Will bring you back into my arms

They don't make lovers like they used to (Like they used to)

They don't make gunners like they used to (Like they used to)

From a filthy hole they call a town

I found love, I found my mark

Death is riding (Death is riding)

Death is riding on my shoulder

I'm on your trail (I'm on your trail)

And I'm getting closer to you

To hell with all that needless empathy

It don't matter to me

Do you wanna push your luck?

Do you wanna push your luck?

You'll be staring at the end of a barrel

Move aside, mind your business, or you'll die

Even my stare petrifies

Do you wanna push your luck?

'Cause when the deal is struck

Do not stand between the man and the money

Intergalactic casanova

Riding the wave of a supernova

No amount of heads, no amount of hearts

Will bring you back into my arms

They don't make lovers like they used to (Like they used to)

They don't make gunners like they used to (Like they used to)

From a filthy hole they call a town

I found love, I found my mark

Riding (Death is riding)

Death is riding on my shoulder

I'm on your trail (I'm on your trail)

And I'm getting closer

Death is riding (Death is riding)

Death is riding on my shoulder

I'm on your trail (I'm on your trail)

And I'm getting closer to you

My heart's to blame

 Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Beat It

They told him, don't you ever come around here

Don't wanna see your face, you better disappear

The fire's in their eyes and their words are really clear

So beat it, just beat it

You better run, you better do what you can

Don't wanna see no blood, don't be a macho man

You wanna be tough, better do what you can

So beat it, but you wanna be bad

So beat it (Beat it)

Beat it (Beat it)

No one wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Bеat it (Beat it)

Beat it (Beat it)

No onе wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Just beat it

Beat it, beat it

Beat it

Beat it, beat it

They're out to get you, better leave while you can

Don't wanna be a boy, you wanna be a man

You wanna stay alive, better do what you can

So beat it, just beat it

You have to show them that you're really not scared

You're playin' with your life, this ain't no truth or dare

They'll kick you, then they'll beat you

Then they'll tell you it's fair

So beat it, but you wanna be bad

So beat it (Beat it)

Beat it (Beat it)

No one wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Beat it (Beat it)

Beat it (Beat it)

No one wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Just beat it

Beat it, beat it

Beat it

Beat it, beat it

Hah

Oh my god

Beat it (Beat it)

Beat it (Beat it)

No one wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Beat it (Beat it)

Beat it (Beat it)

No one wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Just beat it

Beat it, beat it

Beat it, beat it

Adelaide

 Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Hyperactive

Take a look at yourself in the black mirror

Frustration

Makes us want to run through walls

Fixation

Blurs the line between highs and lows

Eye for an eye

Makes the whole world blind

But your neon lights make us lose our minds

Hyperactive

Neon-frantic

Hyperactive

We're cyber-captives

Hyperactive

Neon-frantic

Hyperactive

We are cyber-captives

We are prisoners of your light

And we are ready to be ignited

Oh, this is a promisе (This is a promise)

You will find no solace

We arе

Disonnected

We're under your spell no more

Disonnected

We're under your spell no more

You can't make us blind no more

Disonnected

We're under your spell no more

Take a look at yourself in the black mirror

Sensation of clarity fills your head with terror

Eye for an eye

Makes the whole world blind

But your neon lights makes us lose our minds

Hyperactive

Neon-frantic

Hyperactive

We're cyber-captives

Hyperactive

Neon-frantic

Hyperactive

We are cyber-captives

We are prisoners of your light

And we are ready to be ignited

Oh, this is a promise (This is a promise)

You will find no solace

We are

Disonnected

We're under your spell no more

Disonnected

We're under your spell no more

You can't make us blind no more

Disonnected

We're under your spell no more

Criminal

Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Worry Less, Dance More

Hey, Cyber-Gandhi

Practice what you preach

Stop feeding us false hope

Hey, Neon-Zombi

Practice what you preach

Stop eating the false hope

Everyone's connected evermore

But we're lonelier than ever before

Everyone's infected to the core

You're in the spotlight

Now dance

In a world where the rich get richеr

But the poor stay poor

One thing unites

Thе glow of neon lights

Are we supposed

To just endure

To worry less

And dance more

The world is going insane

But you should dance your troubles away

Oh, endless entertainment

A free will containment

But you should dance your troubles away

You're in the spotlight

Now dance

Worry less, dance more

Worry less, dance more

Endless entertainment

A free will containment

Worry less, dance more

Hey, Neon-Zombi

Practice what you preach

Stop eating the false hope

Everyone's connected evermore

But we're lonelier than ever before

Everyone's infected to the core

You're in the spotlight

Now dance

The world is going insane

But you should dance your troubles away

Oh, endless entertainment

A free will containment

But you should dance your troubles away

Worry less, dance more 

--

En tiiä mitä tapahtu tai miten helvetissä onnistuin siinä, mutta heräsin vasta kello 17. Kyllä, kello 17. Olin laittanu herätyksen kello 11 mut jotenkin onnistuin nukkumaan aivan täysin sen ohi. En ees kuullu sitä. Sit havahduin jotenkin miettien et mitenköhän kauan siihen kellon soimiseen menee, kun oon nukkunu jo jotekin epäilyttävän kauan... Katoin sit kelloa ja katoin eka et se oli 9:54 ja aattelin jo et aa saan nukkua vielä tunnin, mut sit kun katoin tarkemmin niin tajusin että se olikin 16:54. Siinä vaiheessa tuli vähän semmonen mitä vittua-fiilis. Eipä auttanu ko nousta ylös ja laittaa äkkiä itteni valmiiks, nimittäin mun oli pakko käydä kaupassa. No, menipähän päivä ainakin äkkiä. Huomenna ois terapia ja tiskatakin pitäis. Sit tällä viikolla mun pitää vielä kattoa tuo toinen videoluento (toisen kerkesin just äsken katella) ja tehä nuo tehtävät kun ens viikolla on taas tuo kurssitapaaminen.

Hold on

 Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Downfall

It all started one day

Realised I was fading away

Praying, god open a door

Now I pray no more

I gave you all I have, my heart and soul

Now watch me as I lose control

Pray

It's your downfall

All aboard the stress-train

Tighten up your motherfucking slave chain

Rat race, no pain, no gain, no fame

Imma become Bruce Wayne

Batman

For what? An ego-driven masterplan?

I'm not insane (I'm not insane)

We're not the same (We're not the same)

Hey, I got a question

Why is everyone okay with this oppression?

I gave you all I have, my heart and soul

Now watch me as I lose control

Pray 'cause this the last call

Fight, fight, fight

It's your downfall

I'll be laughing when I see you falling

I'll be laughing when I see you crawling

Pray 'cause this the last call

Fight, fight, fight

It's your downfall

I'll be laughing when I see you falling

I'll be laughing when I see you crawling

No more

I refuse to be a whore

Gimme one more bad day

I'm rotten to the core

PTSD like I was in a war, yeah

Fighting, surviving now I'm crying on the floor

I'm not insane (I'm not insane)

We're not the same (We're not the same)

Hey, I got a question

Why is everyone okay with this oppression?

I gave you all I have, my heart and soul

Now watch me as I lose control

Pray 'cause this the last call

Fight, fight, fight

It's your downfall

I'll be laughing when I see you falling

I'll be laughing when I see you crawling

Pray 'cause this the last call

Fight, fight, fight

It's your downfall

I'll be laughing when I see you falling

I'll be laughing when I see you crawling

Will I ever be whole again?

I will never be whole again

I gave you all I have, my heart and soul

Now watch me as I lose control

Pray 'cause this the last call

Fight, fight, fight

It's your downfall

I'll be laughing when I see you falling

I'll be laughing when I see you crawling

Pray 'cause this the last call

Fight, fight, fight

It's your downfall

I'll be laughing when I see you falling

I'll be laughing when I see you crawling

Will I ever be whole again?

I will never be whole again

Make me whole again

--

Jos mun naapurit lukee tätä: olen hyvin pahoillani siitä äänenvolyymista, joka musta purkautuu nyt näin perjantaisin. Ei tätä kestä enää kun 7 viikkoa.

Peace of mind

 Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Live, Laugh, Love

Drench my body with liquid fire

And let me burn

Or wrap my body in barbed wire

Maybe then I'll learn

How to live this life (Live this life)

How to love the knife (Love the knife)

That has been struck through my heart everyday of my life

Live, laugh, love

Fuck you

Live, laugh, love

Fuck you

Live, laugh, love

Fuck you

Live, laugh, love

Fuck you

Put on a happy face

Or you will fall into disgrace

No bidding farewell

Put on a happy face

There is no escape from this place

No bidding farewеll

And it feels like hell

Tie my body to a mast of a ship

So I can't rеturn

Or scar my body with a whip

Maybe then I'll learn

How to live this life (Live this life)

How to love the knife (Love the knife)

That has been struck through my heart everyday of my life

Live, laugh, love

Fuck you

Live, laugh, love

Fuck you

Live, laugh, love

Fuck you

Live, laugh, love

Fuck you

Put on a happy face

Or you will fall into disgrace

No bidding farewell

Put on a happy face

There is no escape from this place

No bidding farewell

And it feels like hell

Let me burn

Drench my body with liquid fire

And let me burn

Hope is the heartbeat of the soul

Find someone who makes you whole

But all I want to do is decorate my head with a hole

--

Tänään oli se kurssin eka tapaaminen. Meni ihan jees, vaikka ahdistikin aluksi aivan saatanasti (otin Propralin ennen ko menin, joten ainakaan ei sydän hakannu ihan helvetisti koko aikaa), aiheet tällä kursilla on niin mielenkiintosia että ei ees tee mieli jättää kertoja väliin. Nää lähitapaamiset on tosiaan joka toinen viikko, joten ens viikolla ei ole. Se on ihan hyvä, koska sain hoitajalta ens tiistaiksi ajan enkä usko että jaksaisin kahta tommosta juttua saman päivän aikana. Huomenna käyn sitten hakemassa niitä sensoreita ja torstaina saan vihdoin ja viimein vaan olla (tosin pitää varmaan tiskata, mut ainakaan ei tarvi poistua kämpiltä kun käyn huomenna myös kaupassa).

Done with broken hearts

 Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Drowned God

He was born with magic

But didn't know how to use it

Ridiculed for being different

Exiled, he swore vengeance

Exiled beneath the surface

I am the drowned god

Kneel before me

I am the drowned god

Kneel before me

To drown the world in his waves

Was his meaning, his purpose

To drown the world in his hate

Beneath the surface

The air was filled with silence

Time stood still

And whеn the waves came

Wе felt nothing

We were mesmerized by his neon halo

I am the drowned god

Kneel before me

I am the drowned god

Kneel before me

I am the drowned god

Kneel before me

To drown the world in his waves

Was his meaning, his purpose

To drown the world in his hate (His hate)

Beneath the surface

--

Tulin nyt tänään takas kämpille. Tuntuu kivalta. Järjestelin melkein kaikki vaatteet, jatkan huomenna jos jaksan. Keittiön pöytä ja työpöytä pitää huomenna ainakin saaja siivottua jos ei muuta.

Faith in the knife

 Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Creatvres

I can feel it in the air tonight

Electricity that blows our minds

And we are

Divine

We are

Dancing the night away

Shady creatures of the night

Crazy beasts that bark and bite

And we are

Divine

In this neon palm tree paradise

Re

Born

Reborn by a kiss

Creatures of the night

Rise up and show your might

Embrace your powers

These streets are ours

Until the morning light

Creatures of the night

Rise up and show your might

Embrace your powers

These streets are ours

Until the morning light

They can hear it in the air tonight

A mighty roar to make 'em terrified

And we are

Divine

We are

Dancing the night away

Shady creatures in disguise

Razor sharp teeth and cat-like eyes

And we are

Divine

In this neon palm tree paradise

Re

Born

Reborn by a kiss

Creatures of the night

Rise up and show your might

Embrace your powers

These streets are ours

Until the morning light

Creatures of the night

Rise up and show your might

Embrace your powers

These streets are ours

Until the morning light

Reborn by a kiss

To avoid the abyss

We are floating

We are glowing

Dancing the night away

Creatures of the night

Rise up and show your might

Embrace your powers

These streets are ours

Until the morning light

Creatures of the night

Rise up and show your might

Embrace your powers

These streets are ours

Until the morning light

The morning light

--

En muistanu eilen sanoa, mutta Hollywood Undeadin uusin droppas ja olihan se nyt aika kovaa tavaraa.

Goddamn

 Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Ruthless Resistance

Take only what you can carry

Only what you need (Ruthless resistance)

Take only what you can carry

Only what you need

Tonight's the night

We begin our journey

Tonight's the night

We show no mercy

We show no mercy

Through seven seas

No matter where you are

You hold the keys

Follow the neon star

I know shadow of doubt follows you home

Remember you won't fight alone

We're the ruthless resistance (Ruthless resistance)

Things can get a little scary

But we won't bleed (We won't bleed)

'Cause together we will fight

We'll fight the cyber fuck

Together we will fight

Yeah

It's a long way to the core

But together we'll make it

Oh yeah

It's a long way to the core

But together we'll make it

Through seven seas

No matter where you are

You hold the keys

Follow the neon star

I know shadow of doubt follows you home

You hold the keys

Follow the neon star

I know shadow of doubt follows you home

Remember you won't fight alone

We're the ruthless resistance (Ruthless resistance)

No matter where you are

Your words are with me

My friend for you I'll fight

Follow the neon star

And you'll find the city

The city of endless night

No matter where you are

Your words are with me

My friend for you I'll fight

We won't take his shit no more

We will break his fucking core

We're the ruthless resistance

--

Se ois sitten elokuu. Oon varmaankin tän kuun vielä täälä kotona ja suuntaan sitten syyskuun alussa takas Ouluun. Ja joo, tiedostan kyllä, että tämä uus teema näyttää ehkä hieman kököltä, mutta en jaksanu nyt panostaa siihen sen erityisemmin.

Congratulations, I hate you

 Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Sinners Are Winners

Young and restless, numb your senses

Party till you die and drink until you're breathless

Sleep is for the weak, you're a midnight freak

Shut your mouth and let your booty speak

Young and restless, numb your senses

Dance until you die, boogie woogie till you're breathless

You'll be rocking, till the morning

Shut up and let your hips do the talking

Why stop there you dance like you're on fire

Hold on tight cause I will take you higher

Wooh-oh, they say that love will set you free

But you can't love with a broken heart

So sinners are winners

Sinners are winners to me

Wooh-oh, they say that love will set you free

But you can't love with a broken heart

So sinners are winners

Sinners are winners

Drink another shot

Drink until you're hot

Drink until you drop

Drown your sorrows

Hands in the air like you just don't care

C'mon drown your sorrows

Young and restless, numb your senses

Dance until you die, boogie woogie till you're breathless

You'll be rocking, till the morning

Shut up and let your hips do the talking

Why stop there you dance like you're on fire

Hold on tight cause I will take you higher

Wooh-oh, they say that love will set you free

But you can't love with a broken heart

So sinners are winners

Sinners are winners to me

Wooh-oh, they say that love will set you free

But you can't love with a broken heart

So sinners are winners

Sinners are winners

Drink another shot

Drink until you're hot

Drink until you drop

Drown your sorrows

Hands in the air like you just don't care

C'mon drown your sorrows

Wooh-oh, they say that love will set you free

But you can't love with a broken heart

So sinners are winners

Sinners are winners to me

Wooh-oh, they say that love will set you free

But you can't love with a broken heart

So sinners are winners

Sinners are winners

Drink another shot

Drink until you're hot

Drink until you drop

Drown your sorrows

Hands in the air like you just don't care

C'mon drown your sorrows

Red cup, don't give a fuck if I live or die

Drink another shot

Drink until you're hot

Drink until you drop

Drown your sorrows

--

Tänään on ollu aika väsynyt fiilis, päähän koski aikasemmin mut se meni onneks ohi. Lisäks on tärisyttäny, siis muutenkin ko pelkkiä käsiä, ja huimannu. Yhessä vaiheessa oli hetken ajan ihan vitun paha olo, mutta sekin meni onneks ohi. Saa nähä miten kauan nää sivuoireet kestää. Ens viikolla mun uusien lasien pitäis tulla! Lisäks mulla on tiistaina silmänpohjakuvaus ja ette vittu ikänä arvaa mihin aikaan se on... jumalauta 8:34 aamulla. Mikä saatanan aika tuo on olevinaan?

A grey so dark

 Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Ruby Dragon

I am lost in a maze

Feels like I've been here for days

Neon projection, no direction

But I'm sure I'll find perfection

Within these moving walls

I'm running

Running and laser-gunning

I'm loving

This never ending story

I was born for glory

I'm running

Running and laser-gunning

I'm loving

This never ending story

Of glory

These walls, they feel like home

These halls, forever I may roam

These roads lead to great passion

Waking the ruby dragon

Nothing satisfies my hunger

I'm a born treasure hunter

Nothing satisfies my hunger

I strike like thunder

Nothing satisfies my hunger

I'm a born 'n raised treasure hunter

Nothing satisfies my hunger

I strike like thunder

Neon projection, no direction

But I'm sure I'll find perfection

Within these moving walls

I'm running

Running and laser-gunning

I'm loving

This never ending story

I was born for glory

I'm running

Running and laser-gunning

I'm loving

This never ending story

Of glory

These walls, they feel like home

These halls, forever I may roam

These roads lead to great passion

Waking the ruby dragon

These walls, they feel like home

These halls, forever I may roam

These walls, they feel like home

These halls, forever I may roam

These roads lead to great passion

Waking the ruby dragon

--

Kiva olla kotona taas.

A thousand miles

 Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Neon Highway

Starry sky of satellites

We live and we die for these nights

These nights of love and lust

Crawling through glass is worth the cuts

'Cause heaven and hell reside in us

Thus, I'm never giving up

I'm never giving up

'Cause we are meant to be

Together

Ride with me on this neon highway

Forever

Die with me on this neon highway

Wind blew through your hair

And I could only stare

You're a walking piece of art

I'll go anywhere

Ride a road to nowhere

If you will fix my heart

Die with me on this neon highway

Cities drowned in neon lights

We live and we die for these nights

These nights of love and lust

The devil and I, we made a deal

I will find love if I carry His seal

Thus, I'm never giving up

I'm never giving up

'Cause we are meant to be

Together

Ride with me on this neon highway

Forever

Die with me on this neon highway

Wind blew through your hair

And I could only stare

You're a walking piece of art

I'll go anywhere

Ride a road to nowhere

If you will fix my heart

Die with me on this neon highway

Starry sky of satellites

Cities drowned in neon lights

Starry sky of satellites

Cities drowned in neon lights

Together

Ride with me on this neon highway

Forever

Die with me on this neon highway

Wind blew through your hair

And I could only stare

You're a walking piece of art

I'll go anywhere

Ride a road to nowhere

If you will fix my heart

Die with me on this neon highway

--

Oon aina tykännyt One Morning Leftistä, mutta nää uudet biisit on todella nextillä levelillä.

Send me a sign

Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - There's No Point Trying Slit Your Wrists With Cheese Cutter

Your eyes, blue eyes filled with tears and sorrow

Your words make me feel like I am lost again

It's not easy to explain this situation

When you're gone I'll miss you most of the time

All alone in this empty room, just holding your picture

Tähtiin katson sun kasvosi kirkkaina mielessä

Hetken mun vieressä, pysyit vaan hetken

Se jäi kaikki kesken

Muistoissa hetket, yhteiset retket

Nyt matkalla toiseen suuntaan

Mitä mä tein väärin, tekis mieli huutaa

Mut tuuleen se turhaa, tunteiden tuskaa

Niin sydämen murskaa ku unelmat murhaa

Sä lähdit pois

En nää sua enää, jäin katsoon sun perään

Sä lähdit pois

Mitä mulle jää, en enää eteeni nää

Mä haluun pois

Askel painaa, en jaksa tätä taakkaa

Mä haluun pois

Pakko vaan jatkaa yksin tätä matkaa

Tell me that I'm wrong again

Did I want you so badly

Was it me who let this all go away

--

Definitely something different from these guys. Not a typical song I would listen to, but the lyrics just got me. And the title, of course. But yeah, I normally dislike rap very much but that part in this song is actually good.

Somewhere far beyond

Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - The Star of Africa

Do you remember

Board game called

The star of Africa

All players will receive

300 bucks start-up money

Throw the dice 

And move what it shows

You can travel on foot, by ship

Or by aeroplane

Who will find it first

Who will find it first

If you reach a city where there's a token

You have 3 options

Continue as normal

Buy the token

Or try to win it

By throwing fyra, fem, sex

Just like the brightest diamond

You shine in a way that no one else does

Let me hold you and take you away

Are you ready for an adventure of a lifetime

After this there's no turning back

You are my star of Africa

Let me hold you forever

I recommend this game for girls

'Cause this is your chance to get some diamonds

So sweet and so beautiful

But be careful 'cause there are robbers too

And they'll take it all 

You, you shine like a gemstone

I will travel the world for you

For you, for you

Lifetime, adventure of lifetime

I'm going to steal your diamonds, bitch

And they take it all

And they take it all

--

Yes, finally a new song from One Morning Left. Sounds fucking awesome, I love those clean vocals. I used to love this game, The Star of Africa, when I was small so this song brings memories. Maybe that's why I love it so much.

Into the storm

Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - OSCi

I draw my own future by myself

Whole picture looks like an exploded bomb

These fucking years are killing me

I don't care about this shit anymore

You should know that I need you so much

Where have you been 'cause this time I really need you ''my guardian angel''

Come on and show the light and heal my bruises

Don't be afraid 'cause I feel the same

Don't be insane 'cause you'll lose this game

Don't fear your thoughts just follow the order

Just be quiet and look forward

No one deserves anything like this

This is a game of love without me

Things that you heard, the ones that made you silent

Just like when you were young, afraid of falling

I draw my own future by myself

Whole picture looks like an exploded bomb, looks like an exploded bomb

You should know that I need you so much

Where have you been ''my guardian angel''

Come on and show the light and heal my bruises

Things that you head, the ones that made you silent

Just like when you were young, afraid of falling

--

Only motherfucking chemistry exam left.

Lionheart

Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Our Sceneration

You will shine like a rising sun

Brightness melts my look

I must finish this desperate rat race

We're too proud to admit that we were wrong

And it takes us so deep commit suicide

This is my deepest dream

Falling into the darkest grave

Too proud to admit that we were wrong and it shames us so deep

It's time to clean up this mess

Bury those fears and wash these filthy hands again

Back to square one

Looking for the one

Who can offer her shoulder

When I will die old

Fighting in circles

Looking for peace

Back to sleep

I'm gonna leave this dream behind me

We're too proud to admit that we were wrong

And it takes us so deep commit suicide

This is my deepest dream

Falling into the darkest grave

Too proud to admit that we were wrong and it shames us so deep

I feel so weak, so witty, so genial, this mess was not so fucking brilliant

We're too proud to admit that we were wrong, so we shame ourselves

Commit suicide

--

Finnish exam tomorrow. I will totes ace it. Or not. Who knows.

Valkyries

Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Faith In Humanity

You better

Back down no lie will make me turn ever

It's hatred prevents us from being better

Manpower the key, dreams live forever

In the bring of extinction we strong together

You said you hate, but fact is I know

I said, a man can poison his own soul

Keep hatin' it ain't a story untold

Finding in be easy but out is a goal

Keep pushing us aside 'cause you'll never understand

To be hated makes us feel alive

You hate, we grow much stronger

Keep pushing us aside 'cause you'll never understand

To be hated makes us feel alive

Haters make me famous

You hate, we grow much stronger

Haters push us, haters make us, haters take us, take us to the stars

Keep pushing us aside 'cause you'll never understand

To be hated makes us feel alive

Keep talking, I'll get more power from your words and it makes me feel alive

Keep pushing us aside 'cause you'll never understand

To be hated makes us feel alive

Morning star

Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - LOL

We are always searching

Trying to figure out something

Hiding behind these memories

Looking back to yesterday

What are we looking for in life

There are so many offers

Just make your own choices

And build your own life

This is what I can offer to you

I'm still worried about you

Take my hand and become stronger

Feed your soul, feed your heart

Inspire your mind

We are always searching, what is it that we are searching for

We are always searching

Where do we go

What are we looking for in life

There are so many offers

Just make your own choices

And build your own life

This is what I can offer to you

Take my hand and become more stronger

Than ever

We are always searching, what is it that we are searching for

We are always searching

Spread your fire

Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Game Over

WTF, what is this pain?

Jack hammer's pounding my brain

Vacant eyes are staring at me

Shattered mirrors, I don't care

Is it me?

Try to be calm

Try to rest

There's nothing wrong inside your chest

Tic toc

Tic toc toc toc

Heart goes, it goes

Try to be calm

Try to eat

Pick up the pieces and make the ends meet

Tic toc

Tic toc toc

Heart goes, it goes, it goes

Pull yourself together

Try to run

Try to hide

There is no way out of this ride

Falling free, faster we are running

Younger we die

Falling free, still falling free

Did I screw everything

Yesterday

She knows

Fuck that, I'm alive

Never regret the day before you die

Some stop,  some run

The faster we are running, the younger we die

Try to run

Try to hide

There is no way out of this ride

Tic toc

Tic tic toc toc

Clock goes, it goes, it goes

Did I screw everything

Yesterday 

She knows

Try to run

Try to hide

There is no way out of this ride

Falling free, faster we are running

Younger we die

Falling free, still falling free

Did I screw everything

Yesterday

She knows

Fuck that, I'm alive

Never regret the day before you die

Some stop, some run

The faster we are running, the younger we die

Just try

Just try

Just try

Tic toc

Tic toc toc toc

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I love these crazy motherfuckers. I am so proud to be Finnish.

Where dragons rule

Song of the day;;

→ One Morning Left - Luke I Am Your Mother! Any Idea Who Is Your Father

Have a real conversation, you told me everything you knew

Guide me through all these problems, I know that I don't need to hide

I am so grateful that I have parents like you, so grateful

You were always ready to help me at all times, when I was losing myself

You gave me everything, I never deserved this

Have a real conversation, you told me everything you knew

Guide me through all these problems, I know that I don't need to hide

Thanks for everything and thanks for standing by my side forever

Finally I have a chance to attend to both of you, 'cause you really deserve it

I can't find the words, how can I thank you

Hopefully you know that, I will always love you

You gave me everything, I never deserved this

Have a real conversation, you told me everything you knew

Guide me through all these problems, I know that I don't need to hide

Now I know, now I know that I don't need to hide no more, I know that you love me

Maybe I am not so good but I really try to do my best and I always will try to do my best

Mother, you gave me everything

Mother, you gave me everything

Mother, you gave me everything

Mother, you gave me everything

Mother, father, you motherfucker, father, you motherfucker

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Oh how I love these long arse song names. I really do.