Sorsforgató

 Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - R.I.P. 2 My Youth

R.I.P. to my youth

And you could call this the funeral

I'm just telling the truth

And you can play this at my funeral

Wrap me up in Chanel inside my coffin

Might go to Hell and there ain't no stopping

Might be a sinner and I might be a saint

I'd like to be proud but somehow I'm ashamed

Sweet little baby in a world full of pain

I gotta be honest, I don't know if I could take it

Everybody's talkin' but what's anybody saying?

Mama said if I really want it, then I can change it, yeah

R.I.P. to my youth

If you really listen, then this is to you

Mama, there is only so much I can do

Tough for you to witness but it was for me too

I'm using white lighters to see what's in front of me (In front of me)

R.I.P. to my youth

And you could call this the funeral

I'm just telling the truth, yeah

You can play this at my funeral

Tell my sister don't cry and don't be sad

I'm in paradise with Dad

Close my eyes and then cross my arms

Put me in the dirt, let me dream with the stars

Throw me in a box with the oxygen off

You gave me the key and you locked every lock

When I can't breathe, I won't ask you to stop

When I can't breathe, don't call for a cop

I was naive and hopeful and lost

Now I'm aware and trapped in my thoughts, woah

What do I do? What do I do?

I don't believe it if I don't keep proof

I don't believe it if I don't know you

I don't believe it if it's on the news or on the Internet

I need a cigarette

I'm using white lighters to see what's in front of me

I'm using white lighters to see

R.I.P. to my youth

And you could call this the funeral

I'm just telling the truth

And you can play this at my funeral

Tell my sister don't cry and don't be sad

I'm in paradise with Dad

Close my eyes and then cross my arms

Put me in the dirt, let me be with the stars

I'm using white lighters to see what's in front of me

I'm using white lighters to see what's in front of me

--

Tuleeko kellekään muulle jotekin oudosti mieleen Dallas Winston kirjasta/leffasta The Outsiders tästä?

Waste away

 Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Stuck with Me

Now I'm feeling guilty for it

Didn't wanna leave

I got caught up in the forest

Hangin' with the trees

Realised I'm less important

Than I thought I'd be

I'm not tellin' you for any certain reason but

Now I'm feelin' guilty for it

I didn't wanna leave, no

I got caught up in the forest

Hangin' with the trees, yeah, yeah

Realised I'm less important, oh, yeah

Than I thought I'd be, yeah

I'm not tellin' you for any certain reasons but

I just want your empathy

Our lives keep on gettin' shorter

Losin' opportunity

There might be some other ways of looking at it but

That's just what I see

I been gettin' over myself

Thinkin' about what you need

Then I realised that neither of us matter

What's reality, yeah?

You are stuck with me

So I guess I'll be sticking with

You are stuck with me

So I guess I'll be sticking with you

(You) couldn't be more different than me

So each time we agree

I feel fulfilled

You always end up stickin' to me

Somehow, somehow

You are stuck with me

So I guess I'll be sticking with

You are stuck with me

So I guess I'll be sticking with

You are stuck with me

So I guess I'll be sticking with

You are stuck with me

So I guess I'll be sticking with

You are stuck with me

So I guess I'll be sticking with

You are stuck with me

So I guess I'll be sticking with

You are stuck with me

So I guess I'll be sticking with

You are stuck with me

So I guess I'll be sticking with

You are stuck with me

So I guess I'll be sticking with

You are stuck with me

So I

--

Tää biisi taas oli mun kuunnelluin Spotifyssa vuonna 2019, mikä on vähän kummallista, koska en kyllä muista kuunnelleeni tätä niin paljon... mutta mun muisti tunnetusti kyllä falskaa aika paljon. Huomenna on terapia, jos sää sallii niin käydään kävelyllä. Terapian jälkeen pitää piipahtaa apteekissa ja Tokmannissa.

Fé

 Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Daddy Issues

Take you like a drug

I taste you on my tongue

You ask me what I'm thinking about

I tell you that I'm thinking about

Whatever you're thinking about (Ah)

Tell me somethin' then I'll forget

And you might have to tell me again

It's crazy what you do for a friend

Go ahead and cry, little girl

Nobody does it like you do

I know how much it matters to you

I know that you got daddy issues

And if you were my little girl

I'd do whatever I could do

I'd run away and hide with you

I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too

I tried to write your name in the rain

But the rain never came

So I made with the sun

The shade

Always comes at the worst times (Ah)

You ask me what I'm thinking about

I tell you that I'm thinking about

Whatever you're thinking about

Tell me somethin' then I'll forget

And you might have to tell me again

It's crazy what you do for a friend

Go ahead and cry, little girl

Nobody does it like you do

I know how much it matters to you

I know that you got daddy issues

And if you were my little girl

I'd do whatever I could do

I'd run away and hide with you

I know that you got daddy issues

I keep on tryin' to let you go

I'm dyin' to let you know

How I'm getting on

I didn't cry when you left at first

But now that you're dead it hurts

This time I gotta know

Where did my daddy go?

I'm not entirely here

Half of me has disappeared

Go ahead and cry, little boy

You know that your daddy did too

You know what your mama went through

You gotta let it out soon, just let it out

Go ahead and cry, little girl

Nobody does it like you do

I know how much it matters to you

I know that you got daddy issues

And if you were my little girl

I'd do whatever I could do

I'd run away and hide with you

I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too

If you were my little girl

I'd do whatever I could do

I'd run away and hide with you

I know that you got daddy issues, and I do too

--

Tää biisi oli mun vuoden 2018 kuunnelluin Spotifyssä, tällein btw. Pelasin tänään paljon Simssiä. Tai no, loin uusia simejä, mutta se onkin se paras vaihe. Pitää käydä vielä pyykkivuoro varaamassa, kun huomenna pitää pestä pyykkiä. Muistin jopa ostaa pyykinpesuainetta, kun kävin kaupassa aikasemmin.

Monsieur Moustache

 Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Yellow Box

Can we begin again? Just start all over

I gave everything I can, oh, oh

I'm dying to live again and start right over

I'm dying to live again, I'm doin' my best

High hopes balance my lows

God knows somethin' I don't

I got a feelin', I got a feelin'

And it ain't leavin', no, it ain't leavin'

Hard time believin' if I don't see it

Like a secret, we lie to keep it

Oh

Can we begin again? Just start all over

I gave everything I can, oh, oh

I'm dying to live again and start right over

I'm dying to live again, I'm doin' my best

--

Tuli kuuma lenkillä tänään, mikä oli ihan kiva, kun muutama päivä sitten lähinnä palelsi. Mulla on ongelma, joka on pieni, mutta se harmittaa mua tosi paljon. Pyysin kaveria lukemaan yhden mun kirjoittaman tekstin ja kertomaan mielipiteensä siitä (kun en ollu ihan varma, miten jatkaa sitä vai jatkaako ollenkaan). Hän sanoi, että viikonlopun aikana lukasee sen. Tästä on nyt kaks tai kolme viikkoa. Ymmärrän toki, että varmaan se on häneltä vaan lipsahtanut mielestä, eikä hän sitä tarkotuksella oo jättänyt, mutta mä en kehtaa sanoa mitään, kun en halua kuulostaa... no, en keksi mitään hyvää sanaa tähän nyt. Eikä siinä muuten mitään, mutta kun tää ei ole eka kerta, kun mulle käy näin. Sairaanhoitaja, fysioterapeutti ja psykoterapeutti on kaikki multa kysyneet, että haluaisinko mä joskus julkaista mun kirjoituksia, ja totta kai haluaisin, mut jostain syystä universumilta tulee vaan koko ajan merkkejä, ettei kannata, kun ei ketään kiinnosta kuitenkaan.

Mushroom cloud

 Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Middle of Somewhere

I was on the outside looking in

Now I'm on the inside

Tryna stay out of my head

I need peace of mind

Grew up pretty fast, good things never last

You gotta live before you learn

Now I'm somewhere far away from where I started

With no point of return, but I'm turning

I was on the outside looking in

Now I'm on the inside

Tryna stay out of my head

I need peace of mind

Landed in the middle of somewhere with you

Now you're stranded in the middle of somewhere, oh yeah, too

Always running away

Looking for an escape

Everyone is an alien

When you're trying to find your place

You might also like

Tryna stay out

Tryna to stay out of my head

Tryna to stay out

--

Huomenna on lääkäri. Hyvä juttu, nimittäin pitää muistaa sanoa tosta lääkkeestä, että se väsyttää niin maan vitusti vieläkin. En nimittäin tänään jaksanu tehä taaskaan muuta kuin nukkua, joten tiskit jäi nyt ikävä kyllä huomiselle. Pitää lääkärikäynnin jälkeen piipahtaa Lidlissä taasen, tarviin halpaa energiajuomaa ja kasvonpuhdistusliinoja.

Sight for the sore eyes

 Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Reflections

Where have you been?

Do you know when you're coming back?

'Cause since you've been gone

I've got along but I've been sad

I tried to put it out for you to get

Could've, should've but you never did

Wish you wanted it a little bit

More but it's a chore for you to give

Where have you been?

Do you know if you're coming back?

We were too close to the stars

I never knew somebody like you, somebody

Falling just as hard

I'd rather lose somebody than use somebody

Maybe it's a blessing in disguise (I see myself in you)

I see my reflection in your eyes

I know you're sick

Hoping you fix whatever's broken

Ignorant bliss

And a few sips might be the potion

I tried to put it out for you to get

Could've, should've but you never did

Wish you wanted in a little bit

More but it's a chore for you to give

Where have you been?

Do you know if you're coming back?

We were too close to the stars

I never knew somebody like you, somebody

Falling just as hard

I'd rather lose somebody than use somebody

Maybe it's a blessing in disguise (I see myself in you)

I see my reflection in your eyes (Tell me you see it too)

So close, so close

Yet so far away (So far)

I don't know (I don't)

How to be solo (No)

So don't go, oh, no, just stay

You and I were bright, shooting through the sky daily (Yeah)

Lighting up the night, wasn't always right, baby (Mhm)

Yeah, every time that we realign, it's crazy

And you save me

We were too close to the stars

I never knew somebody like you, somebody

Falling just as hard

I'd rather lose somebody than use somebody

Maybe it's a blessing in disguise (I see myself in you)

I see my reflection in your eyes (I sold my soul for you, I know you see it too)

Yeah, I bought the same ones too

I know you're tired, I know you tried

Just say your point of view

Yeah, sick of all the poison in me

What the hell do you want from me, babe?

Uh, I see myself in you, I see myself in you, baby

I see myself in you, alright

I sold my soul for you

Maybe you should stick with us now

Broadway's gonna kill us

 Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Livin' in a Dream

Dream, where everybody loves me

Living in a dream world, how'd I get so lucky?

So tell me how you feel (Tell me, tell me, tell me)

Ooh, baby, is anything real? (Tell me, tell me, tell me)

Ooh, darling, ha, I got nothing to lose (Tell me, tell me, tell me)

Nothing to lose (Nothing to lose)

I got nothing to prove

Nothing to you (Ooh)

Movin' at a mile a minute

Set the pace, I'm goin' over the limit

Always wondered what I've been missin'

The checkered flag doesn't mean that you're finished, oh

I got everything that I wanted

I built myself a house on the hill

All my passion fulfilled, saw it fast like a film

All that sadness and guilt, now I just wanna chill

But I can't, my suntan's from Thailand

Swimming on a cloud made of hands

Money in my pockets, Louis wallet in my pants

No AC in the crib but I got plenty of fans

Said I love you too soon

Reached for the stars and I hit the moon

Now every time I look at you

Feels like déjà vu, oh

Living in a dream

Where everybody loves me (Everybody loves me)

Living in a dream world

How'd I get so lucky? (How'd I get so)

So tell me how you feel

Uh, I feel like a legend in these Puma suedes

I'ma still make millions when this music fade

Reinvent every time the music change

My gut had me feeling like I knew the way

I feel like I spoke for my generation

All game and my demonstration

To my gang, I'm a different greatness

Pay dues, never missed a payment

Stay true, now it's entertainment

Feel like I'm built for whatever storm

Whatever way the game test me, in whatever form

War in dark times that they never saw

I feel like I stand tall and can never fall (Yeah)

I feel like a one on one (Alright)

Like the last dope boy in the game with a hunnid tons (Yeah)

2Pac got the troublesome

A Boosie Badazz, drop a bag on you niggas if I want it done

Living in a dream

Where everybody loves me (Everybody loves me)

Living in a dream world

How'd I get so lucky? (How'd I get so)

So tell me how you feel

Now the war is over

Can't get any older

20/20 vision

Snow flower

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Blue

Read my mind, got me at a stop light

Start me up, then you make a stop like

Why you gotta put me in the spotlight?

But you don't even ever hit the spot right

You're always riding my wave (Riding, riding, riding, riding)

But never riding through

You get me up to let me down

One too many times to count

Why you gotta do that? (Why?)

You're the one who blew that

Make it tough to get it out

You're done but I'm ready now

Why you gotta do that? (Why?)

You're the one who blew that

Every time you come you do

Every time you come you do

Call me up to comfort you and now I'm like

Baby, it's already been a long night

Keep playing it cool but it's time to change the mood

Get to moving or you can move along

Stuck inside of your cage (I'm stuck right now)

I play your game to lose over and over

You get me up to let me down

One too many times to count

Why you gotta do that? (Why?)

You're the one who blew that

Make it tough to get it out

You're done but I'm ready now

Why you gotta do that? (Why?)

You're the one who blew that

I really thought you knew

Every time you come you leave me blue

Something inside me is swimming

Thought you did something you didn't

Soon as I hit the beginning

Is when you reached the end

Something inside me is swimming

Thought you did something you didn't

Soon as I hit the beginning

Is when you reached the end

You get me up to let me down

One too many times to count

Why you gotta do that? (Why?)

You're the one who blew that

Make it tough to get it out

You're done but I'm ready now

Why you gotta do that? (Why?)

You're the one who blew that

I really thought you knew

Every time you come you leave me

I really thought you knew

Every time you come you leave me blue

Cold blood

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Softcore

You've been my muse for a long time

You get me through every dark night

I'm always gone, out on the go

I'm on the run and you're home alone

I'm too consumed with my own life

Are we too young for this?

Feels like I can't move

Sharing my heart

It's tearing me apart

But I know I'd miss you, baby, if I left right now

Doing what I can, tryna be a man

And every time I kiss you, baby

I can hear the sound of breaking down

I've been confused as of late (Yeah)

Watching my youth slip away (Yeah)

You're like the sun, you wake me up

But you drain me out if I get too much

I might need you or I'll break

Are we too young for this?

Feels like I can't move

Sharing my heart

It's tearing me apart

But I know I'd miss you, baby, if I left right now

Doing what I can, tryna be a man

And every time I kiss you, baby

I can hear the sound of breaking down

Breaking down, breaking down, breaking down

Breaking down, breaking down, breaking down

I don't want to play this part

But I do, all for you

I don't want to make this hard

But I will 'cause I'm still

Sharing my heart

It's tearing me apart

But I know I'd miss you, baby, if I left right now (I know I would)

Doing what I can, tryna be a man (Be your man)

And every time I kiss you, baby

I can hear the sound of breaking down

Sharing my bed, uh

Sharing my bread, yeah

Sharing my bread

Sharing my head

(I'm breaking down)

Sharing my heart

Sharing my, suddenly I'm

(Breaking down)

Sharing, I'm done

Sharing my life

Painting shadows

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Flowers

Every day, you want me to make

Something I hate, all for your sake

I'm such a fake, I'm just a doll

I'm a rip-off, and it turns you on

Bought some new clothes

Then I polish my toes

Then I powder my nose

In case you get close (Get too close, baby)

Knock on your door

Then I put on a show

Then I gave you the floor

And you just froze

Every day, you want me to make

Something I hate, all for your sake

I'm such a fake, I'm just a doll

I'm a rip-off, and it turns you on

And it turns you on

And it turns you on

And it turns you on

Someone has to do it (Do it)

So I guess I will (Me)

You want more influence

And I, I can be your thrill

I can be your thrill

I can be your thrill (Can I be yours?)

I can be your boy

And it turns you on

And it turns you on

And it turns you on

And it turns you on

Juliet

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Void

I wonder how I got by this week

I only touched you once

Lately I can't find a beat

I used to feel the rush

Started with a little bit

Now I don't know how to quit

Always feel inadequate

Same way that my daddy did

Mama told me not to try

And I should have taken her advice

And now I'm all twisted

When it's all gone, I miss it

I'll try just to do somethin'

I'll try 'cause I got nothin'

Else that gets me through the day

'Til I find another way

I'll try just to do somethin'

I'll try 'cause I got nothin'

Even if I lose again

I won't quit

I wonder how I got by this week

I only touched you once, uh

Lately I can't find a beat

I used to feel the rush

And now I need you to feel the vibe

I need you to see the point

I need you to feel alive

I need you to fill the void

My insecurities are

My own worst enemy, yeah

Something's not lettin' me

Move the way I used to

Thought you could better me but

Then you stopped lettin' me walk

Now you're just settin' me off

So I'm tryna lose you

I'll fight just to do somethin'

I'll fight 'cause I got nothin'

Else that gets me through the day

'Til I find another way

I'll fight just to do somethin'

I'll fight 'cause I got nothin'

Even if I lose again

I can't quit, mmm

I wonder how I got by this week

I only touched you once

Lately I can't find a beat

I used to feel the rush

And now I need you to feel the vibe

I need you to see the point

I need you to feel alive

I need you to fill the void

I need you to fill the void

I need you to fill the void

I need you to fill the void

I need you to fill my void

You paralyse me every time

I try to find some paradise

I've got to fill the void

And now I'm paranoid

You paralyse me every time

I try to find some paradise

I've got to fill the void

And now I'm paranoid

Rolling stoned

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Nervous

Maybe I shouldn't try to be perfect

I confess, I'm obsessed with the surface

In the end, if I fall or if I get it all

I just hope that it's worth it

Last year I fell flat on my face

And last month I knew somethin' should change

Last week I started over again

Ask me and I'll tell you how I've been

Mhm, don't get me started

You've got me nervous to speak

So I just won't say anything at all

I've got an urge to release

And you keep tellin' me to hold on

You've got me nervous to move

So I just won't give anything to you

You got me turnin' all around to be who you need me to

Should I be quiet?

Uh, come on, be silent

Uh, you know I'm tryin'

So don't say nothin'

Uh, tell me you trust me and

Kiss me and hug me, yeah

Well, I would do anything for ya

You just gotta love me and

I got an itch in my throat

I don't know which way to go

I keep on switchin', I know

I need a different approach

It's all because I wanna

Show you that I'm so capable

You've got me nervous to speak

So I just won't say anything at all

I've got an urge to release

And you keep tellin' me to hold on

You've got me nervous to move

So I just won't give anything to you

You got me turnin' all around to be who you need me to

Hush, baby, don't you say another word

Hush, baby, don't you say another word, be quiet

Hush, baby, don't you say another word

Hush, baby, when you do, I just get hurt

Come on, baby, don't you hurt me anymore

I'm not the same way that I was before

I got goosebumps all over me

When you're around, hard for me to breathe

Come on, baby, don't you do that anymore, mhm

It's not like the days have never felt so short

My nerves, they give me a sign

Tell me I'm not fine, mhm

You've got me nervous to speak

So I just won't say anything at all

I've got an urge to release

And you keep tellin' me to hold on

You've got me nervous to move

So I just won't give anything to you

You got me turnin' all around to be who you need me to

Hush, baby, don't you say another word

Hush, baby, don't you say another word, be quiet

Hush, baby, don't you say another word

Hush, baby, when you do, I just get hurt

Hush, baby

Hush, baby

Hush, baby

Hush, baby

The never-ending why

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Compass

If I don't have you with me, I'm alone

You know I never know which way to go

I think I need you with me for all-time

When I need new direction for my mind

You listen to my lectures on the phone

You help me find the treasure in the hole

You'll tell me if I'm acting like a fool

I know that you're not something to lose, now

I've got something to confess

I keep you in my pocket to use

You're my only compass

I might get lost without you

Could you tell me where to go?

You're always there to help me when I'm down

I'm lucky you've been keeping me around

You're the star I look for every night

When it's dark, you'll stick right by my side

I've got something to confess

I keep you in my pocket to use (I keep you in my pocket)

You're my only compass (Yeah)

I might get lost without you

Like a magnet

Hard to imagine ever changing

Anything changing my way

Baby, like a magnet

Can't help that I'm attracted to you, I am

Could you keep on guiding me?

Please

I've got something to confess

I keep you in my pocket to use

You're my only compass

I might get lost without you

(I might get lost without you)

I've got something to confess

I might get lost without you

You're my only compass

I might get lost without you

Ashtray heart

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Heaven

There's something 'bout you, baby

There's something 'bout the way

Ya got me shaking like a seizure

No mistaking

I would die for your heaven

I could lie here forever

Every night we're together

If you'd like, I'll do whatever

You really want

You remind me of my mom

You make me feel like god

And I'm watching you fall from above

There's something 'bout you, baby

There's something 'bout the way

Ya got me shaking like a seizure

No mistaking that I need ya

There's something 'bout you, baby

There's nothing like the way you get me high

You got a heart from heaven

But you're burning like hell

Happy I took that chance on you, yeah

Bless this, put my hands on you, yeah

Letting me put my trust on you, yeah

Spending my whole advance on you

Yeah, when I'm down you know how to lift me up

From the ground, through the clouds to the sun

Tell me how did I ever find you, babe?

Tell me now that you're never gonna run

There's something 'bout you, baby

There's something 'bout the way

Ya got me shaking like a seizure

No mistaking that I need ya

There's something 'bout you, baby

There's nothing like the way you get me high

You got a heart from heaven

But you're burning like hell

When I feel like I'm strangled

You treat me like an angel

Show me all different angles

And I never, ever felt that way, uh

When you leave, I don't wanna try

And if you stick with me, I'll be fine

'Cause your love's rubbing off on me

Tell me how'd you get so heavenly?

There's something 'bout you, baby

There's nothing like the way you get me high

You got a heart from heaven

But you're burning like hell

Lunacy fringe

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Dust

No more water in the lake
No more fish in the ocean
They grew wings, flew away
I got a clue where they're going
They want a break, they want a break
No more water in the lake
No more fish in the ocean
They grew wings, flew away
I got a clue where they're going
They want a break, they want a break

All the lucky ones kept fucking it up
Threatened our lives but it wasn't enough
Didn't wanna sit down, couldn't listen to nobody
So everybody went out of control

Thrashing in platinum dust
Damage that can't be undone
Tragic of weapons

(They want a break)
Everybody went to outer space
The second that the sun exploded
I'm the only fool who stayed
If you're reading this, I wrote it

All the lucky ones kept fucking it up
Threatened our lives but it wasn't enough
Didn't wanna sit down, couldn't listen to nobody
So everybody went out of control

Thrashing in platinum dust
Damage that can't be undone
Tragic of weapons

Body, so everybody went out of control
Body, so everybody went out of control
Body, so everybody went out of control
Body, so everybody went out of control
Body, so everybody went out of control
Body, so everybody went out of control
Body, so everybody went out of control
Body, so everybody went out of control

--

Oon nukkunu nyt viime aikoina enemmän kuin normaalisti, mut silti mua on väsyttäny ihan yhtä paljon, ellei enemmänkin. Mitähän vittua nyt taas? Huomenna ois kuuteen asti, mut voi olla että joudun skippaamaan sen myöhemmän luennon (ei oo onneksi läsnäolopakkoa), koska en yksinkertaisesti jaksa.

Kissing you goodbye

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Wiped Out!

Lost and afraid

Young and innocent but getting older

I don't wanna be alone

I don't wanna be alone

Sharper the blade is

The easier it scars your soul

I don't wanna be alone

I don't wanna be alone

My current state is heavy

Hope it's a phase or something

Don't let me go

Up and away, I'm an alien

I need a moment

I don't know what to believe

All I wanna do is leave

What can I say that would make you see

Make you need me?

Maybe I won't ever know

Maybe I'll end up alone

Running in place

Circles, in circles with you

Don't mind me

Out in the rain

I didn't mean to be here

Watch me go

I don't wanna let you down

So promise you won't let me drown

How can you feel the way that I'm feeling

If you're not inside my head?

I got the pressure that's pushing my buttons

And making me think about death

I got some mixed emotions

About how I need to handle the stress

I'm acting all funny because of the money

It's making my tummy upset

How can you feel the way that I'm feeling

If you're not inside my head?

I got the pressure that's pushing my buttons

And making me think about death

Somebody find me and fast

Look what I did to myself and my friends

Emotions and paying the rent

Emotions and paying the rent

I'm back and forth, I think I'm going crazy

I'm back and forth, I can't make up my mind

I'm up and down, I'm never sati

I'm up and down, I'm never satisfied

I'm back and forth, I think I'm going crazy

I'm back and forth, I can't make up my mind

I'm up and down, I'm never sati

I'm up and down, I'm never satisfied

I'm back and forth, I think I'm going crazy

I'm back and forth, I can't make up my mind

I'm up and down, I'm never sati

I'm up and down, I'm never satisfied

I'm back and forth, I think I'm going crazy

I'm back and forth, I can't make up my mind

I'm up and down, I'm never sati

I'm up and down, I'm never satisfied

It's so simple

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Stuck with Me

Now I'm feeling guilty for it

Didn't wanna leave

I got caught up in the forest

Hangin' with the trees

Realised I'm less important

Than I thought I'd be

I'm not tellin' you for any certain reason but

Now I'm feelin' guilty for it

I didn't wanna leave, no

I got caught up in the forest

Hangin' with the trees, yeah, yeah

Realised I'm less important, oh, yeah

Than I thought I'd be, yeah

I'm not tellin' you for any certain reasons but

I just want your empathy

Our lives keep on gettin' shorter

Losin' opportunity

There might be some other ways of looking at it but

That's just what I see

I been gettin' over myself

Thinkin' about what you need

Then I realized that neither of us matter

What's reality, yeah?

You are stuck with me

So I'll guess I'll be sticking with

You are stuck with me

So I'll guess I'll be sticking with you

You couldn't be more different than me

So each time we agree

I feel fulfilled

You always end up stickin' to me

Somehow, somehow

You are stuck with me

So I'll guess I'll be sticking with

Love will leave a mark

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Scary Love

Move to the city with me

I don't wanna be alone

Don't wanna be alone

You're too pretty for me

Baby, I know, it's true, yeah

You look better when you first wake up

Than anybody else I've fucked

Baby, I got good luck with you

I didn't know we'd get so far

And it's only the start

Baby, you got me worried (Hey)

Your love is scaring me

No one has ever cared for me

As much as you do

Ooh, yeah, I need you here, oh

Your love is scaring me

No one has ever cared for me

As much as you do

Ooh, yeah, I need you here

Drivin' through the city with me

Just watching you glow

I'm in the passenger seat, you're in control

It's on you now

You look better every day, I swear

Really, it's a little unfair

Baby, I'm starstruck by you

Didn't know we'd get so far

And it's only the start

Baby, you got me worried (Hey)

Your love is scaring me

No one has ever cared for me

As much as you do

Ooh, yeah, I need you here

Whoa, your love is scaring me

No one has ever cared for me

As much as you do

Ooh, yeah, I need you here

If we fall apart

Maybe it wasn't meant to be

If we fall apart

It was our favourite dream

Ooh, ooh, hey

Your love is therapy

No drug can give me clarity

As much as you do, ooh (As you do, baby)

Yeah, I need you here (I need you here)

Your love is scaring me (No one)

No one has ever cared for me (Ooh, baby)

As much as you do

Ooh, (Hey, yeah) yeah, I need you here (Oh, oh, oh, oh)

(Ooh, I need you, babe) ooh, ooh, ahh

Yeah (Yeah, yeah, I need you, baby)

(Ooh, I need you)

California gurls

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - 24/7

Daddy's little girl started growing up (up, up, up, up)

She left the suburbs in the summer 'cause she fell in love (love, love, love)

Temperature's 101 in the 405

Right around 6:15 and she's gotta be back by nine

Honey's just 22

And she doesn't know what to do

So I tell her, don't cry, can't worry 'bout time

You can't worry 'bout time

And you can hit my line like 24/7, 24/7, 24/7

I'll be there to listen anytime

I'll be there to listen anytime

Mama's baby boy started blowin' up

Left his hometown, didn't slow down 'cause he never fell far enough

Headed out on PCH, mm (oh, yeah)

Doing 58, (oh, yeah) doesn't want to be too late (alright)

So he's switching lanes

But he's just 25 (hey)

And he got his money, right?

So I told him, don't rush, just give it some time (oh)

Just give it some time

You can hit my line like 24/7, 24/7, 24/7

I'll be there to listen anytime

I know what it means to you anytime

All day, every week, for you

I'll be there to listen and believe in you

It's the same thing that I really need from you

Time

We only get so much time

And you can hit my line like 24/7, 24/7, 24/7

I'll be there to listen anytime

24/7, 24/7, 24/7

I'll be there to listen anytime

I'll be there to listen any

Death of me

Song of the day;;

→ The Neighbourhood - Noise

Sick of being innocent

Sick of being ignorant too

I was in it for the thrill of it

'Til I started feelin' the truth

Why'd you ever make me choose?

I don't wanna be like you

I thought I knew you but

I never knew you would turn us into animals

I don't wanna be like you

Realised I'm living in hell when I was given the news

Why'd you let the evil win?

How'd you let him sell it to you?

I remember growing up mama used to sing me the blues

And now the kids are making noise just because it's something to do, to do, yeah

Why'd you ever make me choose?

I don't wanna be like you

I thought I knew you but I never knew you would turn us into animals

I don't wanna be like you

I don't wanna be like you

I don't wanna be like you

So now I'm second guessin' real life (ahh)

And if you left I still wouldn't feel right