My curse

 Song of the day;;

→ The Strokes - Reptilia

He seemed impressed by the way you came in

Tell us a story, I know you're not boring

I was afraid that you would not insist

You sound so sleepy, just take this, now leave me

I said please don't slow me down if I'm going too fast

You're in a strange part of our town

Yeah, the night's not over, you're not trying hard enough

Our lives are changing lanes, you ran me off the road

The wait is over, I'm now taking over

You're no longer laughing, I'm not drowning fast enough

Now every time that I look at myself

I thought I told you, this world is not for you

The room is on fire as she's fixing her hair

You sound so angry, just calm down, you found me

I said please don't slow me down if I'm going too fast

You're in a strange part of our town

Yeah, the night's not over, you're not trying hard enough

Our lives are changing lanes, you ran me off the road

The wait is over, I'm now taking over

You're no longer laughing, I'm not drowning fast enough

--

Oli kiva käydä fysioterapiassa pitkästä aikaa. Kävin myös sen jälkeen apteekissa hakemassa Lantusta. Sitten kävin lenkillä, koska oli tosi kiva sää. En jaksanut järjestellä tavaroita (hups), mutta ehtiihän sitä huomennakin. Huomenna on terapia ja ajattelin piipahtaa Tokmannissa sen jälkeen.

Simple life

 Song of the day;;

→ The Strokes - Heart in a Cage

Well, I don't feel better when I'm fucking around

And I don't write better when I'm stuck in the ground

So don't teach me a lesson 'cause I've already learned

Yeah, the sun will be shining and my children will burn

Oh, the heart beats in its cage

I don't want what you want, I don't feel what you feel

See, I'm stuck in a city but I belong in a field

Yeah, we got left, left, left, left, left, left, left

Now it's three in the morning and you're eating alone

Oh, the heart beats in its cage

All our friends, they're laughing at us

All of those you loved, you mistrust

Help me, I'm just not quite myself

Look around, there's no one else left

I went to the concert and I fought through the crowd

Guess I got too excited when I thought you were around

Oh, he gets left, left, left, left, left, left, left

And I'm sorry you were thinking I would steal your fire

Oh, the heart beats in its cage

Yes, the heart beats in its cage

And the heart beats in its cage

--

Sain huomiselle sairaanhoitajan ajan, mikä on tosi hyvä, kun sisko tulee keskiviikkona. Tosin en jaksa enää sen jälkeen mennä luennolle, mutta onneksi sille voi osallistua etänäkin. Keskiviikkona sitten lääkäri aivan vitun liian aikasin, en odota innolla. Loput tiskit pitäis saada tiskattua mutta jostain syystä nyt ei napostele yhtään...

Set fire to the rain

 Song of the day;;

→ The Strokes - Last Nite

Last night, she said

Oh, baby, I feel so down

Oh, it turns me off

When I feel left out

So I, I turned 'round

Oh, baby, don't care no more

I know this for sure

I'm walking out that door

Well, I've been in town for just 'bout fifteen, oh, minutes now

And baby, I feel so down

And I don't know why

I keep walking for miles

And say, people, they don't understand

No, girlfriends, they can't understand

Your grandsons, they won't understand

On top of this, I ain't ever gonna understand

Last night, she said

Oh, baby, don't feel so down

Oh, it turns me off

When I feel left out

So I, I turned 'round

Oh, baby, gonna be alright

It was a great big lie

'Cause I left that night, yeah

Oh, people, they don't understand

No, girlfriends, they don't understand

In spaceships, they won't understand

And me, I ain't ever gonna understand

Last night, she said

Oh, baby, I feel so down

See, it turns me off

When I feel left out

So I, I turned 'round

Oh, little girl, I don't care no more

I know this for sure

I'm walking out that door, yeah

--

Sain tänään professorilta sähköpostia, että olin päässy tieteellisen viestinnän ryhmään (johon siis halukkaita oli 40 ja kurssille pääsee 20). Viikossa on kaks kertaa, joista toinen on etäluentona ja toinen läsnäolona (ja vittujen vittu kun se on kello 8:30). Ei muuten mitään, ihan hyvä sinänsä koska viime vuonna jouduin pudottamaan tän kurssin pois ja se on tietääkseni pakollinen, mutta mua pelottaa että en pysty. Ahistaa jo nyt tuo läsnäolo-osuus vaikka se alkaa vasta 1.11. Sain kuitenkin nyt tänään käytyä tuolla apteekissa. On se Kela vaan ihmeellinen, nimittäin ilman sitä yks paketti Lantusta maksaa sen noin 114€, mutta Kelan korvauksella kaks pakettia makso 4,50€. Että siinä se toimii kyllä loistavasti koska ei mulla ois muuten varaa mihinkään muuhun kun näihin vitun lääkkeisiin, joita harmi vaan tarvitsen, jos haluan että henki pihisee kauemmin ku viikon.

Left hand free

Song of the day;;

→ The Strokes - What Ever Happened?

I want to be forgotten

And I don't want to be reminded

You say, please, don't make this harder

No, I won't yet

I wanna be beside her

She wanna be admired

You say, please, don't make this harder

No, I won't yet

Oh dear, is it really all true?

Did they offend us and they want it to sound new?

Top ten ideas for countdown shows

Whose culture is this and does anybody know?

I wait and tell myself life ain't chess

But no one comes in and yes, you're alone

You don't miss me, I know

Oh Tennessee, what did you write?

I come together in the middle of the night

Oh, that's an ending that I can't write 'cause

I've got you to let me down

I want to be forgotten

And I don't want to be reminded

You say, please, don't make this harder

No, I won't yet

I wanna be beside her

She wanna be admired

You say, please, don't make this harder

No, I won't yet

--

Tänään alkoi tehdä mieli vaan dropata kaikki henkilöt mun menneisyydestä ja aloittaa syksyllä kaikki alusta. Menneisyys on niin saatanan raskasta raahata koko ajan mukana, mä haluaisin unohtaa sen. Tuntuu niin helvetin pahalta.

Fat bottomed girls

Song of the day;;

→ The Strokes - Last Nite

Last night she said
Oh, baby, I feel so down
Oh, it turns me off
When I feel left out

So I, I turn 'round
Oh, baby, don't care no more
I know this for sure
I'm walkin' out that door

Well, I've been in town for just about fifteen minutes now
And baby, I feel so down
And I don't know why
I keep walkin' for miles

See, people, they don't understand
No, girlfriends, they can't understand
Your grandsons, they won't understand
On top of this, I ain't ever gonna understand

Last night she said
Oh, baby, don't feel so down
Oh, it turns me off
When I feel left out

So I, I turn 'round
Oh, baby, gonna be alright
It was a great big lie
'Cause I left that night, yeah

Oh, people, they don't understand
No, girlfriends, they don't understand
In spaceships, they won't understand
And me, I ain't ever gonna understand

Last night she said
Oh, baby, I feel so down
See, it turns me off
When I feel left out

So I, I turn 'round
Oh, little girl, I don't care no more
I know this for sure
I'm walking out that door, yeah

M79

Song of the day;;

→ The Strokes - Hard to Explain

Was an honest man

Asked me for the phone

Tried to take control

Oh, I don't see it that way

I don't see it that way

Oh, we shared some ideas

All obsessed with fame

Says we're all the same

Oh, I don't see it that way

I don't see it that way

Raised in Carolina

I'm not like that

Trying to remind her

When we go back

I missed the last bus, I'll take the next train

I try but you see, it's hard to explain

I say the right things but act the wrong way

I like it right here but I cannot stay

I watch the TV, forget what I'm told

Well, I am too young and they are too old

The joke is on you, this place is a zoo

You're right, it's true

Says he can't decide

I shake my head to say

Everything's just great

Oh, I just can't remember

I just can't remember

Raised in Carolina, she says

I'm not like that

Trying to remind her

When we go back

I say the right things but act the wrong way

I like it right here but I cannot stay

I watch the TV, forget what I'm told

Well, I am too young and they are too old

Oh, man, can't you see I'm nervous, so please

Pretend to be nice so I can be mean

I miss the last bus, we take the next train

I try but you see, it's hard to explain

13 beaches

Song of the day;;

→ The Strokes - Machu Picchu

I'm putting your patience to the test

I'm putting your body on the line for less

Didn't you know there was a choice?

It's never yours but someone else's voice

Selling your body to the street

I'm selling your girlfriends to the night for cheap

Wearing a jacket made of meat

Sealing a letter made with horses' feet

And now you've heard that

Waves turn to grey

Life in the shade

A violent cloud

And that's the USA

Platinum's on the rise

Playboys in disguise

I'm just trying to find

A mountain I can climb

I'm putting your patience to the test

I'm putting your body on the line for less

And didn't you know there was a choice?

It's never yours but someone else's voice

And now you've seen that

Blondes turn to grey

Life in the shade

A violent cloud

And that's the USA

Porn on the rise

Psychos in disguise

I'm just trying to find

A mountain I can climb

Darling

Ain't nobody gonna tell us

They're gonna be oh so jealous

We're gonna be oh so silent

They're gonna be stoned in silence

(I didn't want to ask you, baby

I didn't want to have to ask anybody, baby

Is anyone asking maybe?

Can anyone even hear me?)

Why are you waiting by the door?

Life turns to dust

And rain, it turns to rust

Gossip is a truth

And money pays for the lies we trust

Your love is a surprise

Hopeless saints are in disguise

I'm just trying to find

A nice place for you and I

Love is the drug

Song of the day;;

→ The Strokes - Reptilia

He seemed impressed by the way you came in

Tell us a story

I know you're not boring

I was afraid that you would not insist

You sound so sleepy

Just take this, now leave me

I said please, don't slow me down

If I'm going too fast

You're in a strange part of our town

Yeah, the night's not over

You're not trying hard enough

Our lives are changing lanes

You ran me off the road

The wait is over

I'm now taking over

You're no longer laughing

I'm not drowning fast enough

Now every time that I look at myself

I thought I told you

This world is not for you

The room is on fire as she's fixing her hair

You sound so angry

Just calm down, you found me

I said please, don't slow me down

If I'm going too fast

You're in a strange part of our town

Yeah, the night's not over

You're not trying hard enough

Our lives are changing lanes

You ran me off the road

The wait is over

I'm now taking over

You're no longer laughing

I'm not drowning fast enough

--

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