A for Andrew

I have an illness

and it's called myself

I am so desperate

I'm getting in over my head

I regret so many things I've done

The past is to remind be how broken I am

How broken I am

How naive I was

I've suffered the consequences

This world is not for me

I've suffered the consequences

I've failed you, I've failed everyone

I've put so many things above you

But you still are always there for me

I don't know who I am anymore

If I even knew who I was

How naive I was

How naive I was

My head starts pounding

My body begins to burn

I'm tired

I'm beat down

And my hope is dying

I've suffered the consequences

This world is not for me

I've suffered the consequences

I've failed you, I've failed everyone

I've put so many things above you

But still you are always there for me

I don't know who I am anymore

If I even knew who I was

I've put so many things above you

But you still are always there for me

I don't know who I am anymore

If I even knew who I was