What if you lost the one you love the most?

Wanderers this morning came by

Where did they go

Graceful in the morning light

To banner fair

To follow you softly

In the cold mountain air

Through the forest

Down to your grave

Where the birds wait

And the tall grasses wave

They do not

know you anymore

Dear shadow alive and well

How can the body die

You tell me everything

Anything true

In the town one morning I went

Staggering through premonitions of my death

I don't see anybody that dear to me

Dear shadow alive and well

How can the body die

You tell me everything

Anything true

I don't know what I have done

I'm turning myself to a demon

I don't know what I have done

I'm turning myself to a demon

Shadows

Sunset, I close my eyes

I pretend everything's alright

Drowning in anger from all these lies

I can't pretend everything's alright

Please don't let me fall forever

Can you tell me it's over?

There's a hate inside of me like some kind of master

I tried to save you, but I can't find the answer

I'm holding onto you, I'll never let go

I need you with me as I enter the shadows

Caught in the darkness, I go blind

But can you help me find my way out?

Nobody hears me, I suffer the silence

Can you tell me it's over now?

There's a hate inside of me like some kind of master

I tried to save you, but I can't find the answer

I'm holding onto you, I'll never let go

I need you with me as I enter the shadows

I'm holding onto you, I'm holding onto you

There's a hate inside of me like some kind of master

I tried to save you, but I can't find the answer

I'm holding onto you, I'll never let go

I need you with me as I enter the shadows

oh darling, you are so very broken and no one cares to notice.

A for Andrew

I have an illness

and it's called myself

I am so desperate

I'm getting in over my head

I regret so many things I've done

The past is to remind be how broken I am

How broken I am

How naive I was

I've suffered the consequences

This world is not for me

I've suffered the consequences

I've failed you, I've failed everyone

I've put so many things above you

But you still are always there for me

I don't know who I am anymore

If I even knew who I was

How naive I was

How naive I was

My head starts pounding

My body begins to burn

I'm tired

I'm beat down

And my hope is dying

I've suffered the consequences

This world is not for me

I've suffered the consequences

I've failed you, I've failed everyone

I've put so many things above you

But still you are always there for me

I don't know who I am anymore

If I even knew who I was

I've put so many things above you

But you still are always there for me

I don't know who I am anymore

If I even knew who I was