BLOOD RED ROSES.

Song of the day;; → Arctic Monkeys - When The Sun Goes Down I said, who's that girl there? I wonder what went wrong so that she had to roam the streets She don't do major credit cards, I doubt she does receipts It's all not quite legitimate And what a scummy man Just give him half a chance, I bet he'll rob you if he can Can see it in his eyes, yeah, that he's got a driving ban Amongst some other offences And I've seen him with girls of the night And he told Roxanne to put on her red light They're all infected but he'll be alright 'Cause he's a scumbag, don't you know? I said, he's a scumbag, don't you know? Although you're trying not to listen Avert your eyes and staring at the ground She makes a subtle proposition I'm sorry, love, I'll have to turn you down And oh, he must be up to summat What are the chances? Sure it's more than likely I've got a feeling in my stomach And start to wonder what his story might be W

Song of the day;; → Asking Alexandria - Give You Up I wasted so much time on wasting time Made a million excuses, told myself I'm above it Now there's symphony where there used to be Nothing but silence, and I'm never gonna give you up Give you up, give you up, gi-gi-give you up Give you up, give you, give you, never gonna give you up Give you up, give you up, gi-gi-give you up Give you up I never saw it coming Exactly what I said I never wanted I'm so used to running But something caught me in the headlights that night Now I'm stuck, can't move, don't want to, so here I'll stay With a blinking of an eye, I felt my whole life change I wasted so much time on wasting time Made a million excuses, told myself I'm above it Now there's symphony where there used to be Nothing but silence, and I'm never gonna give you up Give you up, give you up, gi-gi-give you up Give you up, give you, give you, never gonna give you up Give you up, give you up, gi-g

Song of the day;; → Black Light Dinner Party - Gold Chain Two minus one Not just enough of you to go out Be with you always Passing each night Gold running bright underneath your eyes Don’t cry Walk up to your street In the park where we would meet Thought I saw you standing there Watch your skin, so go and tan Talk of my dream What can be more beautiful than you? You and me, run together from the rock of our street Walk around in gold I wish that I could take time to hold what we love the most Talk, don’t talk too much, you’re always talking Think, I think too much, about your gold chain Your gold chain, about your gold chain, your gold chain But now I find It hard to leave her She has this power over me I’ll stay inside my dreams Where you still love me tight Walk up to your street In the park where we would meet Thought I saw you standing there Watch your skin, so go and tan Talk of my dream What can be more beautiful than you? You and me, run together from the rock of our street Wa

Song of the day;; → Florence + The Machine - Dog Days Are Over Happiness hit her like a train on a track Coming towards her stuck still no turning back She hid around corners and she hid under beds She killed it with kisses and from it, she fled With every bubble, she sank with a drink And washed it away down the kitchen sink The dog days are over The dog days are done The horses are coming So you better run Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers Leave all your love and your longing behind You can't carry it with you if you want to survive The dog days are over The dog days are done Can you hear the horses? 'Cause here they come And I never wanted anything from you Except everything you had and what was left after that too, oh Happiness hit her like a bullet in the back Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than that The dog days are over The dog days are done Can you hear the horses? 'C

Song of the day;; → Asking Alexandria - Here's To Starting Over I'm sick of tryna be something that I'm never gonna be Tryna fit in a mold that wasn't meant for me I just wanna be free to let my mind do its thing Without the world weighing in on where my heart should've been And who I'm supposed to be And so I draw the line in the sand, my line Here's to starting over Here's to no compromise, yeah Get up or get out of my way Here's to starting over I'd always sworn that I'd fight to find my own way through, yeah But the past has a way of coming back for you, oh, oh I'm just trying to do what I was put here to do Without the world all assuming, oh, what it is that I do And so I draw the line in the sand, my line Here's to starting over Here's to no compromise, yeah Get up or get out of my way Here's to starting over I'd rather fail as me than succeed as someone else There's a world of opportunity for someone like me I d

Song of the day;; → The Neighbourhood - Blue Read my mind, got me at a stop light Start me up, then you make a stop like Why you gotta put me in the spotlight? But you don't even ever hit the spot right You're always riding my wave (Riding, riding, riding, riding) But never riding through You get me up to let me down One too many times to count Why you gotta do that? (Why?) You're the one who blew that Make it tough to get it out You're done but I'm ready now Why you gotta do that? (Why?) You're the one who blew that Every time you come you do Every time you come you do Call me up to comfort you and now I'm like Baby, it's already been a long night Keep playing it cool but it's time to change the mood Get to moving or you can move along Stuck inside of your cage (I'm stuck right now) I play your game to lose over and over You get me up to let me down One too many times to count Why you gotta do that? (Why?) You're the one who blew that Make i

Song of the day;; → flora cash - I Wasted You I see what you're doing here You’re looking to disappear Again and I'm done Giving you some You belong to someone Lips tell it to my ear Everything I wanna hear But it ain't right I don’t even quite belong in your life So go No, I don't want you to go But I don't know what other avenue is open to us both Oh, what've I done? Giving you my guilt only made me numb I don't feel right I feel like I wasted you Oh, it's over now Is it over now? I feel like I wasted you And baby, oh, is it over now? Is it over now? I feel like I wasted you I know what you think of me That I was always gonna be Another one gone, leaving you alone But maybe you were wrong So go No, I don't want you to go But I don't know what other avenue is open to us both Oh, what’ve I done? Giving you my guilt only made me numb I don’t feel right I feel like I wasted you Oh, it's over now Is it over now? I feel like I wasted you (I feel

Song of the day;; → Asking Alexandria - It's Not Me (It's You) Can I tell you a secret? I've been trying for a while, but I don't feel it no more Can I be all out of faith and still be a believer? I wanna be a believer All I want is a reason Just one, it don't need to be major Something to make me feel like our time ain't wasted 'Cause I don't need that shit, no, I don't need that shit No, ain't me There's something wrong with you, and I don't wanna talk about it No, it's done It's been real, but it ain't been real fun, so long I'm long gone I thought you were different That you were nothing like the idiots always around us That you had a sane head on your shoulders Now they're all saying I told you And we're at a crossroad I wish this could be more than a once was That you didn't need to feed off problems 'Cause I don't need that shit, no, I don't need that shit No, ain't me There's somethi

Song of the day;; → The Neighbourhood - Softcore You've been my muse for a long time You get me through every dark night I'm always gone, out on the go I'm on the run and you're home alone I'm too consumed with my own life Are we too young for this? Feels like I can't move Sharing my heart It's tearing me apart But I know I'd miss you, baby, if I left right now Doing what I can, tryna be a man And every time I kiss you, baby I can hear the sound of breaking down I've been confused as of late (Yeah) Watching my youth slip away (Yeah) You're like the sun, you wake me up But you drain me out if I get too much I might need you or I'll break Are we too young for this? Feels like I can't move Sharing my heart It's tearing me apart But I know I'd miss you, baby, if I left right now Doing what I can, tryna be a man And every time I kiss you, baby I can hear the sound of breaking down Breaking down, breaking down, breaking down Breaking do

No niin, josko nyt vihdoin saisin tämän tehtyä! En ajatellu aivan kauhiasti tässä alussa nyt lätistä mitään, mutta vähän taustatietoa. Eli mähän tosiaan olen kaksi vuotta opiskellut Joensuussa Itä-Suomen yliopistossa englantia pääaineenani, mutta toisen vuoden alkaessa aloin olla aika varma siitä, ettei se oo mun juttu ja että en halua jatkaa enää. Hampaita kiristellen menin vikan vuoden läpi - tosin en saanut kuin 10 op koko vuodelta, joten ihan kovin hyvin mulla ei mennyt. Yhteishakujen alkaessa olin jo päättäny, että aion hakea niin moneen koulutukseen kuin mahdollista. Hain siis sekä toisen asteen haussa (tässä siis yo-pohjaisiin koulutuksiin, koska lukion olen tosiaan käynyt ja sieltä paperit 2017 saanut) että korkeakouluhaussa. Tän postauksen pointti nyt siis on vähän tarkemmin käydä läpi mihin mä hain, mihin pääsin tai olisin päässyt ja mitä mä todennäköisesti nyt sitten syksyllä teen (ellei korona ota ja kuse meidän kaikkien muroihin vielä enemmän kuin se on jo kussut). Ajattel

Song of the day;; → Okin & Ocan Siagian - Ekspektasi Kisah ini berawal dari instagram Dan kita saling mengenal lebih dalam Rasanya ingin ku membawa dia Dari dunia maya ke dunia nyata Kisah ini gila ku t'lah jatuh cinta dengannya Dalam dunia fana dan belum bertemu dengannya Namun hati ini sudah terlanjur jatuh cinta Ku tak sabar lagi untuk bertemu dengan dia Jarak dan waktu takkan jadi halangan Sang pangeran datang dari kejauhan Tibalah saat ku bertemu dia Terbayang indahnya, raut wajahnya Wadaw Foto postingannya dengan yang aslinya berbeda Memang dunia maya tak seindah realitanya Namun hati ini sudah terlanjur jatuh cinta Cinta memang tak bisa diukur oleh rupa Kisah ini gila ku t'lah jatuh cinta dengannya Dalam dunia fana dan belum bertemu dengannya Namun hati ini sudah terlanjur jatuh cinta

Song of the day;; → Asking Alexandria - One Turns To None One step, two steps back Three breaths before I snap Three minutes of holding on Two turns to one This can't wait until another day And I'm not settling for second place I got a legacy to build And you're standing in my way I'm an animal, yeah, I'm an animal If you let me out the cage, it won't be long until you find out why, why, why I'm an animal, yeah, I'm an animal If you dare to play the game, it won't be long until you find out why, why, why I'm an animal One step, two steps back Three ways, you forced attack Three prayers to save your soul One turns to none This can't wait until another day And I'm not settling for second place I got a legacy to build And you're standing in my way I'm an animal, yeah, I'm an animal If you let me out the cage, it won't be long until you find out why, why, why I'm an animal, yeah, I'm an animal If you dare to play the g

Song of the day;; → The Neighbourhood - Flowers Every day, you want me to make Something I hate, all for your sake I'm such a fake, I'm just a doll I'm a rip-off, and it turns you on Bought some new clothes Then I polish my toes Then I powder my nose In case you get close (Get too close, baby) Knock on your door Then I put on a show Then I gave you the floor And you just froze Every day, you want me to make Something I hate, all for your sake I'm such a fake, I'm just a doll I'm a rip-off, and it turns you on And it turns you on And it turns you on And it turns you on Someone has to do it (Do it) So I guess I will (Me) You want more influence And I, I can be your thrill I can be your thrill I can be your thrill (Can I be yours?) I can be your boy And it turns you on And it turns you on And it turns you on And it turns you on

Song of the day;; → YONAKA - Lose Our Heads (Lose our, lose our heads) (Lose our, lose our heads) Have we all gone blind falling under the times? Cooped up at home, too comfortable to go outside Never satisfied, too lazy to fight Slowly brainwashed, we forgot how to live our lives We can sleep when we're dead Yes, we could make a mess We don't do it now, then later Oh boy, we could regret We can, we can play instead Spin the hope that you made With no rules to follow, lose our innocence Teach me how to love I'm asking you to break my heart in half Drag me straight to hell So I can know that heaven exists as well Let's lose our heads (Lose our, lose our) (Lose our, lose our) No wasting time, get your appetite No one can touch us, we're the rulers of their lives The words I design so that they fool our eyes Making mistakes I own, we don't apologise We can sleep when we're dead Yes, we could make a mess We don't do it now, then later Oh boy, we could regret

Song of the day;; → Asking Alexandria - Take Some Time You, you Come with me, I can give you anything you want Everything you've ever dreamed of, I can give the world Lean on in, let me tell you that you're beautiful The only one I see in the room, I wanna taste your skin Take your time, I wanna cross some lines, I want you, you Pull me in, I feel alive when I'm with you, you Can't deny there's something in the way that you move, move Skin on skin, body shaking, dripping ecstasy Burning daylight underneath the sheets, breathing out, breathing in Take my life, give me passage to a higher place With a fruit that bears the sweetest taste and let me stay there forever Take your time, I wanna cross some lines, I want you, you Pull me in, I feel alive when I'm with you, you Can't deny there's something in the way that you move, move Hot sweat, love drip, heartbeat Body's shaking, I want it to last forever Lip bite, all night, this might Be nirvana, all I w

Song of the day;; → Keane - Somewhere Only We Know I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river, and it made me complete Oh, simple thing, where have you gone? I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin I came across a fallen tree I felt the branches of it looking at me Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Oh, simple thing, where have you gone? I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin And if you have a minute, why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know? Oh, simple thing, where have you gone? I'm getting old and I need something to r

Song of the day;; → Stereo Honey - What Makes a Man Losing his own nature Tearing at the seams When there’s little left to wait for But a bad memory Oh they moulded and they shaped you Till you forgot to dream Now the place you crawl for comfort Is a place you can’t reach Ooh, ooh What makes a man What makes a man They said you could move a mountain Little mustard seed Now you’re weighed and you’ve been counted You don’t mean that much to me And the taste it leaves on your tongue Gives you no relief Now you’re looking for deliverance From things you can’t unsee So long, so long, so long To bad memories Ooh, ooh What makes a man What makes a man Ooh, ooh What makes a man What makes a man What makes a man What makes a man What makes a man What makes a man What makes a man What makes a man What makes a man What makes a man Ooh, ooh What makes a man What makes a man Ooh, ooh What makes a man What makes a man

Song of the day;; → Asking Alexandria - House On Fire Like a house on fire, like a house on fire Wage war on your preconceptions Of my exception to come What you rely on to give purpose to your lifelong dreams Of being what you'll never become 'Cause you gotta give More than you've got to give To watch it all fall As I watch it fall away from me Like a house on fire, like a house on fire And all I am turn to all I can be Like a house on fire, like a house on fire Fall back on the same excuses That you've been using for years The only person that you're holding back's The only one that needed to hear all along 'Cause you gotta give More than you've got to give To watch it all fall As I watch it fall away from me Like a house on fire, like a house on fire And all I am turn to all I can be Like a house on fire, like a house on fire Like a house on fire, like a house on fire I watch it fall away from me Like a house on fire, like a house on fire As I watch i

Song of the day;; → Sam Pinkerton - Electricity I remember the first time that I had ever looked you in the eye You were standing facing towards me, tension like your body's pulling mine I love you like I never stopped, I need you not to break my heart The electricity between you and me is pulling and I either need you forever, I need you The electricity between you and me is pulling and I either need you forever or never see you again I remember last October, fall was growing longer, colder nights And every word that left my mouth a worthless meaning crawled right out Forming holes through you and me, exposing us when all we need is closure but I love you and I'll never stop, I need you not to break my heart The electricity between you and me is pulling and I either need you forever I need you The electricity between you and me is pulling and I either need you forever or never see you again I feel it in our bodies, pulling us apart and you caused it The electricity between you

Song of the day;; → Okta Logue - Runway Markings Oh, isn't it a pity That we mostly dance alone In a distant self-reflection Revolved around our own Marvel galaxies of dream reality We're painters of a picture that no one else can see And you reach out through that wall of glass Travelling stage at last And you're running from the promises That have been made to you in the past All those belly-out Tourette nights Filled with snowy little white lies Scattered out like cold rain jazz lines There's a pulling restless wild eyes Screwed myself and I see twilight Squad leader drop the white light I would like to fly alone Everybody is now a daby And bourbon clouds fill out the room Everybody smiles like candy The wrongly map start to And you reach out through that wall of glass You're travelling the stage at last And you're running from the promises That you have made way back in the past You're a stranger in a house of glass And you need too much too fast And you

Song of the day;; → Apocalyptica - Slow Burn I burn for you every time I hear your name When I think I see your face, I know, it must be madness I feel the sting striking at me like a match Anything to bring you back, if only for a moment I can feel your slow burn growing in me Everywhere I go, you're right there with me, holding on, ever long Wish I could forget I could not remember, all I have left is the ash and embers Permanent, smouldering Just like a slow burn, stay with me forever I can't let you ever fade away Just like a slow burn, say you'll never let me down and never go out I fall apart like paper put to flame The life we had reduce to ashes right before us Every hurtful word, burned into my side Much to hard to speak, scarred to deep to hide Just like a slow burn, stay with me forever I can't let you ever fade away Just like a slow burn, say you'll never let me down And never go out, my slow burn, burning me down I walk the fire, I feed the flame I'

Song of the day;; → Talos - Runaway Fall, rewrite Tape the noise Weeks are spent Miles below us All that’s left of your harvest The fruit of your carnage And steal delight So empty and wild above us All that’s left are your highs And so was I Runaway child Runaway we sever love That you hoped for In your haste You were there for me You were there You lit the light that Took the darkness From my taste Shame on your fathers Dropping all your loving Daughters to the bones See your bloodlines ‘Neath the Autumn whisper I am made to wander I am made to plunder Her, her Her, her For what? Runaway child Runaway we sever love That you hoped for In your haste You were there for me You were there You lit the light that Took the Darkness From my taste Shame on your fathers Dropping all your loving Daughters to the bones See your bloodlines ‘Neath the Autumn whisper I am made to wander I am made to plunder Runaway child This was only Our mistake Runaway child Heed the biding of the day -- Ylihuomen

Song of the day;; → MISSIO - Sing To Me Talking to the mirror like I've seen him somewhere before He said I look familiar, did we meet the other night? Somebody once told me that there's two sides to life, what's yours? I might have accidentally let the darkness eat the light And that's why I prayed, I prayed, god sent me right to voicemail It's like, all day my vanity is for sale Take it away, my head is in my own hell Sing to me, I am not doing well Getting tired of my own words Sing to me 'cause I can't hear myself Through the loudness of my own hurts Call me selfish when I say this, say this I'm kinda helpless, and I need you Sing to me 'cause I'm not doing well Somehow I got nominated as a king of sadness Got so much I know that I could even feed the birds And that's why I prayed, I prayed, god sent me right to voicemail It's like, all day my vanity is for sale Take it away, my head is in my own hell Sing to me, I am not doing well G

Song of the day;; → Apocalyptica - Rise

Song of the day;; → Matthew And The Atlas - Elijah Broken by the back of it It was hard enough without the loss Hanging on a thread of it It was hard enough without the cost Dancing to your lover's beat Beating on heavy feet Working on a dream you made Well, you made enough to ride the wave Elijah, you're too young to be lost Elijah, don't fade out on the cross Elijah, I don't know What it is you need to do Wish you could have talked to me Found another way to be Living hard don't sound so good It's hard to get out of the wood Elijah, you're too young to be lost Elijah, don't fade out on the cross Elijah, I don't know What it is you need to do The radio was playing all day And I heard you singing Fingers strum the sound through delay And it echoes through me Wishbones hidden in the residue Someday they’ll find you Just a little piece of good fortune It won’t forget you Elijah, you're too young to be lost Elijah, don't fade out on the cross El

Song of the day;; → Sufjan Stevens & Lowell Brams - The Runaround Give me a name More than a flame More than a metaphor What are you waiting for An open door? Show me your face Set it in place Empty the reservoir What are you waiting for My troubadour?

Song of the day;; → Apocalyptica - En Route To Mayhem -- Huomenna pääsen vihdoin ja viimein käymään kampaajalla! Kävin viimeks marraskussa, eli noin 7 (??) kuukautta sitten ja mun hiukset on kasvaneet aivan helvetin liian pitkiksi. Ei mulla oo mitään pitkiä hiuksia vastaan, mut mulle itselle ne ei sovi (ainakaan itse en koe et sopis) enkä tunne oloani omaksi itsekseni jos mulla on pitkät hiukset. Tulee semmonen epämukava olo, you know? Joten kiva päästä nyt käymään tuolla. Oisin käyny jo aiemmin, mut tän korona-tilanteen takia välttelin (samasta syystä en käyny nyt keväällä ottamassa uutta tatuointia, vaikka tarkoitus olikin). Muuten hei, ihanaa Pride-kuukautta kaikille! Maailman tilanne tällä hetkellä on joo paska, mut koitetaan nauttia edes jostain. Ens viikolla tulee ammattikoulujen tulokset (tai no, aikaisintaan niitä alkaa torstaina eli 11.6 tipahdella), joten tässä tän kuun aikana nyt sit selviää se, mihin mä syksyllä sitten lähden. Kerron tarkemmin sitten kun tiedän. Mulla olis

Song of the day;; → Arctic Monkeys - Piledriver Waltz I etched the face of a stopwatch on the back of a raindrop And did a swap for the sand in an hourglass I heard an unhappy ending, it sort of sounds like you leaving I heard the piledriver waltz, it woke me up this morning You look like you've been for breakfast at the heartbreak hotel And sat in the back booth by the pamphlets And the literature on how to lose Your waitress was miserable and so was your food If you're gonna try and walk on water Make sure you wear your comfortable shoes Mysteries flashing amber go green when you answer But the red on the rest of the questionnaire never changes I heard the news that you're planning To shoot me out of a cannon I heard the piledriver waltz, it woke me up this morning You look like you've been for breakfast at the heartbreak hotel And sat in the back booth by the pamphlets And the literature on how to lose Your waitress was miserable and so was your food If you're go

Song of the day;; → Emily Rubye - Next

Song of the day;; → Asking Alexandria - Down To Hell Let's go I don't know what you've heard, but I'm a cannon, I'm loose, I'm a wildfire I don't care what you think about where I choose to draw my line Sociopath, self-absorbed, egotistical asshole Don't waste your breath, it's not a secret, believe it Move aside, make a hole for a waste of potential Move along, nothing to see here, don't pay too much attention I'm coming up, I'm going down to hell You can say what you want about me, I stay cool, talking ice cold You can want what I'm not or what I was, I can't hear you through the new sound Insufferable, emotional graveyard, pretentious dick Don't waste your time, it's not a secret, believe it I'm going down, I'm going down, I'm going down I'm going down, I'm going down, way down Move aside, make a hole for a waste of potential Move along, nothing to see here, don't pay too much attention I'm c