BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → Instilled in Me - What Is Waiting Discover me, my time from memories Fleeting glimpses of a gleaming persistence Portraits will hang, of memories we made Hung in hallways we will never walk again In reverie, silence will comfort me Pondering existence in the conflict of shallow breathing I will flee my bones Consciousness will collapse Our time has come and gone Every loved one's voice surrounds me Singing me to a deep sleep Oh, it’s always on my mind And I can't sleep tonight Darkness plagues me, I'm paralysed What is waiting on the other side? Absent beings Removed of my body I leave the world behind Omniscient, reborn And if I knew then what I know now I would have made some changes, rewrote the ending Rewrite regret Oh, it’s always on my mind And I can't sleep tonight Darkness plagues me, I'm paralysed What is waiting on the other side? When you know it ends And how we get there has yet to be defined To spend your time consumed with thought

  Song of the day;; → Lovesick the Series - สั่น (Shake) จนวันที่มีเธอจับมือฉันไว้ เปิดประตูสู่โลกใบใหม่ ฉันเฝ้าเดินทางไปด้วยใจหวาดหวั่น ไม่รู้จุดหมายปลายทางใดใด จะมีความรักอยู่ที่ปลายทางไหม จะมีไหม ใครซักคนที่เป็นแบบฉัน ที่ยังคอยค้นหาว่ารักคืออะไร ฉันกำลังหลงทางอยู่ท่ามกลางความอ้างว้าง มองไม่เห็นแม้แต่แสงดาว จนวันที่มีเธอจับมือฉันไว้ เปิดประตูสู่โลกใบใหม่ ไปดินแดนที่ห่างไกล ที่ฉันไม่เคยพบเจอ เธอทำให้ฉันรู้ ว่ารักจริงจริงมันคืออะไร เพิ่งรู้ว่าเพราะอะไรที่ใจต้องสั่นแบบนี้ สั่นแบบนี้ ทุกครั้งที่เราใกล้กัน เธอทำให้ฉันรู้ ว่าความอบอุ่นมันเป็นอย่างไร ต่อให้ดวงอาทิตย์จะมืดมิดลับลาไป แค่มีเธอใกล้ กอดฉันไว้ แค่นี้ฉันก็อุ่นใจ มากมาย ฉันกำลังหลงทางอยู่ท่ามกลางความอ้างว้าง มองไม่เห็นแม้แต่แสงดาว จนวันที่มีเธอจับมือฉันไว้ เปิดประตูสู่โลกใบใหม่ ไปดินแดนที่ห่างไกล ที่ฉันไม่เคยพบเจอ เธอทำให้ฉันรู้ ว่ารักจริงจริงมันคืออะไร เพิ่งรู้ว่าเพราะอะไรที่ใจต้องสั่นแบบนี้ สั่นแบบนี้ ทุกครั้งที่เราใกล้กัน เธอทำให้ฉันรู้ ว่าความอบอุ่นมันเป็นอย่างไร ต่อให้ดวงอาทิตย์จะมืดมิดลับลาไป แค่มีเธอใกล้ กอดฉันไว้ แค่นี้ฉันก

  Song of the day;; → Jessica Curry - All the Earth Their line is gone out through all the earth And their words to the end of the world In them hath he set a tabernacle for the sun How long wilt thou forget me, o lord? For ever? How long wilt thou hide thy face from me? -- Tää biisi on pelistä nimeltä Everybody's Gone to the Rapture. Se on aivan käsittämättömän kaunis ja surullinen, meni ainakin itellä jotenkin tosi syvälle ihon alle.

  Song of the day;; → Structures - / Our lives don't look so discouraging But the view gets worse without the ties that keep one sane (Just a few days drive away) And if they back out now (They weren't there to begin with) It's amazing how much people change You can think what you want, but we're always gonna be the same (We'll never apologize, 'cause you were never on our side) How can you all look at me the same way? It's safe to say Your hearts are in the wrong place Let's be honest, 'cause honestly Not everything is so damn hard to believe So stop talking - your words just get in the way Your hearts are in the wrong place (Trust me when I say) We don't miss the constant bullshit you left at our doorstep Or the lack of scenery I guess life built us differently How can you all look at me the same way? How can you all look at me the same way? Your hearts are in the wrong place So while wandering through the labyrinth in my head I found peace of

  Song of the day;; → Autoheart - My Hallelujah You always disappoint me You do it all the time Can't you see from my face I'm the bluest blue you'll ever see It's never been my full intention To have you 'round 24/7 But for once, could you pretty please Not run out on me? I don't know what you're hunting It's not me, it's something else And I can't deny That I am hurting I know it's never-ever With us, we're not forever You won't be for me My hallelujah In the middle of the night, did you think I'd be alone Waiting patiently for you to come home? I'm not the waiting kind, you can't ruin my mind I'll find somebody else to call mine Can't emphasise enough how hard it’s been To know the one you love resents you It’s a sad sorry state of affairs we got going on The way we work is masochistic And all I want to do is fix it This kind of love never lasts, if it does it will kill you Thought I’d found a new religion In yo

  Song of the day;; → Jewel - Quest for Love From one world to another There's so much to discover Feel so small inside But courage has no size My heart knows where to go And I will follow It's the little things that make a difference It's the quest for love that brings us life It's a dream of what could be That makes it all worthwhile Like you being by my side A love that only grows with time Sometimes I lose my way Unsure, I grow afraid There's no wrong I can't make right With you standing by It takes a friend like you To remind me of what I knew It's the little things that make a difference It's the quest for love that brings us life It's a dream of what could be That makes it all worthwhile Like you being by my side A love that only grows with time I'll be strong, I'll be brave From your world and back again We will go until the end, oh It's the little things that make a difference It's the quest for love that brings us life It

  Song of the day;; → Villain of the Story - Bloodshot I see through your crusade You say it's nothing with the sweat on your face I know you all too well You're one more bad decision from a padded cell Is it the bottle or the needle this time? You need help, you're rotting from the inside Please don't fall beneath the surface I don't want to see you fade away Watching you go to waste, it's more than I can take You won't ever really be okay Until you fix your head, make it a safe place These demons are yours to face Look at me with your bloodshot eyes Just one out of a million signs, yeah Need a cure for the itch Look at yourself, aren't you sick of feeling like this? It's not too late, it's not too late, listen to me Don't point the blame, I promise that it won't change a thing Please don't fall beneath the surface You'll lose it all, you don't have to do this I don't want to see you fade away Watching you go to waste, it

  Song of the day;; → INTL - Ruckus Is that beat, beat, beating in your head gonna get to you? Is that beat, beat, beating in your chest gonna make you move? Am I be-believing everything that you say is true? I guess I gotta beat, beat, beat it into your head I really think we're onto something And you're gonna like the sound of it If you tell me it was all for nothing, then I'll tell you what, yeah we're gonna start a ruckus Are you seeing between the lines? Oh, are you feeling the new design? Come on we all need to redefine And beat, beat, beat it into your head I really think we're onto something And you're gonna like the sound of it If you tell me it was all for nothing, then I'll tell you what, yeah we're gonna start a ruckus Beat, beat, beating into your head Beat, beat, beating into your head Beat, beat, beating into your head Beat, beat, beating into your head We're gonna start a ruckus We're gonna start a ruckus I really think we're

  Song of the day;; → Ottorino Respighi, Boston Symphony Orchestra & Seiji Ozawa - Ancient Airs And Dances, Suite No. 3, P.172: 3. Siciliana

  Song of the day;; → Bullet For My Valentine - The Last Fight I don't wanna stand beside you I don't wanna try and feel the pain you're going through 'Til the death you'll see this through Cold sweats, hallucinations I wanna scream to show The hell I'm going through The addiction's taken you Can you see me through bloodshot eyes (through bloodshot eyes)? Should I fight for what is right or let it die? Now I'm choking on force fed lies Do I fight or let it die? I will fight, one more fight Don't break down in front of me I will fight, will you fight? I am not the enemy I will try one last time Are you listening to me? I will fight, the last fight I am not your enemy Everyone is sick of caring No silver lining on the cloud that covers you Let it pour and soak you through No hope, just desperation So sit and wait for death And pray it takes you soon The addiction's taken you Can you see me through bloodshot eyes (through bloodshot eyes)? Should I f

  Song of the day;; → Andy Marsh - King Who Lost His Throne I feel my hands start to tremble Thought nothing scared me anymore What am I afraid of I made my peace long ago With ghosts and demons Monstrous evils Hiding underneath my bed And dancing spirits In closets and mirrors Always trying to play with my head Oh, will you lay with me Until I fall asleep Promise me you won't you let go 'Cause if you leave my side I'll lose to the knight And be the king who lost his throne The king who lost his throne You are my throne These castle walls are failing They bear the scars of time But I will fight to defend them I'll protect all that's mine Oh, but those ghost and demons Monstrous evils They're still hiding underneath my bed And those dancing spirits In closets and mirrors, they're still Always trying to play with my head Oh, will you lay with me Until I fall asleep Promise me you won't you let go 'Cause if you leave my side I'll lose to the knight

  Song of the day;; → Ludwig van Beethoven, London Symphony Orchestra & Antal Doráti - Symphony No. 6 in F Major, Op. 68, ''Pastoral'': I. Erwachen heiterer Empfindungen bei dir Ankunft auf dem Lande (Awakening of happy feelings on arrival in the country): Allegro ma non troppo

  Song of the day;; → Hollywood Undead - Gonna Be OK Introspection, yeah Is the mother of invention and not to mention, yeah Here's your lesson, time to pay attention I'm on one side, you're on the other Everybody in the middle gonna suffer I refuse to get too used to Living a life that does not move you I'm gonna be okay I'm gonna be okay When the world's out of focus and looking kinda hopeless I like to sit alone with my brain and provoke it I'm gonna be okay I'm gonna be okay When the world's out of focus and looking kinda hopeless I like to sit alone with my brain and provoke it I'm gonna be okay I'm gonna be okay They say I live in the slums They say I live by the gun I love the smoke as it's filling my lungs I may be lost, but I follow the drums 'Cause everybody's got something to say They don't care if they're going the wrong way Will I be safe if I preach or I pray? If the smile ain't real, then I'll put on

  Song of the day;; → Autoheart - The Sailor Song I was your sailor, your demon Your lover, your overbearing best friend Hoping for some attention I saw through your automatic heartache Now I know that love is as love was It's downhill from here Should I run a million miles Away from every memory of you, you? Let that be a lesson to me Think not with my heart but with my head, oh But I never really had it in me, did I, did I? No, I never really had it in me, did I? Said I never really had it in me, did I, did I, did I? I was your armchair, your mattress Your TV, your everlasting talk show host Mouthing, baby, you're wonderful I fell under your control Switch on, switch off, robotic And I lost every ounce of myself Should I run a million miles Away from every memory of you, you? Let that be a lesson to me Think not with my heart but with my head, oh But I never really had it in me, did I, did I? No, I never really had it in me, did I? Said I never really had it in me, did I, did

  Song of the day;; → Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, André Previn & London Symphony Orchestra - Tchaikovsky: Swan Lake, Op. 20, Act 2: Scene (Moderato)

  Song of the day;; → BUCK-TICK - 凍える 死んでいる 生きてもいるか うんざりする もううんざり 外は闇 闇は宵闇 窓に映る おまえは誰 凍える月が触れる この手首にそっと 青白く震えている 泣き出す月が ああ 堕ちてゆく 夢現 沈みたい ただそれだけ 子守唄を聴かせて 良い子だと 罪だとは言わないで 眠りたい ただそれだけ 遠い 遠い夢の中 ねんねしな 凍える月が滑る この手首にそっと 青白く震えている 泣いている月が ああ 堕ちてゆく 夢現 沈みたい ただそれだけ 子守唄を聴かせて 良い子だと 罪だとは言わないで 眠りたい ただそれだけ 遠い 遠い夢の中 ねんねしな さあ ラララ ねんねん ころりよ さあ ラララ ねんねん おころりよ さあ ラララ ねんねん ころりよ さあ ラララ ねんねん おころりよ

  Song of the day;; → Nekokat - I Believe in What You Are Carrying the world up on your shoulders Remember when you wanted to get older? You never thought the day would come When you would lose your way Running low, you're nickeling and diming Don't you know there's silver in the lining? The same old bars and beat up car, does it get mundane? I know it's hard to mend But we're built to start again Run away, do you really wanna go that far? People change, but I believe in what you are I believe in what you are Holding on to things that never mattered Hard to sleep when all your dreams are shattered You stayed awake for seven days and drank the sun away (All the way) I know it's hard to mend But we're built to start again Run away, do you really wanna go that far? People change but I believe in what you are I believe in what you are String the lights, we are electric guns at night Between the lines, that's the way that we get by That's the way that we

  Song of the day;; → Antonín Dvořák, Budapest Philharmonic Orchestra & Rico Saccani - Symphony No. 9 in E Minor, From The New World: Symphony No. 9 ''New World Symphony'': I. Adagio - Allegro molto

  Song of the day;; → Bring Me The Horizon & Amy Lee - One Day The Only Butterflies Left Will Be In Your Chest As You March Towards Your Death On the verge of no return, why'd you keep fucking it up? Don't wanna have to bury you, but nothing seems to get through your skull One day the only butterflies left will be in your chest As you march towards your death, breathing your last breath I hate to say I told you so but look how the bruises show Tell me, how's it gonna feel without my arms wrapped around, wrapped around you? Bet it feels pretty real when your skin starts to peel from the bone You were dead to the world, now I'm dead to you Haunting your own house, nothing to lose How did I let you sink your fangs so deep? Ah You know you can't breathe on your own Past the point of rescuing, why'd I keep pushing my luck? The hole I wore into your soul has got too big to overlook One day the only butterflies left will be in our chests As we march towards our dea

  Song of the day;; → Ivory Hours - Dreamer Dreamer She thinks no one sees her Hides behind her blues eyes Glowing in the moonlight Dreamer I know I can't keep her She flickers like a firefly Leaves me feeling tongue-tied Whenever I see her If you stay with me Darling, I could be your man If you let me be Your lover, I'll do anything If you stay with me Daring, I could be your man I could set you free And we could be happy Dreamer She says no one needs her Says she doesn't deserve love Weddings make her nervous Dreamer I know I believe her When she says she's leaving Staring at the ceiling Wishing she'd take me If you stay with me Darling, I could be your man If you let me be Your lover, I'll do anything If you stay with me Darling , I could be your man I could set you free And we could be happy If you stay with me Darling, I could be your man If you let me be Your lover, I'll do anything If you stay with me Darling , I could be your man I could set you free

  Song of the day;; → Radio Symphony Orchestra Moscow & Klaus-Peter Hahn - The Nutcracker, Op. 71: Ouverture Miniature

  Song of the day;; → Bring Me The Horizon & Nova Twins - 1x1 Put me out of my misery Disconnected from the world again And no, the sun don't shine in the place I've been So why you keep acting like I don't exist? Yeah, feel like I'm ready to die, but I can't commit So I ask myself, when will I learn? I'd set myself on fire to feel the burn I'm scared that I'm never gonna be repaired Put me out of my misery, my mind Feels like an archenemy, can't look me in the eyes I don't know what hurts the most, holding on or letting go Reliving my memories and they're killing me one by one Sabotaged myself again Got a brain like a hurricane Me and that bitch, no, we can't be friends And I don't even care, no Got me sinking to a dark place (Outta love) Evil twin under the staircase (Oh, my god) Think I'm looking at a long night I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone, I'm alone Terrified (Terrified), I'm numb (But I'm numb)

  Song of the day;; → Beach Weather - Sex, Drugs, Etc. Late night telephone Calling all the wallflowers I know Out the dark and into the light Half love, half regret Dressing up for polaroids and cigarettes Socialize, romanticize the life Floating on my low key vibe Floating on my low key vibe, vibe, vibe I don't need that late night high I'm floating on my vibe Vibe, vibe, vibe, vibe, vibe Bulletproof passengers On the road to sex, drugs, etcetera Get out the dark and into the light Everywhere I go I know that I don't want to be Part of something I won't ever need; Your socialized, romanticized life Floating on my low key vibe Floating on my low key vibe, vibe, vibe I don't need that late night high I'm floating on my vibe Vibe, vibe, vibe, vibe, vibe Out of touch in harmony Designer drugs from dead end streets Break the air to feel the fall Or just feel anything at all Floating on my low key vibe Floating on my low key vibe, vibe, vibe I don't need that la

  Song of the day;; → Jeff Russo - Edith's Theme -- Tää biisi on pelistä nimeltä What Remains of Edith Finch. Se on aivan käsittömättömän kaunis peli, joka aiheuttaa mulle aina aivan jäätävän eksistentiaalisen tyhjyyden tunteen.

  Song of the day;; → Bring Me The Horizon & BABYMETAL - Kingslayer Hi, are you looking for the other side? Feel like nothing ever seems quite right? Are you circling the drainpipe, getting off on pain like You're corrupted? I need to know where your loyalties lie Tell me, are you gonna bark or bite? Do you really wanna twist a knife in the belly Of the monster? Get the fuck up, wake the fuck up Wipe the system and back the fuck up You're a puppet, when they cut your strings off Don't comе crawling back Kingslayer, destroying castles in thе sky Kingslayer, forevermore the apple of my eye I'd sacrifice my life to find you, angel of the blade Kingslayer, come and collect us from the night 暗い、この見えない世界 まだ消えない未来 ただ手に入れたい another world System failure Life is encrypted, you are modified Like a virus in a lullaby Artificial till the day you die, silly programme You're corrupted Get the fuck up, wake the fuck up Wipe the system and back the fuck up You're a puppet, w

  Song of the day;; → The Blue Nile - Tinseltown in the Rain Why did we ever come so far? I knew I'd seen it all before Tall buildings reach up in vain Tinseltown is in the rain I know now love was so exciting Tinseltown in the rain, all men and women Here we are, caught up in this big rhythm One day this love will all blow over Time for leaving the parade Is there a place in this city A place to always feel this way And hey, there's a red car in the fountain Tinseltown in the rain, all men and women Here we are, caught up in this big rhythm Do I love you? Yes, I love you Will we always be happy go lucky? Do I love you? Yes, I love you But it's easy come and it's easy go All this talking is only bravado Oh, Tinseltown, Tinseltown is in the rain Tinseltown in the rain, all men and women Here we are, caught up in this big rhythm Tinseltown in the rain, all men and women Here we are, caught up in this big rhythm Tinseltown is in the rain, Tinseltown is in the rain Tinselto

  Song of the day;; → Rone - Parade -- Ei oo ollut tänään minkäänlaisia oireita, käsi on aivan snadisti jäykkä ja pikkusen turvonnu siitä pistoskohdasta, mut ei kipiä enää. Yön nukuin totuttuun tapaani aika huonosti mutta ei se mitään. Junamatka meni aivan saatanan nopiasti jostain syystä, olen siis kotona nyt. Nyt saan taas hetken hengähtää. Tulevat kouluhommat ahdistaa jostain syystä aivan vitusti. 

  Song of the day;; → Bring Me The Horizon - Itch For The Cure (When Will We Be Free?) I know why you're here, you're fed up of the fear Sick of the fantasy world they've built, so you never see clear Something is coming unplugged (Coming unplugged) There's a glitch in your trust You got an itch for the cure, but you're scared to walk out the door I'm here to tell you there's a universe that lives without law Something is coming unplugged (Unplugged) 'Cause you keep asking yourself When will we be free? When will we be free? Whеn will we be free? When will wе be free? I wanna be a kingslayer (When will we be free?) Something is coming unplugged (When will we be free?) There's a glitch in your trust I wanna be a kingslayer (When will we be free?) Something is coming unplugged (When will we be free?) There's a glitch in your trust -- En oo nukkunu noin hyvin pitkään aikaan. Olin laittanu herätyksen kymmenelle, mutta en malttanu lopettaa nukkumista

  Song of the day;; → Delphic - Counterpoint Late at night I'll run through the streets and empty corridors I'll find my counterpoint Inside a red room locked behind a door I keep holding my head up, holding it up Holding my head up Holding it up And you just don't come back, around It seems to me that we will never be And tell me nothing's wrong, nothing's wrong Nothing's wrong today Just tell me nothing's wrong, nothing's wrong Nothing's wrong today Late at night I'll run through the streets and empty corridors I'll find my counterpoint Inside a red room locked behind a door Behind a door And someone tell me Nothing's wrong, nothing's wrong Nothing's wrong today Just tell me nothing's wrong, nothing's wrong Nothing's wrong today Everything I know Everything I know Suddenly gone And tell me nothing's wrong, nothing's wrong Nothing's wrong today And someone tell me Nothing's wrong, nothing's wrong N

  Song of the day;; → Howling, Rampa, RY X & Frank Wiedemann - Bind (Rampa Remix) Sweetheart I'm honest You're open I hold the sun Moonrise I need it I hold down The motions And reach out In waterfalls I'm easy To come undone Holding out Holding out the knot Opened up Before we bind Holding out Healing motions now You hold your love Before we bind These hearts Are open I reach in And come undone Moonrise I need it Holding out Holding out the knot Opened up Before we bind I'm holding out Healing motions now You hold your love Before we bind Before we bind -- Nyt on toka piikki saatu. Kello oli n. 10 kun tulin takas kämpille, joten menin suoraan nukkumaan ko käsi ei tuntunu vielä kipiältä siinä vaiheessa. Nukuin semmoset ehkä 3,5h ja sitten otin särkylääkkeen. Mukavasti meni siihen asti kunnes lääkkeen vaikutus loppu ja vilunväristykset alko. Nyt aattelin tuossa kohtapuoliin ottaa toisen lääkkeen ja sitten vielä ennen nukkumaanmenoa kolmannen. Muuten tässä oon ollu ai

  Song of the day;; → Bring Me The Horizon - Dear Diary, Dear diary, I don't know what's going on, but something's up The dog won't stop barking and I think my TV is bust Every channel is the same, it's sending me insane And earlier somebody bit me, what a fucking day The sky is falling, it's fucking boring I'm going braindead, isolated God is a shithead and we're his rejects Traumatised for breakfast, I can't stomach any more Survival Horror Dear diary, I feel itchy like there's bugs under my skin The dog's gone rabid (Shut the fuck up), doing my head in I keep fading in and out, I don't know where I've been I feel so hungry, what the hell is happening? The sky is falling, it's fucking boring I'm going braindead, isolatеd God is a shithead and we're his rеjects Traumatised for breakfast, I can't stomach any more Survival Horror Dear diary, dog stopped barking, probably 'cause I ate his face Tasty, itchy, TV say th