BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → Gojira - The Shooting Star On the first light of the day, you march on Departure has arrived, don't look back Avoid the darkness, stay away, stay out of sight Until you feel the blast of a shooting star Following the spark like a rocket in the sky Between the bear and the scorpion, getting close Headed north, frozen land where tigers go to die Don't fear the cold, it'll numb your memories out You are higher in the sky Learn the skill to stay alive, survival The city is so mean, you're being watched Reach the tunnel, light the torch, you're on the hunt Until the light calls you back into the wild When you get to the other side, please, send a sign It'll fly through the atmosphere in time And if you hold the truth within your hands You won't be sent back, through the rain, reborn Everlasting love is ever-growing Hang on to what you have and let it grow Everlasting love is ever-dying It's in the past, you have to let it go

  Song of the day;; → Henning Mankell & Anna Christensson - 3 Preludes, Op. 56: No. 2. Summer -- Sallassa ollaan! Matka tuntu jotenkin tavallista lyhyemmältä - liekö sitten joku sekotus sitä, että on tottunu pitkiin automatkoihin ja sitä, että on ''vanhempi ja viisaampi'' ja osaa ajatella asioita eri kantilta. Lapissa on aina kiva olla. Mä viihdyn Oulussa tosi hyvin, mutta ehkä mä vielä joskus kuitenkin haluaisin asua jossain päin Lappia.

  Song of the day;; → Antti Autio - Tehty sinulle Näetkö kun mä kävelen pois Elämästäni pois Kävelen tuttuun rantaan Laitan katseen tuttuun paikkaan Mä etsin jo menneen veneen Jättämää jälkee Airojen aukkoja aalloista Lasken vuosirenkaita Beibi, mä oon Tehty sinulle Beibi, mä oon Tehty sinulle Luulis et oisit jo kaukana Ja vuosi vuodelta kauempana Et kun koittaisin taakseni katsoa Näkisi vain taloja ja katuja, ei mitään muuta Mut mä kaipaan aikoja, joitei koskaan tullutkaan Kaipaan niiden luokse, joita en koskaan tavannutkaan Lasken iholta vuosirenkaita Mitä ne kertovat minusta Beibi, mä oon Tehty sinulle Beibi, mä oon Tehty sinulle Beibi, mä oon Tehty sinulle Beibi, mä oon Tehty sinulle Sinulle Sinulle Kävelen tuttuun rantaan Kävelen tuttuun rantaan Kävelen tuttuun rantaan Kävelen tuttuun rantaan -- Huomenna lähetään Sallaan!

  Song of the day;; → Bastille - Overjoyed Oh, I feel overjoyed When you listen to my words I see them sinking in Oh, I see them crawling underneath your skin Words are all we have We'll be talking, we'll be talking These words are all we have We'll be talking And I hear you calling in the dead of night Oh, I hear you calling in the dead of night You lean towards despair Any given opportunity you're there But what is there to gain When you're always falling off the fence that way? Words are all we have We'll be talking, we'll be talking These words are all we have We'll be talking And I hear you calling in the dead of night Oh, I hear you calling in the dead of night Oh, I hear you calling in the dead of night Oh, I hear you calling in the dead of night Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-ah Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-ah And I hear you calling in the dead of night Oh, I hear you calling in the dead of night Oh, I hear you calling in the dead of night Oh, I hear you calling in the

  Song of the day;; → Machine Head - Is There Anybody Out There? Is there anybody out there? Is there anybody out there? Is there anybody out there? Is there anybody out there? Come on Come on Come on Is anybody there? Come on Come on Let me tell you something I was born as a bastard, no father, no master A shadow in silence left searching for answers Put up for adoption and left with no option Another kid fostered to fester, forgotten Take a look into these desperate eyes As they’re cast into the wretched hive But I ain’t going down alone Is there anybody out there? Anybody listening to me? Is anybody else scared? The paranoia drops me to my knees Does anybody feel lonely? Disconnected from the things I see Is there anybody out there? Anybody out there just like me? I’m choking on these words and I can’t breathe Come on Come on Come on Is anybody there? Come on Come on Lemme say this Now I stand as a father, to men with no honor Ashamed of the racists they used to call brothers 'C

  Song of the day;; → Floriscope - Floriscope

  Song of the day;; → Getsunova - พระเอกจำลอง ฉันเข้าใจ ว่ารักของเราคงเป็นไปไม่ได้ ต่อให้ทุ่มเททุกอย่างสักเท่าไร คงเปลี่ยนใจ ที่เธอ มีไม่ได้ เพราะเข้าใจ ว่าทั้งหัวใจของเธอมีเขาอยู่ และฉันเองก็ไม่อาจจะทดแทน บทบาทนั้น ที่เธอ มอบให้ไป ให้กับเขา แค่ได้คอยดูแล เป็นห่วงเธอในยามเธอเหงาใจ คอยห่วงใยอยู่ตรงนี้ต่อไปก็พอ แค่ขอฉันเป็นเพียงพระเอกจำลอง เป็นเพียงแค่พระรองที่เธอมองไม่เห็น ยินดีแล้วไม่ท้อรับบทที่ฉันเป็น แม้ไม่โดนสนใจ แม้ไม่ดีเหมือนกับใคร แต่ฉันเองก็พอใจ แค่ได้รักเธอ แค่ได้รักเธอ ขอแค่เพียง วันไหนที่เธอนั้นเศร้าและเสียใจ มองหารอบกายไม่เจอกับผู้ใด เธอมีฉัน ที่ยัง ไม่หายไป อยู่ตรงนี้ แค่ได้คอยดูแล เป็นห่วงเธอในยามเธอเหงาใจ คอยห่วงใย อยู่ตรงนี้ ต่อไป ก็พอ แค่ขอฉันเป็นเพียงพระเอกจำลอง เป็นเพียงแค่พระรอง ที่เธอมองไม่เห็น ยินดีแล้วไม่ท้อ รับบทที่ฉันเป็น แม้ไม่โดนสนใจ แม้ไม่ดีเหมือนกับใคร แต่ฉันเองก็พอใจ แค่ได้รักเธอ แค่ได้รักเธอ แค่ขอฉันเป็นเพียงพระเอกจำลอง เป็นเพียงแค่พระรอง ที่เธอมองไม่เห็น ยินดีแล้วไม่ท้อ รับบทที่ฉันเป็น แม้ไม่โดนสนใจ แม้ไม่ดีเหมือนกับใคร แต่ฉันเองก็พอใจ แค่ได้รักเธอ แค่ได้

  Song of the day;; →  The xx - Intro -- Oltiin tosiaan juhannus Oulussa, mikä oli kivaa, nimittäin mulla on ollut jo ikävä kotiin. Tultiin eilen takas, mut en jaksanut tulla enää tänne, kun mulla oli jotenkin omituisen levoton olo ja oli yksinkertasesti pakko päästä nukkumaan.

  Song of the day;; → Trivium - Other Worlds We're dreaming in color Believing no other No other We're dreaming in color Believing no other No other Is there hope To break through All the walls Built around you? You're like a song within a nightmare A thought within a scream Dim the world A glassy stare Face to face now Do you even care to try to understand Where we went wrong Or how it seems We're dreaming in color Believing no other 'Cause we're living in other worlds Breathing in other worlds We're dreaming in color Believing no other 'Cause we're living in other worlds Breathing in other worlds Broken mast Shipwrecked mind Future sinks By design You're like a song within a nightmare A thought within a scream Lost our minds Lost our way Face to face now Do you even care to try to understand Where we went wrong Or how it seems We're dreaming in color Believing no other 'Cause we're living in other worlds Breathing in other worlds We

  Song of the day;; → Henrietta Kuipers - Pillow

  Song of the day;; → Amber Run - Affection Trust me, it always turns out the same Affection has always been a little game Forgive me, it's one I've never understood Love to me has been as bad as good I've been drowning in the water that you're walking on And falling through the air whilst you float up Hey ya, hey ya I'll kiss your eyes, I'll wash your skin Hey ya, hey ya Forget myself and let you in Hey ya, hey ya 'Cause all I want is that cold affliction, your affection Affection And believe me, it happens all the time Affection can be as cruel as it is kind Oh lover, won't you give me a sign? Love can be as deaf as it is blind I've been drowning in the water that you're walking on And falling through the air whilst you float up Hey ya, hey ya I'll kiss your eyes, I'll wash your skin Hey ya, hey ya Forget myself and let you in Hey ya, hey ya 'Cause all I want is that cold affliction, your affection And fall down into sleep, into a f

  Song of the day;; → The xx - Crystalised You've applied the pressure To have me crystalised And you've got the faith That I could bring paradise I'll forgive and forget Before I'm paralysed Do I have to keep up the pace To keep you satisfied? Things have gotten closer to the sun And I've done things in small doses So don't think that I'm pushing you away When you're the one that I've kept closest Ahh, ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh, ahh You don't move slow Taking steps in my direction The sound resounds, echo Does it lessen your affection? No You say I'm foolish For pushing this aside But burn down our home I won't leave alive Glaciers have melted to the sea I wish the tide would take me over I've been down on my knees And you just keep on getting closer Ahh, ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh, ahh Ahh, ahh, ahh Glaciers have melted to the sea (Things have gotten closer to the sun) I wish the tide would take me over (And

  Song of the day;; → Veil of Maya - Doublespeak Betrayed and forgotten Erased and led astray Retribution When the core has rotted It begins to erode away Execution Suffer in pain (Suffer in pain) You cannot evade Turning your back on the bond we've made You've dug your own grave And now your terror is mine to shape I'll watch you die afraid Tidal waves They're washing me far away Islands of misery Can't escape Disintegrate what we've made Shattered trust cutting deep On these islands of misery On these islands of misery Turning your back on the bond we've made You've dug your own grave And now your terror is mine to shape I'll watch you die afraid Tidal waves They're washing me far away Islands of misery Can't escape Disintegrate what we've made Shattered trust cutting deep There is no life left in these bones Emptiness has swallowed me whole There is no life within this soul Emptiness has swallowed me whole Turning your back on the bond

  Song of the day;; → Antoine Minot - Courage

  Song of the day;; → Retro Video Club - Night In Honey, you know it’s getting dark out, these days I said I would come over if you’d stay up late Can you wear that crop top with your hair tied up? The one that you wore that night we met up Offer to pick you up some tonic on my way back in I know how much you need it for your tall pink gins Waiting at the bus stop, messages unlocked, to tell you I’m sick and tired of the fighting And hurtful things you’re writing And things get a little bit frightening When you feel you’re falling in too deep again You know I’m never one for timing A shoulder to confide in But my love, you know you always look so blinding And you know I would rather die than to ever miss out on a night in, with you I know that effort is a long street, two ways And it’s filled with other people that can make you stray And mistakes of another, they can force you to cover up your own heart Confess I’m in it for the long run, to stay Talking in the hallway, where I tell yo

  Song of the day;; → Florence + The Machine - The End of Love I feel nervous in a way that can't be named I dreamt last night of a sign that read, the end of love And I remember thinking Even in my dreaming It was a good line for a song We were a family pulled from the flood You tore the floorboards up And let the river rush in Not wash away, wash away We were reaching in the dark That summer in New York And it was so far to fall But it didn't hurt at all And let it wash away, wash away In a moment of joy and fury I threw myself From the balcony like my grandmother so many years before me I've always been in love with you Could you tell it from the moment that I met you? We were a family pulled from the flood You tore the floorboards up And let the river rush in Not wash away, wash away We were reaching in the dark (Wash away) That summer in New York (Wash away) And was it so far to fall? (Wash away) You said it didn't hurt at all And let it wash away, wash away And Jo

  Song of the day;; → Volumes - Finite Now don’t go walking towards the light, life is only finite, finite Yeah You know we love to play with fire, burning up the cold nights, cold nights, yeah In and out of breath I’m staring into death, lay down with the liar Chemical effect, we’re falling neck to neck, the page and the writer Now don’t go walking towards the light, life is only finite, finite, yeah You know we love to play with fire, burning up the cold nights, cold nights, yeah Get back your words mean nothing to me, maybe a relapse is what I need Lost love, no coming back for me, finite grip to your sanity In and out of this stress and make another mess, the things we desire Running through my chest, the right lung and the left No way to go higher Now don’t go walking towards the light, life is only finite, finite, yeah You know we love to play with fire, burning up the cold nights, cold nights, yeah Get high and pretend like I’m just not here Middle fingers to the sky, once you d

  Song of the day;; → Max Richter - Infra 3 -- Mietin tuossa tänään, että mun on vähän tyhmää tuntea oloni alakuloiseksi siitä, ettei ketään kiinnosta mun jutut, kun eihän muakaan toiset ihmiset juurikaan kiinnosta. En tiedä sitten, onko se vaan joku piirre minkö kanssa oon nyt vaan sattunut syntymään, vai johtuuko se just siitä, ettei musta oo koskaan oltu kiinnostuttu. Toisaalta jonkin tällasen asian pyöritteleminen mielessä tuntuu tavallaan tosi lapselliselta, kun ikää on kuukauden päästä 26 (aivan vitun laitonta) ja nää tämmösethän on teinien juttuja

  Song of the day;; → Junior Brielle - Oh Julian Suger du? Suger jag? Du äger Låt mig va Hela rummet brinner Jag fixar håret Försöker bara finnas för dig Du går en väg jag inte följer Vänd om nu Oh, Julian Natten är inte över än Oh, Julian Kan låtsas som inget hänt Tror vi sa Vi ska inte göra som dom kära gör Å sånt Na na na, na na na Na na na, na na na Vill du med, leva i en tid Där allt som, allt som varit ditt e död, passé? Oh tystnaden En vaken svensk skriker hjälp Men vi försöker väl en sista gång På vårt språk Oh, Julian Natten är inte över än Oh, Julian Kan låtsas som ingenting hänt Tror vi sa Vi ska inte göra som dom kära gör Å sånt Na na na, na na na Na na na, na na na Na na na, na na na -- Mulla on meneillään yks kirjoitusprojekti, johon tää biisi antoi tosi suuren alkusysäyksen ja edelleen käytän tätä inspiraation lähteenä kyseiseen hommeliin. Musiikki on kyllä varmaan isoin yksittäinen inspiraationlähde, mitä mulla kirjottamiseen tulee. Ois ihan helvetin ihanaa ja kätevää,

  Song of the day;; → Liam Finn - Gather to the Chapel Your photo hung over the altar Old friends dressed in black It's the first time that I've seen you in ages Hold on, my old time bomb When everyone gather to the chapel, to the chapel Everyone gather to the chapel, to the chapel Everyone loved you, yes, everyone Everyone gather to the chapel, to the chapel I walk through the park where we hung out Saw signs long ago Try hard not to argue the obvious Hold on, my long-term partner Everyone gather to the chapel, to the chapel Everyone gather to the chapel, to the chapel Everyone loved you, yes, everyone Everyone gather to the chapel, to the chapel You left us in the dark, too Why? Why? Why? Why? Everyone gather to the chapel, to the chapel Everyone gather to the chapel, to the chapel Everyone loved you, yes, everyone Everyone gather to the chapel, to the chapel -- Tää biisi muistuttaa mua kahdesta kirjasta, jotka luin joku aika sitten: James L. Sutterin Darkheartsista sekä Adam

  Song of the day;; → Northlane - Citizen Save us If you thought you knew it all Don’t shift your view, you might slip and fall A long way down and down this rabbit hole If the tunnel runs any deeper You might come out the other side of the world Maybe upside down you’ll be able see this isn’t what it seems We are far from free We’re caught in the undertow Deeper and deeper into the unknown We’re caught in the undertow Follow the leader down with the undertow Action floats in limbo like driftwood in the sea Under CCTV, so dig down deep The more you uncover, the more you disbelieve The more you will discover We are far from free Heroes exposing corruption in who we obey Blow the whistle from a burning stake The whistle blows from a burning stake Corruption won’t keep revolution at bay We’re caught in the undertow Deeper and deeper into the unknown We’re caught in the undertow Follow the leader down with the undertow Spied on, lifelong, collection 24/7 Archives of all we’ve done Satellit

  Song of the day;; → Helen Jane Long - The Aviators -- Mietiskelin tuossa edellisen kerran kun Spotifyn maksu meni, että vaikka se onkin sinänsä aika kallis (oisko se jotain 12€ nykyään? en muista eikä saa ampua jos muistan väärin), niin toisaalta se on kyllä täysin hintansa arvonen mun käytössä, kun mä kuitenkin kuuntelen sen kautta musiikkia monta tuntia päivässä. Aika harvoin mulla on sellasia päiviä, etten kuuntelis yhtään musiikkia jossain vaiheessa. Ja no, itse kun sen maksan niin omat rahani saan käyttää mihin haluan.

  Song of the day;; → Nothing - A.C.D. (Abcessive Compulsive Disorder) Swallow corrosive confection Decay, rotting in the womb I can wallow in your filth I live to Here we are again Will someone find a cure? 'Cause You know me and you know I am not well I always knew I'd eventually hurt you Infection, my bacteria Always give you all to me Old aches from your new mistakes Same mistakes Here we are again Will someone find a cure? 'Cause You know me and you know I am not well I always knew I'd eventually hurt you And I will leave you With a bad taste in your mouth Here we are again Will someone find a cure? 'Cause You know me and you know I am not well I always knew I'd eventually hurt you Here we are again Will someone find a cure? 'Cause You know me and you know I am not well I always knew I'd eventually hurt you -- Jotenkin mä tykkään tästä teemasta, vaikka näyttäähän se kieltämättä vähän perseeltä, kun tuo teksti formatoituu päin vittuja eikä oo kuvia,

  Song of the day;; → Death Cab for Cutie - Transatlanticism The Atlantic was born today, and I'll tell you how The clouds above opened up and let it out I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere When the water filled every hole And thousands upon thousands made an ocean Making islands where no island should go, oh no Most people were overjoyed, they took to their boats I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flatlands to your door Have been silenced forevermore The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row It seems farther than ever before, oh no I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer I need you so much closer So come on, come on So come on, come on So come on, come on So

  Song of the day;; →  In Flames - It's No Good I'm gonna take my time I have all the time in the world To make you mine It is written in the stars above The god's decree You'll be right here by my side Right next to me You can run, but you cannot hide Don't say you want me Don't say you need me Don't say you love me It's understood Don't say you're happy Out there without me I know you can't be 'Cause it's no good I'll be fine I'll be waiting patiently Till you see the signs Then come running to my open arms When will you realise? Do we have to wait till our worlds collide? Open up your eyes You can't turn, turn back the tide Don't say you want me Don't say you need me Don't say you love me It's understood Don't say you're happy Out there without me I know you can't be 'Cause it's no good Don't say you want me Don't say you need me Don't say you love me It's understood D

  Song of the day;; → Peter Broderick - A Glacier

  Song of the day;; → Alphaville - Sounds Like a Melody It's a trick of my mind, two faces bathing in the screen light She's so soft and warm in my arms I tune it into the scene, my hands are resting on her shoulders When we're dancing away for a while Oh, we're moving, we're falling, we step into the fire By the hour of the wolf in a midnight dream There's no reason to hurry, just start that brand new story Set it alight, we're head over heels in love, head over heels The ringing of your laughter, it sounds like a melody To once forbidden places, we'll go for a while The ringing of your laughter, it sounds like a melody To once forbidden places, we'll go for a while It's the definite show, our shadows resting in the moonlight It's so clear and bright in your eyes It's the touch of your sighs, my lips are resting on your shoulder When we're moving so soft and slow We need the ecstasy, the jealousy, the comedy of love Like the Cary Gra

  Song of the day;; → Sir Sly - Expectations Pressure's on, pressure's high Pressure's heavy on my mind Weight is here, weight is right Weight is heavy on my spine Truth has holes; truth, it swells Sometimes truth can feel like hell And it's full, and it swells In the end, we'll all be well How did expectations get so high? Got a wicked thirst to feel alive How did expectations get so high? Now I have nowhere to run and hide Run and hide Ideas move, ideas pull Can ideas be controlled? Fear has grown, fear so old Fear is pulsing in my skull Hope below, hope on high Hope in ocean, hope in sky People come, people try People gone in the blink of an eye How did expectations get so high? Got a wicked thirst to feel alive How did expectations get so high? Now I have nowhere to run and hide Run and hide Who's in control, who's in control, who's in control, who's in control? Who's in control, who's in control, who's in control, who's in contro