BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → Dropping Daylight - Tell Me Called the race, tell me it's over now I cannot stand to look in the face of my leaders now I'm burning up tonight Walk up the stairs, they tell me it's cold outside And I could use some air Called the race, tell me it's over now and it's just not fair Why is this happening? Oh why? Tell me what do you know about moving forward? Tell me something to say Because I'm screaming, screaming Give me something to make before I burn these bridges How much more can I hate without burning up? I'm not giving up 'til I break down Turn off the news and try to get some rest Wrap myself in heat, I'm burning up Why does it take so long to get myself to sleep? Why is this happening? Oh why? Tell me what do you know about moving forward? Tell me something to say Because I'm screaming, screaming Give me something to make before I burn these bridges How much more can I hate without burning up? Not giving up 'til

  Song of the day;; → Team William - Wonderyear III Tell all your friends That I'm not gonna bend Until she knocks on my door Throw me a party Yes With or without me Let's just do it like before I've been wondering I've been wondering I've been a wondering child out of love Go tell your mother Go tell your father I ain't coming home Let's not pretend That it's not gonna end Until you sleep on my porch Release all the ponies And untie all the phonies We deserve to be adored I've been wondering I've been wondering I've been a wondering child out of love Go tell your mother Go tell your father I ain't coming home Tell all your friends That I'm not gonna bend Until she knocks on my door Throw me a party Yes With or without me Let's just do it like before I've been wondering I've been wondering I've been a wondering child out of love Go tell your mother Go tell your father I ain't coming home I've been wondering I&#

  Song of the day;; → Nobuo Uematsu - Clash on the Big Bridge -- Otsikko on osuva. Tai ei ole, koska motivaatiota ei ole. Etäopiskelu on sinänsä perseestä, että unirytmiä ei ole ja muutenkin kaikki rytmit on hukassa, kun ei tarvi lähtä mihinkään. Onneks kohta on syysloma.

  Song of the day;; → Bad Wolves - Learn to Live Slave away, it's just another day It's just another day without meaning Blue to gray, another bill to pay Until you die under a glass ceiling Gas prices rise, we numb our feelings Monetized and bipolarized By the drugs that they've been dealing Staring awake at the ceiling You promised never to forgive Tearing apart at the seams, baby You better learn to fucking live Because this world don't give a shit Run the track and fucking play it back And ask yourself when you stopped believing Look inside, you can no longer hide The discontentment that you've been feeling There's so much more this life can hold If you ignored the fucking broken record Of a dream you've bought and sold Staring awake at the ceiling You promised never to forgive Tearing apart at the seams, baby You better learn to fucking live Staring awake at the ceiling You promised never to forgive Tearing apart at the seams, baby You better learn to f

  Song of the day;; → Amongster - Leo He’s the one who needs the night For worry and interpretation He’s a genius of the wrong kind He feeds - as he needs the mind And holding on doesn’t stir him You don’t know him but you know he’s right Brother of mine To live in the land you own Sow and watch grow The body is all we are I’m in control Nothing will  separate I was once what I see in you Leo was a friend and saviour He added colour to the eyes You’re concealing what you know about In poems and tenacious wordings You’re a genius of the wrong kind Brother of mine Grow into the man you are How would you know The body is all we are I feel whole Nothing will  separate Brother of mine Grow into the man you are How would you know The body is all we are I feel whole Nothing will  separate

  Song of the day;; → Hikaru Utada & Skrillex - Face My Fears (English Version) Breath, should I take a deep? Faith, should I take the leap? Taste, what a bittersweet All my, all my life Let me face, let me face, let me face my fears Oh, let me face, let me face, let me face my fears Won't be long, won't be long, I'm almost here Watch me cry all my tears Lose, soon have nothing to Space, this is what I choose A mile, could you walk in my shoes? All your, all your life Let me face, let me face, let me face my fears Oh, let me face, let me face, let me face my fears Won't be long, won't be long, I'm almost here Watch me cry all my tears Watch me cry all my tears Let me face, let me face, let me face my fears Oh, let me face, let me face, let me face my fears Won't be long, won't be long, I'm almost here Watch me cry all my tears -- Pakko myöntää, että tykkään kyllä Sanctuarysta (tai Passionista, miten vaan) ja Simple and Cleanista enemmän kun tästä

  Song of the day;; → Bad Wolves - No Messiah Baptised The mire ain't a miracle Capsized A secret's inconceivable Shots fired You did it again Sold your soul just to get this bread Broke down You speaking the unspeakable Blacked out It went to your head Coked out for a little advance I'm no mess I'm no Messiah One more mile marching through the fire Killing time I'm no Messiah One more mile put this life on trial Killing pride Like a homicide Downsized The story's always typical Rolled dice A means to an end Snake eyes No surprise, it's fuckin pitiful What goes on? What's in your head? Burnt out The fire isn't breathable Tricked out Delusional fans No doubt that your ego's unbelievable You're no mess You're no Messiah One more mile Marching through the fire Killing time You're no Messiah One more mile Put this life on trial Killing pride Like a homicide Baby, when your love goes black You needing a reality check Baby, when your love g

  Song of the day;; → Swim Deep - King City I wanna be everything that I'm not I wanna be rich, I wanna show off Just a desperado with a sour twist And it'll all come sweet on your lips 'Cause I'm in love, so old Put your flowers down, it's too cold Fuck your romance, I wanna pretend That Jenny Lee Lindberg is my girlfriend With the sun on my back, it's a nice day I will never ch-choose any other way With the sun on my back, it's a nice day I will never ch-choose any other way I need to come up to see my friends I need to come down to feel insane I know I ain't cool right now I'm as high as a fool, I'm out of sight, yeah 'Cause I'm in love, so old Put your flowers down, it's too cold Fuck your romance, I wanna pretend That Jenny Lee Lindberg is my girlfriend With the sun on my back, it's a nice day I will never ch-choose any other way With the sun on my back, it's a nice day I will never ch-choose any other way With the sun on

  Song of the day;; → Nobuo Uematsu - Prelude

  Song of the day;; → Bad Wolves - No Masters Back on that chain gang, strumming along Hammering nails so I can sing my song The devil done this to me I drive the spikes down profound Building the cages that all broke us down Boy, get back down on your knees So take these chains from me We'll break these bastards, there's no masters here In the end We'll break these bastards, there's no masters here A thousand boots down on the ground Beating a drum under a marching sound You better fucking believe They're screaming left right, left right Fist in the air, you better pick a side Against the plutocracy So take these chains from me We'll break these bastards, there's no masters here In the end We'll break these bastards, there's no masters here Save the world We never wanted, we never wanted To save the world We never wanted to have to save ourselves So take these chains from me We'll break these bastards, there's no masters here In the end We&#

  Song of the day;; → Tamer - Beautiful Crime Each step I left behind Each road you know is mine Walking on a line ten stories high Say you'll still be by my side If I could take your hand, oh If you could understand That I can barely breath the air is thin I fear the fall and where we'll land We fight every night for something When the sun sets we're both the same Half in the shadows Half burned in flames We can't look back for nothing Take what you need, say your goodbyes I gave you everything And it's a beautiful crime Each breath I left behind Each breath you take is mine Walking on a line ten stories high Fear a fall, you're asking why Leaving the things we lost, oh Leaving the ones we've crossed I have to make an end so we begin To save my soul at any cost We fight every night for something When the sun sets we're both the same Half in the shadows Half burned in flames We can't look back for nothing Take what you need, say your goodbyes I gave

  Song of the day;; → Claude Debussy, Alain Planes - Suite bergamasque: Suite bergamasque: III. Clair de lune. Andante très expressif

  Song of the day;; → Bad Wolves - I'll Be There I've dug these graves and laid with the brave But  the better part of me of course was a slave I've  seen bands on bands makin' bitches all dance And I wonder the way they b-b-b-behave They say jump You  say how high They  scream Trump You fucking just cry And  it's like click, click‚ click at the firing range It's just another nigga begging for change I'm coming up I don't care Not  giving up This I swear So give it up Don't be scared Step by step I'll be there We're coming up I've rolled four‚ five‚ six with the flick of a wrist It's just indicative vibes remain clear It's like look who's shook 'cause I rewrote the book But you niggas never conquered your fears And you're afraid-fraid You'll never be made Because your deep inner voice has retired You're a day late A dollar short And your time at the top has expired I'm coming up This life is unpredictable T

  Song of the day;; → Trembling Blue Stars - Cold Colours I have to see that she Must have her reasons Reasons I guess I may never know All I know is this Has hurt my feelings I will have to learn to let it go Maybe one day It will all be explained Maybe one day Maybe one day Maybe one day I'll know why suddenly She began ignoring me And why she chose To bring things to a close I thought maybe this time We'd stay in contact As she would place her trust like we were friends But I guess she had enough Friends already Making me surplus to requirements So I'll try to Forget she disappeared On me without a word So I'll try to Forget the mystery hurts But a tender heart Finds forgetting hard Maybe one day It will all be explained Maybe one day Maybe one day Maybe one day I'll know why suddenly She began ignoring me And why she chose To bring things to a close But I'm not holding out hope

  Song of the day;; → Parkway Drive - Wild Eyes We built our dreams from the ashes of your nightmares Carry our father's sins, from the cradle to the grave We blaze our path through the darkness that you left us in Now we ride in the belly of the beast We are the diamonds that choose to stay coal A generation born to witness the end of the world Against the grain Against the odds Against the world Forever the underdogs We are the bastard sons We are the ones that refused to grow cold We are the thorn in your side We are the thieves in the night And we're coming to take what's ours No regrets No regrets, we inherit the sins of the fathers Now reap the vengeance No regrets, we inherit the sins of the fathers Now reap the vengeance Go From the ashes of your nightmares From the cradle to the grave We blaze our path through the darkness that you left us in Now we ride in the belly of the beast We are the diamonds that choose to stay coal A generation born to witness the end of t

Song of the day;; → Bad Wolves - Learn to Walk Again   They say I'm radical I'm like a cannibal I dropped a bomb into a psalm And it's infallible I'm like an animal We're incompatible I walked through hell and lived to tell The tale's incredible I got in too deep So I came clean I had to fall to learn to walk again I had to crawl to learn that I could stand Learn to walk again My health was critical And it was visible Another line another crime Yeah, I was pitiful You think you're cynical You lose your principles Until I died and was revived I felt invincible I got in too deep So I hit my knees I had to fall to learn to walk again I had to crawl to learn that I could stand They told me don't look down Don't be the victim Don't you run away I had to fall to learn to walk again Learn to walk again If the road we take is make or break We'll ride or die (Ride or die) If the road we take is make or break We'll be alright I had to fall to learn

  Song of the day;; → Cloudkicker - Let Yourself Be Huge Hey, I know, I know Hey, I know, I know Hey, I know, I know Hey, I know, I know

  Song of the day;; → Thirty Seconds To Mars - The Kill (Bury Me) What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come, break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for? I'm not running from you Come, break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside Finally found myself Fighting for a chance I know now, this is who I really am Come, break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come, break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me, bury me) Break me down (bury me, bury me) (Y

  Song of the day;; → Bad Wolves - Remember When Remember when, when it was 1992 Two little kids stealing records, skipping school We must have been like only ten Taking life for granted till we learn it had an end Remember when, and time is something they say You never appreciate till you age And to this day you never knew I wanted to be just like you If I only knew, then what I know now Then what I know now If I only knew, then what I know now Then what I know now Remember when, when it was 2002 You started slinging coke and got the dopest pair of shoes But, yo, this house just ain't a home Since our father hit the bottle and our mother hit the road And time is something they say You never understand until it slips away And looking back I think you knew I wanted to be just like you If I only knew, then what I know now Then what I know now If I only knew, then what I know now Then what I know now And now I'm tired of the violence, I'm so tired of the sirens And it's be

  Song of the day;; → Acollective - Back of My Head It’s always there in the back of my head Everywhere I go, in the back of my head A sudden blow to the back of the head A one man show without no reason Well fed from the palm of our hands A tiny thread in the back of my head Not just sweat in the palm of my hand Pools of blood, the walls before me Keep on rising up They keep on rising up If god is large and god’s in charge We’ll keep on rising up (Is it you, or the long, compassionate wind, that whispers in my ear: 'alas, alas'?) It’s always there in the back of my head Everywhere I go, in the back of my head A set of eyes in the back of the head Fixed on every minor detail Told you once you’re running scared Told you once, the walls before me Keep on rising up They keep on rising up If god is large and god’s in charge We’ll keep on rising up It’s always there in the back of my head Keep on rising up They keep on rising up If god is large and god’s in charge We’ll keep on risi

  Song of the day;; → Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit Load up on guns, bring your friends It's fun to lose and to pretend She's over-bored and self-assured Oh no, I know a dirty word Hello, hello, hello, how low Hello, hello, hello, how low Hello, hello, hello, how low Hello, hello, hello With the lights out, it's less dangerous Here we are now, entertain us I feel stupid and contagious Here we are now, entertain us A mulatto, an albino A mosquito, my libido Yeah, hey, yay I'm worse at what I do best And for this gift, I feel blessed Our little group has always been And always will until the end Hello, hello, hello, how low Hello, hello, hello, how low Hello, hello, hello, how low Hello, hello, hello With the lights out, it's less dangerous Here we are now, entertain us I feel stupid and contagious Here we are now, entertain us A mulatto, an albino A mosquito, my libido Yeah, hey, yay And I forget just why I taste Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile I found it hard

  Song of the day;; → Bad Wolves - Killing Me Slowly Killing me Killing me Killing me slowly I built these walls to hide my ghosts Your fingers trace the wounds exposed I try and try to let you in But I fail again and again So I keep you at arm's length and let you go But I don't wanna give you away Yeah I keep you at arm's length and let you go But only if you promise to stay You think you know that you know But you really don't know me I know you love so hard And it's killing me slowly And now I can't eat, can't sleep Knowing that you're not lonely I know you love so hard And it's killing me slowly Killing me Killing me Killing me slowly I run this maze, erase my steps With lips that lie, with every breath You try and try to let me in But I hurt you again and again So I keep you at arm's length and let you go But I don't wanna give you away Yeah I keep you at arm's length and let you go But only if you promise to stay You think you know

  Song of the day;; → Robin Guthrie - Some Sort of Paradise

  Song of the day;; → AC/DC - You Shook Me All Night Long She was a fast machine, she kept her motor clean She was the best damn woman that I ever seen She had the sightless eyes, telling me no lies Knocking me out with those American thighs Taking more than her share, had me fighting for air She told me to come, but I was already there 'Cause the walls start shaking, the earth was quaking My mind was aching, and we were making it And you shook me all night long Yeah, you shook me all night long Working double-time on the seduction line She's one of a kind, she's just a-mine all mine Wanted no applause, just another course Made a meal outta me, and come back for more Had to cool me down to take another round Now, I'm back in the ring to take another swing That the walls were shaking, the earth was quaking My mind was aching, and we were making it And you shook me all night long Yeah, you shook me all night long It knocked me out that You shook me all night long It had m

  Song of the day;; → Polaris - Masochist This is a place I know too well Been down here a while if you can't tell And I have analysed and tried my best to justify The sorrow I have brought upon myself Am I addicted to the misery? Is this how I'll always be? Grinding the salt into every wound Am I in love with all my ailments, glutton for punishment? You can't trust me to be there for you I thought I had this, I thought I had this all figured out You'd think I'd learned from all the shit I fucking screamed about When there was sun, I couldn't see for the clouds Still climbing the walls of this well just to dive back down Until I reached my rock bottom Down to the marrow, bringing up the bad blood I'd forgotten Is it me that's making me sick? Been burning both ends of the wick Am I addicted to the misery? Is this how I'll always be? Grinding the salt into every wound Am I in love with all my ailments, glutton for punishment? You can't trust me to

  Song of the day;; → The Durutti Column - Bordeaux In France you are sleeping I wish I could see you It's always this way Love sent from Bordeaux Love sent from Bordeaux Just in odd moments I wish you could see me The truth that I am It's always this way Love sent from Bordeaux I try to say something My words they grow fainter And you're slipping away Love sent from Bordeaux I hear you breathing You're moving beneath me I can't see your face Love sent from Bordeaux In France you are sleeping I wish I could see you It's always this way Love sent from Bordeaux Love sent from Bordeaux -- Helvetti, että voi elämänhallinta olla vituillaan. En muista ees millon oisin viimeks menny ennen kahta nukkumaan, ja sekin on jo aikanen aika. Nyt on pakko ottaa ihtiä niskaperseotteella kiinni ja ryhdistäytyä.

  Song of the day;; → Bring Me The Horizon & YUNGBLUD - Obey Another day another post-traumatic order Brainwashed and feeling fine I bit off more than I could chew when I looked closer So I stabbed a fork in my eye Think I'm losing my fucking mind Don't know where to turn, now I'm blind Destroy yourself it feels so good to fade away Why d'you want to hurt yourself? Die for something else? Don't let your conscience get in the way Obey We hope you have a lovely day Obey You don't want us to come out and play Away, now now There's nothing to see here It's under control We're only gambling with your soul Obey Whatever you do, just don't wake up and smell the corruption (Do you feel that? Yeah) Another day another systematic nightmare Commemorate a wonderful life Bite me first I'll bite you back Melodramatic laughter I stabbed a knife in my eye Think I'm out my fucking mind Brainwashed and I'm feeling fine Destroy yourself it feels too

  Song of the day;; → Bring Me The Horizon - Parasite Eve I've got a fever, don't breathe on me I'm a believer in nobody Won't let me leave 'cause I've seen something Hope I don't sneeze, I don't Really we just need to fear something Only pretending to feel something I know you're dying to run I wanna turn you around Please remain calm The end has arrived We cannot save you Enjoy the ride This is the moment You've been waiting for Don't call it a warning This is a war It's the Parasite Eve Got a feeling in your stomach 'cause you know that it's coming for ya Leave your flowers and grieve Don't forget what they told ya When we forget the infection Will we remember the lesson? If the suspense doesn't kill you Something else will Move I heard they need better signal Put chip and pins in the needles Quarantine all of those secrets In that black hole you call a brain before it's too late Really we just wanna scream somethin

  Song of the day;; → Ariel Pink - Lipstick I'm a possum I cross the street I lie in wait until sundown I saw it happen I saw ya murder I watched the knife as it went down (Into the breast) And now you're runnin' around and around Runnin' for cover, oh oh oh Possum discovered Dead in the street, oh oh oh Einstein was right Red murder Hidden in lipstick Hidden in lipstick Red murder Hidden in love Where are the women Where are the men Where are the girls Where are the girls now Where are the women Where are the men Where are the girls Where are the girls now I'm a hunter I flash my teeth I snuck you into my darkness Tail is frozen, headlights in go over, oh oh oh Einstein was right Red murder Hidden in lipstick Hidden in lipstick Red murder Hidden in love Red murder Hidden in lipstick Hidden in lipstick Red murder Hidden in love Shower me in blood, child Shower me in lipstick Shower me in blood, child Shower me in lipstick Where are the girls Where are the girls now

  Song of the day;; → Zdenek Lemelin - Des ponts plutôt que des murs -- Nyt on kursseille ilmottauduttu! Oispa jo ens viikko, niin pääsis aloittamaan. Huomenna olis tarkotus tavata meidän Oulussa olevien saamelaisen kulttuurin ja saamen kielen fuksien (ja kahden pienryhmäohjaajan) kesken ja mua ahdistaa aivan saatanasti. Turhauttaa, koska mun mieli ei osaa olla ollenkaan normaalisti, vaan pelkkä ajatuskin tollasesta sosiaalisesta tilanteesta saa mut panikoimaan. Yritän pysyä jotenkin ees järjissäni ja mennä paikalle, ettei käy niin, että lopulta mä vaan keksin jonkun tekosyyn enkä mene. Kunpa mä en pelkäis niin paljoa. Meitä ei edes ole hirviän montaa, mutta silti mua pelottaa, että mä jotenkin jäädyn niin, etten saa mitään sanottua, ja sitten kaikki pitää mua ihan kummallisena, koska mä olen koko ajan hiljaa siksi kun mua ahdistaa enkä mä halua heti ensimmäisenä tuoda just sitä itsestäni esille, koska sitten kaikille jää sellainen ensivaikutelma että mä olen vain ahdistuksessani pyöri