Zombie

 Song of the day;;

→ Bring Me The Horizon - Can You Feel My Heart

Can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

(Can you feel my heart?)

Can you help the hopeless?

Well, I'm beggin' on my knees

Can you save my bastard soul?

Will you wait for me?

I'm sorry, brothers, so sorry, lover

Forgive me, father, I love you, mother

Can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel my heart?

(Can you feel my heart?)

(Can you feel my heart?)

I'm scared to get close and I hate bein' alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

I'm scared to get close and I hate bein' alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

I'm scared to get close and I hate bein' alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

(Can you feel my heart?)

Can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

--

Ah, legendaarinen BMTH. Edelleen kyllä sykkii kyseiselle bändille, tosin viime aikoina ei oo juuri tullut kuunneltua. Tänään oli terapia, jatkettiin menneisyyden ystävyyssuhteiden käsittelemistä (koska sitä niissä riittää). En muuten muistanu aiemmin mainita, mut tällä kertaa Runtilla kävi joku älynväläys ja se rupes menemään itse hissiin ylhäältä alas mennessä (aiemmin se on nimittäin pitäny kantaa sinne). Vielä alhaalta ylös tullessa se ei sitä oo hoksannu, mut ehkä seuraavalla kerralla sitten. Me ostetiin sille semmonen snack popper eli laitos, johon pistetään namuskeja sisälle ja sit sitä pitää edestakas ajeluttaa, jotta ne hyppää ulos sieltä. Runtti ei ihan vielä oo tajunnut sen toimintamekanismia, vaan se työntää kielen sinne ja yrittää sillä saaja ne namuskit sieltä ulos (ei onnistu). Sen pitää nyt kotona sitten harjotella pelaamaan sillä kunnolla.

Maple gunman

 Song of the day;;

→ Crywolf - Anachronism

Your ghosts are real

I feel them in my lungs

Breathe them in and out, as I

Breathe you in and out, as I'm

Resting on your bones, bowing to your throne

I wanna see what you see in the comfort of your skull

I'm rising and I'm falling and I'm losing all control

Never feel again, never see your faults

(Underneath, I'm sleeping here)

(Underneath, I'm sleeping here)

(Underneath, I'm sleeping here)

(Underneath, I'm)

I'm weaker than you know, fading just below

Screaming out with concrete sounds, I'm losing all control

And I could be the fire inside of your collapsing home

I could be the storm that tears down everything you hold

(Underneath, I'm sleeping here)

(Underneath, I'm sleeping)

(Underneath, I'm sleeping here)

(Underneath, I'm)

I remember

When you were just a breeze upon my face

All of my regrets had gone away

It was nothing more, nothing more than you

Cage

 Song of the day;;

→ Imagine Dragons - Whatever It Takes

Falling too fast to prepare for this

Tripping in the world could be dangerous

Everybody circling is vulturous

Negative, nepotist

Everybody waiting for the fall of man

Everybody praying for the end of times

Everybody hoping they could be the one

I was born to run, I was born for this

Whip, whip

Run me like a racehorse

Pull me like a ripcord

Break me down and build me up

I wanna be the slip, slip

Word upon your lip, lip

Letter that you rip, rip

Break me down and build me up

Whatever it takes

'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins

I do whatever it takes

'Cause I love how it feels when I break the chains

Whatever it takes

Yeah, take me to the top

I'm ready for whatever it takes

'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins

I do what it takes

Always had a fear of being typical

Looking at my body feeling miserable

Always hanging on to the visual

I wanna be invisible

Looking at my years like a martyrdom

Everybody needs to be a part of 'em

Never be enough, I'm the prodigal son

I was born to run, I was born for this

Whip, whip

Run me like a racehorse

Pull me like a ripcord

Break me down and build me up

I wanna be the slip, slip

Word upon your lip, lip

Letter that you rip, rip

Break me down and build me up

Whatever it takes

'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins

I do whatever it takes

'Cause I love how it feels when I break the chains

Whatever it takes

Yeah, take me to the top

I'm ready for whatever it takes

'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins

I do what it takes

Hypocritical, egotistical

Don't wanna be the parenthetical, hypothetical

Working hard on something that I'm proud of, out of the box

An epoxy to the world and the vision we've lost

I'm an apostrophe

I'm just a symbol to remind you that there's more to see

I'm just a product of the system, a catastrophe

And yet a masterpiece, and yet I'm half-diseased

And when I am deceased

At least I'll go down to the grave and die happily

And leave the body and the soul to be a part of thee

I do what it takes

Whatever it takes

'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins

I do whatever it takes

'Cause I love how it feels when I break the chains

Whatever it takes

Yeah, take me to the top

I'm ready for whatever it takes

'Cause I love the adrenaline in my veins

I do what it takes

--

Hyvää maaliskuuta kaikille! Porukat tuli tosiaan sunnuntaina ja eilen käytiin ostoksilla. Tänään porukat sitten lähti ja mulla on sen jälkeen ollut jotenkin tosi ikävän tyhjä ja masentunut olo. Ei tee oikein mieli tehä mitään. Oli niin ihana nähä Runttia, mutta tuntuu aina niin pahalta kun pitää sanoa heipat.

Sara

 Song of the day;;

→ ERRA - Gungrave

I'm trapped inside this room

Witnessing your degradation

A soul lost in limbo

This house is your incarceration

I've heard your voice at night haunt these halls

Feet on the stairs, the echoes of your tears

I've felt nothing since the day you left

It's been like this for years and years

Modern mind, divisive voices redefine (your heart)

Realign what's broken

Every word misguided by thoughts left confined (confined)

You could leave it all behind

Crawled into a place in my head

The only space where I could feel safe and sound

All that you've lived for comes spiraling down

Catatonic, emaciated

All this pain that you have created

Battered heart, broken soul

With no other place to go

Modern mind, divisive voices redefine (your heart)

Realign what's broken

Every word misguided by thoughts left confined (confined)

You could leave it all behind

Modern mind, divisive voices redefine (your heart)

You could leave it all behind

The small hours loud inside the modern mind

Leeching on the lonely heart

Modernity seems to amplify

The boundaries of your heart

You try going back when you need to restart

And the foundation falls apart

The foundation falls apart

On and on and on

Spiraling downward

Spiral down, spiral down

Spiral down, oh

Reset the pattern doomed to repeat

A perpetual cycle, on and on and on

Catatonic, emaciated

All this pain that you have created

Rainbows

 Song of the day;;

→ Aphex Twin - Alberto Balsalm

Lost heaven

 Song of the day;;

→ Sleeping At Last - Earth

I dig till my shovel tells a secret

Swear to the earth that I will keep it

Brush off the dirt and let my change of heart occur

Sold soon after the appraisal

The hammer struck the auction table

Louder than anything I've ever heard

Fault lines tremble underneath my glass house

But I put it out of my mind

Long enough to call it courage

To live without a lifeline

I bend the definition of faith

To exonerate my blind eye

'Til the sirens sound, I'm safe

Meanwhile, my family’s taking shelter

The sparks send the fire down the wire

A countdown begins until the dynamite gives in

The echo, as wide as the equator

Travels through a world of built up anger

Too late to pull itself together

Fault lines tremble underneath my glass house

But I put it out of my mind

Long enough to call it courage

To live without a lifeline

I bend the definition of faith

To exonerate my blind eye

'Til the sirens sound, I'm safe

There was an earthquake

There was an avalanche of change

We were so afraid

We cried ourselves a hurricane

There were floods

Tidal waves over us

So we folded our hands and prayed

Like a domino

These wildfires grow and grow

Until a brand new world takes shape

Fault lines tremble underneath my glass house

But I put it out of my mind

Long enough to call it courage

To live without a lifeline

I bend the definition of faith

To exonerate my blind eye

'Til the sirens sound, I'm safe

Until the sirens sound, I'm safe

Until the sirens sound, I'm safe

--

Tämä päivä meni oikiastaan juuri kuten eilen suunnittelin. Pelailin, pesin pyykkiä, imuroin, kuuntelin musiikkia. Huomenna sitten Runtti ja porukat tullee!!

Aristocrat's symphony

 Song of the day;;

→ All Time Low - I Feel Like Dancin'

Shawty said she wants to run away

Says I look like a boy she used to date (Ha)

Took me by the hand and pulled me to the stairs

(I’m not interested, girl)

Put her tongue all up in my ear (Gross)

Almost made me spill my beer (Oh shit)

She’s up and ready to go, but I don’t care

(Pssh, whatever)

'Cause I’m in the zone

Turned off my phone, I've got my own agenda

I feel like dancing tonight

I’m gonna party like it’s my civil right

(Everybody get kinda awesome)

It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare, (Woah)

'Cause I feel like dancing tonight

Everybody getting kind of crunk

I think some dude just grabbed my junk (Whoa)

Now I know how Ke$ha must be feelin’

(Like, what if we're the aliens?)

Bros try to turn me upside down

I put a keg tap to my mouth (No, wait, wait)

But that’s okay, I’m dancin’ on the ceiling

'Cause I’ve got the groove

I’ll bust a move, just try and stop me

I feel like dancing tonight

I’m gonna party like it’s my civil right

(Everybody get kinda awesome)

It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare (Whoa)

'Cause I feel like dancing tonight

Somebody call the police (Woo-oooh)

I think they’re coming to get me

They say, you’ve got the right to remain on the dance floor

So show us what you've got 'cause you know that you've got more

I feel like dancing tonight

I came to party like it’s my civil right

(Everybody get kinda awesome)

It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare (Whoa)

'Cause I feel like dancing tonight

Oh, one more time

I feel like dancing tonight

I’m gonna party like it’s my civil right

It doesn’t matter where, I don’t care if people stare (Whoa)

'Cause I feel like dancing tonight

I feel like dancing tonight

--

Tänään oli aika chilli päivä, pelailin ja sitten katottiin ystävän kanssa leffa (toka Naruto-leffa, mun suosikki) ja juteltiin. Huomenna pesen pyykkiä (joku munapää oli varannut mun vakivuoron 14-15!!), imuroin, pelaan, kuuntelen musiikkia ja semmosta.