Snow scene

Song of the day;;

→ ERRA - Luminesce

I'm spiraling out of control, so you illuminate a clean slate

You're lifting the weight that's diluting inspiration

I woke with the sun in my face, mountains by my side

The desert air pulling the breath from my lungs

I've been making my way through a barren landscape

Littered with remains of past lives and shadows of the scavengers

World passing by, leaving traces of shapes, blurring into memory

Dreaming of terrain that sustains, I wake up

I'm lying parallel with the landscape

There will always be a void to be filled, illuminate a clean slate

Keep lifting the weight that is diluting inspiration

There will always be a void with no permanent fix

Shifting of puzzle pieces to simulate a whole

World passing by, leaving traces of shapes, blurring into memory

Dreaming of terrain that sustains, I wake up to a world that's unfamiliar

We leave and then we go back like we never left home

We go back like we never left home

When will we wake the fuck up?

Parallel with the landscape, I lie awake

With diminishing desire to always seek escape

From a home where I feel sound and safe

World passing by, leaving traces of shapes, blurring into memory

Dreaming of terrain that sustains, I wake up, wake up

When will we all wake up?

Diminished desire to always seek escape to a world that's unfamiliar

We leave and then we go back like we never left home

We go back like we never left

--

Huomisen suunnitelmat hieman muuttu, kun terapia peruuntui terapeutin sairastumisen takia. Eipä siinä mitään, oishan se ollu kiva päästä juttelemaan, mutta eihän sille mitään voi. Eipähän tarvi lähtä mihinkään huomenna (paitsi lenkille, jos on hyvä keli). 

Filth in the beauty

 Song of the day;;

→ Aphex Twin - Polynomial-C

--

Tänään oli rentoutumisryhmä, se oli kiva. Sen jälkeen käytiin ystävän kanssa kuplateellä, Normalissa, Ässällä ja apteekissa. Oli kiva keli, aurinko paisto ja aika lämmintä oli myös. Toivottavasti huomennakin olis, niin voisin käydä päiväsaikaan käppäilemässä.

Bonds

 Song of the day;;

→ IAMX - Animal Impulses

Shine razor eyes before the walls come down

Wilder than lions, louder than sound

The birds and the bees are getting older now

There's a cold breeze blowing over my soul

Shine razor eyes in delight

Shine razor eyes before you die

Shine razor eyes in this light

There's a cold breeze blowing over my soul

Shine razor eyes before the walls come down

Wilder than lions, louder than sound

The birds and the bees are getting older now

There's a cold breeze blowing over my soul

Shine razor eyes in delight

Shine razor eyes before you die

Shine razor eyes in this light

There's a cold breeze blowing over my soul

I'm tired of this human duet

No civilizing hides our animal impulses

I'm tired of this human duet

No civilizing hides our animal impulses

Shine razor eyes in delight

Shine razor eyes before you die

Shine razor eyes in this light

There's a cold breeze blowing over my soul

I'm tired of this human duet

No civilizing hides our animal impulses

I'm tired of this human duet

No civilizing hides our animal impulses

Our animal impulses

Our animal impulses

Silly god disco

 Song of the day;;

→ Roy Orbison - Only the Lonely

Only the lonely

Only the lonely

Only the lonely

Know the way I feel tonight

Only the lonely

Know this feeling ain't right

There goes my baby

There goes my heart

They're gone forever

So far apart

But only the lonely

Know why

I cry

Only the lonely

Only the lonely

Only the lonely

Only the lonely

Know the heartaches I've been through

Only the lonely

Know I cry and cry for you

Maybe tomorrow

A new romance

No more sorrow

But that's the chance

You gotta take

If your lonely heart breaks

Only the lonely

Windress

 Song of the day;;

→ ERRA - Nigh to Silence

Floating song

I caught it in a dream and passed it on

Frail and fragile

Is the ghost that I will carry and time will swallow

No eyes set upon the looming moon

The dead earth is her barren womb

Who is to say who is haunting who

No mourned absence in that infinite tomb

I stand in the shadow of my own ghost

Walking in the shadow of my own ghost

I long to feel the sun again

(Cold and dark within)

Walking in the shadow of my own ghost

I long to feel again

(Cold and dark within)

Frail and fragile

Is the ghost that I will carry and time will swallow

Wolves of ash, howling in a present past

Cries carried up to any God whomever

And with every question asked, only the wind calls back

Cessation nigh to

Silence is an open wound

Violencе is a silent tomb

Cessation nigh to silencе

And with every question asked

Cessation nigh to silence

Only the wind calls back

Cessation nigh to silence

Walking in the shadow of my own ghost

I long to feel again tonight

Looking to the sky, connecting sound and sight

The moon will haunt the earth tonight

Walking in the shadow of my own ghost

(Looking to the sky, connecting sound and sight)

I long to feel the sun again

(The moon will haunt the earth tonight)

(Cold and dark within)

Walking in the shadow of my own ghost

(Looking to the sky, connecting sound and sight)

I long to feel again

(The moon will haunt the earth tonight)

--

Kävin tänään pitkästä aikaa lenkillä, kun oli aika kiva keli. Muutama aste lämmintä, pilvistä. Vähän oli liukasta, mut ei onneks pahasti ja oli kiva, kun ei satanu mitään paskaa. Teki kyllä tosi hyvää, taidan käydä huomennakin.

Itoshisa ha fuhai nitsuki

 Song of the day;;

→ Aphex Twin - Flim

--

Pakko tulla valittamaan siitä, miten paska keli tänään oli. Oli muutama aste lämmintä, mikä oli sinänsä ihan jees, mutta sato vettä ja nyt ulkona on helvetin märkää ja liukasta. Siis ihan perus alkukevään sää, mutta perkeleen ärsyttävää silti.

Zombie

 Song of the day;;

→ Bring Me The Horizon - Can You Feel My Heart

Can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

(Can you feel my heart?)

Can you help the hopeless?

Well, I'm beggin' on my knees

Can you save my bastard soul?

Will you wait for me?

I'm sorry, brothers, so sorry, lover

Forgive me, father, I love you, mother

Can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel my heart?

Can you feel my heart?

(Can you feel my heart?)

(Can you feel my heart?)

I'm scared to get close and I hate bein' alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

I'm scared to get close and I hate bein' alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

I'm scared to get close and I hate bein' alone

I long for that feeling to not feel at all

The higher I get, the lower I'll sink

I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim

(Can you feel my heart?)

Can you hear the silence?

Can you see the dark?

Can you fix the broken?

Can you feel, can you feel my heart?

--

Ah, legendaarinen BMTH. Edelleen kyllä sykkii kyseiselle bändille, tosin viime aikoina ei oo juuri tullut kuunneltua. Tänään oli terapia, jatkettiin menneisyyden ystävyyssuhteiden käsittelemistä (koska sitä niissä riittää). En muuten muistanu aiemmin mainita, mut tällä kertaa Runtilla kävi joku älynväläys ja se rupes menemään itse hissiin ylhäältä alas mennessä (aiemmin se on nimittäin pitäny kantaa sinne). Vielä alhaalta ylös tullessa se ei sitä oo hoksannu, mut ehkä seuraavalla kerralla sitten. Me ostetiin sille semmonen snack popper eli laitos, johon pistetään namuskeja sisälle ja sit sitä pitää edestakas ajeluttaa, jotta ne hyppää ulos sieltä. Runtti ei ihan vielä oo tajunnut sen toimintamekanismia, vaan se työntää kielen sinne ja yrittää sillä saaja ne namuskit sieltä ulos (ei onnistu). Sen pitää nyt kotona sitten harjotella pelaamaan sillä kunnolla.