LOVE AND LOSS.

  Song of the day;; → PARG - SURVIVOR Survivor I got my bad shades on (Oh) Jet black, I'm in my zone (Ah) I'm sick of the news, I'm sick of the views I'm sick of the lies they've told (Yes) Come on and shine the light (Okay) Come on and shine on me (Woah) Guess you can see, I don't believe Anythin' they told me Lettin' me down, liftin' me up Keepin' me slow, I don't give up It's tearin' me apart, I'm alive Try to look up, atop of a rock Climbin' these heights, man, I can't stop at all I'm standin' tall I'm a survivor, stay-aliver Do or die, in my prime, I'm a fighter I'm a survivor, won't be tied up Break from the pain, take your place, I'll remind ya I'm a survivor (Ra, ra-ra-ra, ra-ra-ra, survivor) (Ra, ra-ra-ra, ra-ra-ra-ra, survivor) (Ra, ra-ra-ra, ra-ra-ra, survivor) Break from the pain, take your place, I'll remind ya Kickin' me, breakin' me, but I won't stop Pushin...

  Song of the day;; → Henry Smith - Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer - Piano Version -- Hyvää joulua kaikille! Toivottavasti teillä on ollut kiva päivä. Mulla ainakin oli. Herättiin aikaisin kattomaan Joulupukin kuumaa linjaa, täti ja serkku sekä tädin koira kävi kylässä (Runtti pääsi nahuamaan sen kanssa), enokin piipahti pikasesti, käytiin isän kanssa ukin ja mummon luona (näin mun yhtä pikkuserkkua ensimmäisen kerran varmaan 10 vuoteen), käytiin haudoilla, syötiin, avattiin lahjoja ja nyt katotaan Raskasta joulua. Runtti oli innoissaan lahjoistaan, se sai monia erilaisia namuskeja. Mä sain muutaman lahjakortin, rahaa, suklaata, pussilakanasetin sekä kasvonaamioita. Kaiken kaikkiaan tosi ihana päivä.

  Song of the day;; → Disco Inc. - No Ragrets She picked me up, said we need to talk I sat in silence, wanting to open the car door, get out and just walk home Where I feel safe Where I feel right The only place I fall asleep at night But where's my home if I don't have you? So you left me in an empty room With a broken mind Only way I'd feel better was by getting high But soon that grew old, increased the pain I knew I would never ever think the same About myself, how I hate myself How I wished I could be anyone fucking else But I'm still me Why am I me Why am I me Tell me where I fucked up Running out of my luck I don't wanna be touched If it isn't your touch I'm alone and afraid I'm still singing your name You're just playing your game While I'm going insane Tell me where I fucked up Running out of my luck I don't wanna be touched If it isn't your touch I'm alone and afraid I'm still singing your name You're just playing yo...

  Song of the day;; → coldrain - Before I Go They say the good die young but I've already grown Still just a boy at heart in search of the unknown I'm still holding on, holding on for good Some days it feels like it's a test how far we bend These days I tell myself it's not over till it ends I'm still holding on, holding on for good I may fail, I may fall, I may drift away like smoke But you'll see my burning flames before I go I will break every wall until I'm six feet under stone You'll be calling out my name before I go Oh-oh, oh-oh, before I go I know a memory will be all that is left Left of these places facеs oh I can't forget I'll be holding on, holding on for good I may fail, I may fall, I may drift away like smokе But you'll see my burning flames before I go I will break every wall until I'm six feet under stone You'll be calling out my name before I go Oh-oh, oh-oh, before I go We win, we lose, give in, refuse We wait our tu...

  Song of the day;; → Infinite Scale - Slow Down -- Jouluvalmistelut alkaa olla pikkuhiljaa pulkassa. Joululahjat on ostettu (tai no, me käydään huomenna siskon kanssa ostamassa porukoitten lahjat) ja huomenna leivotaan mauste- ja taatelikakut. Tiistaina syödään puuroa ja äiti tekee porkkanalaatikon. Runtin lahjat pitää vielä paketoida.

  Song of the day;; → Foals - Mountain at My Gates I see a mountain at my gates I see it more and more each day What I give, it takes away Whether I go or when I stay I see a mountain at my gates I see it more and more each day I see a fire out by the lake I'll drive my car without the brakes I see a mountain in my way It's looming larger by the day I see a darkness in my fate I'll drive my car without the brakes Oh, gimme some time Show me the foothold from which I can climb Yeah, when I feel low You show me a signpost for where I should go I see a mountain at my gates I see it more and more each day And my desire wears a dark dress Ah, each day I see you less Oh, gimme some time Show me the foothold from which I can climb Yeah, when I feel low You show me a signpost for where I should go Through lanes and stone rows Black granite, wind blows Fire lake and far flame Go now but come again Dark clouds gather 'round Will I run or stand my ground? Oh, when I come to climb ...