Tekstit

Näytetään blogitekstit, joiden ajankohta on huhtikuu, 2016.

I'm not okay (I promise)

Song of the day;; → Aeon Spoke - Grace Give me faith in the world Faith in the world, point the way Give me faith in the world Faith in the world, point the way But I don't know how to love I don't know how to trust myself But I'll do my best to suffer with some grace Give me faith in the world Faith in the world, without pain Give me faith in the world Faith in the world, without pain But I don't know how to love I don't know how to trust myself But I'll do my best to suffer with some grace

Makeshift love

Song of the day;; → Imagine Dragons - Radioactive I'm waking up to ash and dust I wipe my brow and I sweat my rust I'm breathing in the chemicals I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my system blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa, oh, oh, oh, I'm radioactive, radioactive I raise my flag and dye my clothes It's a revolution, I suppose We're painted red to fit right in Whoa I'm breaking in, shaping up, then checking out on the prison bus This is it, the apocalypse Whoa I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones Enough to make my system blow Welcome to the new age, to the new age Welcome to the new age, to the new age Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh, wh

Something's gotta give

Song of the day;; → Aeon Spoke - Pablo at the Park Fading in the afterglow I wrinkle in my mind another fear With ears beside the bedroom door I close my eyes to keep inside the tears The question of its worth won't iron out It's tearing at the very thing I feel I'm still Pablo at the park Where's my Gloria when it's hard? How my mind has changed so much But my heart's the same He loves and then he hurts some more It takes a generous man to lose something Will I know what it means to see the pain through different eyes? But nothing seems to work this time I'll live inside the burden 'till I've healed I'm still Pablo at the park I'll find Gloria when it's hard How my mind has changed so much But my heart's the same But nothing seems to work this time I'm still Pablo at the park And I've got Gloria when it's hard How my mind has changed so much But I'm still

What's my age again?

Song of the day;; → AWOLNATION - Sail Sail This is how I show my love I made it in my mind because I blame it on my ADD, baby This is how an angel dies I blame it on my own supply Blame it on my ADD, baby Sail Sail Sail Sail Sail Maybe I should cry for help Maybe I should kill myself (myself) Blame it on my ADD, baby Maybe I'm a different breed Maybe I'm not listening So blame it on my ADD, baby Sail Sail Sail Sail Sail La la la la la La la la la la oh La la la la la La la la la la oh La la la la la La la la la la Sail Sail Sail Sail Sail with me into the dark Sail Sail with me into the dark Sail Sail with me into the dark Sail Sail with me Sail

The middle

Song of the day;; → Aeon Spoke - Yellowman His eyes are closed, his pale face asleep On the ground a newspaper reads The blood has spilled again And you just dream, my yellowman Yellowman The angels burn A torch to keep us warm His lungs are wide awake but he won't breathe He spits out the ocean and we dream Like a goldfish in a bowl They think we're free Yellowman You're trying rocks to clouds To stay above the crowds The angels burn A torch to keep us warm The blood has spilled again And you just dream Yellowman You never see the bloodstains on the battlefield The angels burn A torch to keep us warm -- Taas näitä biisejä, joissa on aivan ihanat sanat. Rakastan.

I write sins, not tragedies

Song of the day;; → Depeche Mode - Stripped Come with me Into the trees We'll lay on the grass And let the hours pass Take my hand Come back to the land Let's get away Just for one day Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Metropolis Has nothing on this You're breathing in fumes I taste when we kiss Take my hand Come back to the land Where everything's ours For a few hours Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Let me hear you Make decisions Without your television Let me hear you speaking Just for me Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Let me hear you speaking Just for me Let me see you Stripped down to the bone Let me hear you crying Just for me

Misery business

Song of the day;; → Aeon Spoke - Silence Draw me a picture of the sun So I can hang it in my room I can make-believe that I'm getting warm And find courage to pursue Well, we only hurt to afford the sun We stare at the walls that tear us apart And we laugh, the mirror speaks out Silence, silence So tell me beauty won't decrease Is to fail to attain? My instincts like a life I left Still lingers down on Edinburgh Well, we only hurt to afford the sun To stare at the dark and pray for some stars Then we cry We found a new ark Silence, silence I'm still wishing you love We stare at the dark I'm still wishing you love Silence

Sugar, we're goin' down

Song of the day;; → Message To Bears - Mountains And we could run away Before the light of day You know we always could The mountains say, the mountains say And we could run away Before the light of day You know we always could The mountains say, the mountains say And we could run away Before the light of day You know we always could The mountains say, the mountains say And we could run away Before the light of day You know we always could The mountains say, the mountains say And we could run away Before the light of day You know we always could The mountains say, the mountains say -- Niin... paljon... tunteita...????

Look into my eyes

Song of the day;; → The Bravery - The Spectator The birds are up when he collapses through the door Spilling out in constellations on the floor Soaked in liquor, he's soft as bread And everything that's left of him to beckon to his bed He is a nocturnal, always alone But you'll speak in secret codes That he has never known In this world but not of it So he watches from above it A visitor here, this is not home I am the spectator I can see the world passing by from here I am just a child to a man Back to the dust where I began I was never even here at all I am the spectator I am the spectator His eyes, like two cats, scratching in his head Begging him for sleep, starving for a bed But sleep, it never comes So he ticks the time away Hour after hour, hear them play, their bells go Chime, chime, chime, ticking, ticking time Chime, chime, chime, ticking, ticking time I am the spectator I can see the world passi

Dancing behind my eyelids

Song of the day;; → Mud Flow - The Sense of Me Try to try again To hear yourself again from time to time Try to try again To hear yourself again from time to time Try to try again To hear yourself again from time to time -- Tää biisi aiheuttaa mulle sydänvaivoja???

Lost and found

Song of the day;; → Massive Attack - Paradise Circus It's unfortunate that when we feel a storm We can roll ourselves over 'cause we're uncomfortable Oh well, the devil makes us sin But we like it when we're spinning in his grip Love is like a sin, my love For the ones that feel it the most Look at her with her eyes like a flame She will love you like a fly will never love you again It's unfortunate that when we feel a storm We can roll ourselves over when we're uncomfortable Oh well, the devil makes us sin But we like it when we're spinning in his grip Love is like a sin, my love For the ones that feel it the most Look at her with a smile like a flame She will love you like a fly will never love you again

Stormbringer

Song of the day;; → José González - Crosses Don't you know that I'll be around to guide you Through your weakest moments To leave them behind you Returning nightmares Only shadows We'll cast some light and you'll be alright We'll cast some light and you'll be alright   Crosses all over Heavy on your shoulders The sirens inside you Waiting to step forward Disturbing silence Darkens your night We'll cast some light and you'll be alright We'll cast some light and you'll be alright Crosses all over the boulevard Crosses all over the boulevard Crosses all over the boulevard Crosses all over the boulevard The streets outside your window Over flooded People staring They know you've been broken Repeatedly reminded By the looks on their faces Ignore them tonight and you'll be alright Cast some light and you'll be alright

Blood never lies

Song of the day;; → The Naked Brothers Band - Face In The Hall My love, we don't got each other So I'd run for cover, run for cover I feel better knowing it's all over And I'm free to be who I wanna be You make something just turn into nothing That's what you do, what you always do Just blending in, I know it's a sin But I'm forgetting you, forgetting you You used to mean so much But everything has changed You had your chance Now watch it fade away Just a face in the hall You used to mean it all to me Just a face in the hall Now it's all gone, you see Time's a pain, now soon to be over And the girl I knew, well, I don't even know her And what we had is thrown away And all my demons were kept to play You used to mean so much But everything has changed You had your chance Now watch it fade away Just a face in the hall You used to mean it all to me Just a face in the hall Now

Antichrist

Song of the day;; → Breton - Got Well Soon Has anything like this ever struck you? If ever a likeness that you're scraping for pockets of air? Whatever you're like when you came in Whatever you use Whatever you choose Whatever your acronym They say that either you're out Or you're in But you're on They say that either you're out Or you'll swim On your own You started what would sound Like a speech on how you moved around You told them all so well You had them memorised You bored us all to tears But here's the ground and there's your feet And never the two shall meet Has anything like this ever struck you? If ever a likeness that you're scraping for pockets of air? Whatever you're like when you came in Whatever you use Whatever you choose Whatever your acronym Has anything like this ever struck you? If ever a likeness that you're scraping for pockets of air? Whatever yo

Your loft my acid

Song of the day;; → tobyMac - Tonight Hey Every time I try to go in alone, I get shut down Locked up and held captive in the clutches of my down We go back, we go forth, we go back I'm sick with vertigo Weary of my ways, my days, my lips are frozen I wanna feel a new day (There's gotta be more than this) I wanna live a new way (There's gotta be more) I wanna feel a new day (There's gotta be more) I wanna live a new way (There's just gotta be more) Right here, right now Under the stars, I promise you my heart 'Cause it starts tonight We wanna rise, we wanna touch the other side (It starts tonight) We wanna soar, we wanna reach right out fore more ('Cause it starts tonight) We wanna rise, we wanna touch the other side (It starts tonight) We wanna soar, we wanna reach right out for more ('Cause it starts tonight) Tonight, tonight Tonight, tonight, tonight Tonight Can't feel like

Keep smiling

Kuva
Nyt, kun tässä itselläkin muutaman kuukauden päästä tulee tuo maaginen 18 vuotta täyteen, on tullut mietittyä, että mitä se oikiastaan meinaa olla täysi-ikäinen. Varmaan monelle se meinaa, ainakin alussa, sitä, että saa vihdoin ostaa tupakkaa ja ehkä jotain muutakin, mutta mä voin sanoa ihan sadan prosentin varmuudella, että mulle se ei meinaa sitä. Ehkä vielä tässä vaiheessa on liian aikaista sanoa, mut mä luulen, etten mä tule koskemaan mihinkään tommoseen pitkään, pitkään aikaan, enkä välttämättä ikinä. Monet varmaan nyt pitää mua ihan kummallisena, ja ihan vapaasti saatte pitääkin, mutta mä pidän oman kantani.  Syy siihen, miksi mä en halua polttaa, juoda tai kokeilla huumeita on ihan yksinkertainen; mä en vaan halua. Joo, tietysti siinä on sitäkin, että en halua väkisin hommata itselleni keuhkosyöpää tai maksakirroosia tai mitään muutakaan, mitä näistä nyt sitten voikaan seurata. Mut on siinä jotain muutakin. Ihan tarkkaan mä en itsekään osaa sanoa mitä, mutta jotenki

Lonely bell

Song of the day;; → Muse - Undisclosed Desires I know you've suffered But I don't want you to hide It's cold and loveless  I won't let you be denied Soothing I'll make you feel pure Trust me You can be sure I want to reconcile the violence in your heart I want to recognise your beauty's not just a mask I want to exorcise the demons from your past I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart You trick your lovers That you're wicked and divine You may be a sinner But your innocence is mine Please me Show me how it's done Tease me You are the one I want to reconcile the violence in your heart I want to recognise your beauty's not just a mask I want to exorcise the demons from your past I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart Please me Show me how it's done Trust me You are the one I want to reconcile the violence in your heart I want to recogn

Black water

Song of the day;; → Forever The Sickest Kids - She's A Lady I'm in love with a girl I hate She enjoys pointing out every bad thing about me I'm in love with a critic and a skeptic, a traitor I'd trade her in a second She's a backseat driver A drama provider An instant update of the world She's a first-class liar A constant forgetter She's attractive but bitter Did you scream enough to make her cry? It's a turn around Turn around Baby, don't return to me If you think that I'm not worth your time She's a lady And ladies shouldn't be messed with She's a lady And ladies shouldn't be messed with Take off your shoes Come in the room And baby, let's try not to argue Turn out the lights Turn on the radio How can we fight when I'm too busy loving you? I'm too busy loving you I'm too busy loving you Did you scream enough to make her cry? It's a tu

Eyes wider than before

Song of the day;; → Athlete - Wires You got wires going in You got wires coming out of your skin You got tears making tracks I got tears that are scared of the facts Running down corridors, through automatic doors Got to get to you, got to see this through I see hope is here, in a plastic box I've seen Christmas lights reflect in your eyes You got wires going in You got wires coming out of your skin There's dry blood on your wrist Your dry blood on my fingertip Running down corridors, through automatic doors Got to get to you, got to see this through First night of your life, curled up on your own Looking at you now, you would never know I  see it in your eyes, I see it in your eyes You'll be alright I see it in your eyes, I see it in your eyes You'll be alright Alright Running down corridors, through automatic doors Got to get to you, got to see this through I see hope is here, in a plastic box I've seen Christmas lights reflect

Your own spell

Song of the day;; → Spector - Celestine Celestine, my self-esteem is at an all-time low I'm holding on with both hands but I'm ready to let go Then I hear your voice and centuries of misery can't stop I know the night is young b-b-b-but tomorrow we might not be Keep the past in the past and notice That I only ever did what I thought was right Keep the past in the past and notice me tonight Celestine, it's autumn now, it feels like an age Even I know when the curtain falls, it's time to leave the stage All I ask is that you lie to me and tell me they can't stop me I know the night is young b-b-b-but tomorrow we might not be Keep the past in the past and notice That I only ever did what I thought was right Keep the past in the past and notice me tonight But the night's not long enough We're not strong enough, whoa, whoa, whoa No, the night's not long enough We're not strong enough now If I could

How soon is now?

Song of the day;; → Arcade Fire - Ocean of Noise In an ocean of noise I first heard your voice Ringing like a bell As if I had a choice, oh well Left in the morning While you were fast asleep Into an ocean of violence A world of empty streets You've got your reasons And me, I've got mine But all the reasons I gave Were just lies to buy myself some time In an ocean of noise I first heard your voice Now who here among us Still believes in choice? Not I No way of knowing What any man will do An ocean of violence Between me and you You've got your reasons And me, I've got mine But all the reasons I gave Were just lies to buy myself some time I'm gonna work it out 'Cause time won't work it out I'm gonna work it out 'Cause time won't work it out for you I'm gonna work it on out 'Cause time won't work it out for you I'm gonna work it out 'Cause time

Stairway to heaven

Song of the day;; → Athlete - Tokyo I am Tokyo I am here I am blazing lights On your street I'm an upstart Bound to cross you I'm the hypocrite By your side She won't forget And I won't forget And no one around could tell us apart 'Cause we were one mouth And one robot heart I am Tokyo I am here I am neon signs On your street I'm an army Of wind turbines Marching over your countryside And she won't forget And I won't forget And no one around could tell us apart 'Cause we were one mouth And one robot heart There's never enough time Only, only A glare off rainbow bridge Pin prick to the heart Again and again I felt every spark And no one around could tell us apart 'Cause we were one mouth And one robot heart We're burning through town Like there's nothing to lose 'Cause we were one mouth And one robot heart

Hungry like the wolf

Song of the day;; → Fleet Foxes - Blue Ridge Mountains Lie down with me, my dear Lie down Under stormy night, tell nobody My brother, where do you intend to go tonight? I heard that you missed your connecting flight To the Blue Ridge Mountains, over near Tennessee You're ever welcome with me anytime you like Let's drive to the countryside, leave behind some green-eyed lookalikes So no one gets worried, no So no one gets worried, no But, Sean, don't get careless I'm sure it'll be fine I love you, I love you Oh, brother of mine In the quivering forest Where the shivering dog rests Our good grandfather Built a wooden nest And the river got frozen And the home got snowed in And a yellow moon glowed bright 'Till the morning light Terrible, am I, child? Even if you don't mind In the quivering forest Where the shivering dog rests Our good grandfather Built a wooden nest And the river g

Welcome home, son

Song of the day;; → Foals - Spanish Sahara So I walked into the haze And a million dirty ways Now I see you lying there Like a lilo losing air, air Black rocks and shoreline sand Still that summer I cannot bear And I wipe the sand of my arms The Spanish Sahara, the place that you'd wanna Leave the horror here Forget the horror here Forget the horror here Leave it all down here It's future rust and then it's future dust Forget the horror here Forget the horror here Leave it all down here It's future rust and then it's future dust Now the waves, they drag you down Carry you to broken ground Though I find you in the sand Wipe you clean with dirty hands So goddamn this boiling space The Spanish Sahara, the place that you'd wanna Leave the horror here Forget the horror here Forget the horror here Leave it all down here It's future rust and then it's future dust I'm the fury in your head I'm the fury in you

Heart in your heartbreak

Song of the day;; → Glasvegas - Whatever Hurts You Through The Night I see you in the night walking past my house I wonder if you feel the same as I do Just like me, trapped and bruised And lost and lonely, too You follow the fright Of whatever hurts you through the night I saw you tonight walking past my house I'm sure you feel the same as I do Caged and scared, black and blue, black and blue Then comes the fright Of whatever hurts you through the night If there was a way With me, would you run away? If there was a way Would you let me take you away? Masterplan our escape route Run and never back we'd look We could leave behind Your past and mine The mirror's reflections that shocks in the light Take my hand, we could leave tonight Whatever hurts you through the night -- Sinä itket siellä, en minä!!

Walking on sunshine

Song of the day;; → Taking Back Sunday - Where My Mouth Is See, it's not like I didn't mean what I said When I said I'll put my money where my mouth is And I put my money where my mouth was Until I couldn't breathe through my nose And now I'm staring at the floor Where my second life just ended Where I lost not one but two friends Yeah, I had it all Sitting on top of the world But I threw it away Well, just to prove that I could I put my money where my mouth is See, I recall quite perfectly who I was Both before and after the drugs Both before and after the drugs I put my money where my mouth is I put my money where my mouth was I got a strong will, just weak hands And I don't know what to do with either one of them Yeah, I had it all Sitting on top of the world But I threw it away Just to prove that I could Just to prove that I could I put my money where my mouth is I put my money where my mouth i

Wasted daylight

Song of the day;; → The Killers - This River Is Wild Leaves are falling down On the beautiful ground I heard a story from the man in red He said the leaves are falling down Such a beautiful sound Son, I think you better go ahead But you always hold your head up high 'Cause it's a long, long, long way down This town was meant for passing through But it ain't nothing new Now go and show them That the world stayed round But it's a long, long, long way down You better run for the hills before they burn Listen to the sound of the world And watch it turn I just want to show you what I know And catch you when the current lets you go Or should I just get along with myself? I never did get along with everybody else I've been trying hard to do what's right But you know I could stay here all night And watch the clouds fall from the sky This river is wild This river is wild Run for the hills before they bu

Emerald hills

Song of the day;; → Broken Iris - Beautiful Girl Woke today Another memory passes of you Shades of grey From those three broken words That unfold the truth but I'll never forget those eyes That beautiful smile I still remember The way you said goodbye No matter how hard I try I can't forget about Beautiful girl On top of the world Don't fall down Because an angel Should never touch ground Last embrace Forcing you away Before it's too late I end this day In a most bitter way A regretful state but I'll never forget those eyes That beautiful smile I still remember The way you said goodbye No matter how hard I try I can't forget about Beautiful girl On top of the world Don't fall down Because an angel Should never touch ground Here I lay I drift away You come in And lay beside me It's got to be A memory that feels so real But just beyond me Mesmerised In yo

Don't be afraid, you're already dead

Song of the day;; → The Black Keys - Gotta Get Away I got paid, then I was on the road in a heartbeat Mama said, mama said You got a one-track mind But you ain't gonna get it all the time She wasn't lyin' I went from San Berdoo to Kalamazoo Just to get away from you I searched far and wide, hopin' I was wrong But baby, all the good women are gone My last dime got used up on gasoline What I mean, what I mean Atlanta, GA By the end of the day I'm well away, that's what I say I went from San Berdoo to Kalamazoo Just to get away from you I searched far and wide, hopin' I was wrong But baby, all the good women are gone And everything I had to say Wish we'd gone so far away Well now I can't stay Blacktop I can't stop for no one It's no fun, no fun With a one-track mind If you don't get lucky some time But still I'm tryin' I went from San Berdoo to Kalamazoo Jus