BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → God Is An Astronaut - New Years End -- Porukat ja Runtti oli tosiaan käymässä ja olivat yötä, joten sen takia jäi eilen postaus välistä. Oli tosi kivaa, Runtin kanssa on aina ihana olla (se oli taas jotenkin tosi virkeä ja reipas) ja kyllä sitä porukoitten kanssa olemistakin arvostaa ihan eri lailla näin nyt kun on vanhempi ja asunu jo usiamman vuoden poisa kotoa. Ei sitä sillon teini-iässä oikein arvosta eikä sillon kauhiasti halunnu ees viettää porukoitten kanssa aikaa, mut nykyään se on kyllä mukavaa. Mun suurin voimavara on kuitenkin mun perhe ja Runtti, joten ei ihmekään. Seuraava meno mulla onkin vasta perjantaina (fysioterapia), mut mun on alkuviikosta käytävä hakemassa apteekista vähän Brintellixiä lisää. Ois kans kiva jos kelit vähän paranis niin pääsis kävelemään.

  Song of the day;; → Rammstein - Deutschland Du (Du hast, du hast, du hast, du hast) Hast viel geweint (Geweint, geweint, geweint, geweint) Im Geist getrennt (Getrennt, getrennt, getrennt, getrennt) Im Herz vereint (Vereint, vereint, vereint, vereint) Wir (Wir sind, wir sind, wir sind, wir sind) Sind schon sehr lang zusammen (Ihr seid, ihr seid, ihr seid, ihr seid) Dein Atem kalt (So kalt, so kalt, so kalt, so kalt) Das Herz in Flammen (So heiß, so heiß, so heiß, so heiß) Du (Du kannst, du kannst, du kannst, du kannst) Ich (Ich weiß, ich weiß, ich weiß, ich weiß) Wir (Wir sind, wir sind, wir sind, wir sind) Ihr (Ihr bleibt, ihr bleibt, ihr bleibt, ihr bleibt) (Deutschland) Mein Herz in Flammen Will dich lieben und verdammen (Deutschland) Dein Atem kalt So jung und doch so alt (Deutschland) Ich (Du hast, du hast, du hast, du hast) Ich will dich nie verlassen (Ich weiß, ich weiß, ich weiß, ich weiß) Man kann dich lieben (Du liebst, du liebst, du liebst, du liebst) Und will dich hassen (

  Song of the day;; → Gareth Coker & Aeralie Brighton - Light of Nibel -- Jostain syystä on ollu tosi hankala tällä viikolla esittää toimintakykyistä ihmistä. Luulis että se ois jo tähän mennessä helpompaa, mutta eihän se nyt vittu ole.

  Song of the day;; → Annie - Anthonio (Berlin Breakdown Version Remastered) Oh, Anthonio It's been nearly one year Since our Rio Nights of forever Pictures of you and me Dancing and memories Through the masquerade You led me by the hand Whispered the words This is forever Said from the silver tongue That's where it started from Oh, Anthonio, my Anthonio Was I ever more than just a face in the crowd? Did you even know my name? Did you ever really care? Oh, Anthonio, my Anthonio Do you ever wonder why or where I am now? Do you ever feel ashamed? Do you even feel a thing? Oh, oh, oh oh oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh oh oh Oh, oh, oh oh oh oh There I was under stars Hearts made in the sand Lying with the boy from Ipanema Tide comes rushing in Time and time again Now that summer has gone Where did you run? All my letters are returned to sender For eternity You're a part of me Oh, Anthonio, my Anthonio Was I ever more than just a face in the crowd? Did you even know my

  Song of the day;; → Chapelier Fou - Les métamorphoses du vide

  Song of the day;; → Skillet - Dominion Do-do-do-dominion Do-do-do-dominion Life has become a war Under our overlords I look them in the eye I keep crossing the bitter line Don't hold me I've never been nothing but strong and free The number one enemy 'Cause I'm not hypnotized I refuse to believe the lies Our rebellion has begun Dominion, dominion Under the fists of a powerful Dominion, dominion Don't let the empire take control Revolution from within Lеt the kingdom reign begin Dominion, dominion Do-do-do-dominion Do-do-do-dominion Do-do-do-dominion Do-do-do-dominion Colliding chaos Prе-programmed robots No dissent allowed at all A forty foot golden idol Not your place I'll never bow down To the power state Death will not dominate The fighters finally rise They refuse to believe the lies Our rebellion has begun Dominion, dominion Under the fists of a powerful Dominion, dominion Don't let the empire take control Revolution from within Let the kingdom reign

  Song of the day;; → Dario Marianelli - Someone Loves Us -- Huomenna on fysioterapia ja sen jälkeen pitäis tiskata, kun en tänään jaksanu.

  Song of the day;; → Kubichek! - Nightjoy ou put on your silver shoes and watch the house collapse You put on your silver shoes and watch the house collapse Tear down your sugar walls It's not like I've got anyone to tell You put on your silver shoes and watch the house collapse Not enough night Joy is dark music Not enough night Joy is dark music Not enough night Joy is dark music Not enough night Joy is dark music Not enough night Joy is dark music Not enough night Joy is dark music Not enough night Joy is dark music Not enough night Not enough life You came here so you may as well Tear down your sugar walls It's not like I've anyone to tell They don't know anything It's not about them knowing anything Put on your silver shoes and watch the house collapse -- Juttelin tänään porukoitten kanssa Skypessä, oli ihana nähä että Runtti on saanu vähän painoa takas, kun se laihtui jonkin verran sairastuessaan. Porukat oli kuulemma vähän suunnitelleet, että tulisivat k

  Song of the day;; → Matt Corby - Breathe Speed stretches, fallen rain Skin lines on the window pane It blurs until I'm blind Can't see the other side I took the long way home Through November's undertone Sharp eyes sifting through to find Moments rare and purified I didn't know where I was Or where I was running to I didn't know where I was I don't know where I'm running to Fear is needless, seize Air is fearless, breathe Breathe So far from the ocean's thrall I was homesick inside city walls The seasons were upside down I was lost in hope that I won't be found I didn't know where I was Or where I was running to I didn't know where I was I don't know where I'm running to Fear is needless, seize Air is fearless, breathe

  Song of the day;; → Falling In Reverse - ZOMBIFIED Zombified The monsters aren't living under your bed 'Cause they are the voices in your head Zombified by the lies they've said We've become the walking dead 'Cause everybody's talking that sh Oh no, they'll never let go Of something you said ten years ago They're canceling, canceling you And they won't stop 'til everybody's Zombified (Zombified) They're pumping us with lies Like it's formaldehyde (Formaldehyde) They're dead inside It goes on and on, let this go When it stops, we'll never know We're hypnotised (Hypnotised) And they won't stop 'til you're Zombified You better shut your mouth and bite your tongue 'Cause you don't wanna piss off anyone (Yeah) We're traumatized by the damage done Welcome to America 'Cause everybody's talking that sh Oh no, they'll never let go Of something you said ten years ago They're canceling, cance

  Song of the day;; → Hans Zimmer - Dream Is Collapsing

  Song of the day;; → The Maccabees - Toothpaste Kisses Cradle me, I'll cradle you I'll win your heart with a woop-a-woo Pulling shapes just for your eyes So with toothpaste kisses and lines I'll be yours and you'll be Lay with me, I'll lay with you We'll do the things that lovers do Put the stars in our eyes And with heart shaped bruises And late night kisses, divine So with toothpaste kisses and lines Stay with me, I'll stay with you Doin' things that lovers do What else to do? -- Tänään oli aika hyvä päivä. Pelailin videopelejä, kattelin Netflixiä ja kävin lenkillä. Enkä meinannu liukastuakaan ku pari kertaa vaan.

  Song of the day;; → Radiohead - How to Disappear Completely That there That's not me I go Where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah, it's gone And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here Strobe lights And blown speakers Fireworks And hurricanes I'm not here This isn't happenin' I'm not here I'm not here -- Tää biisi aina hits different.

  Song of the day;; → Infinity Shred - Was -- Huomenna sairaanhoitajan aika. Ajattelin sen jälkeen käydä Tokmannissa, kun pitäis ostaa nastoja ja kaksipuoleista teippiä. Tykkään muuten tästä biisistä tosi paljon.

  Song of the day;; → Clint Mansell - Leaving Earth -- Tulin tänään takas Ouluun. Oon selvästi nyt saapunu siihen pisteeseen, missä on kiva käydä kotona mut myös tosi kiva tulla takas kämpille. Ainoa asia mikä siinä nyt harmittaa on se, kun haluaisin pystyä olemaan Runtin kanssa niin paljon kuin mahollista. Helpotti kuitenkin huomata, miten energinen ja reipas se vielä on, tänäkin aamuna ennen ko lähdettiin se oli tosi virkeänä. Maanantaina mulla onkin heti sairaanhoitajan aika ja sitten perjantaina on fysioterapia. Alko tehä jostain syystä mieli pelata mun vanhoja PS2-pelejä, joten taidan huomenna laittaa mun pleikkarivanhuksen tulille ja pelailla menemään. Energiajuoman kera totta kai, kuten parhaimpina jonnevuosina konsanaan.

  Song of the day;; → SWMRS - Trashbag Baby So, first off, I hate you The words cut through her lips like a Japanese knife She didn't expect to be hearing this tonight Meanwhile, I hear it all happening Through the door on the phone in the next room Yeah, I'm listening to you She said, I can't wait, I can't wait 'til there's no soreness in my arms And I can't wait, I can't wait 'til there's no scar across my heart I'm sick of being your trashbag, baby, wanna see you fall down I can't wait, I can't wait until you're not around My heart breaks, it shatters I spend all of June trying to pick up the shards Oh yeah, oh no, I should have known better But I'm not bitter My hand hurts, it's blistered So don't grab it 'cause she'll fuckin' stab you It's true When will you stop playing with fire? Well, I don't know She said, I can't wait, I can't wait 'til there's no soreness in my arms And I

  Song of the day;; → Imagine Dragons - It's Time So this is what you meant When you said that you were spent And now it's time to build from the bottom of the pit Right to the top Don't hold back Packing my bags and giving the academy a rain check I don't ever wanna let you down I don't ever wanna leave this town 'Cause after all This city never sleeps at night It's time to begin, isn't it? I get a little bit bigger, but then, I'll admit I'm just the same as I was Now don't you understand? That I'm never changing who I am So this is where you fell And I am left to sell The path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell Right to the top Don't look back Turn in the rags and giving the commodities a rain check I don't ever wanna let you down I don't ever wanna leave this town 'Cause after all This city never sleeps at night It's time to begin, isn't it? I get a little bit bigger, but then I'll admit I'm ju

  Song of the day;; → Fightstar - Dive Drifting out in the morning we are With our eyes to the moon Gravity pulls ever on We take a ride on the waves Can we dive? The fire drifts on the waves Can you see it now? Can you see it now? It's a ghost town The tempest dragged us too far With the last breath in my lungs I surrender myself to the sea But I belong here Can we dive? The fire drifts on the waves Can you see it now? Can you see it now? It's a ghost town

  Song of the day;; → IFEELU - Tranquility

  Song of the day;; → Interpol - The Weekend Stop reaching in, I'll meet you there Stop reaching in, I see you, friend All in good time, we'll speak Yeah, stop reaching in Say goodbye, Lorena, to the beach Heaven knows the week was bombin' But by the weekend you were here Asleep in my arms And the future looked like nowhere I've seen That really happened We believe it It's really magic Days roll by, non-discreet The ebb and flow just reflects the infinite symmetry You will come out for real celebration, hey You stand in vision, I'll sail away That really happened We believe it It's really magic this time Feeling even It's really happening now Let the weekend spin Right 'til the end Please say this whole adventure is dialing in The deep state, it's all self-interest, leave it there Breezing, breezing, reaching in Evident Feeling even That really happened We believe it It's really magic now We can see them It really happened this time Let the w

  Song of the day;; → Belle and Sebastian - Step Into My Office, Baby She called me up today Meet me down at the old café I jumped into the shower I was getting my marching orders We need to talk Step into my office, baby I want to give you the job A chance of overtime Say, my place at nine? She'd never stand for any lies She's got an Out Tray full of guys I could sense a breath, a whole new feeling Now she says she wants to call a meeting We need to talk Step into my office, baby I want to give you the job A chance of overtime Say, my place at nine? I'm a slave to work I'm only living when I walk Amongst the office staff And catch up with the office wag I'll be in bed by nine My curtains drawn My thoughts composed I get to work on time She gave me some dictation But my strength is in administration I took down all she said I even took down her little red dress We need to talk Step into my office, baby I want to give you the job I'm pushing for a raise I've

  Song of the day;; → Holding Absence - Wilt Could you fade away just as quickly as you came? You're a burnt bouquet, there's nothing left to say Simply dissipate, dissolve or just decay You're a burnt bouquet, there's nothing left for me to say Hold me now for a little bit Burn it down, get it over with If I admit that our lives were doomed to entwine I'd turn back the time for your piece of mind Hold me now, for a little bit The love that we watched wilt Could you fade away just as quickly as you came? You're a burnt bouquet, there's nothing left to say Hold me now, for a little bit Burn it down, get it over with If I admit that our lives were doomed to entwine I'd turn back the time for your piece of mind Hold me now, for a little bit The love that we watched wilt Whenever I see the tapestry, your blessed hands wove for me The poetry, the misery, it all meant so, so much to me Just give me a lobotomy and cure these things inside of me And maybe I can

  Song of the day;; → Astron - Whistling Straits

  Song of the day;; → flor - little light one This is how it goes With myself I know I keep running far too fast and though Can I stop to rest my bones? Living what I've done Trusting what's to come Can I show myself a bit of grace? Can I give it up again? Here, little light one Please accept my pardon I should listen, I should live for the moment So let's start again Hey, little light one Don't let up yet, I want it I can find it I just need to be reminded, little light one I'm a little scared walking with you here It's a brand new world I never knew In the strange, some comfort, too Do they know you like and need it? Can't release the control Do they see what you have always known? Here, little light one Please accept my pardon I should listen, I should live for the moment So let's start again Hey, little light one Don't let up yet, I want it I can find it, I just need to be reminded Little light one Here, little light one Please accept my pardon I

  Song of the day;; → WALK THE MOON - Sidekick We walk out the cinema About to go our separate ways and I I almost wave goodbye When you let your hair fall in your face And I often wonder why the things that I want Are so hard to find But I often fail to see the things that I need Are right here by my side Something in the air is giving me bad ideas Something in the air is giving me dangerous thoughts like Why don’t you stay at mine tonight? (Why don’t you stay at mine tonight?) Why don’t you stay with me and be my sidekick, sidekick? Do you, do you, do you want to be my sidekick, sidekick? Keys left hanging in the door A trail of shoes and winter coats And we’re kissing on the kitchen floor Our friendship up against the ropes And don’t you wonder why The things that you want Are so hard to find Well, it just occurred to me The one that I need Could be right here by my side Something in the air is giving me bad ideas Something in the air is giving me wicked thoughts like Why don’t you

  Song of the day;; → Kowloon Walled City - The Pressure Keeps Me Alive Down, can you take it slow? Get back on the ground There's not enough rope Stress, passed on like your name Now you wake so tired Take it, hand it down like a weight Now you wake so tired Take it, hand it down like a weight Now you wake so tired Stress, passed on like your name Now you wake so tired

  Song of the day;; → Matter and Energy - Orbital -- Hyvää maaliskuuta kaikille! Pidin nyt tässä muutaman päivän taukoa, kun äiti oli tosiaan käymässä. Tultiin tänään tänne kotia, oon täällä nyt sen pari viikkoa ja meen sitten takas. Jotenkin samaan aikaan helpottavaa nähä, että Runtti on aikalailla samanlainen ku aina ennenkin, mut toisaalta myös särkee sydäntä, kun kyllä siitä huomaa selvästi, että se alkaa olla jo vanha.