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Näytetään blogitekstit, joiden ajankohta on lokakuu, 2024.

Empire of silence

  Song of the day;; → Clairo - 2 Hold U Is it a crime that I'm just trying to hold you? To hold you? Interlocking fingers and I'm ready, I told you I told you If I'm in love then why is my heart hurting? Hurting? Everywhere that I go I just see you, I see you I wrote it down I told my mom My friends all know We get along I want you To want me too I want to kiss you I want to love you I want to touch you I think too much You

Feel

  Song of the day;; → Skillet - Feel Invincible Target on my back Lone survivor lasts They got me in their sights No surrender, no Trigger fingers go Living the dangerous life Hey, hey, hey Everyday when I wake I'm trying to get up, they're knocking me down Chewing me up, spitting me out Hey, hey, hey When I need to be saved You're making me strong, you're making me stand Never will fall, never will end Shot like a rocket up into the sky Nothing can stop me tonight You make me feel invincible Earthquake, powerful Just like a tidal wave You make me brave You're my titanium Fight song, raise it up Like the roar of victory in a stadium Who can touch me cause I'm I'm made of fire Who can stop me tonight I'm hard wired You make me feel invincible I feel, I feel it Invincible I feel, I feel it Invincible Here we go again I will not give in I've got a reason to fight Every day we choose We might win or lose This is the dangerous life Hey, hey, hey Everyday ...

Nice boi

  Song of the day;; → 65daysofstatic - Unmake the Wild Light -- Huomenna on tukiryhmä. Luulisin sen menevän ihan jees. Toki edelleen sinne meneminen ahdistaa ja aina, kun ''joudun'' puhumaan, mun kädet tärisee ja rintakehässä puristaa, mut se on kyllä hyvää itsensä sosiaalisille tilanteille altistamista tulevaisuuden toiveena olevien opiskelujen kannalta.

If these scars could speak

  Song of the day;; → Odonis Odonis - Highnote Waiting for A cosmic girl from magazines We convene Just outside your house Fly to space All logic is so far from here If only we could breath Without a plastic shell All this I know On a high note See my hand They see me Waiting for earth to blow Dream girl waiting for answer But you won’t find What it is you need here It’s alright We'll find in the next life Near to me The songs always seem to fade Like the color of the bedroom floor You always knew what to say -- Tänään oli fysioterapia ja sen jälkeen kävin apteekissa. Huomenna on vapaapäivä, joten teen... jotain. Keskiviikkona on sit tukiryhmä ja aattelin käydä kirjastossa sen jälkeen. Tänään on väsyttäny ihan älyttömästi ja näkö on tuntunu tosi huonolta.

Anti-social

  Song of the day;; → Cary Brothers - Crush I'm holding your hand in my mind It's been a long time Since I thought that I'll be fine I got beat up, bruised The last time that I tried But a night with you Has made me realize, I I've got a crush I've got a crush on you I've got a crush I've got a crush on you I've got a crush I've got a crush on you And it's enough I've got a crush on you We only told dreams of our lives And you were so kind 'Cause you know this pain I hide And you lean in, softly kiss my cheek goodbye It sparks the fuse that makes me realize, I I've got a crush I've got a crush on you I've got a crush I've got a crush on you I've got a crush I've got a crush on you And it's enough I've got a crush on you Is this the way to hope? Lost it long ago Is this the way to hope? I've got a crush I've got a crush on you I've got a crush I've got a crush (This is our time) (Is this the ...

Leave it all behind

  Song of the day;; → Starset - Satellite Darkening skies, coming this way Falling behind, into nothing But if you lead, I will follow A thousand miles away I will be your Apollo Alone in outer space Satellite, shine on me tonight I will be your gravity I will stay and never leave My satellite, are you here tonight? Shine your light and set me free Take the darkness out of me Shine on me Shine on me Blinded I wait, the end is forming You are my fate, give me warning If you lead, I will follow A thousand miles away I will be your Apollo Alone in ou— Satellite, shine on me tonight I will be your gravity I will stay and never leave My satellite, are you here tonight? Shine your light and set me free Take the darkness out of me Shine on me Shine on me Far across the emptiness I walk the night And search the silence in the dark you left behind I seek the stars above the worlds to be the guides But they all pale against the light in your eyes In your eyes And I won't suppose to know why ...

Fall

  Song of the day;; → 65daysofstatic - Hypersleep -- Ostin muutamia säilytysratkaisuja ja huomasin, että taidankin tarvita vielä yhden tuollaisen lipastohommelin lisää. Ne on aika pieniä ja yks tuohon vielä mahtuis. Tarkoittaa siis sitä, että pitää joululomalla käydä Ikeassa (sieltä ne muistaakseni on ostettu). Saatoin myös piipahtaa Sokoksella ja ostaa muutaman uuden NYX:in huulituotteen, kun siellä oli alennuksia. Huomenna sitten Runtti ja porukat tulee jossain iltapäivän aikoihin! Pitää muistaa käydä varaamassa pyykkivuoro, nimittäin taas on se aika, että pyykkiä on pestävä (se aika tulee aina kahden viikon välein).

Hurricane

  Song of the day;; → Crozet & Carl Cox - Moment of Nostalgia I'm on my way back home I've been away too long now I'm on my way back home to find If you were left alone If you were on your own to find Another lease on A life to need someone to lean on But all I know is I was waiting on the side of something I would want to make my own I've been away too long now I'm on my way back home to find If you were left alone If you were on you own I was away too long You weren't left alone -- Tää biisi saa mut jollain omituisella tavalla kaipaamaan mun lapsuudenkotia. Ylihuomenna nään ihanan rakkaan Runtin (ja porukat, totta kai) taas. Mietin tuossa miten saisin järjesteltyä noita mun meikkejä paremmin, kun niitä on kertynyt tässä vuosien varrella aika paljon (lasken nyt myös kynsilakat tähän vaikka en oo ihan varma, lasketaanko ne meikeiksi vai mitä ne tarkalleen on; semantiikkaahan tää kaikki nyt taas vaan on) ja ajattelin, jos pyörähtäisin huomenna keskustan Tokma...

Crying rain

  Song of the day;; → Bad Omens - Like a Villain Look into my face, then look again We are not the same, we're different To tell your tales and fables You couldn't wait You need a new clean slate without the dents A place to put your pain, your consequence When you look into the mirror Are you even there? I don't wanna know all your secrets 'cause I'll tell It's hard enough being alone with myself I don't know how long I'll be holding on I know you tried your hardest, I know that you meant it well But you pushed me to the edge and I slipped and then I fell I don't know how long I'll be holding on So write a brand-new page, then write again I know your act is staged, yet you pretend All while you're turnin' tables With missing legs I think you've overstayed your welcome in So go the fuck away, don't come again I'll see your face in the fire And burn it out I don't wanna know all your secrets 'cause I'll tell It'...

Calm snow

  Song of the day;; → Georg Friedrich Haas & Ensemble Recerche - In Nomine -- Tänään oli fysioterapia, se meni kivasti. Kävin sen jälkeen ostamassa Lidlistä halpaa energiajuomaa ja jouduin tullessa pyytämään joltain randomnaiselta apua, kun en ylettänyt ottaa lokerikosta pakettia (ihme kyllä tää on vasta toka kerta, kun nuin käy). Oon jostain syystä viime aikoina ollu tosi impulsiivinen rahan kanssa, mikä ahdistaa, vaikkei mulla taloudellisesti mitään hätää ole.

Rise of the runaways

  Song of the day;; → Bon Iver - Holocene Someway, baby, it's part of me, apart from me You're laying waste to Halloween You fucked it, friend, it's on its head, it struck the street You're in Milwaukee, off your feet And at once, I knew I was not magnificent Strayed above the highway aisle Jagged vacance, thick with ice I could see for miles, miles, miles Third and Lake, it burnt away, the hallway Was where we learned to celebrate Automatic bought the years you'd talk for me That night you played me Lip Parade Not the needle, nor the thread, the lost decree Saying nothing, that's enough for me And at once, I knew I was not magnificent Hulled far from the highway aisle Jagged vacance, thick with ice I could see for miles, miles, miles Christmas night, it clutched the light, the hallow bright Above my brother, I, and tangled spines We smoked the screen to make it what it was to be Now, to know it in my memory And at once, I knew I was not magnificent High above t...

Cold like war

  Song of the day;; → Black Marble - Backwards Waste the time on [?] They don't see the light But I might See you on American time I'll find you where your sun doesn't shine I'll find you where your blanket is lain This is not the plan I made but I'll find our day Children are the [?] They can't feel the light But I might I'll find you where the cal don't find [?] night Find you where your sun doesn't shine If you think you've had a say you'll find our way

The violence

Song of the day;; → Ozzy Osbourne - Let It Die I'm a rockstar, I'm a dealer I'm a servant, I'm a leader I'm a saviour, I'm a sinner, I'm a killer I'll be anything you want me to be Silent as a witness Make your heart race with a death kiss I'm a soldier in a blood war In the peace corp I am everything you'll ever be Loser, number zero Play the victim, end up a hero I'm a teacher, preacher Liar, I am everything, anything Mover and a shaker The oppressor, stimulator I'm a coward, I'm a fighter I'm everything, you are me, I am you Everything is breaking, no mistaking, it's all changing Tear it down, watch it all start burning All that's done is done, just let it lie It's a revelation, celebration, graduation Times collide, watch the world awaken All the past regrets from days gone by Let it go, let it die It's a new day for the faceless Take the torches from the useless First amendment, second guesses All dependant, I...

Tell me why

  Song of the day;; → LAAKE - Introspective -- Huomenna on tukiryhmä. Edellinen kerta parin viikon takaa multa tosiaan jäi migreenin takia välistä (rippistä meikä), joten kokeillaan nyt uudestaan. Sen jälkeen ajattelin piipahtaa Tokmannissa, jottei huomenna tartte. 

Supernova

  Song of the day;; → Doves - Rise Belly up in a sea of love Drowning's good in a sea of funk Drowning's good in a cedar love I'll keep you there, I'll keep you there So long So long City lights come back in June Seems the sun has gone too soon Miles away from anywhere Feels so warm in the southern air So long So long So long So long

Drugs

  Song of the day;; → Flutterspot - Softening distortions -- Tänään on väsyttänyt tosi paljon. Mielialakin on ollu aika matala, eli ei oo tullut tehtyä juuri muuta kuin nukuttua. Vaikka sitä kuinka koittaa hokia itelleen, että tämmöset päivät on ihan ookoo eikä niille voi mitään, silti sitä mielessä jotenkin kääntää sen niin, että ottaa ainakin kolme askelta taaksepäin.

I don't know what to say

  Song of the day;; → Demon Hunter - Collapsing I, I see the weight of hollow death Residing in you Take now your final breath Exhale the truth I see the fear of nothing left Dead fragments of youth You hold it in yourself I feel it, too I mourn your blindness I die along And swallow darkness In misery is where I belong Collapsing in on yourself I don't know why I try, I try Collapsing in on yourself I don't know why you deny I, I know the light is burning dim And dying in you I know the pain that lies within I feel it, too I mourn your blindness I die along And swallow darkness In misery is where I belong Collapsing in on yourself I don't know why I try, I try Collapsing in on yourself I don't know why you deny No vow of silence No remission of truth Collapsing in on yourself I don't know why I try, I try Collapsing in on yourself I don't know why you deny Collapsing in on yourself I don't know why I try, I try Collapsing in on yourself I don't know why...

Heavy metal

  Song of the day;; → Luke Howard - Bear Story II (Piano Version) -- Huomenna on fysioterapia, onneksi vasta 13:15 joten ei tarvi herätä helvetin aikasin. Sen jälkeen pitää piipahtaa apteekissa (sanoinhan, että ravaan siellä jatkuvasti) ostamassa lisää rasvaa, kun ei se pienempi tuubi minkä viimeks ostin ihan riittänytkään niin pitkään, kuin olin kaavaillut.

Fresh bruises

  Song of the day;; → Foals - Inhaler Sticks and stones Don't break my bones You're make-believe It's lock 'n' load It's a dead end road For you and me And I'm rusted gold I'm stripped and sold I'm make believe And I'm up for rent My head is spent I guarantee So can you not go away If just for one day? Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh Impossible, possible How do you feel now? How do you feel now in a war? War sends out for you And throw your fortune away And I can't get enough space Space Space Get enough space I'm pale and coy A mama's boy I'm make believe I shimmy-shake I wake 'n' bake I'm over me My lungs defeat I cannot breathe Don't follow me And you push and shove I've had enough You best believe So can you not go away If just for one day? Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh Impossible, possible How do you feel now? How do you feel now in a war? War sends out for you And throw your fortune away And I can't get enough sp...

Why you gotta kick me when I'm down?

  Song of the day;; → Bratz - So Good We know how to dare We know how to dream Tonight is the night What we wanna be, we'll be We're gonna make it through Let's conquer the fears Take every chance Hold back the tears What we wanna be, we'll be We're gonna make it through Out of our heads Into our hearts Close to the edge Ready to start And it's so good Dancin' on the air It feels so good Nothin' can compare 'Cause the beat in our hearts It's the beat of the charts Like a spotlight, we're cutting through It feels so good Shining here in front of you Give everything And don't be afraid Be true to yourself If you wanna live forever You're gonna make it through You're gonna make it through Out of our heads Into our hearts Close to the edge Ready to start And it's so good Dancin' on the air It feels so good Nothin' can compare 'Cause the beat in our hearts It's the beat of the charts Like a spotlight, we're cutt...

Sugar honey ice & tea

  Song of the day;; → In Flames - Where the Dead Ships Dwell Big picture slowly fades Walls are closing in And there I was cursing the ground Unable to understand I won't let the world break me So I need to change direction Nothing's special, I'm far from perfect Light the way for me Feel I was running an endless mile The last candle burns and I'm dying inside All of this will turn to ash A change for a peace of mind Walking where the dead ships dwell These are shores I left behind Streets were getting smaller And I had to leave Feel I was running an endless mile The last candle burns and I'm dying inside All of this will turn to ash A change for a peace of mind All I hear is noise Hearts of false hope, guess I took it for granted I know I went too far I won't say I'm sorry, I got what I deserve I got what I deserve Feel I was running an endless mile The last candle burns and I'm dying inside All of this will turn to ash A change for a peace of mind Feel...

In the dark

  Song of the day;; → Courteeners - Cross My Heart & Hope to Fly How can I create a work of art? Angled over a dishwasher that just won't start Domestic bliss, are you taking the piss? I need a minute on my own, minute on my own So I cross my heart and hope to fly And fuck right off into the middle of the sky Where no one can find me And no one can see that that would be my ecstasy Our clothes are on the floor and so are our hearts Your necklace and your pearls are your entourage A picture, a locket, a ring in my pocket I need a minute on my own, minute on my own So I cross my heart and hope to fly And fuck right off into the middle of the sky Where no one can find me And no one can see that that would be my ecstasy So I cross my heart and hope to fly And fuck right off into the middle of the sky Where no one can find me And no one can see that that would be my ecstasy So I cross my heart and hope to fly And fuck right off into the middle of the sky Where no one can find me And...

Nihilist blues

  Song of the day;; → Baroness - Take My Bones Away You lead the way, I'll follow You lead the way, I'll follow What was the plan here? I can't seem to stop Pissing and spitting from bottom to top Picking up viscera, tendons and broken remains Did you find another way Was it my turn, or yours, to say Did you find another way? Take my bones away I'll find them every day I took your advice and the requisite pills And forbidden pies from a white windowsill Swallowing caveats, Baphomet's breath and migraines Did I tell you don't come home? Why was your mouth beginning to foam? Did I tell you don't come home? Take my bones away I'll find them every day Take my bones away Take my bones away Take my bones away Take my bones away Take my bones away Take my bones away -- Huomenna on fysioterapia ja sen jälkeen täytyy käydä siellä apteekissa. Sitten kun tuun takas kotia, on tiskien aika.

Medicine

  Song of the day;; → Editors - Counting Spooks You know it's gonna hurt Sore feet dragged through the dirt Hit me right here The lazy way we love Good times we're dreaming of Hit me right here It's getting late The skyline's a state This city's tired like we are We're holding it together Counting spooks together I'm just so tired of numbers Night vision on Get the missionaries home Hit me right here You know where I start And you know where I end Hit me right here It's getting late The skyline's a state This city's tired like we are We're holding it together Counting spooks forever I'm just so tired of numbers Though it's getting late The skyline's a state And this city's tired like we are We're holding it together Counting spooks together I'm just so tired of numbers Holding it together Holding it together Holding it together Holding it together Holding it together Holding it together Holding it together Holding it t...

Over my dead body

  Song of the day;; → Journey - Don't Stop Believin' Just a small-town girl, livin' in a lonely world She took the midnight train goin' anywhere Just a city boy, born and raised in South Detroit He took the midnight train goin' anywhere A singer in a smoky room The smell of wine and cheap perfume For a smile, they can share the night It goes on and on and on and on Strangers waitin' Up and down the boulevard Their shadows searchin' in the night Streetlights, people Livin' just to find emotion Hidin' somewhere in the night Workin' hard to get my fill Everybody wants a thrill Payin' anything to roll the dice Just one more time Some will win, some will lose Some are born to sing the blues Oh, the movie never ends It goes on and on and on and on Strangers waitin' Up and down the boulevard Their shadows searchin' in the night Streetlights, people Livin' just to find emotion Hidin' somewhere in the night Don't stop believin'...

I O U

  Song of the day;; → Periphery - Scarlet So many reasons why one should never Entertain the taste of the red A cry for a life of innocence escapes her (So repent) And go running back to kill me 'cause it might make it easier (It’s the scent) Of fear that keeps you chained down to the ritual, adhere You’re a slave born into a dark world of deceit (of deceit) A slave that’s longing for a retreat Learning to love a disaster Direct your soul in the essence of hate To draw the blood of the master, flee The stains on your wings now carry the free Selfishly embrace the glory vengeance brings Hold courage tight Illuminate the night (Punishment, punishment) An eye for an eye, a knife to the wicked Just the sight of the organization burning to ashes Could put a smile on her face (her face!) The torture ends within this wretched place So please forgive what I’ve become Learning to love a disaster Direct your soul in the essence of hate To draw the blood of the master, flee The stains on your...

A thousand miles

  Song of the day;; → Harold Budd & Brian Eno - Wind in Lonely Fences -- Hyvää lokakuuta kaikille! Muistakaahan varoa luurankkeja ja kunmiituksia. Väsyttää ihan vitusti. Otin tänään tuon lääkkeen, liekö siitä johtuu. Sain kuitenkin tiskattua ja jaksoin olla koko päivän hereillä, joten se on plussaa.