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  Song of the day;; → Ihsahn - South Winds Static, dogmatic Death cult, fanatic Hidden in the open Masked by tradition Your face, your heart Fervent to obey Your face, your heart You gave it all away I’d rather live a life in sin And take the devil’s fall Than let the madmen of belief Make fools and martyrs of us all Get up off your knees, get up off your knees Your burden is a lie so get up off your knees Lift your head up high, lift your head up high Your burden is a lie so lift your head up high Your code, your line Your mouth, your spine A hammer to fictitious sins A cold field to south winds What kind of promises could justify the sacrifice you make? This shame and fear you force upon this world for Heaven’s sake Life you forsake Hope ran out in the desert sand Cancel all flights to the promised land I’d rather live a life in sin And take the devil’s fall Than let the madmen of belief Make fools and martyrs of us all I’d rather live a life in sin And take the devil’s fall Than...

  Song of the day;; → Abel Korzeniowski - Revolving Door -- Huomenna on terapia. Vähän jännittää, kun oli viimeksi puhetta, että aletaan käymään läpi perhejuttuja. 

  Song of the day;; → Foals - Into the Surf If you come again I'll be sure to send The tide to come meet you And if I come again Please be sure to send The moon to come meet me I'll eat up all your pain, take in all the blame Be that someone to complain to I'll be like water when you rise Plant a jasmine in the night Where I return There's a moon pool on fire Into the surf again There's a moon pool in bloom If you come again I'll be sure to send The tide to come meet you And if I come again Please be sure to send The moon to come meet me There's a lighthouse in the dark, a garden in the past Under bruisings of a night sky Be like water, when I rise Plant a jasmine in the night When I return There's a moon pool on fire Into the surf again There's a moon pool in bloom There's a serpent on the beach If I'm out of reach Place a garland in the sea for me When the tide comes rolling in Please be sure to send A blood moon for me A garland in the sea...

  Song of the day;; → thrown - guilt I can't forgive myself for the things I've done It's like every bad decision I've made has led me to this point Guess it's all my fault that I've grown into a man I hate And now I'm all alone (Blame it on me) This excessive guilt is making me feel sick (And I can't seem) To escape my own reality Give me a break I've had enough of all the fucking what-ifs And constant overthinking 'Cause I'm about to lose my mind over some stupid shit Trying so hard to accept my mistakes, my regrets Yet hеre I am with the same thoughts stuck in my hеad So, go ahead and blame it on me (I already do anyway) It's just who I am I'm unable to change the way I think A broken record of the same old things I've tried to bury, and I know it doesn't make any sense But I can't forgive what I can't forget 'Cause of the guilt that keeps on weighing me down It's like my, it's like my inner voice is tel...

  Song of the day;; → Dance Gavin Dance & Rob Damiani - Synergy No frowns around I'm now an older clown I think I honked my spleen The money came to answer my prayers If you're filming me piss It's probably best I stop the stream My colon is golden, eyes, they gleam Waking up Courage in my cup Last night was rough Don't remember much Waking up Courage in my cup Last night was rough Doing what I love Running on fumes, what can I do? Waiting for my score to come through Desperate for some motivation Running on fumes, checking my views Scrolling for a comment that proves I don't need more motivation I'm locked in, I'm stocked up often I'm shopping, my face is frosted I'm living life as if I'm alrеady dead I'm spilling cups and then I'm fucking the fеd I'm locked in and topped up often No caution, my pace is toxic I'm living life as if I'm already dead Open and shut, you know I gave it my best Was feeling panicked, so I got my...

  Song of the day;; → Abel Korzeniowski - Ghost Waltz -- Kävin terapian jälkeen kävelemässä, kun aurinko paistoi ja oli muutenkin hyvä keli. Huomenna on keskusteluaikaa luvassa ja kaupassakin pitäis käydä. Tänään on jostain syystä tuntunu maanantailta koko päivän.

Song of the day;; → White Lies - Hurt My Heart Found my way under your world Tried to change, I tried to unfurl But how I miss that sting when the phone won't ring And I wish I'd bruise when it's me, not you I miss that burn as I lose my turn And when the morning clears I feel that you're not here Oh, I mean it, I've lost all my feeling Make me hurt I need it, If only to heal it Make me learn as I try I try to hurt my heart I try to hurt my heart I try to hurt my heart I try to hurt my heart Found our place, the grit to the pearl An empty chase, a pain you can curl But how did I miss that sting when the phone won't ring And I wish I'd bruise when it's me, not you I miss that burn as I lose my turn And when the morning clears I feel that you're not here Oh, I mean it, I've lost all my feeling Make me hurt I need it, If only to heal it Make me learn as I try I try to hurt my heart I try to hurt my heart I try to hurt my heart I try to hurt my heart...

  Song of the day;; → Wage War - Youngblood Sometimes we're left to uncover the wreckage At the mercy of another’s decision He was almost seventeen Decided life was not worth living Put a gun to his pain To finally make it go away I hope you know that you're missed And even though your shell is gone, in our hearts you still exist I just wish you knew how much you meant To everyone around you To those you never met He was too young Taken by his own hand No one would understand Why he ended it all He was too young Taken by his own hand No one would understand Why he ended it all But now you're gone, you're gone You left a hole in the hearts of those who treasured you the most You may have left your mark but you left us all in the dark So I'll sing For the weak For the broken, those in need And I'll keep My heart in reach Left wide open, set you free You were loved I always saw a light in you and a smile on your face Full of passion, full of purpose, ready to take ...

  Song of the day;; → Northlane - Carbonized Mirrors and smoke, hit it with a fresh coat Mirrors and smoke, hit it with a fresh coat Mirrors and smoke, hit it with a fresh coat If the ship floats, run it through the main line Sugar sweet with a bitter beat, strip the paint You're just praying your prey remain snow-blind Conspire to keep them quiet You run for cover but you lit the fire Now your terror's at an end, disappear into the wind Never to be seen again We're wearing idol eyes Pretending we're onside It's not a reflection I want to glorify Hide for now, once thе sun comes out You'll be carbonized You'rе making shadows shift like an incubus You'll be carbonized, it serves you right I've been talking to my conscience It's soft-spoken and self-conscious Training my instincts to be cautious To remember that you're toxic We're wearing idol eyes Pretending we're onside It's not a reflection I want to glorify Carbonize I looked up...

  Song of the day;; → Abel Korzeniowski - Eternal Love

  Song of the day;; → City and Colour - Northern Wind You're the Northern Wind Sending shivers down my spine You're like fallen leaves In an autumn night You're the lullaby That's singing me to sleep You are the other half You're like a missing piece Oh, my love Oh, my love Oh, my love You don't know What you do to me Oh, me You are all four seasons Rolled into one You're like the cold December snow In the warm July sun I'm the jet black sky That's just before the rain Like the mighty current Pullin' you under the waves Oh, my love Oh, my love Oh, my love You don't know What you do to me Oh, me I'm the darkest hour Just before the dawn And I'm slowly sinking Into the slough of despond Like an old guitar Worn out and left behind I have stories still to tell They're of the healing kind Oh, my love Oh, my love Oh, my love If I could just find you tonight If I could just find you tonight Oh, my love Doo, doo, doo Doo, doo, doo Doo, do...

  Song of the day;; → A Day To Remember - End Of Me I took some time away For understanding of what brought us here today Oh-oh, you'll be the end of me I'm never happy like we were happy I'm never sad like we were sad Oh-oh, you'll be the end of me You know me all too well And I can't suppress the memories You're gone and I can tell That I've lost more than you'll ever see Don't say that it's not fair That you're not the person you wanna be 'Cause, oh-oh, you'll be the end of me I know I wasn't perfect, but I kept trying 'Til I forgot why I stayed Oh-oh, you'll be the end of me Yeah, we lost all meaning, we lost the magic So good luck to you on your way Oh-oh, you'll be the end of me You know me all too well And I can't suppress the memories You're gone and I can tell That I've lost more than you'll ever see Don't say that it's not fair That you're not the person you wanna be 'Cause, oh...

  Song of the day;; → Toothgrinder - HVY Tear it up Tear it up Mother Mary failed me so I changed my mind Tell me something I don't know I changed my mind Baby won't you bite my lip I changed my mind Lover rip right through my skin Sing it with soul Get in the mood Just like you wanted it all Hips rock and roll Intimate waterfall Tear it up Tear it up Magic mirror on that wall I changed my mind Who's the saddest of them all I changed my mind Sing it with soul Get in the mood Just like you wanted it all Hips rock and roll Intimate waterfall Tear it up Tear it up Drag your nails across my world Lean into me girl for the sake of all our riches and pearls Sing it with soul Get in the mood Just like you wanted it all Hips rock and roll Intimate waterfall -- Porukat on flunssassa ja taisinpa sitten mäkin sairastua. En oo moneen vuoteen ollu kipiänä ja onhan tää nyt ihan perseestä.

  Song of the day;; → Abel Korzeniowski - Satin Birds

  Song of the day;; → Ciaran Lavery - Okkervil River Okkervil River on the radio, you never heard them before Remember when your dad gave you hell and you cried on the bathroom floor And we saved all our money for the day we'd up and get away We never said sorry, no, we never felt bad about anything Oh-nah-nah-oh Oh-nah-nah-oh Winter rolled in like a hurricane, boy, and it knocked me around The days grew thin, I was on my bike, watching the lights come down Older man comes, saying why you gotta be so loud? Don't you know mister, there's no where to go in this one-way town Except straight down, down like a falling wind We were young, we were broke We had everything, so forget-me-not for when I was fifteen I was shy, I was green, I had everything I had everything (Oh-nah-nah-oh, Oh-nah-nah-oh, Oh-nah-nah-oh) Oh-nah-nah-oh Oh-nah-nah-oh Oh-nah-nah-oh Oh-nah-nah-oh Down like a tired day I've'a broken all the promises made To not grow up, to keep hold of the simple thing...

  Song of the day;; → Dayseeker - The Nail in Our Coffin You should be ashamed of the trash you let between your legs You are a snake in the grass who won't hesitate to stab me in the back Don't mean to be too brash I'll speak my peace, then you can get back To fucking anything that shows the smallest shred of interest Every word that leaves your tongue, is another lie to break my trust Keep my name from your thoughts and keep that mouth shut When the hell did you get so damn caught up in the act of tearing out my heart? Of all the people I've come across in my life, you are the bottom of the barrel I know I've said this once, but I guess I'll have to be more clear I'll say it over again, I'll be sure to speak up Fuck, you and your negativity And you can take back (Oh) You can take back all the things you ever said to me Said to me I tried to fix your old ways But you still managed to fuck it all up And I held you in the highest regard, but now we learn ...

  Song of the day;; → Maraton - Spectral Friends Fragile is the touch Cause it fractures and combusts Our illusions and confusions But the risk is why we choose it We were born outside the hive Picking thorns yet still alive Sovereigning in our castles As our brightened future passed us And I'd really like to take you out Separated by intent Grew inflated as we spent I'm the reason you defected I'm the reason you rejected We were born outside the hive Picking thorns yet still alive Sovereigning in our castles As our brightened futures passed us And I'd really like to take you out We are spectral friends And I want you to know, you know We're haunting while the others breathe and grow We are spectral friends tonight And it's our job to make it right Beneath the void, with you and I If you could see today Would you really want to know? If I could make you stay I'd really like to take control Can't you just be like me? I really need to make you see What has...

  Song of the day;; → Abel Korzeniowski - Restless

  Song of the day;; → Foreign Air - Caffeine Eat your love, girl, I had to Spandex, leather hat, no tattoos I am mad all about you (Ooh, uh-huh, hey) Call it drugs, call it caffeine Call it lust, call it sexy I look sad, but I'm happy And you have got me high All the other times But I've been falling down, down so hard I need your love, need your love Need your love, need your love Need your love, need your love Need your love, need your love I got secrets I can't control Just like seeds, you know they'll grow Hidden lies between the lines You never know what you will find And you have got me high All the other times I've been falling down, down so hard I need your love, need your love Need your love, need your love Need your love, need your love Need your love, I need your love I need your love, hey I need your love, hmm I need your love I'm sick and tired of breathin' in But I'll take a drag All your words have got my mind in a knot With all your lovin...

  Song of the day;; → Beartooth - Sick and Disgusting Remember the time you said son, it'll be alright? Remember the time you said son, it will be just fine? Well, I'm waiting for the day that my mind says it's had enough And I pray that day comes soon so I can finally feel loved I just wanna feel loved I just wanna feel loved Remember the time I said god, I'm ready to die? Remember the time I said god, just take my life? Remember that time that I cried every single night? And every thought about myself was out of spite Sick joke, sick joke, that's all I'll ever be to anyone Sick joke, sick joke, that's all you'll ever be to anyone I'm nothing but sick and disgusting I'm nothing but sick and disgusting God, I don't know if I'll ever be ready to die God, I'm too much of a coward to give you my life And I know that I'm still gonna cry every single night But if You want me, I'm gonna stay here And fight till you say, son, your he...

  Song of the day;; → Apocalyptica, Franky Perez & Geezer Butler - I'll Get Through It Out on my own, out of my mind I am barely breathing Cold and alone, tumbling through time Life has lost its meaning The world that I'd be in has Crumbled at my feet But I'm gonna be fine Don't worry 'bout me Hey, I'll get through it It's only gonna take a lifetime But hey, I can do it It might take forever And I, I'll get stronger Won't be in this pain no longer Hey, I'll get through it Without you Cold light of day broke through the night All illusions shattered All that I had was all in my mind Happy never-after Love left me broken Cut my heart so deep But I will be alright Don't worry 'bout me Hey, I'll get through it It's only gonna take a lifetime But hey, I can do it It might take forever And I, I'll get stronger Won't be in this pain no longer Hey, I'll get through it Without you The world that I built has Crumbled at my f...

  Song of the day;; → Abel Korzeniowski - Closer Than Sisters

  Song of the day;; → Foreign Air - In the Shadows I know you remember How the leaves fell in November The cold wind of December And how we just fell apart I know you could hear me But you pretend you don't have a heart Then you took my halo And you left me in the dark I was hanging out the window I was hoping I would fall All the people were watching As they crowded down below And I can't get it out of my mind I can't get it out of my mind In the shadows I know you think you were clever By shedding all your feathers Bury all your treasure But I won't play the part One day, you will hear me Hunting in the dark Taking back my halo So this is where we part I was hanging out the window I was hoping I would fall All the people were watching As they crowded down below And I can't get it out of my mind I can't get it out of my mind In the shadows In the shadows As always, in time I lose my mind I lose my mind to forget you As always, in time I lose my mind I lose my m...

  Song of the day;; → Make Them Suffer - Prologue -- Käytiin eilen isän kanssa kattomassa The Music of Ennio Morricone-konsertti. Se oli ihan älyttömän hieno. Tänään sitten tultiin tänne kotipaikkakunnalle, oon täällä nyt sen pari viikkoa hengailemassa Runtin (ja muun perheen) kanssa.

  Song of the day;; → ERRA - Sol Absentia I feel it drain all my energy On the verge of relapse Shadows contort in search of form Heart like a breeze, head like a storm Spirit is the blowing wind Mind is the discordance of the chimes Someone deign to save this weary soul No light No sun I can feel the weight of the night (But I can see) No light (God is faltering) No sun (Man is suffering) I can feel the weight of the night (But I can see no light) Like falling in a dream No light Pick it up Somnolent incantation Slow death by survival Love is dead on arrival Dead on arrival Oh Edge of the earth marks creeping descеnt Of a malevolent sun burying its head I feel it drain all my еnergy Cacophony of crows Singing the soul to death No light No sun I can feel the weight of the night (But I can see) No light (God is faltering) No sun (Man is suffering) I can feel the weight of the night (But I can see no light) Like falling in a dream No light Nothing's what it seems Life exits in vermil...

  Song of the day;; → Abel Korzeniowski, Jasper Randall & The Hollywood Studio Symphony - Come, Gentle Night -- Ylihuomenna saan taas nähä Runtin!!!

  Song of the day;; → Charlie Cunningham - Bite Keep hearing the fear in your voice, it's troubling me Too near to the edge, much closer than I’ve been Pull back a step before you throw your stone They'd often see you stumble, but soon you won't It fits you, it fits us If it’s real, it's enough You said you won't come following me I said I don't know what to believe I won't say, I won't say you called I won't say anything at all Just do what they don't I can give you the most Of anything you want Stone cold faces let you keep poisoning your blood Cut you open then you’ll see poison in your blood Take what they will Do with it what they want I make no sense of it And I’m glad it's done It’s hard to believe It was here all along They took the best of it And left me with none The stone cold friends that let you keep poisoning your blood Those same friends mock you when they leave Poisoning your blood Stone cold faces let you keep poisoning your ...

  Song of the day;; → Thornhill - Coven Alive and moving, closer than before Slowly breathing under the floor Give me all your attention so I can feed You made me real and that's all I need I continue to feel, knowing that I’ll rot If I was in pain would you make it all stop? A hybrid of hell, did you know? You are the inferno I hear deafening voices coming from me Given the power to control what I see What I am inside, this flesh is turning blue Carry shards of broken hearts for you Fall with me into what never ends No light in our descent Save yourself and run I'm under your bed, I'm in your head I'm in your lungs when you need some air Don't breathe, I'll find you I hear deafening voices coming from me Given the power to control what I see What I am inside, this flesh is turning blue Carry shards of broken hearts for you Don't let me close Don't let me close -- Hyvää maaliskuuta kaikille!