A STORM IS COMING.

Song of the d ay;;   → Mötley Crüe - Shout at the Devil Shout, shout, shout Shout, shout, shout Shout at the devil He's the wolf screaming lonely in the night He's the blood stain on the stage He's the tear in your eye Been tempted by his lie He's the knife in your back, he's rage He's the razor to the knife Oh, lonely is our lives My head's spinning 'round and 'round But in the seasons of wither We'll stand and deliver Be strong and laugh and Shout, shout, shout Shout at the devil Shout, shout, shout He'll be the love in your eyes He'll be the blood between your thighs And then he'll have you cry for more He'll put strength to the test He'll put the thrill back in bed Sure you've heard it all before He'll be the risk in the kiss Might be anger on your lips Might run scared for the door But in seasons of wither We'll stand and deliver Be strong and laugh and Shout, shout, shout Shout at the devil Shout, shout, shou...

  Song of the day;; → Abel Korzeniowski, Jasper Randall & The Hollywood Studio Symphony - A Thousand Times Good Night -- Tää viikko on ollut sanalla sanoen aivan perseestä. Unirytmi mulla käänty jostain syystä aivan päin helvettiä, oon nukkunu ja valvonu ihan miten sattuu. En oo jaksanut ja muistanut käydä apteekissa, joten oon ollu muutaman päivän ilman lääkkeitä ja ahdistus on kyllä ollu sen mukasta (tämä on toki täysin omaa syytäni). Eilen oli eka psykoterapiakerta. Ajattelin, etten sen kummemmin avaa, mistä siellä aina jutellaan, ellei oo joku tosi major breakthrough tai muuta vastaavaa. Sain tänään suurimman osan tiskeistä tiskattua, muutama jäi vielä. Huomenna on fysioterapia ja sen jälkeen on kyllä pakko käydä apteekissa.

  Song of the day;; → Another Sky - I Don't Hate you I don't hate you, I just won't talk to you again For what you did to my friend We're stacked in estates, then spread out in our graves We'll have more room when we're dead Vows to sing at your funeral Songs from Carrie and Lowell I miss parts, but I must take you as a whole So I'll see you on the other side As you fight for your right To never give a damn about hers or mine I would give her my lungs and my air when she cries And the world she deserves She's the sun even when she can't feel it on her skin And nothing can take that from her If she could have a shadow You'd be it, turning her glow Into the only shade of grey You've ever known So I'll see you on the other side Taking regression in your stride In a sea of people that all look alike Ascension, spiralling Coming back with new understanding In a sea of people that all look alike I don't hate you, I just won't see you ag...

  Song of the day;; → Dimitri De Alencar - Low Life I have been living on the streets, now For quite a while Victim of the circumstances I see no way out Thou shalt not kill You bet I’ll do it Thou shalt not die I won’t, I won’t Low life I do what I can Low life Oh, oh, oh, oh

  Song of the day;; → ERRA - Stockholm Syndrome I won't stand in your way Let your hatred grow And she'll scream and she'll shout and she'll pray And she had a name, yeah, she had a name And I won't hold you back Let your anger rise And we'll fly and we'll fall and we'll burn No one will recall, no one will recall This is the last time I'll abandon you And this is the last time I'll forget you I wish I could Look to the stars Let hope burn in your eyes And we'll love and we'll hate and we'll die All to no avail, all to no avail This is the last time I'll abandon you And this is the last time I'll forget you I wish I could This is the last time I'll abandon you And this is the last time I'll forget you I wish I could I wish I could

  Song of the day;; → Abel Korzeniowski - Dance For Me Wallis -- Keskusteluaika ja verikoe meni hyvin (vaikkakin muistin verikokeen ajan väärin ja vähän myöhästyin mut onneks se kesti muutenkin vaan minuutin niin eipä hätiä mitiä). Kävin Tigeristä ostamassa kaverille synttärilahjan ja Suomalaisesta vihkon ja kyniä, kun oon nyt paljon kirjottanut käsin nuita hahmojuttuja sun muita tsögediböngejä. Koin myös siellä keskustelukäynnillä sellaisen ahaa-elämyksen, että ehkä mun uni öisin on niin katkonaista, koska mun vireystila näin yöihmisenä on sillon korkiammalla. Nimittäin sillon kun nukun päivällä, mun uni ei oo läheskään niin katkonaista, mikä viittais siihen, et se olis mun ns. oikeaa nukkumisaikaa. Aika jännää. Harmi, kun yhteiskunta ei toimi niin, että vois nukkua päivät ja valvoa yöt. Mulle sopis sellanen erittäin hyvin. Huomenna ei tarvi mennä mihinkään eikä tehä mitään, mut lauantaina pitää pestä pyykkiä. Onneks muistin ostaa pyykinpesujauhetta tänään kun kävin Tokmannissa. N...

  Song of the day;; → Fleet Foxes - Tiger Mountain Peasant Song Wanderers this morning came by Where did they go, graceful in the morning light? To banner fair, to follow you softly In the cold mountain air Through the forest, down to your grave Where the birds wait, and the tall grasses wave They do not know you anymore, more, more, more Dear shadow alive and well How can the body die? You tell me everything Anything true Into town one morning I went Staggering through premonitions of my death I don't see anybody that dear to me Dear shadow alive and well How can the body die? You tell me everything Anything true Jesse I don't know what I have done I'm turning myself to a demon I don't know what I have done I'm turning myself to a demon -- Huomenna on tosiaan se keskusteluaika ja sitten myöhemmin iltapäivällä pitää käydä verikokeessa. Ois ollu kätevä, jos verikoeaikoja ois ollut vapaana aamupäivästä, mut ei. No, eipä se haittaa. Saatiin muuten varattua eka psykoter...