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Song of the day;; → One Morning Left - The Star of Africa Do you remember Board game called The star of Africa All players will receive 300 bucks start-up money Throw the dice  And move what it shows You can travel on foot, by ship Or by aeroplane Who will find it first Who will find it first If you reach a city w here there's a token You have 3 options Continue as normal Buy the token Or try to win it By throwing fyra, fem, sex Just like the brightest diamond You shine in a way that no one else does Let me hold you and take you away Are you ready for an adventure of a lifetime After this there's no turning back You are my star of Africa Let me hold you forever I recommend this game for girls 'Cause this is your chance to get some diamonds So sweet and so beautiful But be careful 'cause there are robbers too And they'll take it all  You, you shine like a gemstone I w

Song of the day;; → SR-17 - Goodbye I'm everything you know You wonder friend or foe I'm the burning in your throat when you swallow But then you spit me out Your stomach full of doubt Now you're faking every word out of your mouth But you won't let go It's all about control Understand I'm born to lead, you will follow I don't want to stay I'm running away Don't you hear me when I say Goodbye, so long, nice try. I'm gone You don't like being second I don't like being wrong I won't forget the way you made me feel I won't regret running away from here So I'll say goodbye again So I'll say goodbye again Now it's there to see You've forgotten me Ever since I was the prince among the thieves So you hold me down Strip away my crown Can't contain me knowing all the truth I found Always thinking small Helping me to fall Now your jealousy a

Song of the day;; → Three Days Grace - Get Out Alive No time for goodbye, he said As he faded away Don't put your life in someone's hands They're bound to steal it away Don't hide your mistakes 'Cause they'll find you, burn you Then he said If you want to get out alive Whoa-oh, run for your life If you want to get out alive Whoa oh, run for your life This is my last time, she said As she faded away It's hard to imagine But one day you'll end up like me Then she said If you want to get out alive Whoa-oh, run for your life If you want to get out alive Whoa-oh, run for your life If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive) Whoa-oh, run for your life (Life) If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive) Whoa-oh, run for your life If I stay it won't be long 'Til I'm burning on the inside If I go I can only hope That I make it to the other s

Song of the day;; → One Morning Left - OSCi I draw my own future by myself Whole picture looks like an exploded bomb These fucking years are killing me I don't care about this shit anymore You should know that I need you so much Where have you been 'cause this time I really need you ''my guardian angel'' Come on and show the light and heal my bruises Don't be afraid 'cause I feel the same Don't be insane 'cause you'll lose this game Don't fear your thoughts just follow the order Just be quiet and look forward No one deserves anything like this This is a game of love without me Things that you heard, the ones that made you silent Just like when you were young, afraid of falling I draw my own future by myself Whole picture looks like an exploded bomb, looks like an exploded bomb You should know that I need you so much Where have you been ''my guardian angel

Song of the day;; → Sonic Syndicate - Long Road Home There's something wrong deep in this travesty Beneath the clouds the sphere revolves Pierce the veil and bring me some of that clarity Imagine my life and death in high-resolution What's done is done, there's no turning back Regret is for the weak and wicked And we are so much more than this With snakes at my feet and vultures up above When the rain comes down who gives a flying fuck Despair is my name and I wear it like a cross I still believe my god is lost I know sometimes it feels like You're never ever gonna be the same again With shadows creeping up around you They're creeping up on you Keep standing tall and state your name There is no such thing left as fate only what you create I'm the creator Galvanized I sever the cord that's strangling I've been looking for a way for so long I think I've gone insane This was not part of th

Song of the day;; → Mogwai - Scotland's Shame -- I'll write something since this song doesn't have lyrics. I had a Finnish exam today, it went well I suppose... I have an English exam tomorrow, I reckon it will go well too. Right now I'm just listening to music and transferring some of my writings to a memory stick so that I can find all of them in one place if I ever need to. Also only about two or so weeks until Degrassi finally stars. God damn, I can't wait.

Song of the day;; → One Morning Left - Our Sceneration You will shine like a rising sun Brightness melts my look I must finish this desperate rat race We're too proud to admit that we were wrong And it takes us so deep commit suicide This is my deepest dream Falling into the darkest grave Too proud to admit that we were wrong and it shames us so deep It's time to clean up this mess Bury those fears and wash these filthy hands again Back to square one Looking for the one Who can offer her shoulder When I will die old Fighting in circles Looking for peace Back to sleep I'm gonna leave this dream behind me We're too proud to admit that we were wrong And it takes us so deep commit suicide This is my deepest dream Falling into the darkest grave Too proud to admit that we were wrong and it shames us so deep I feel so weak, so witty, so genial, this mess was not so fucking brilliant We're too pr

Song of the day;; → Sonic Syndicate - My Revenge This decision will be your final breath I tried to find a distraction to take my mind off how much I wanna find you Reel you in with a face that you know, while I write this deception I'd love to say it's only gonna equal that which you did to me But the truth is my grudge has manifested Turned into something I don't even recognise But one thing I know is that when I find you it's gonna hurt, it's gonna hurt But one thing I know is that when I find you it's gonna hurt, my god this will hurt And all the people that you love are in as much trouble as you are This is not a threat, this is not a threat This is the one and only chance you will ever get To make it up to me before I let it out The demon called revenge My revenge Wake up and smell the roses - they're on your grave Use this hindsight to make peace with all the mistakes that you've made

Song of the day;; → Stereophonics - Half the Lies You Tell Ain't True You could lick or chew Tongue in style tonight Champagne drag queen suit Pinstripe outta line It's time to try hard Blisters on your feet, blisters up your spine If I could choose from two, I'd mine to be a smile But when you rely on a lie that's true And no one believes in the things you do 'Cause half the lies you tell ain't true I'm gonna find out I'm gonna find a piece of you You could pick and lose Diesel dreams for crime I should win and choose  Colours under size A naked fake that's a face that fits for two Sex brings out the spies Hanging from you feet Hollywood star style But when you rely on a lie that's true And no one believes in the things you do 'Cause half the lies you tell ain't true I'm gonna find out I'm gonna find a piece of you But when you rely on a lie that's tr

Song of the day;; → One Morning Left - Faith In Humanity You better Back down no lie will make me turn ever It's hatred prevents us from being better Manpower the key, dreams live forever In the bring of extinction we strong together You said you hate, but fact is I know I said, a man can poison his own soul Keep hatin' it ain't a story untold Finding in be easy but out is a goal Keep pushing us aside 'cause you'll never understand To be hated makes us feel alive You hate, we grow much stronger Keep pushing us aside 'cause you'll never understand To be hated makes us feel alive Haters make me famous You hate, we grow much stronger Haters push us, haters make us, haters take us, take us to the stars Keep pushing us aside 'cause you'll never understand To be hated makes us feel alive Keep talking, I'll get more power from your words and it makes me feel alive

Song of the day;; → Sonic Syndicate - Before You Finally Break So you finally let the Kraken out to take back what's yours But it's only feeding your alienation Better fetch your scalpel, Dexter, 'cause we're chancing faces now Remember the sights Remember the nightmares Guess you never found your path Guess you never found your answers Guess you never found yourself Stuck in the wake of a dream Don't know how much more you can take before you finally break Before you lose yourself in this world I wanted to watch you crawl - crawl I wanted to watch you fall - fall But guess it will suffice me to see you on your knees Dead to the light and getting darker, don't you want to follow me now? First in the line of fire, I am So back your lies with action, fucker But that's alright, that's okay, they didn't believe you anyway Guess you never found your path Guess you never found your answers Gues

Song of the day;; → Midtown - Nothing Is Ever What It Seems Tear it back, tear it slow Lose yourself, lose control Listen close, there's something you need to hear If just this once Everyday the same joke I never think it's funny Nothing's ever what it seems The truth becomes a dream And we reach for what we're missing in ourselves Tear it back, tear it slow Lose yourself, lose control Listen close, there's something you need to hear If just this once Everyday the same joke I never think it's funny Nothing's ever what it seems The truth becomes a dream And we reach for what we're missing in ourselves I fought away this desperation I've made attempts to quell temptation I swear to God I tried We could never compromise You could never change me 'Cause we reach for what we're missing in ourselves Everyday the same joke I never think it's funny Nothing's ev

Song of the day;; → One Morning Left - LOL We are always searching Trying to figure out something Hiding behind these memories Looking back to yesterday What are we looking for in life There are so many offers Just make your own choices And build your own life This is what I can offer to you I'm still worried about you Take my hand and become stronger Feed your soul, feed your heart Inspire your mind We are always searching, what is it that we are searching for We are always searching Where do we go What are we looking for in life There are so many offers Just make your own choices And build your own life This is what I can offer to you Take my hand and become more stronger Than ever We are always searching, what is it that we are searching for We are always searching

Song of the day;; → Sonic Syndicate - Catching Fire The sins have all been released Am I a sinner now? I turn the light on but still it's dark So just give me a sign to keep good in my life I turn the light on but still I can't see shit Don't try to find me here Just go, I crossed a fine line No peace in the Eden fire - follow temptation My soul caught a glimpse of what it's like to be immortal And now I just want it back more than you'll ever know More than you'll ever know I caught fire following your footsteps You can't save me, bury the ashes I caught fire following your footsteps You can't save me You can't save me now It's not the end of the road or the start of it all It's just a plane on which we exist And as we constantly fade, degraded by the machine We gave away the soul of human-being Don't try to find me here Just go, I crossed a fine line No peace in the

Song of the day;; → The xx - Islands I don't have to leave anymore What I have is right here Spend my nights and days before Searching the world for what's here Underneath and unexplored Islands and cities I have looked Here I saw Something I couldn't over look I am yours now So now I don't ever have to leave I've been found out So now I'll never explore See what I've done That bridge is on fire Going back to where I've been I'm froze by desire No need to leave Where would I be If this were to go under That's a risk I'd take I'm froze by desire As if a choice I'd make I am yours now So now I don't ever have to leave I've been found out So now I'll never explore And I am yours now So now I don't ever have to leave I've been found So now I'll never explore I am yours now, I am yours now So now I don't ever hav

Song of the day;; → One Morning Left - Game Over WTF, what is this pain? Jack hammer's pounding my brain Vacant eyes are staring at me Shattered mirrors, I don't care Is it me? Try to be calm Try to rest There's nothing wrong inside your chest Tic toc Tic toc toc toc Heart goes, it goes Try to be calm Try to eat Pick up the pieces and make the ends meet Tic toc Tic toc toc Heart goes, it goes, it goes Pull yourself together Try to run Try to hide There is no way out of this ride Falling free, faster we are running Younger we die Falling free, still falling free Did I screw everything Yesterday She knows Fuck that, I'm alive Never regret the day before you die Some stop,  some run The faster we are running, the younger we die Try to run Try to hide There is no way out of this ride Tic toc Tic tic toc toc Clock goes, it goes, it goes Did I screw everythi

Song of the day;; → Sonic Syndicate - Unbreakable The leader who tries to hide the fear when war is in sight A prophet, those angel eyes A warrior who fights for what is rightfully ours I don't want to die They won't take us alive, we're fighting to survive But we're running out of time, so wake up, show me your eyes Break the chains that hold you, make it out alive Never give up, never give up Never give up, no Monster, throw stones at me Deceiver, so passively you're haunting Dig in and paralyse me The martyr, breathes hell in skies surrounding They won't take us alive, we're fighting to survive But we're running out of time, so wake up, show me your eyes Break the chains that hold you, make it out alive Never give up, never give up, never give up Seeker, on the edge Athena, reward us for all we've bled They won't take us alive, we're fighting to survive But

I haven't written anything proper for a while and I thought I could now, since I really don't have anything else to do at the moment. It's 1.34 and Saturday the 14th of September. Like you probably know as I said it before, I got sick on Wednesday and I've had fever for 3 days (though I didn't today, yay) so I wasn't at school. Kinda nice, since I sometimes get really stressed and anxious because of school and just need to get out of there for a few days. Anyway, I thought I could do something I don't think I have ever done before. I'll tell you my story. Not everything, like when and where I was born and what was the first thing I ever ate and whatnot. No, I will start from kindergarten (also because I only remember bits of kindergarten and elementary school, my memory is really bad). When I was in kindergarten, I was six, my little sister was born. I remember having conflicted feelings about it, as all the staff there were congratulatin

Song of the day;; → Sneaky Sound System - Because of You People Say I'm Crazy I, stand on a wall With everything beating fast See your light down the hall You don't see me Teardrops fall so sweet on the floor like lighting Caught you in your sleep I suppose Crazy, people say I'm crazy b ecause of you Because of you  I got myself lost again We could fly or die Fly away I'm bored A delightful bored Waiting for nothing Teardrops fall so sweet on the floor like lighting Caught you in your sleep I suppose Crazy, people say I'm crazy because of you Because of you I'm at an open end Crazy, people say I'm crazy because of you Because of you I got myself lost again You come undone And here, I'm now - we were one We here, here with your heart Why would I, get this star? Crazy, people say I'm crazy because of you Because of you I'm at an open end Crazy, people say I'm cra

Song of the day;; → One Morning Left - Luke I Am Your Mother! Any Idea Who Is Your Father Have a real conversation, you told me everything you knew Guide me through all these problems, I know that I don't need to hide I am so grateful that I have parents like you, so grateful You were always ready to help me at all times, when I was losing myself You gave me everything, I never deserved this Have a real conversation, you told me everything you knew Guide me through all these problems, I know that I don't need to hide Thanks for everything and thanks for standing by my side forever Finally I have a chance to attend to both of you, 'cause you really deserve it I can't find the words, how can I thank you Hopefully you know that, I will always love you You gave me everything, I never deserved this Have a real conversation, you told me everything you knew Guide me through all these problems, I know that I don't need to

Song of the day;; → Sonic Syndicate - It Takes Me Devil gave a taste of fame, I drank that bottle dry A vicious indignation cut me down in my prime I'm dying for salvation Bring me back to life Walking through the underworld Bring me back to life Burst into flames like a vampire in the sun Got tunnel vision like a werewolf on the hunt Well, I'm resurrected - the undead rising up The curse is lifted or has it just begun? It takes me It breaks me I'm trying hard to make it It's too late It's over Go fetch the noose, I'm ready Trying to awake from a two-day-waste-of-time The thing is I can't remember why I'm on the floor Blood drunk, I gotta break but I'm already in pieces But what doesn't kill us, they say, makes us stronger It takes me It breaks me I'm trying hard to make it It's too late It's over Go fetch the noose, I'm ready Kill me, I don't li

Song of the day;; → Sneaky Sound System - I Want Everything The kid don't like the fuss So I put on a good face And what's this a matter of trust So why we gotta play these games Pause and think, give it maybe a week L O V E The kid's got a give me a go, I need some culture I don't want your body I want, I want, I want everything No more compromising I want, I want, I want everything I got a letter from a boy, he got lovely legs Turn on your camera phone and take a picture Get so carried away, all of us want to... It's like I'm on Novocain I can't feel, I can't feel, I can't feel my heart break That's how baby we choose you got a television, make me part of the news That's how I gotta know you got a television, make me part of the show I don't want your body I want, I want, I want everything No more compromising I want, I want, I want everything I don't want your bod

Song of the day;; → One Morning Left - Things to Do to Get Stabbed Where did it come from, needless to say It's here to fuck our world What, what Can you believe it, I mean really? You could laugh your ass off but you'll come to realise This time, there's no laughter Time stands still in this room Get a grip Take a stance He's armed You are not Fray Fray This pain My best buddies like Chuck Norris Or Steven Seagal Would know what to do when seriously wounded But I just fall down These voices calling out for me Try to wake me, try to breathe Try to save me Here again, eyes wide open Wounds in my body but still alive These voices calling out for me Try to wake me, try to breathe Try to save me You can't snuff this rooster

Song of the day;; → Sonic Syndicate - See What I See Line 'em up, the traitors that have questioned my blood Loyalty is in my veins, it's thicker than mud So before I pull the trigger I'm gonna give you the chance To point your fucking finger at the ones that deserve it I know it might have seemed like we left you for dead Like I was never coming back but that was all in your head See, at the time we were suffering from a knife to the back But no handicap is gonna keep us from our family This goes out to steadfast - the loyal And the true Synners of the world Finally, finally, can you see what I see? I'm not asking for much, just believe in me I wanted to come home but there were too many bones That needed burying before I let you know I'm sorry that I let the devil get in my lungs But I would never let him hurt a hair on the ones that I love You could argue that I left it all to the last minute But you gotta