A STORM IS COMING.

  Song of the day;; → coldrain - ENVY I still remember when you used to be my friend How could you take everything we had and throw it all away The sound of silence is getting old Stuck inside this hell Your heart may beat but still is cold Tell me how long can you go You don't ever stop, stop, stop Until you get your way And I'm getting sick, sick, sick More than I'd ever say I bite my tongue every time and keep it in Because you won't ever stop, stop, stop Until the bitter end So here we go until it all breaks down I still remember when you used to be my friend I'm sorry if somehow you think I'll take the blame you're wrong Take a look inside the mirror Go point the finger at yourself You don't ever stop, stop, stop Until you get your way And I'm getting sick, sick, sick More than I'd ever say I bite my tongue every time and keep it in Because you won't ever stop, stop, stop Until the bitter end When it breaks Building these four walls arou...

  Song of the day;; → Eraldo Bernocchi, Harold Budd, Robin Guthrie - Don't Go Where I Can't Find You -- Rakastan tätä biisiä. Tänään oli aika hankala päivä, käsiteltiin sairaanhoitajan kanssa aika raskaita asioita. Pärjäsin paremmin kuin aluksi kuvittelin, mut kyllä se toisaalta oli myös hankalampaa kuin mitä etukäteen olin arvellu ja vei se paljon enemmän kun mitä olisin luullu. Ajatukset on vähän sekamelskaa nyt. Olo on muutenkin ollu ton käynnin jälkeen aika hankala mut eiköhän se huomiseen mennessä vähän tasotu. Oon saanut kolme vastausta nyt tosta psykoterapiasta ja kaikki olleet kielteisiä. En oo yllättynyt.

  Song of the day;; → Ramin Djawadi - Unbowed, Unbent, Unbroken

  Song of the day;; → coldrain - Wrong It always seems to be the same I'm hating every thing again Your words get underneath my skin These thoughts are tormenting my head By now I thought I'd be stronger By now I thought I'd be wiser By now I thought I could be Everything you wanted me to be In too deep If I could breathe in free me from the inside I could hold on for one more day alive If I could breathe in free me from the inside I could hold on for one more day alive I'm out of time and you're still wrong My soul was there for the taking You needed innocent blood Lost between sleeping and waking Nothing is ever enough By now I thought I'd better I thought I'd be farther But now I'm questioning my every 'til I get there You made me weak If I could breathe in free me from the inside I could hold on for one more day alive If I could breathe in free me from the inside I could hold on for one more day alive I'm out of time and you're still wron...

  Song of the day;; → Arrested Youth - Black X White There's a box hidden under my bed Full of all the thoughts I never have said Things I’m too afraid to say to my friends Words I'm too ashamed to say that I said The songs that I sing are a bit off key It's hard to play to the melody when all I see Is people on the streets who keep asking me for peace Now it’s hard for me to sleep when I got thoughts like these Black keys don't like the white keys White keys won't play to the melody Black keys don't like the white keys White keys won't play to the melody Black keys don't like the white keys White keys won't play to the melody Black keys don't like the white keys White keys won’t play to the melody Keys were arranged in an order that was made To keep everyone in place, then the melody was changed The thoughts in my head that I boxed away Were replaced with a photo on my Facebook page The writings on the wall, but it’s hard to see When they tell u...

  Song of the day;; → Paradox Interactive - Quirky, Deadly Critters -- No eipä ollu yhtään sen parempi päivä tänään. Ehkä jopa vähän paskempi kuin eilinen. Koitan olla syyllistämättä itseäni tästä ja pitämällä näitä jonkinlaisina latautumispäivinä. Huomenna yritän ihan tosissani raahautua ulos ja tiskatakin pitäis. Kaupassakin pitäis käydä. Jotenkin ärsyttää kun oma pää on niin olemassaolemista vastaan mutta ei voi mitään. 

  Song of the day;; → coldrain - THE SIDE EFFECTS One step forward Two steps backwards Saving culture Killing art You want borders, we just want a bridge This is modern warfare, freedom in a ditch Will you ever bother listening? Made in the land of the rising sun Decade in the rain, proving who we are Still under fire for the things we love Hey, just listen We are the side effects A product of love, a product of hate We are the side effects A product of heart, but make no mistake No one asked for your love No one asked for your hate So we ask from the heart Before it's too late, just let us be us One step forward Two steps backwards Saving culture Killing art You want order, we just want to live Endless civil warfare Something's got to give Can we start this over rational? Made in the land of the rising sun Decade in the rain, proving who we are Still under fire for the things we love Hey, just listen We are the side effects A product of love, a product of hate We are the side ...