BLOOD RED ROSES.

  Song of the day;; → Clint Mansell - Together We Will Live Forever

Song of the day;; → Trio - Da Da Da (I Don't Love You You Don't Love Me Aha Aha Aha) Aha aha aha Aha Aha Aha What you do and what you don't What you will and what you won’t What you can and what you can't This is what you got to know: Loved you though it didn't show Ich lieb’ dich nicht, du liebst mich nicht Ich lieb' dich nicht, du liebst mich nicht Ich lieb' dich nicht, du liebst mich nicht Ich lieb' dich nicht, du liebst mich nicht, da da da Da da da Da da da Da da da Da da da I don't love you you don't love me Da da da I don't love you you don't love me Da da da I don’t love you you don’t love me Da da da I don't love you you don’t love me, da da da Da da da Da da da Da da da Ich lieb' dich nicht, du liebst mich nicht, aha Ich lieb' dich nicht, du liebst mich nicht, aha Ich lieb' dich nicht, du liebst mich nicht, aha Ich lieb’ dich nicht, du liebst mich nicht I know why you ran away, aha Understand you couldn't sta

  Song of the day;; → ERRA - Snowblood Blood starved machine in a feeding frenzy Don't look now, but the floor is collapsing No escape, the plummet is everlasting Sound awake in the bed I've made Pull out the pin, sanity is a grenade Dead and sound awake You could lose yourself in the absence of loss Reset and wander far away Dead and sound awake, ambitions thrown away Spirits washed away, you should know Nothing lasts forever Following footprints in circles, going snowblind Exits overgrown inside the maze of my mind Crawling out of the crypt to bleed the living dry In this fantasy, the villains win, the heroes die Slow diving to despair Fuck it, I'm done, this is a waking nightmare Blood starved machine in a feeding frenzy Dead and sound awake You could lose yourself in the absence of loss Reset and wander far away Dead and sound awake, ambitions thrown away Spirits washed away, you should know Nothing lasts forever Black moon rising Glimpse of madness Blossom black rose W

  Song of the day;; → Elvis Presley - Always on My Mind (With the Royal Philharmonic Orchestra) Maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have Maybe I didn't love you Quite as often as I could have Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind (You were always on my mind) You were always on my mind Maybe I didn't hold you All those lonely, lonely times And I guess I never told you I'm so happy that you're mine If I made you feel second best Girl, I'm so sorry I was blind You were always on my mind (You were always on my mind) You were always on my mind Tell me Tell me that your sweet love hasn't died Give me Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied, satisfied Little things I should have said and done I just never took the time You were always on my mind (You were always on my mind) You were always on my mind You were always on my mind Maybe I didn't treat you Quite as good as I should have M

  Song of the day;; → Honig - Golden Circle I haven't gotten anywhere But I've been busy trying Taken steps like little mice With the heart of a lion The songs that we sing They turned our arms into wings We'll meet again In this golden circle we're in We've been leaving little marks We've been building fires We've been burning our guitars From the top of the pier The songs that we sing They turned our arms into wings We'll meet again In this golden circle we're in The songs that we've sang They turned our arms into wings We'll meet again In this golden circle we're in And the road twists and turns Call it a home, make a friend And every town Set a house and burn it down We will spend the coming night Under the stars In castles we dreamed of The songs that we've sang They turned our arms into wings We'll meet again In this golden circle we're in The songs that we've sang They turned our arms into wings We'll meet again

  Song of the day;; → Gideon - Cursed Cursed Just call me misery Call me bad news I'll bring you nothing but pain Dragging this ball and chain I was blessed with a curse The devil knows me by name You can run, hide If it gives you peace of mind Don't, slip, up The worst is yet to come Blame it on the bad luck, baby Stay away from me (Stay away from me) Got me feeling like a black cat lately I'll bring you to your knees Cursed I'm starting to break from bending A losing streak that's never ending Weed out the weak I was washed in the pain Redeemed by suffering Everything around me falls apart Is this punishment or just a test of heart Or did Lady Luck just give up and turn her back on me? You can run, hide If it gives you peace of mind Don't slip up The worst is yet to come Blame it on the bad luck, baby Stay away from me (Stay away from me) Got me feeling like a black cat lately I'll bring you to your knees (So just) Blame it on the bad luck, baby Stay away

  Song of the day;; → Ermo - ctrl + C ctrl + V Preto no branco Afiando-me a estas horas Aliviando Todo o peso foi embora Preto no branco Não tão claro como achava Acizentava Tudo o que me contornava E agora? Eu já perdi a minha lábia há bué de tempo Já não pago às pessoas a quem me vendo Se estou pior, não estou por cá, sei bem porquê Ouvir a não há amor em SP E eu cativo o meu lugar com o meu talento Já não pago às pessoas a quem me vendo Escrever ctrl + C ctrl + V Ouvir a não há amor em SP Preto no branco Escrevo, a tinta não apaga Ela obrigada Agradeço a sua farsa Preto no branco Tento encontrar o que penso Sinto-me imenso Sem fronteira, nada fora E agora? Passo a passo paraliso Mas eu faço o que é preciso

  Song of the day;; → Jacqueline Taieb - 7h du matin Il est sept heures du matin Faut s'réveiller Ah, j'ai sommeil Bon alors, un peu de musique Pour se mettre en train J'sais pas, moi Quelque chose comme Talking about my ge-ge-ge-generation Ouais, c'est pas tout à fait ça  J'trouve plus ma brosse à dents Où est-elle passée, celle-là encore? La bleue est à mon père La rouge est à ma mère La jaune est à mon frère Z'avez pas vu ma brosse à dents? Tiens, on est lundi aujourd'hui Ah, pour demain, j'ai un devoir d'anglais Hum, j'aim'rais bien avoir Paul McCartney Pour m'aider  J'ai envie de mettre un disque Pour embêter les voisins Qui roupillent toute la journée Quelque chose comme un bon Elvis Presley Ah, c'est vrai, celui-là, il en est resté à Be bop boum rock bam boum Un peu d'eau sur la figure Pour me réveiller Le dodo c'est terminé  Je suis presque prête et ça va beaucoup mieux Je mets mon shetland rouge ou bien mon shetla

  Song of the day;; → Maylene And The Sons Of Disaster - Step Up (I'm On It) Too long and too little Tell me when you gonna bring it on Small fights and big stages Never terrified enough to run It's here and I can hear it I can see it like a setting sun This feeling, I can take it I take it in and then I move along All lined up and built for pressure (Step up, I'm on it) Say your peace like it's the end (Stand back, we're movin') Low down or in the middle Ain't enough to make me satisfied It's all, all or nothing Always starting on the highest high You asked, so now you take it I'll be gone before you hit your knees Some things sting forever Even if you never really bleed All lined up and built for pressure (Step up, I'm on it) Say your peace like it's the end (Stand back, we're movin') One more push and this is over (Stand down, you're done) Hallelujah, brother, come on in (Amen) All lined up and built for pressure (Step up, I

  Song of the day;; → Them Flying Monkeys - Halos Halos swimming in the sea, and I’ll just watch the sun To the brutal point of agony and just to be burned And who knows, if you’ll be there to see, every night alone Feel the back of misery between the light, and I don’t know Halos swimming in the sea, until we both be sure, that you’ll Be here so close to me, will make us endure And you know, if you would come to me, all on you own I would build the bridge that bonds us free, and leave the space between Have a little conversation with me -- Tänään on ollu aika normaali fiilis, ei oo huimannu eikä ollu huono olo eikä mitään. Jostain syystä tuntu vaan viime yönä siltä että havahuin joka kerta kun käänsin kylkiä mikä oli erittäin vittumaista. Pitäis opetella laittamaan nukkumaan aikasemmin... mut minkäs sille voi että luovuus kukkii parhaiten yöllä?

  Song of the day;; → Nazca - Sa(Ha)Ra Le soleil y laisse des rayons L'eau en est effrayée Morceau de nature qui fane les bourgeons   Les corps indolents Et leurs os desséchés Réclament au ciel Une pluie qui leur ment Mais qui se fait la belle Et qui se fait la belle Mais qui se fait la belle Et qui se fait la belle   Waka saana, waka saana, waka saana waka, waka saana Sara, Sara, Sara, waka saana (x4) Waka Saana   Rendez-vous des solitaires (Sara, Sahara) Des grands, des téméraires (Sara, Sahara) Rendez-vous solaire   Parfois le sable s'engourdit Et pour chasser ses fourmis Il s'étire en tempête Et noie dans sa folie Les âmes maigrelettes Les âmes maigrelettes   Waka saana, waka saana, waka saana waka, waka saana Sara, Sara, Sara, waka saana (x4) Waka Saana   De l'Afrique terrain vague On n'ose prononcer son nom Que parce qu'on le confond Avec les princesses des synagogues Waka saana   Waka saana, waka saana, waka saana waka, waka saana Sara, Sara, Sara, waka s

  Song of the day;; → One Morning Left - Sinners Are Winners Young and restless, numb your senses Party till you die and drink until you're breathless Sleep is for the weak, you're a midnight freak Shut your mouth and let your booty speak Young and restless, numb your senses Dance until you die, boogie woogie till you're breathless You'll be rocking, till the morning Shut up and let your hips do the talking Why stop there you dance like you're on fire Hold on tight cause I will take you higher Wooh-oh, they say that love will set you free But you can't love with a broken heart So sinners are winners Sinners are winners to me Wooh-oh, they say that love will set you free But you can't love with a broken heart So sinners are winners Sinners are winners Drink another shot Drink until you're hot Drink until you drop Drown your sorrows Hands in the air like you just don't care C'mon drown your sorrows Young and restless, numb your senses Dance until y

  Song of the day;; → Grzegorz Bojanek - Transfer in Amsterdam -- Alotin tänään uuden lääkkeen. Väsyttäny on aivan saatanasti (pakko oli pistää Netflix paussille ja jatkaa myöhemmin ko ei pysyny silmät enää auki), mikä luultavasti johtuu siitä lääkkeestä kun tää on erilaista väsymystä kun se semmonen normiväsymys. Illalla on myös särkeny päätä tässä ja vähän ollu sellanen huonohko olo, mut muuten ei mitään sen ihmeempiä. Lääkäri sano että jos siltä tuntuu niin voin ottaa ekan viikon joka toinen päivä ton lääkkeen mut ehkä mä uskallan mennä ihan sillein joka päivä kun ei tää nyt niin kamalaa ole. Pitäis varata aika kolmanteen rokotukseen mutta kattelin että niitä ei oo muualla kun jumalauta Limingantullissa mikä meinaa 30 minuutin bussimatkaa. No okei, on sille Ouluhallillekin joku ehkä 20 minuuttia mut silti. Pitää kattoa semmonen ajankohta, ettei oo samana päivänä yhtikäs mitään muuta.

  Song of the day;; → François Valéry - Aimons-Nous Vivants Comme une envie de dire je t'aime Quand on est au bout de soi-même Quand il n'y a plus aucune raison de le cacher Comme une envie de rêver tout haut, te dire enfin les mots qu'il faut Les mots faciles qui ont le pouvoir de déranger Et ce soir, je veux briser les ponts Du silence, franchir le mur du son, le temps d'une chanson Aimons-nous vivants, n'attendons pas que la mort nous trouve du talent Aimons-nous vivants, s'il faut danser, je veux danser maintenant Aimons-nous vivants Aimons-nous debout, faisons la paix, faisons l'amour entre nous Aimons-nous surtout pour ne plus jamais, jamais vivre à genoux Aimons-nous vivants Combien de larmes et de sourires, de mots qu'on n'a pas osés dire? Dieu que le silence est une arme qui fait souffrir Combien d'amours inavouées? Combien de passions condamnées Au nom de ceux qui ne pourront jamais en mourir? Mais ce soir, on va se dépasser Faire la fê

  Song of the day;; → As Within, So Without - Illuminate Every day passes by like the flow of the wind Reinventing myself just to crumble again Will the weight of these words Crash me down in the end It's like an earthquake in my mind The tsunami closes in Mind over matter We're bruised and battered But in the end What does it matter to you I can climb I can grow I can do this on my own You'll fall behind Get lost in the limelight So watch my waves rise You can't block out my shine No matter how hard you try With the moon as my guide I'll flow straight through the night I'll show you that your poison words are your downfall Tsukuyomi will you show me the way Guide me through the dark To my rightful place In the eyes of  Izanagi I'm right in death's gaze It's make or break Or just drown in my mind These chains will still remain Locked away in my cage I will never be the same Will the thoughts in my mind Ever be tamed As the air leaves from my chest I

  Song of the day;; → The Mowgli's - Say It, Just Say It Yeah, I will take your side You make me feel like I've been waiting my whole life And I could die To find that simple kind of love you can't deny Just say it I wanna believe in your love again Despite what anybody says 'Cause it ain't enough to mean it When you feel it once And you know it So just say it And you were sitting in the back of the car Just sucking on your cigarette But your eyes, they sold you out again They always do, so say it Just say it Or at least kiss me just to shut me up I will take your side You make me feel like I've been waiting my whole life And I could die To find that simple kind of love you can't deny Just say it Been talking about it until I killed my voice But it didn't change a single thing It's that simple truth That always means the most to you And you know it So just say it And we were spilling wine on your best friend’s bed When you said this was ridiculous An

  Song of the day;; → Jenny Hval - Sunbathing Sunbathing, and she came down from above Close my eyes and I feel like I'm in love Wrapped in silk, how I got here I don't know Tastes like milk and there's nowhere else to go Soft red lips, slowly open wide Honey drips and I long to feel inside Deep and warm, the only to place to be Sleep til dawn, then she does the same for me Drawn fine line, heal my bad spine Close together, now its all mine Wake in sunlight, sunlight blеak white Realise shе's gone -- Olen mäkin saatanan hyödytön (siis senkin lisäksi etten saanu tiskattua tänään vaikka oli tarkotus... pakko huomenna). Skypetettiin tänään porukoiden kanssa, enkä mä saanut kerrottua, että oon nyt sairauslomalla. No jaa. Kaipa se jossain vaiheessa tulee esille.

  Song of the day;; → So It Begins - Iremia I'm in a state of mental panic Relentless thoughts take hold of me These possibilities seem so endless Yet I'm frozen by anxiety Restore the light Cast off darkened countenance Lift up your eyes And soothe your troubled mind And all that's trapped inside Overwhelming and consuming Draining me till I collapse from fright Do your hands still guide me on this path I've taken? Or do I stand alone, have I been forsaken? Detrimental deprivation seeking to desensitize Choking out the life from our dreams No steps are taken, no progress made and I'm paralyzed Searching for anything to gain momentum Restore the light Cast off darkened countenance Lift up your eyes And soothe your troubled mind All that's trapped inside Will I find peace amidst this chaos? Before I sleep beneath the waves? Inexplicably, I feel the storm calm As once again I meet your gaze Restore the light Cast off darkened countenance Lift up your eyes And soot

  Song of the day;; → Max Richter - H In New England

  Song of the day;; → Bez Ladu A Skladu - Génový inžinier Génový inžinier Už ma plán hotový Ako nám zhotoví Mozog celý plechový Veď geniálny je ten jeho plán Takýto mozog vám zhrdzavie aj sám Bez bolesti a v pohode Stačí ho namočiť vo vode Môžeš sa udrieť do hlavy Mozgu to vôbec nič nespraví Možno sa trochu pokriví No tomu sa už nik nediví Veď geniálny je ten jeho plán Takýto mozog vám zhrdzavie aj sám Bez bolesti a v pohode Stačí ho namočiť vo vode

  Song of the day;; → City State - Requiem I felt the rush of love in my bones But when your demons lashed out, it wasn't enough After all, I couldn't hold you up and I woke up alone I should've seen this coming You were a shadow of the one that I loved But I couldn't let go I covered my eyes with the thought you would be fine And when the sickness spread It was free to take what was left Take what was left that night All of this to feel alive for one last time I should've known, I should've seen it all along Shadows creep under my eyelids I don't think the night's ever been quite this cold What will it take to escape my thoughts? I thought I knew you, I thought I could see through you I don't think the night's ever been quite this long I'm shutting down, consumed by the signs that I should've seen I always hoped when you fell away You'd take me too 'Cause I'm lost now, stuck in place I can't let go of you, let go of you T

  Song of the day;; → Clint Mansell & Kronos Quartet - Stay with Me -- En tiiä mitä valehtelin, mut tarkistin asiat ja se ohjausaika onkin maanantaina. Hups. Kävin tänään näöntarkastuksessa ja toisessa silmässä ei muutoksia, toiseen vähän miinusta lisää.. miten helvetissä? Oisin oottanu et ois ollu enemmän mut no jaa. Kolmet lasit tulossa koska olin katellu niitä jo aikasemmin ja nyt ne kaikki oli tuolla myymälässä joten olin sillein fuck it. Huomenna lääkäri.

  Song of the day;; → Vladimír Mišík - Variace na renesanční téma Láska je jako Večernice Plující černou oblohou Zavřete dveře na petlice Zhasněte v domě všechny svíce A opevněte svoje těla Vy, kterým srdce zkameněla Láska je jako krásná loď Která ztratila kapitána Námořníkům se třesou ruce A bojí se co bude zrána Láska je jako bolest z probuzení A horké ruce hvězd Které Ti oknem do vězení Květiny sypou ze svatebních cest Které Ti oknem do vězení Květiny sypou ze svatebních cest Láska je jako Večernice Plující černou oblohou Náš život hoří jako svíce A mrtví milovat nemohou Náš život hoří jako svíce A mrtví milovat nemohou

  Song of the day;; → Glass Hands - Bouquet You said you found the bluebirds Grow paler every day We’re shedding off our fingers Like it’s winter but it’s May Ask if I could ever love him With god’s black and white bouquet That’s all they ever say I’m only scared because I’m lost in the city And my feet keep pulling me back to you You don’t understand I’ll be done when the satellites Come down to pray to me Do you think You can make it that far without company? And do you think You can lie to yourself without lying to me? And I’m lost in the city Do you think You can make it that far without company? You’re so far away And do you think You can lie to yourself without lying to me? It hurts more every day I would spend most days watching colours grey While these questions still lean on me And through everything I can barely see why I’d ever Hide the truth again Do you think You can make it that far without company? You’re so far away And do you think You can lie to yourself without lying

  Song of the day;; → Nick Cave & Warren Ellis - The Real Thing -- Täällä taas. Lääkäri ei ookaan maanantaina vaan tiistaina (eh, ei pitäis ikänä luottaa omaan muistiin ko tietää kuin paska se on), joten varasin näöntarkastusajan nyt sit maanantaille. Laitoin myös eilen epätoivosuuksissani opintopsykologille ajanvarauspyynnön ja sain ens viikon perjantaiksi etätapaamisajan. Ihan kiva, ois nimittäin ihan jees saaja jotain tolkkua nyt näihin opintoihin kun ei nyt tunnu mikään oikein onnistuvan. Vuorakin nousee hieman yli kympillä, saatana.

  Song of the day;; → Sunset Rollercoaster - My Jinji Every time you lie in my place I do want to say It’s you, you my babe I won’t be too late My Jinji don’t you cry This world out of time Of time out of mind My Jinji please don’t cry In this world, out of time Time out of mind (Out of mind) Every time you lie in my place I do want to say It’s you, you my babe I’m down to the drain (Oh) Jinji don’t you cry This world out of time Old time out of mind My Jinji please don’t lie In this world out of time Time out of mind (Out of mind) Every time you lie in my place I do want to say It’s you, you my babe It won’t be too late Oh don’t leave me behind Without you, I would cry 'Cause only you my baby Only you can conquer time Only you can conquer time Oh sometimes I Without you, I would cry 'Cause only you my baby Only you can conquer time Oh don’t leave me behind Without you, I would cry 'Cause only you my baby Only you can conquer time Only you can conquer time Oh sometimes I Wi

  Song of the day;; → Call It Home - Look Away I’ve lost all sense of the person I used to be I wish I could just take back everything Delete these oh so haunting memories And start to finally see this clearly Wash away the dust Take it all in now When you look back and all you felt was just lust Do you feel proud? Can you say you’re satisfied with how you lived? I can’t rewind, can’t turn back time It’s hard to look at myself now and realize That I’ve lost my shot, it’s all I’ve got And now I'm trying not to live in regret I just wish that I could forget Tell me a story Of when we were all worth it In a place that was built for kings Tell me what you’ve done Show me where it’s gone Or was it this all along? I’m trying hard to fix mistakes I’ve made Searching for something to take this pain away Sick of seeing things in shades of gray Now it feels like my world is burning up in flames I can’t rewind, can’t turn back time It’s hard to look at myself now and realize That I’ve lost my

  Song of the day;; → Jóhann Jóhannsson - Flight from the City

  Song of the day;; → The Weakerthans - None of the Above All night restaurant, North Kildonan Luke warm coffee tastes like soap I trace your outline in spilled sugar Killing time and killing hope This brand new strip mall chews on farmland As we fish for someone to blame But we communicate in questions And all our answers sound the same Under sputtering fluorescents After re-fills are re-filled Negotiations at a stand-still Spoon and rolling saucer stilled If you ask how I got so bitter I'll ask how you got so vain And all our questions blur together The answers always sound the same We can't look at one another I'll say something thoughtful soon But I can't listen to the quiet So I hum this mindless tune I stole from some dumb country rock star And I don't even know his name It's like my stupid little questions The answers always sound the same Tell me why I have to miss you so Tell me why we sound so lame Why we communicate in questions And all our answers so

  Song of the day;; → Sleep Waker - Melatonin Wake up Press my fingers against my eyes Twist all the shapes inside my mind You'll all be fine, just take what we gave you When you sleep, where does your body lie? There is something reminding me That it all ends tonight My veins slowly pulling me back into the needle's eye Holding us down, forcing pain onto your dead eyes You know they’re pulling me Back into the needle’s eye Come find me And take your sleep It’s not the kind you need, but something equally binding Do we really know where our bodies lie When we fall back asleep? Just sit back and fall into dreams You think you’ll see The end of suffering Just take your pill to pass the time Look in the past Stare in the blank face Hallucinogens make you feel alive Where do we go? Sleep away all your life Melatonin Dreams haunting me Shit Come find me And take your sleep It’s not the kind you need, but something equally binding Do we really know where our bodies lie When we fall b

  Song of the day;; → Elliott Smith - Between the Bars Drink up, baby, stay up all night With the things you could do, you won't but you might The potential you'll be, that you'll never see The promises you'll only make Drink up with me now and forget all about The pressure of days, do what I say And I'll make you okay and drive them away The images stuck in your head People you've been before that you Don't want around anymore That push and shove and won't bend to your will I'll keep them still Drink up, baby, look at the stars I'll kiss you again, between the bars Where I'm seeing you there, with your hands in the air Waiting to finally be caught Drink up one more time and I'll make you mine Keep you apart, deep in my heart Separate from the rest, where I like you the best And keep the things you forgot People you've been before that you Don't want around anymore That push and shove and won't bend to your will I'll keep